reverse trapping

Cheng Mu opened his eyes in a daze, and the sun was pressing on his heavy eyelids.

I didn't sleep much last night, and now my brain is aching.

He turned over and bumped into Shen Jinzhi's prepared arms.

The four eyes met, and Cheng Mu recalled the throbbing of last night in his faint eyes.

Cheng Mu frowned, squinting at Shen Jinzhi.

Shen Jinzhi stretched out his hand and caressed his eyebrows: "What's the matter, looking at me so full of resentment? Blame me for 'strike too hard'?"

Shen Jinzhi is considerate in everything, and he can discuss everything, except that he is a little more arbitrary and arrogant in matters of love.

However, this is not what Cheng Mu wants to talk about right now.

He stretched out his finger and measured Shen Jinzhi from a distance: "I suspect you wanted to do this a long time ago."

Shen Jinzhi blinked his eyes, his long eyelashes brushed slowly in the air, and said a word inexplicably: "Huh?"

Cheng Mu said it more clearly: "Your behavior last night was so smooth, it was as if you had rehearsed it in your head many times. We lived together for so long before, did you want to do this a long time ago? "

Shen Jinzhi moved forward, rubbing the tip of his nose lightly against Cheng Mu Ze's fingers.

The ambiguous aura that was hard to disperse in the air was still there, but Cheng Mu subconsciously withdrew his hands, and his breathing was also restrained.

"Yeah, Xiao thought about it for a long time." Shen Jinzhi's words revealed calmness, "Every time you go home, come out of the bathroom, or even just pass by me, I think about it. Pull you over, kiss your lips, caress your earlobe, part your—"

Cheng Mu picked up the corner of the quilt to cover Shen Jinzhi's face, and blocked his unscrupulous mouth.

Shen Jinzhi pulled down the quilt, kissed Cheng Muze's hand on the corner of the quilt: "Didn't you ask? Why don't you listen again?"

Seeing the smile in Shen Jinzhi's eyes, Cheng Mu realized that he had been fooled again.

He pulled down the quilt covering Shen Jinzhi's face, and glared at Shen Jinzhi sullenly.

As if he had reached the limit of his patience, Shen Jinzhi burst out laughing: "It's not intentional, but every time I see you like this, I can't help but tease you."

He stretched out his arms to wrap around Cheng Muze's waist, and rubbed against his soft hair: "Okay, I was wrong."

The soft quilt rubs against the clothes, delicately passing from the skin to the outside.

Shen Jinzhi said softly, "Ah Xia, let's move back."

Cheng Mu instantly lost the resentment and dissatisfaction just now, rubbed Shen Jinzhi's clothes and raised his eyes: "Then will you sell the house upstairs?"

Shen Jinzhi naturally pressed Cheng Muze's earlobe: "Why sell it? That's where we lived together, I can't bear it."

Hearing what Shen Jinzhi said, Cheng Mu felt relieved.

"Besides, it's up to you whether or not to sell the house at home?"

Cheng Mu was stunned.

Shen Jinzhi originally thought he was surprised, but he didn't expect that Cheng Mu, who had been stunned for a long time, seemed to press the reset button suddenly, and got up from the bed: "It's over, the suitcase is still outside!"

Cheng Mu hadn't gotten out of bed yet, and the soreness slowly surged up on the ground, preventing him from leaving.

He supported his waist and took a deep breath.

Shen Jinzhi got up nervously and asked, "Does it hurt?"

Cheng Mu opened his mouth, subconsciously swallowed the words that reached his mouth, and changed his words: "It hurts."

He pointed to his head, lips, knees, and finally his lower back: "It all hurts."

Shen Jinzhi stared at him, as if seeing the coquettish girl who had no defense against him many years ago again.

He raised his arms to hug Cheng Muze, and buried him in the warmth of his shoulders and neck.

A voice close at hand came from next to my ear, and the whisper was more comforting: "If you know you should feel less guilty next time, I won't blame you."

