What is the experience of the Transcendent being disabled?

"Responding to expectations...the miracle of birth..." Tsunayoshi repeated this sentence cyclically, perhaps because his own feelings affected him ten years later, or maybe he couldn't stop recalling the meeting with Yayoi in his mind now bit by bit.

In the understatement of the future self, you can feel the pressure and pain they suffered when they failed countless times during the period, and these emotions have been conveyed.

Yayoi was born because of the hearts and prayers of countless people.If you are not careful, this miracle created by the power of the whole world will be wiped out.There will be no Yayoi born in this world.

What's strange and not incomprehensible is that he has always rejected this fact before, but now, he actually has an urge to cry.

It is the solid feeling that a stone has landed safely in my heart.The voice in my heart is saying...

—Ah, yes, this is my child.

——Great, it is great that you were born in this world.

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Time: 12 years later

【Sawada Tsunayoshi】Looking at him in the subspace, who hugged his body and knelt on the ground and wept uncontrollably as a teenager, the corners of his mouth raised slightly.

It's very similar to the day before yesterday, when the scientists of [River] told them happily that they had succeeded, they were so excited that tears filled their eyes.

It would be great if he could accept this fact in his youth.In this way, Yayoi will not be hurt because of his rejection.

That child has always been a person who is very sensitive to emotions, just as he can recognize the connection between Verlaine and Zhongye and his soul at a glance, and he can also recognize the connection between himself, Bailan and Luche and his blood.

Because he was too clumsy in his youth, that child felt his rejection, so he deliberately pushed him away with an attitude of indifference.As long as you don't get close, you won't get hurt.

"Ah, he is indeed a gentle child..." A straight voice sounded behind him without ups and downs.He said slowly, "When the skin is lifted, the skin is really home."

As he said, he pointed to another room. The wall in the middle was a piece of floor-to-ceiling glass. The room behind the glass was decorated very warmly. Inside was the [Yayoi] of their era, who looked only sixteen or seventeen years old, and was so beautiful. The blond long-haired boy, who is not like a mortal, tightly hugged the proud [Jano]'s arm, and complained to [Ranpo] and [Chuya] opposite with tears in his eyes.

"That's enough! Why do everyone bully Xiaojujiang! He is so pitiful!"

【Zhongya】There are veins all over his forehead, he suppressed his temper and said: "Yayoi-chan, you are still young and you don't understand, he is not a good thing!"

[Random Step] also put his hands on his hips angrily: "It's finally a detective's turn to be the guardian. It's too much to just play with this happy prisoner! Look at him, he still has a smile on his face!"

"Yayoi-chan is no longer a child! He is already 20 years old!" [Yayoi] closed his eyes and shouted loudly, "I just like Xiaoju-chan, so I want to play with him! Yayoi-chan will agree to whatever she wants Yes, you are all big liars! You are villains!"

In the room, [Sawada Tsunayoshi]'s face was as dark as ink, and flames burst out from his clenched fists, and he said with a half-smile: "Ah, it's a bug who covets other people's property A child? Do you want to die that much?"

Another person in the room spread his hands and said: "It's easy to kill him, but is this okay? Yayoi-chan will cry-that child can't stop crying, who of you has the ability to coax him--" Your partner is spoiled My child, just bear it by yourself.It's yourselves who are distressed——

"Please don't gloat, Dazai-kun." [Sawada Tsunayoshi] said with a sullen face, "I'll be coaxed, I'm Dad! My own!"

"A child in the rebellious period can do anything, what if he elopes with Jono--" [Dazai] said.

[Sawada Tsunayoshi], as if struck by lightning, with drooping shoulders and dark clouds above his head. "He's only two years old... the rebellious period is too soon."

The old father's heart was about to break.

He covered his face with his hands, and after a while, he squinted his eyes to look at [Dazai]: "Let's not mention this, Irie-kun told me that you asked him to transfer the memory of ten years later to two people from the past, right?" .In case Ayatsuji-kun finds out..."

"So what if you find out?" [Dazai] said with a smile, "It's just two irrelevant little characters. At most, they will treat it as a nightmare. Of course, if they can make them realize how lucky they are, that's all. It couldn't be better-such a cute Yayoi-chan will have two more obedient tool people-"

"But..." [Sawada Tsunayoshi] put down his hands, and said with a serious expression, "You didn't transfer the memory to your past self, why?"

【Dazai】Blinked, smiled lightly and remained silent.

Indeed, he just transmitted the memory to Yoshino Junpei and Fukuji Sakurachi ten years ago.

As for why he didn't transmit it to himself, he said after a while, "Because that's me in the past, no one knows me better than me."

