When I woke up my girlfriend was gone

Zuo Yin's dead heart was throbbing under the influence of alcohol, and the fragrance of iris lingered around the tip of her heart.

The eagerness to move up from her heart was like a flower vine with thorns and barbs, tightly entangled her, pushing her to pick that tempting fruit wantonly.

Shen Qingzi was also stunned for a moment.

She clearly looked at the girl's face that was constantly enlarged in her sight, and reason told her that she should avoid it, but that inexplicable desire was like the smoke in her hand, burning silently under the influence of alcohol, nailing her to the spot , do not want to dodge.

Just when Zuo Yin's lips were about to fall, the cold winter wind suddenly blew.

Skipping over the top of Shen Qingzi's head, he blew out the thin smoke in her hand.

Shen Qingzi suddenly woke up.

She tilted her head slightly, avoiding Zuo Yin's imminent kiss, and reminded softly: "Zuo Yin, I am your teacher now."

Zuo Yin was stunned for a moment, and the thorns on the vine that hooked the skin trembled.

"No."

"We were drunk, but... I am your teacher now, do you understand?" Shen Qingzi was a little incoherent.

She was talking to Zuo Yin, and also reminded her of her invisible desire.

In an instant, the flower vine that was just about to move turned into a vine that pretended to be passionate.

Withdrew the thorn, held back the leaves, and quickly let go of the girl in embarrassment.

Zuo Yin felt like she had just woken up from a big dream. She looked at Shen Qingzi's pair of silver-white stiletto heels below her eyes, and her heart was in a mess.

Why did I rush forward so impulsively.

What are you doing? !

Like a dream, she became the student of the person she had been yearning for for three years. She took herself to see the wider sky and protected herself. She said that she was her strongest backing...

But these are all in the capacity of "teacher".

Probably, love and adoration are the most difficult feelings to separate and distinguish in the world.

Zuo Yin only felt that her face was burning hot, and the lingering vines were piled up in a mess in her mind, making her dizzy.

She couldn't distinguish her feelings for Shen Qingzi, so she simply said: Goodbye, turned around and sank into the darkness.

hurried away.

More like running away.

Shen Qingzi's heart ached, she stretched out her hand to stop the girl, but her throat seemed to be blocked, preventing her from making a sound.

What's the use of calling her back.

Do you want to take her back to your own home?

Want to comfort her?

Want to give her a hopeless expectation?

Shen Qingzi stared at the dark distance for a long time without leaving, until the light of a car headlight pierced into the distance again, causing her eyes to be tightly closed, and then she turned and went home.

It was late at night, and the elevator was quiet.Shen Qingzi stood on the left side of the elevator, her lonely figure reflected on the reflective wall.

Shen Qingzi couldn't help thinking of the girl who stood beside her several times in her mind.

That failed kiss under the moonlight suddenly pierced the feelings that neither of them noticed.

Both of them were so helpless.

Shen Qingzi didn't know what happened to her just now, why she knew it was a kiss the first second Zuo Yin approached, instead of avoiding it quickly, she had an inexplicable expectation in her heart.

What are you looking forward to, are you looking forward to reconnecting with the girl in front of you?

The elevator stopped at the floor where Shen Qingzi's house was located.The corridor was quiet, with a lonely light on.

The golden light was a little dim, mottled in Shen Qingzi's sight, just like in the bar that day.

The girl's soft lips aggressively opened her clenched teeth.

She is reckless, lonely and cold, but gentle and careful.

The hand covering his back was slightly cold, but even rubbing it gently made people feel comfortable.

Standing at the porch, Shen Qingzi took a deep breath, and then let out a long sigh.

She shouldn't be thinking about that night.

Now that she has chosen to be Zuoyin's teacher, she should not have any thoughts of overstepping the rules.

She wants to bring the child out of the swamp of origin, not drag her from one swamp to another.

Shen Qingzi stood on the balcony, and the cold winter wind poured into the warm room.

Behind her was warmth, but what she faced was cold.

Shen Qingzi leaned on the railing, staring blankly into the distance.

Under the dark night sky, the bustling city is brightly lit, but no matter how bustling and noisy it is below, there can't be a single sound coming from it, it's quiet, like an isolated tower.

She can look around the world, but the world is not hers.

The moon was covered by dark clouds, and the appearance of Zuo Yin appeared in Shen Qingzi's mind again.

She still remembered that she had said that this child was the same as her.

the same……

"No...I'm your teacher."

The words she had just said to Zuo Yin rang in Shen Qingzi's ears.

really?

Is it really not possible?

A voice came out of Shen Qingzi's heart, asking herself.

It is a rare day in the cold winter that is exceptionally clear, and the blue sky sweeps a few clouds casually.

The lattice windows frame the scenery in the glass, which looks like a freehand oil painting from a distance.

