When I woke up my girlfriend was gone

The old Big Ben of the hospital chimed the time with a heavy and loud sound.

The golden hour hand slowly clicked on the Roman numeral ten.

There was still more than half an hour before the ward round that was announced yesterday, Zuo Yin drove Shen Qingzi safely from the cemetery back to the hospital.

Shen Qingzi looked at her mobile phone, she was quiet all the way, and the heart that had been raised a little bit just now fell down.

Watching her sneak away this time without being noticed.

"It wasn't discovered." Zuo Yin and Shen Qingzi walked side by side, wondering if it was a guilty conscience, such a quiet corridor made her feel a little uneasy.

"No." Shen Qingzi pushed open the door of her ward as she spoke.

The ward was still the same as when the two of them went out together in the early morning, and it hadn't changed at all.

It was only when Shen Qingzi and Zuo Yin walked in that they saw a young nurse sitting on the sofa at one side, and there was a small medical trolley next to it.

Seeing that Shen Qingzi was not wearing a hospital gown, the nurse frowned instantly, "Miss Shen, are you out?"

Shen Qingzi suppressed the cold sweat in her heart, and calmly pointed to the note she put on the coffee table: "Didn't I leave a message? I went out for a walk with Xiaoyin."

The nurse also saw the note, she remained skeptical and asked again: "I came here half an hour ago to give you an injection, you are not here, have you been out for more than half an hour?"

Shen Qingzi wanted to get an injection as a pretense, but in fact she was entrusted by someone to check her position, "I have been to the hospital so many times and I haven't really visited it, nor has Xiaoyin, so I just wanted to take advantage of it." It's a good day to go out for a walk, isn't it?"

As she spoke, Shen Qingzi put her arms around Zuo Yin's shoulders as usual.

Zuo Yin's shoulders were slightly tilted by Shen Qingzi's sudden action, and the fast beating switch in her heart was flipped.

The two of them had just come in from the cold outside, even though the room was turned on with warm air, they still felt cold, only the faint fragrance from Shen Qingzi's body was warm.

She nodded cooperatively, her eyes filled with the smile Shen Qingzi threw at her.

Cold and hot are alternating, just like Zuo Yin's mood of wanting to distance herself from Shen Qingzi but not giving up.

The nurse looked at Zuo Yin suspiciously, and asked again: "Really?"

Zuo Yin: "Yes. I went to the lake behind."

The hospital here does have a lake, and it does take at least 10 minutes to get there.

Zuo Yin had just been thinking about what to do if she was found out along the way just now. Fortunately, Zuo Lan couldn't stay idle in the hospital a few days ago, so she followed Zhang Xia around the hospital, and said a few words to herself after she came back.

Zuo Yin said, taking the opportunity to point the direction to the nurse, she left Shen Qingzi's arm on her shoulder.

She knew that this move was too deliberate, but she did it anyway.

Zuo Yin's ears were filled with the sound of his own beating heart.

Knowing her love, she was afraid that she would lose control again.

Then she would no longer be able to stay by Shen Qingzi's side, how could she paint the best oil painting for her.

Shen Qingzi's arm fell into the air unexpectedly, and she looked at the girl who seemed to be unintentional, and felt a little sense of gap in her heart for no reason.

The nurse made up her mind, believed Zuo Yin's words, and said to Shen Qingzi: "Then you should lie on the bed first, it's time for an injection."

Hearing the sound, Shen Qingzi quickly averted her gaze from Zuo Yin, and followed the nurse to the hospital bed.

The thinnest purple needle pierced the back of Shen Qingzisu's white hand, and a section of red blood flowed into the thin tube.

Zuo Yin couldn't help but feel a pang in his heart.

She was never one to be afraid of needles, nor was she one to empathize very well.

However, except for Shen Qingzi.

The nurse skillfully hooked Shen Qingzi up with the potion, and after a few instructions, she pushed the cart and left.

Zuo Yin looked at the medicine dripping smoothly, moved a small chair and sat beside the bed, and asked, "Do you want to eat apples?"

"Okay." Shen Qingzi nodded, watching Zuo Yin peel the apple.

The bright red apple was held in Zuo Yin's hand, and the sharp knife was held in her hand, but she seemed to be able to use it with ease.

It didn't take a moment for the apple peel to hang down, whirling and shaking with Zuo Yin's movements.

Only then did Shen Qingzi notice that Zuo Yin's fingers were extraordinarily slender and slender, as white as onions.

The sun falls on the joints, gently lifting the delicate skin, which is smart and beautiful.

"Buzz..."

Suddenly, a sudden phone call rang in the room, and there was a vibration in Zuo Yin's trouser pocket that was pressed against his skin.

"Sorry." Zuo Yin hurriedly put down the knife in his hand, got up and put on the earphones to answer the video call.

What came into the video was an oil painting classroom, followed by Yuan Yuan's voice, "Xiaoyin, can I occupy this place?"

Zuo Yinwu was startled, and then remembered that there was another class this morning.

She nodded hurriedly: "Yes."

Seeing Zuo Yin nodding, Yuan Yuan put his schoolbag and water glass on the chair, "It's better to come early, there is no one in the classroom."