Unknowingly, the protective layer built up by suffering on Cheng Muze's body gradually got rid of its hardness, returned to its original softness under care, and quietly guarded the pure truth when no one noticed.

Shen Jinzhi let go of Cheng Muze, and swept his fingertips over his reddened eyes: "Lie down, I'll get it."

"Wait." Cheng Mu sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, "Is it possible to change without talking?"

Shen Jinzhi left the room with a smile and walked outside.

At this moment, he really wanted to have the ability to stretch the time and extend the beauty of the moment infinitely.

After noon, Cheng Mu followed Shen Jinzhi to meet the doctor.

Dr. Jiang, who had helped Cheng Muze see the doctor before, had a consultation with the doctor Shen Jinzhi was looking for.

At the end of the consultation, the two agreed that Cheng Muze's recovery was in good condition, and that as long as he remained in a good mood, he would soon be able to overcome his psychological barriers.

Before leaving, the doctor dragged Shen Jinzhi to speak alone.

Cheng Mu always felt that the doctor's eyes were wrong, and he was worried but dared not ask.

But he was really curious, so he waited until downstairs to ask Shen Jinzhi what they said.

Shen Jinzhi pretended to be deaf and dumb and continued to walk forward.

Behind them, a group of people came out of the elevator and rushed towards them.

Shen Jinzhi hugged Cheng Muze's shoulders, and replied nonchalantly: "He said, tell me not to drag you up all night."

Cheng Mu's ears went numb, and he looked at Shen Jinzhi in shock.

He didn't dare to look at the reactions of the people around him, so he lowered his head and rushed towards the door.

Taking a step forward in a hurry, Shen Jinzhi grabbed his back collar.

Shen Jinzhi withdrew his hand, and lightly brushed the back of his neck with the back of his finger: "What are you thinking about? Can't I take you to read at night?"

Anyway, he couldn't say anything about Shen Jinzhi, but Cheng Mu let out a sigh of relief after being defeated.

Shen Jinzhi picked up Cheng Muze, changed the subject, and said, "The doctor said you need to relax. Why don't you go out and play while you're on vacation?"

Speaking of this, Cheng Muze immediately pulled away from his embarrassment: "Where are you going?"

Shen Jinzhi: "Go to the place you failed to go twice."

twice……

After capturing this information, Cheng Mu naturally thought of his two embarrassing filming trips in the past six months.

The first time I drank too much, I overslept at Shen Jin’s house and missed the plane, and the other time I arrived at the destination and flew back after staying in someone’s yard for less than an hour. .

"Wait a moment."

Suddenly, a picture flashed in Cheng Muze's mind.

The breeze blew across the treetops, and the fallen leaves fell on Cheng Muze's white cloth shoes.

Cheng Mu gestured to Shen Jinzhi with his mobile phone: "Let's go here, exotic style, it sounds good. Look, the yellow walls and red tiles stand in the sky and white snow, and the collision of colors is just right. Let's go together. It just so happens that you're on vacation too."

"it is good."

"I..." Cheng Mu was stunned, "Huh?"

He was forced to swallow the words full of lobbying.

"I said," Shen Jinzhi stopped and replied seriously, "Okay."

Cheng Mu continued to walk, the leaves on the insteps slipped quietly, and stopped on the side of the road.

"I remembered?"

Cheng Mu half-rolled his eyes, and suddenly let out a sigh of relief: "No wonder I always want to go there, so that's how it is."

It's a pity that he temporarily changed the itinerary because of the photography association.

He lowered his eyelashes and said apologetically, "If I hadn't missed the appointment, we'd probably have been there before."

"It's not too late now." Shen Jinzhi pampered Cheng Muze's hair, "I'll go after moving."

Cheng Mu's eyes lit up, he grabbed Shen Jinzhi and walked forward.

Shen Jinzhi didn't keep up with him for a while: "Where are you going in such a hurry?"

