After the scumbag was reborn, the cabbage in the next class was arched [System]

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Next is Gu Yan's perspective, including Gu Yan's heart and several major events that were not mentioned in Qi Yunzhou's perspective.

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The first time Gu Yan saw Qi Yunzhou was in the old town and at his mother's new home.

Although it is much simpler than the original place, there are no servants, no swimming pool and terrace.

But Gu Yan's mother didn't mind, she came here to seek inspiration.

Gu Yan himself didn't mind, the first time he rebelled against his father was to come here to accompany his mother.

What's more, there are bluestone slabs, running water canals, white walls and black tiles, you can see the shade of trees when you look up, and there is a faint fragrance of flowers on your face.

Very peaceful, very beautiful, very happy.

Gu Yan is a precocious child, he can tell that his mother likes to be alone here.

Perhaps he felt that his mother needed company, but it was his wishful thinking.

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Elegant and beautiful, it is known as the pearl in the history of contemporary art.

Gu Yan once saw such words in a magazine, every word was describing his mother.

The glamorous mother most of the time.

As for the shadows of those splendors, they cannot see them.

Gu Yan himself didn't know when it started.

From when the old housekeeper sometimes refused to let him into his mother's room,

Since my mother no longer gently told herself stories,

When my father explained that my mother was just weak and would get sick from time to time,

From when his mother lost control and smashed the first cake he made by himself...

Why do you want to make cakes?

the nanny asked him.

Because mom is sick.

Fairy tale books say that sick people will get better after eating sweets.

But Mom didn't get better.

Many years later, Gu Yan recalled that scene again.

People's memory for many small details is much stronger than imagined, at least he clearly remembers the scene where the cake was scattered and messed up.

Someone's hand waved towards him uncontrollably.

Broken plates, open wounds, bright red blood.

cold and hot,

Broken and beautiful,

Gu Yan looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar mother in front of him, and the wound opened tick-tock.

It was as if a big hole had been opened in his heart.

Not painful, but empty.

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Who is this beautiful sister?

Is it my mother, the best mother in the world!

Humph, what's the big deal, my mother is fine too.

That's different, my mom is the best artist in the world.

Memory is like a flood with an open valve, pouring down from a long time and space.

I have the best mother in the world.

He disappeared when I was five years old.

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We have the best doctors,

We have state-of-the-art facilities and medicines,

Did they make a difference?

Gu Yan didn't know.

But he now knew that his mother's emotions became less stable because of his birth.

How do you say that term in medicine?

He struggled to open the brick book that was too heavy for him.

postpartum depression.

Little Gu Yan buried his head in his knees in a daze.

There is no more warm embrace.

he thinks.

Like a homeless puppy.

But the treatment worked.

The gentle mother who was erased by the eraser gradually came back into view.

This year, she saw a photo of the old town.

White walls and black tiles, clear mud alleys.

She decided to go there.

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When Gu Yan heard about his mother's decision, it was a warm day.

He glanced at her blankly, put down the book, and said that I would go too.

Maybe the mother's condition is gradually stabilizing, or maybe a new environment can make her recover better.

After a heated argument, they went there.

However, my father was not able to come along.

He needs to stay at home to deal with many things.

He is very busy.

Gu Yan knew.

He's always been a kid who's been really good at accepting facts.

Weird.

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Someone is watching me.

On the first day when he came to the new residence, he keenly felt a hairy head running around him.

Turning her head, she met a pair of sparkling eyes.

Bright, bright, bright.

very nice.

Gu Yan thought.

He thought maybe he was envious of him.

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Every old house has an old yard, and Gu Yan's most frequent activity is reading in the old yard.

It's not that he was born to be an old pedant who is personally angry with God, but there is no other living thing here except him.

Mother didn't know where to go again.

Sometimes, Gu Yan would subconsciously feel that his mother was a fairy in fairy tales who did not know which day would suddenly disappear like morning dew.

Like the silent ghosts wandering around in the castle.

