reverse trapping

Cheng Mu woke up before the alarm clock. He unexpectedly had a sweet dream, but he couldn't remember anything except that he shook the camera at someone in the dream.

He has long been used to this situation and no longer forces himself to recall.

He stood up slowly, the residual taste of sugar in his mouth dissipated, staining his throat dry.

Cheng Mu got out of bed and walked to the bathroom.

He let himself go a little bit last night, and really slept through the night with sugar in his mouth.He probably hasn't done something like this in years.

After rinsing off the taste of sugar in my mouth, the feeling of heart congestion from last night climbed up again.

Cheng Mu spat out the toothpaste froth in his mouth, watching the blood-stained foam swirl and fall, and gradually fell into a daze.

In the past few years, he has been persistently looking for the person in his memory.

He went to the hospital for consultation, and the doctor said that his brain was not substantially damaged, and the most likely thing was psychogenic amnesia.

However, psychogenic amnesia is mostly caused by the pain, and the sufferer can't bear the psychological pressure subjectively and chooses to forget the trauma.

But Cheng Mu is very clear that he is by no means a cowardly person who needs to hide from reality by forgetting.He didn't know what happened in the half a year after graduation that forced him to lose his memory, and he couldn't pick up the camera and point it at anyone.

He wants to give himself an answer, even if that answer can't let go of his knot, but at least, he can give himself an explanation.

Chen Jiao already had a new life, so he could only bless her and stay away from her since then.

Cheng Mu knew that this would make it difficult for him to find his memory in the future, but even so, he had to find the truth.

A few drops of water slipped down from the mouth of the faucet, and the pattering sound hit Cheng Muze's ear, pulling him back to reality.

He raised his head and smiled at himself in the mirror.

"So be it."

After washing up, Cheng Mu received a call from Qin Yi.

"Big photographer, what are you doing? I still haven't responded to the news from last night. Professor Shen is giving a lecture in the auditorium today. Will you come?"

Cheng Mu replied in a low voice: "No."

Qin Yi gave a "tsk": "I don't want you to replace me, let's go together, how about I teach you how to learn from Professor Shen on the spot? After passing this village, there will be no such shop. At eight o'clock, the Silk Bamboo Hall, and so on." You."

"No." Cheng Mu paused, "Not anymore."

"What's wrong?" Qin Yi asked, "There's something wrong with you."

Cheng Mu didn't intend to hide it from Qin Yi, and directly confessed: "When I went home yesterday, I saw Chen Jiao."

Qin Yi took a deep breath: "You won't just go up and confess your love, but you will fail?"

"No, I just saw that he has a boyfriend."

Cheng Muze's voice didn't fluctuate much, as if he was able to accept this fact.

Qin Yi's other end fell silent, and the bustling voices of the campus in the morning could be faintly heard on the phone.

After a while, Qin Yi calmly comforted: "Hey, what's the matter. Isn't it a twists and turns when I chase my goddess? Sometimes, you don't lose to others, but in order. I'll go find you , anyway, it’s just a lecture, so it’s okay if you don’t listen to it. I’ll take you to have a big meal, and I’m sure you’ll forget all your troubles.”

Just after finishing the guaranteed tickets, Qin Yi's class monitor walked past him and bumped his elbow: "Hurry up, there are outside leaders for the lectures, and the student union counts students class by class. Don't try to run away."

Qin Yi twitched the corner of his mouth stiffly, and rubbed the phone case with his fingertips uneasily.

"Okay." Cheng Mu said, "Students should do what students should do. Don't think about running out every day. I will come to you after you finish class at noon."

Qin Yi was still a little worried: "Are you okay?"

"I have something to do." Cheng Mu said, "So you'd better go to the lecture honestly, don't cry with me later. You were scared to death by the teacher. My ears really hurt."

"..."

After hanging up Qin Yi's call, Cheng Mu breathed a sigh of relief.

On the coffee table, the piece of crispy candy that was dismantled yesterday was still there.He picked up two and put them in his pocket, and put away the rest of the candies.

He opened the window and tested the temperature outside.

Today's weather is much milder than the previous few days, the sun is falling softly from the window, and the air is much clearer.