In the middle of the warm classroom sat a naked | naked woman, the skin that was not considered outstanding had fine grooves horizontally, and the rough hair hung casually on her shoulders.

This morning is the human body class of Zuoyin class. Many students came to the classroom early in the morning to occupy seats. Before the actual class time, the class was full of people. Very satisfied.

"Hey, let me tell you, why are you two sitting here?" Xu Xu, who sneaked in from the back door of the classroom, hunched over and sat in an empty seat in the back row. While supporting his easel, he poked Yuan Yuan next to him. ,"I'm late?"

"Well... Just change this angle." Yuan Yuan didn't come late, the person who came late was Zuo Yin.

But Xu Xu could see clearly, jokingly bumped Yuan Yuan's elbow, "Oh~ you have a very good idea, sister."

Yuan Yuan immediately covered Xu Xu's mouth, and reminded: "Xu Xu, you're full again, aren't you?"

Although the voices of these two people were not too low, Zuo Yin couldn't hear what they were talking about.

Last night, she had a nightmare all night, and she is not very energetic yet.

Zuo Yin dreamed that she was in the darkness again, and she couldn't see anything when she heard voices.

But this time she became flustered more than ever.She ran helplessly, but sank deeper and deeper into the darkness.

Slowly, it seemed that something was oppressing her, trying to wrap her up so that she couldn't breathe...

Standing in front of her easel, her eyes were full of exhaustion after breaking free from the nightmare.

The pen in her hand was icy cold, plundering the warmth of her palm bit by bit.

It had been a long time since her fingers were so cold.

"Okay, everyone is here, let's start, hand in your homework before get out of class ends." The teacher of human body class stood in the middle and announced, interrupting Zuo Yin's thinking.

Zuo Yin didn't bother thinking about the reason, picked up the pen and began to copy the woman according to the task assigned by the teacher.

On the pure white canvas, she outlined a roughly slender human body stroke by stroke. Although there were no eyebrows, eyes and five fingers, she still found that this human body was not like that model at all.

Instead, she looked very much like Shen Qingzi.

"Xiao Yin, what's the matter with you? Are you not in a good state?" Yuan Yuan noticed Zuo Yin's state for a long time, and couldn't help leaning over to ask.

"Well, I didn't sleep well." Zuo Yin nodded, her brows still frowning.

Even Yuan Yuan saw it.

"I said, why did you get up so late today? Didn't you have breakfast?" Yuan Yuan took out a small bread from his schoolbag and put it in front of Zuo Yin sneakily as usual.

Zuo Yin looked at the bun on the easel, and said thoughtfully, "Thank you."

It's like the small bread that Yuan Yuan brings to herself every day.

Zuo Yin has now adapted to the world with Shen Qingzi, her softness and delicacy are like an invisible cover, lingering around her, bringing a little warmth to her lonely world.

That's why I feel uncomfortable with the alienation that she can predict.

After all, I did something like that yesterday.

"It's okay. I don't think the angle we chose today is not very good for drawing. You see, I don't look like it. Next time, I will come early and take a better position..." Yuan Yuan thought Zuo Yin was depressed. It was because of the disappointment that I couldn't draw well, and comforted me.

Zuo Yin listened to Yuan Yuan's words absent-mindedly. The sun shone on the canvas, contrasting with a bright and warm sun, just like the pure white and warm Anle Town that appeared in the chaotic dream last night.

However, Zuo Yin's world is clearly pitch black, how can she be given the warmth of a peaceful home?

"You know the answer."

A voice sounded in Zuo Yin's heart.

Zuo Yin's eyes reflected the outline of Shen Qingzi's body that she had drawn with her own hands.

The sun is spreading on it, warm and soft.

Zuo Yin's heart was beating slowly.

I don't know when Shen Qingzi has become that irreplaceable source of comfort.

All the new emotions added by Zuo Yin originated from her.

Because of her protection of herself, because she wants to protect her.

Zuo Yin's mind became chaotic again.

The presumptuousness of last night made her want to force herself to forget it, but this is the countless times she remembered it today.

The moonlight was melting, making the hazy atmosphere under the moon extremely beautiful.

She looked at Shen Qingzi, her heart was beating thumpingly, she had no more distracting thoughts and desires.

She just wanted to kiss her.

The presumptuousness that comes from liking is highlighted by alcohol, which is hard to restrain.

So, that kiss was not an impulse of desire.

It was her liking for Shen Qingzi.

Zuo Yin looked at the woman who was gradually being clearly outlined on the canvas, her pure black pupils trembled slightly.

Apart from the stunned sudden realization, there is more remorse and sadness of annoyance.

"No."

"I'm your teacher."

Too late.

I am afraid that this belated liking can only be secretly hidden in my heart.