Zuo Yin looked at the time, Yuan Yuan didn't come earlier, she was half an hour earlier.

Zuo Yin couldn't hold back, and asked, "Did you come too early?"

"Ms. Xu asked me to have something to do with Xu Xu, so I came ahead of time to reserve a seat for us. She went to find Mr. Xu first, and I will go right away." Yuan Yuan smiled at Zuo Yin on the screen. Laughing, the two dimples are bright, "Then see you later!"

Zuo Yin felt that Yuan Yuan's two dimples were the most contagious, so she nodded to her and hung up.

Shen Qingzi is not someone who can pry into other people's privacy, but she found that Zuo Yinfang was videoing with someone, so she couldn't help asking: "Who is calling?"

Zuo Yin: "Yuan Yuan."

Shen Qingzi had an impression of the name Yuan Yuan, it was the girl who said "our family's little accent" in every mouthful.

Shen Qingzi couldn't help being inexplicably wary of this child, "What can I do for you?"

Zuo Yin shook her head, "She just went to occupy a seat in class later and asked me where to sit."

Shen Qingzi felt that it was just a seat, and there was really no need to make a special call and ask for a video, so she asked, "She...have you always been like this?"

Zuo Yin didn't notice it at all, and answered Shen Qingzi's every question, "Yes, she is responsible for occupying the seat, and I will bring things for her."

Shen Qingzi said "Oh" monotonously and without emotion, and said, "Then you are really good partners."

Such a flat tone made Zuo Yin notice Shen Qingzi's different emotions than usual.

She picked up the apple that was put aside again, and added nonchalantly: "She is a nice person, and she often brings me breakfast snacks.

Shen Qingzi's eyes flashed an unknown light, and she didn't know how to describe her current mood.

She tried her best to suppress the different emotions she wanted to show, and forced herself to praise Yuan Yuan like Zuo Yin, "Well, then she is really good."

"really not bad."

The apple peel was cut off by Zuo Yin at this moment, before it could catch it, it fell to the ground.

When Zuo Yin heard Shen Qingzi's voice, she didn't show anything obvious, and felt a little disappointed.

Thinking about it, how could she become restless because of such an ambiguous description of herself.

She doesn't like herself...

Zuo Yin picked up the apple peel on the ground, thinking that such a small thought of hers was a bit ridiculous.

She threw the apple peel into the trash can, looked at the time, and found that there were still 10 minutes before the second class, and she had to leave now, "I still have class in the second class, so I have to go."

Saying that, Zuo Yin put the apple in Shen Qingzi's small fruit plate, "Remember to eat it."

"En." Shen Qingzi nodded, rubbed her hand under the quilt a few times, stretched it out and waved: "Xiaoyin, goodbye."

"Goodbye teacher." Zuo Yin also waved his hand, put on his coat and left the ward.

Although she got Zuo Yin's response, Shen Qingzi didn't get the peace of mind she wanted.

The girl's departure took away the only trace of warmth in the room. Even though the clear sky outside the window was a rare good weather, Shen Qingzi felt that her heart was empty.

Shen Qingzi looked at the perfectly and beautifully peeled apple, got off the bed and stood in front of the window of the ward.

The slender infusion tube is connected to her shadow, hanging down a period of loneliness.

"She is responsible for occupying the seat, and I will bring her things."

The girl's cold voice sounded from beside her ears again.

A simple sentence tied the two of them together in a tacit understanding.

Shen Qingzi frowned on an apparently ordinary matter.

Yuan Yuan.

She looked downstairs aimlessly, tracing these two words in her heart, and her calm eyes slowly changed color.

At this time, a black spot appeared in the bleak scenery outside the window, Zuo Yin walked out of the inpatient department building unhurriedly, and walked into Shen Qingzi's sight.

She didn't look back.

Shen Qingzi inexplicably felt as if she was about to lose her.

Zuo Yin seemed to be deliberately keeping a distance from herself when she got away with it just now.

This should have made Shen Qingzi happy, but it made Shen Qingzi feel unavoidably disappointed again and again.

In fact, this feeling has been going on for a long time.

It started from the fever that day, from the first time I opened my eyes and saw Zhou Lin, not Zuo Yin.

In just these few short months, Shen Qingzi felt that her emotional nerves were like vines that broke through the ground after the silence of winter.

Crazy growth, intertwined roots, ravaging one's own brain.

All matters related to Zuo Yin are no longer calm and objective.

She broke her own principles again and again, she didn't care about the ambiguity with her in Dunhuang that night, and deliberately forgot the child's unreasonable thoughts that night.

Shen Qingzi raised her eyes to look at the world outside the window, the world in her vision began to become blurred, and the colorful light spots kept getting bigger.

In the dappled light and shadow, she suddenly discovered that the girl had been living in her heart for some time.

"Shen Qingzi."

"teacher."

"elder sister."

Zuoyin called herself different titles in a flat tone, with a pair of pure black pupils on her bland face, both smiling and annoyed, which was extremely touching.

Shen Qingzi clenched the hand holding the window frame slightly, she found that she seemed to not only admire Zuo Yin, but also liked it more.

love between lovers.