Cheng Mu changed into suitable clothes and drove Qin Yi's car to the school.When he arrived at school, it was already class time.

The teaching area was quiet, and occasionally a few students passed by.He parked his car and walked on campus.

Passing by outside the Sizhu Hall, Shen Jinzhi's clear yet steady voice came from the empty conference hall.

Although the content is a bit boring, there is a unique attraction.

From a long distance, Cheng Mu saw Shen Jinzhi standing on the podium behind layers of glass.

Without Chen Jiao's relationship, Cheng Mu realized the unconcealable brilliance in him. The words "young and promising" probably refer to people like Shen Jinzhi.

Fortunately, Professor Shen has not caused any trouble these days, otherwise he will most likely regret it.

But in the future, he probably won't have any interaction with such a person.

Cheng Mu moved his fingertips slightly and touched the candy in his pocket.He took out one and put it in his mouth, silently saying goodbye to Shen Jinzhi in his heart.

He walked deep into the campus along the teaching area and came to the "back garden" of the campus.

This is a relatively open area with long pavilions and intertwined vegetation, known as the back garden of the school.

There is an artificial fountain in the middle of the back garden, and the water is not always on, probably only when the leaders come to visit or on holidays.

It happened to be opened today, and streams of clear water surged upwards, and the water mist tried hard to blend into the sunlight, spreading out colorful halos.

Cheng Mu sat on the circular steps around the fountain in a daze.

He seemed to like it here when he was in college, and he often sat here for an entire afternoon.At that time, time seemed to pass very slowly, and it would not feel enough to squander a lot.

Across the spraying spring water, Cheng Mu vaguely saw a person sitting across from him reading a book.

The tacit understanding of choosing the same place to rest gave Cheng Mu a wonderful sense of resonance. He turned to look over, but there was no one in his field of vision.

It turned out that it was just his hallucination.

Cheng Mu withdrew his gaze in disappointment, and fell into a state of empty space again.

He didn't expect that he could bask in the sun all morning in the "back garden".

When figures gradually appeared around, Cheng Mu realized that it was getting late.

He went up against the flow of people, looking for Qin Yi.

When he walked near Building A, he saw Shen Jinzhi again.

Unexpectedly, Shen Jinzhi followed Chen Jiao.

Cheng Mu's mind went blank, and his legs followed as if he had developed self-awareness.

The same location, the same cafeteria, Chen Jiao and Shen Jinzhi walked in again talking and laughing.

A strange feeling came to Cheng Muze's heart.

He had a meal appointment with Qin Yi that day, and he ate absent-mindedly.

In the next few days, Cheng Mu squatted at that fork in the road every day, and he also naturally discovered the fact that Chen Jiao had lunch with Shen Jinzhi for several days in a row.

Cheng Mu, even if he had never eaten pork, had seen pigs run away.This kind of behavior is no different from meeting a young couple dating in college for lunch.

His abnormal behavior was finally discovered by Qin Yi.

On this day, when Cheng Mu was standing at the intersection of the cafeteria again, Qin Yi happened to catch him.

Cheng Mu ignored Qin Yi's yelling, and once again saw the two walking side by side to the staff cafeteria.

At this moment, Chen Jiao's foot slipped, and Shen Jinzhi quickly caught him, and gently lifted him up.

Seeing this scene, Qin Yi stopped breathing, turned his head mechanically and said, "Chen Jiao's boyfriend, could it be Mr. Shen?"

Qin Yi's words verified Cheng Muze's wild thinking.

After Chen Jiao and Shen Jinzhi had completely entered the cafeteria, Cheng Mu pinched his frowning brows.

At this moment, his mind was a mess, so sticky that he couldn't figure out any clues.

After a long time of precipitation, Cheng Mu calmed down and told Qin Yi what he had seen and heard in the past few days.

After listening, Qin Yi fell into silence.

After a while, he sincerely reassured him: "No one can say clearly about this kind of thing. We are not the parties involved, and we have no position to judge. I still suggest you leave it alone."

Cheng Mu shook his head and silently refused.

Qin Yi was puzzled and said: "You like her so much? You like her so much that you have to take this muddy water?"