Cheng Mu walked faster: "Move!"

In the master bedroom on the third floor, Cheng Mu took his hands out of Shen Jinzhi's tucked quilt with a distressed expression.

He pursed his lips and said, "Why do you have to go to bed first? I'm not sleepy at all, I really can't fall asleep."

Shen Jinzhi closed the curtains while turning a deaf ear, his words were full of patience: "Enough rest time is good for alleviating psychological barriers, you should take a good night's sleep."

"Oh." Cheng Mu pulled up the quilt to cover half of his face, "Got it."

"Call you in an hour, too much sleep will affect your sleep tonight."

Cheng Mu closed his eyes, his mind was full of various precautions before the trip.

After tossing and turning on the bed for a long time, the originally flat mattress quickly became messy.

Cheng Mu supported his waist and quietly got up from the bed.

If he went out now, he would definitely be pushed back to sleep by Shen Jinzhi. Bored, he opened the closet and took out the candy wrappers he had collected before.

The colored paper was shining brightly in the dim light, while Cheng Mu was shaking the bottle, accidentally discovering that there was a note hidden inside.

Cheng Mu stopped and opened the lid of the sugar bowl.

He stretched out two fingers, and his slender fingers easily touched the edge of the note, and took out the hidden note inside without much effort.

Looking at the string of combined numbers on the note, Cheng Mu immediately remembered that this was a backup of his handwritten social account passwords at that time.

And this one should be from WeChat.

Back then, in order to hide his real relationship with Shen Jinzhi, he logged out of all his accounts.

After losing his memory, Cheng Mu couldn't remember his WeChat account and chose to re-register.

Accidentally found the account password, Cheng Mu hurriedly took out his phone to log in.

I haven't logged in for a long time, and I can't find my mobile phone number back then. It took Cheng Mu a long time to finally verify and enter.

At the moment of successful login, the rotating loading progress bar seemed to open a time machine, quietly loading the missing three years.

The messages on the phone continued to increase, while Cheng Mu stared at the screen, watching the unread messages belonging to Shen Jin's account increase to 99+.

Looking at the familiar portrait, Cheng Mu's eyes suddenly lost focus.

By the time his eyes refocused, all WeChat messages had been loaded.

He ignored other irrelevant information, and opened the top dialog box with trembling fingers.

Cheng Mu jumped to the first unread one, and slid down one by one.

After he left, Shen Jinzhi never forgot his existence for a moment.

From worrying at the beginning to accepting reality later, from determined to find to lost hope.

Shen Jinzhi clearly knew that there was no one behind the account, but he always expressed his concern with the most restrained words.

There are more than a hundred voices of "A Xia", every word pokes my heart.

There is not a word "think" written between the lines, but misses are everywhere.

Cheng Mu watched, his heart being hollowed out bit by bit, filling in those unexplained feelings.

The first message was "I'll wait for you to come back", but the last one was "I can't seem to wait for you".

Fate always seems to be playing tricks on them, forcing them to separate, but keeps giving them hope.

The door opened gently, linking reality and memory.Shen Jinzhi sighed: "I know you don't want to sleep peacefully."

Fortunately, they seized the opportunity.

Fortunately, they met again.

The footsteps behind him continued to approach, Cheng Mu turned around and threw himself into Shen Jinzhi's arms.

Emotions are hidden in the hug and dissipated in the warmth.

Cheng Mu didn't mention everything he saw, but just rubbed against his arms: "Could you sleep with me? With you here, I will be obedient."

"Why are you acting like a baby again?" Shen Jinzhi said helplessly.

Cheng Mu didn't refute, and moved closer to Shen Jinzhi's cheek: "Is it okay?"

"Okay, stay with you, stay with you."

Outside the living room, the screen of Shen Jinzhi's mobile phone lights up.

Those lonely words that stayed in memory finally waited for a late response.

"I am back."

"This time, I won't leave again."

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