For example, in many nights, he woke up from the night and saw his mother standing silently by the bed, looking at him.

Now some are watching him quietly.

Little Gu Yan continued to stare at the book, but out of the corner of his eye he looked at the corner of the small flower bushes where the two courtyards meet.

The flowers moved, and a boy poked his head.

He was watching him secretly.

He was also secretly looking at him.

He was also secretly looking at him.

novel?

boring?

But not annoying.

Look, there is a second living creature besides himself in this empty yard.

The sun slanted down and shone on the two small figures.

Very satisfied and very happy.

At least he didn't have to think about his mother's relapse.

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Is this the first time?

so dark?

anyone there?

Can anyone hear me?

No, nothing.

The sun is good, but the sun doesn't reach you.

The devil whispered in his ear.

The kids in the street are running, but they don't take you.

Your dad, oh, he's busy.

I have no time to care about you.

your mother,

what

Because of you, she became a monster!

It's all because of you, and it's all your fault.

Look at the wounds on your body, they are all caused by sin.

The devil waltzed in his mind.

Everything is black.

Just then.

嗨…

like a dream,

With a sound of hi, his window was opened with a bang.

The sun poured in all of a sudden.

Seeing that familiar figure, he jumped into the room through the window.

Yang Guan stretched out his hand from outside the window, spreading the light layer by layer on that person.

evenly, gently,

bright, dazzling,

Like a god.

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According to the fairy tale, when the princess suffers all setbacks and is full of sorrow, someone will come to rescue her on a white horse.

The princess will go with the prince,

In fact, at such a sad time, even if the person who came was a beggar and offered to help the princess, the princess would go with the beggar.

Little Gu Yan felt that Yun Zhou was a shining prince at that time.

Although she is not a princess, she should also behave like tears streaming down her face.

But in fact, he just lowered his head and looked at Yun Zhou from the corner of his eye.

Motionless like a puppet.

Then he saw Yunzhou take a break and leave.

Before little Gu Yan could feel sad, Yun Zhou ran back with a small box like the wind.

Bandage while talking.

Oh, Yun Zhou talks a lot.

More than talking about his grandma.

Little Gu Yan counted seriously, this is already too open No.401 minutes No.20 eight seconds.

This is what Xiao Yunzhou said.

Will he keep talking to me?

After knowing my condition, does he still want to talk to me?

Little Gu Yan suddenly wanted to tell everything, as if to vent.

And he did.

However, looking at Xiao Yunzhou who seemed to be dead for a moment.

He regretted it.

He shouldn't have said it.

In that case, he can still talk to himself for a while.

That way, I wouldn't have to be alone in a dark room.

Waiting for someone who wants to see but doesn't want to see.

Will the person in front of him be afraid that he has such a mother?

Do you think he is an unknown person who only knows how to read books and can't blend in with other people?

Little Gu Yan was a little scared.

Then he saw Xiao Yunzhou stand up in a gesture of leaving.

Get up and leave.

It’s over.

There was some sadness in his blood, and he wanted to tug on Xiao Yunzhou's sleeve.

But he dared not.

A part of the room obscured his little movements.

This person is leaving.

He is alone again.

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It's like being pulled out of the water.

i hug you

i kiss you

I'll accompany you,

I love you.

He was very close to the other person, and Xiao Yunzhou's serious expression could be seen from the side.

Hugging together, you can feel the sunshine, green grass, very dry, very warm or taste.

That moment was so long, so short, so quiet, and so noisy.

So long, like so many good days running out in this one moment.

And it's so short, if you just read a book, you haven't read a fairy tale yet.

So noisy, my ears are filled with the bright voice of Yun Zhou.

It was so quiet again, with only one bright smile in his eyes.

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Yunzhou, did you miss your math homework again?

Gu Yan looked at the math teacher's face, which was three times darker than usual, and thought of his bamboo horse in pain, what did he do?

Is it because I didn't write my math homework, or did I break a leg with the teacher's math triangle teaching aid?