Qin Yi's question directly poked Cheng Muze's mind, and soon aroused that familiar sense of lack. The word "like" is not concrete in Cheng Muze's mind, but there is always a voice in his heart that keeps refuting his idea of ​​sitting on the sidelines.

Cheng Mu rubbed his forehead in confusion, and his voice became hoarse: "I don't know, but at least she is very important to me. I can't do it just to watch her fall into the quagmire."

"..." Qin Yi rolled his eyes at him, "Even though he is emotionally like a piece of wood, he still wants to be a lover."

Qin Yi put one hand on Cheng Muze's shoulder, and said in a low voice mysteriously: "Okay, don't worry about it. Actually, I found you an emotional counselor before, and I didn't mention it when you were broken in love. If you really If you want to find someone for advice, just ask him."

"What consultant?" Cheng Mu asked.

"Online one-on-one dating guidance has become popular recently, and it includes education packages. If you can't catch up, you can still support refunds."

"..." Cheng Mu pulled away the hand that was on his shoulder, "It sounds unreliable."

"Why is it unreliable? Several of my friends have left the order under their guidance. You are prejudiced against new careers. Besides, I have paid all the money. If he can't solve your problem , can't you still get a refund?"

Cheng Mu said seriously: "I don't intend to chase Chen Jiao anymore, I just hope that she will be fine."

"All right, all right." Qin Yi pursed his lips, "I didn't ask you to consult how to chase Chen Jiao. Can't you ask how to solve the situation now?"

Cheng Mu squinted at the past: "Then why don't you rely on him to chase your goddess?"

"That's so insincere, besides," Qin Yi raised his chin slightly, "do you think I look like someone who needs this kind of service?"

Cheng Mu suppressed the corner of his mouth helplessly, turned and left without saying a word.

"Brother Cheng—" Qin Yi didn't follow, and shook his phone behind him, "I'll send you WeChat for the contact information, remember to add it!"

Qin Yi opened the album, searched for a long time in the thumbnail state, and finally found the QR code of the business card that had been stored in the album before, and sent it directly to Cheng Muze's WeChat.

Cheng Mu didn't go to the studio, but took the bus back to the rental house.

I don't know where the downstairs is being renovated, and Cheng Mu is upset when he hears it.

Cheng Mu still didn't think of any proper solution until the sky was painted with rich black.After all, he really doesn't know anything about this kind of thing.

At the end of the road, Cheng Mu finally remembered the relationship counselor Qin Yi had mentioned during the day.

He opened WeChat and opened the QR code suspiciously.

When he saw the small picture of the profile picture on the QR code, his heart skipped a beat.

Although the picture has been blurred, Cheng Mu still recognized the picture at a glance-it was his first award-winning photography a few years ago.

In his current opinion, it was no longer an excellent work, but it had a special meaning to him.

This extraordinary sense of fate deepened Cheng Muze's trust in the consultant, and he sent a friend request.

A few minutes later, the other party approved his friend request.

Cheng Mu immediately sent a message: "Hello."

After staring at the screen for a long time, the other party did not respond.

"Is the online service so cold now?" Cheng Mu muttered.

He typed and sent another line: "My friend said that he bought an online emotional guidance service from you, so can I consult emotional issues?"

Still no response.

Is this too much work, too late to talk to him?

It's almost time for the shower, and if the other party texts back during this time, they won't be able to chat again.

Thinking about it, Cheng Mu directly typed out the ins and outs of the matter and threw it into the dialog box.And then, he just needs to wait for the other party to help him come up with a solution.

Cheng Mu walked into the bathroom.

Perhaps because he was pretending to be something, Cheng Mu unknowingly sped up his bathing speed a lot.

Just after taking a shower, Cheng Mu couldn't wait to pick up his phone before drying his body.

After his lengthy explanation of the situation, the other party only replied briefly: "Maybe you can intervene in it."

Cheng Mu didn't understand the other party's meaning at all, and directly replied with a question mark.

This time, as soon as he finished sending, the other party started typing.

Cheng Mu sat on the sofa, staring at his explanation.

Then, the other party's explanation followed.

"Get your rival and take him away from that girl."

The author says:

The unreliable emotional counseling master opens today~

In order to ensure the quality, it is tentatively scheduled to be updated every other day, at 10:[-] p.m.