He raised the corners of his mouth, but there was no smile in his eyes, his pupils were muddy like a quagmire in the night, telling some kind of dark color. "It would be a disaster if it was discovered by me in that era."

[Sawada Tsunayoshi] was stunned for a moment, it was obvious that he was a little surprised, at the end, he said speechlessly: "You...you are really cruel to yourself."

I have never seen such self-contradictory people.The deep self-loathing in that discourse almost overflowed the surface.

[Sawada Tsunayoshi] does not plan to pursue [Dazai]'s actions.After all, the other party also contributed a lot to the birth of Yayoi.

In this world line, they only got along with Yayoi for less than a day, and they could only know from the information exposed by his few words that his past was inextricably linked to the Black Organization.

But how to prevent Yayoi's experience from being biased after his birth, and then affect the important node of the Ten Years War... requires a detailed analysis of Yayoi's character and the living environment revealed by his words.

Dazai did it.His ability to analyze human nature is unmatched.

It can be said that after Yayoi-chan was born, the things that would come into contact with and happen in the three years before meeting Ayatsuji were all guessed by Dazai.

He is a terrible person... Fortunately, 【Osamu Dazai】is not an enemy.

[Dazai] suddenly said: "By the way, there is a question, why is the pacifier in our timeline easily destroyed by Yayoi-chan in the past? After all, it is the third power of seven, so it cannot be so fragile, right? .

You were able to successfully destroy the ring back then because it was sealed, without Mr. Giotto's acknowledgment, the activity and defense were greatly reduced..."

"Speaking of this." [Sawada Tsunayoshi] squeezed his chin, thought for a while, "Verty said that this has something to do with the self-awareness of the pacifier."

"Self-knowledge?"

"Well, because the heir of the big empty pacifier in our era is Yoni. But in fact, the succession of the big empty pacifier has a sequence, and she is the third generation.

Although recognized, the fit is also high, but Yayoi's fit is even higher.So after the two big empty pacifiers and their successors, the pacifiers of our time are cognitively disorganized..."

[Sawada Tsunayoshi] said: "I think Yayoi is more suitable than Yoni, and has a higher priority. I wear the same pacifier, so I start to question the rationality of my existence."

[Dazai] Eyes straightened: "To put it simply, I think I'm a fake, and when I get angry, I blow myself up, right?"

No, isn't the third power of seven poisonous?Mare's ring can travel through parallel worlds, Vongola's ring can pass time and hide ghosts, and the pacifier... the pacifier's self-esteem is higher than the sky!

After thinking that he was a fake, he blew himself up without even verifying it!Poisonous!It's too hot! !

In another room, [Yayoi] suddenly heard a crying voice: "Don't! Don't separate me and Xiaoju-chan! I have an appointment with Xiaoju-chan! We want to play an adult game! Yayoi-chan is 20 years old! Yayoi-chan wants to be a beast like Big Brother Wood!"

At this moment, the two rooms were extremely quiet, and the air seemed to be still. 【Dazai】swallowed, cold sweat dripped from the corner of his forehead, pursed the corner of his mouth, only dared to look at 【Sawada Tsunayoshi】beside him from the corner of his eye.

The murderous aura had almost turned into substance, stabbing his skin.

[Sawada Tsunayoshi]'s forehead burst into flames, put on gloves, put on a cloak, smashed the glass wall with a punch, and walked gracefully and straightly towards the same surprised face, who was frightened by Yayoi's words go.

Immediately afterwards, a unilateral many-to-one hunt began.

"Wait! This has nothing to do with me! I don't know about it! Xiangxiang——Xiangxiang, please explain! Did you secretly watch some TV again and confuse the lines!" [Jiao Ye] Shouting in a panic.

"Shut up! How dare you deny what you said! Is my son someone you can get your hands on?! Go to hell, Tiaoye Caiju!" [Sawada Tsunayoshi] expressed his disbelief, and even had two sides with [Chuya] Flank.

"Cackling-are you playing a game of chasing me--Abba, hurry up--Yayoi-chan has been kidnapped by a dragon--" This is [Yayoi] who was carried by [Jano] and ran away.

"Tiaoye Caiju! Put down my brother!! Do you want to be crushed into slag by gravity?" This is the runaway [Chuya].

And [Ranbu] chose to send a group message to everyone in the parent group.

After all, it is everyone's responsibility to get rid of pests.

【Dazai】Looking at the farce over there, which has spread from the house to the outside, he squeezed his chin and murmured: "Ah... go at ease, Mr. Jono."

As for Yayoi sauce...

【Dazai】Puffed out laughing. "No, it's really too cute."

It's the light... If you get too close, you will get burned.

It's really... nerve-wracking.