No, no, I just complimented him on the top of his head like an airport.

Yun Zhou smiled brightly, he didn't notice the death stare of the math teacher at all, and asked Gu Yan for notes heartlessly.

Well, since Yun Zhou always asks him for notes, Gu Yan's notes are always extraordinarily detailed.

It's not so much his notes, it's better to say that his notes are prepared for Yun Zhou.

Bamboo horse always deserts in class, what can I do?

In addition to discipline, I still have to help him!

After a long time, even if the two were separated, he still maintained the habit of remembering the notes very carefully.

Even if there is no one else around.

Even if the teacher said a lot of content, he already knew it.

But he still always felt that there would be a young man reaching out his hand with a smile and saying to him: Hey, Gu Yan, hurry up and borrow your notes from me!

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Zhuma's father is a literary and artistic uncle who works as an IT worker.

When he is free, Gu Yan often goes to Yun Zhou's house, and listens to many in-depth things that Father Yun talks about.

At this time, Yun Zhouzhou was discouraged, and ran to the side, leaving Gu Yan and Old Man Yun to stare.

Father Yun always laughed at his son's neglect of his studies.

No way, my son is a genius.

Father Yun said.

Since he wants to play, then give him freedom and let him play for a few more years, and when he needs it, he will naturally catch up.

Gu Yan also has a deep understanding of this point.

For example, you can grasp the important notes with a few glances, and sometimes you can correct the competition knowledge with a quick stroke.

Some people in the world just have better brains.

The type of pissed-off person who is rewarded with food.

Like Qi Yunzhou, like Gu Yan.

No matter how long it has been deserted, when they need to be bright, the whole person will come out of the mud, shining brightly.

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Under the calm days, there are also some small changes hidden.

For example, the housekeeper sent by Gu Yan's father tactfully expressed his desire to return him to his home.

Another example is the occasional gossip, ugly words, or the same set.

The essence of human beings is a repeater, and I don't know how to change it after so many years.

Even if they don't change, the lethality is still the same for Gu Yan.

The most serious time, he was holding a pencil sharpener at night, pointing at the cursing person with trembling fingers.

What are you angry about?Am I wrong?Your mother is a lunatic, you look like this, you are also a lunatic!

All the air became cold in an instant.

At this moment, a lazy voice came from behind.

Before you speak, wash your mouth first, the gas is so smelly, it almost makes me faint!

Xiao Yunzhou smiled, but there was no trace of a smile deep in his eyes.

With a swoosh, he took down the knife in Gu Yan's hand, and the critical timing was quite reliable: To deal with such a guy, you use a sledgehammer to kill chickens, and you should leave it to professionals to fight such things.

The person on the opposite side who uttered wild words was beaten so hard that he wanted to kowtow to recognize his elder brother on the spot.

The fight was over, but Gu Yan still didn't move for a long time.

What that person said repeatedly flashed through his mind: You are also a lunatic.

He closed his eyes and held his hand that had held the knife.

Will my emotions, one day, have time and space like my mother?

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If one day, I...

Gu Yan said in a low voice.

The boy in front stopped and turned around with a look of disgust.

Hey, you're not still thinking about what that guy said, are you?

You are my most calm and reliable friend.

Gu Yan seemed to have been injected with a tranquilizer, and his whole mood calmed down miraculously.

Yun Zhou continued.

Gu Yan, you are different from others, you were born with a shining existence, if you have to make a metaphor, Yun Zhou tilted his head and smiled.

It's just a shiny white sesame in a pile of black sesame.

You will shine, you will shine, don't doubt yourself because of other people's words, and don't doubt yourself because of your mother, in my heart, I will always stand in the sun.

You must be the most shining.

You will live very well and become a great person.

A long time later, when Gu Yan became famous and countless reporters interviewed him about how he believed in himself in the midst of numerous oppositions in the early stages of entrepreneurship and R&D, he always recalled that night when a man sat on the grass looking at him and said with a smile , Gu Yan, don't doubt, you will succeed.