When I woke up my girlfriend was gone

"Don't you tell me what you think that I should be, I'm the one at the sail I'm the master of my sea, oh-ooh..."

The retro tourist bus is speeding on the sparsely populated asphalt road. On the left side of the road is the endless Gobi Desert, and on the right is the endless Gobi Desert.

The bus turned a corner slowly, the hot sun shone into the compartment on one side, and a face so dull and depressing was projected on the glass stained with some dried water.

The dark purple hat pressed down on the jaw-length short hair, and a black headphone cable fell out from it.The thin lips, which were on the same level as the hair ends, were drawn tightly and painted a bright wine red.

Even though it was summer, Zuo Yin still wore a frayed palm-colored jacket, and sat alone in the last row of the bus to take a nap, exuding an aura that no strangers should enter, and the consequences will be at your own peril.

The men sitting in the front row looked back and forth at her several times, but none of them dared to strike up a conversation.

At this time, the music in Zuo Yin's earphones was suddenly interrupted, and a caller ID popped up without warning.The white bold characters danced crazily, just like the note on it - "crazy woman".

Zuo Yin was awakened by the shock, and frowned in dissatisfaction.

She opened her eyes slightly, shifted her gaze to the screen of the phone, and after confirming who the caller was, she leaned her head on the bright yellow neck pillow on her shoulders, with indifference written in her eyes .

This crazy woman is none other than her mother, Zuo Lan.

The phone was still ringing, and the buzzing vibration made the left hand feel a little numb.

She quietly looked at the scene outside the window, the slim poplar tree standing alone in the sand, trying its best to embellish the yellow sand.

It turns out that I have already arrived in Dunhuang...

Zuo Yin thought about it, and picked up the phone at the last second when it was about to hang up: "Hello."

"You heartless little bastard, where did you take all my money! I told you before that I would not support you, so you really took it seriously? Just stole all my money Alright?! Well, I raised you for 19 years, so you just repay me like this! Just like your heartless father..."

Zuo Yin seemed to have been prepared for a long time. He leaned his head back on the soft long-distance bus seat and played with his mobile phone, letting the people over there hurl curses at him.

——She indeed stole Zuo Lan's money to travel.

As soon as Zuo Yin turned on the lock screen, the messages in the message box popped up crazily, all of which were missed calls from crazy women.

From ten o'clock in the morning until now five o'clock in the afternoon, there have been as many as 39.

After living for 19 years, this is the first time Zuo Yin saw her mother miss her so much.

It was also the first time that someone in this world missed her so much.

No, not thinking about her.

But...

"Do you know what you owe me? Don't even think about leaving me in this life! You owe me!" Zuo Lan's voice became sharper, as if shouting at the top of her throat, venting that she had woken up early in the morning Just buried the anger.

Or yes, 19 years ago.

Zuo Yin listened to Zuo Lan's unstoppable swear words, closed her eyes and traced the word "you" stroke by stroke, not knowing whether Zuo Lan was talking about her or her doggy father.

Zuo Lan never said it, but Zuo Yin knew that she didn't look like Zuo Lan, but like her father.

That dog man who abandoned his wife and son.

Finally, there was a long series of gasps on the other end of the phone, out of breath and full of anger.

Zuo Yin glanced at the phone screen to make sure he was still on the call, and then asked: "Enough? I won't leave, I will go back to find you."

Zuo Yin's voice was a little colder than before, and the pitch-black pupils were filled with coldness.

Zuo Lan on the other end of the phone was startled for a moment, then nodded her head and said threateningly: "Okay, you said, if you don't come back, I will go to your school to make trouble! Don't think you can pat your ass and leave, I told you You Zuoyin, do I know where your school is!"

Zuo Yin laughed, she knew that Zuo Lan's threats were just to cover up her uneasiness.

Even though she wanted to get rid of her relationship with Zuo Lan, she had to admit that the two of them were the same.

No relatives, no lover, and no friends.

There is only that old house that can never be demolished in the bustling city.

So she will not lose Zuo Lan.

Zuo Lan can't abandon her either.

"En." Zuo Yin gave a simple hum, and stuffed the thing he took out from his schoolbag just now into his mouth - a lychee-flavored stick.

The song that was paused by the phone call played again in the earphone, Zuo Yin closed his eyes again, biting a lollipop following the rhythm of the song.

"Ilet the bulletsfly, ohletthemrain, Mylife, mylove, mydrive, itcamefro...ain!"

As the sun shifted and the sun hung on the top of Mingsha Mountain, this retro bus finally arrived at the first stop of this trip - Crescent Lake Scenic Area.

The spring feeds a small desert and feeds a large green.

Surrounded by gravel yellow, the green in front of me is extremely rare.

Although it is almost sunset, the heat of summer has not diminished in the slightest.The desert around Mingsha Mountain was scorching hot by the sun, Zuo Yin pressed down the sun hat she was wearing on her head, and the hot air penetrated through the pair of yellowed white shoes on her feet, continuously invading her body.

"Miss is so hot, why don't you ride a camel to the foot of Mingsha Mountain?" A boy from a camel team came over enthusiastically.

Zuo Yin glanced at the Mingsha Mountain in the distance, which was baked by the hot light, and was moved, and asked, "How much?"

"100 times." The little brother said with a smile the number that made Zuo Yin shudder.

Zuo Yin clutched the money in his pocket, "Forget it."

"70! Can you do it!" Seeing that Zuo Yin was about to leave, the little brother shouted again, "It's too hot in August, and it will still be so hot in a long time. If you go there and sweat all over, the photos you take will be too hot." It's not good-looking, it's not worth it, girl."

Zuo Yin retracted the foot he was going to take, looked at the red number one hundred on the small wooden sign, and thought to himself that since they are all out for travel, they can do whatever is comfortable, not to mention...it's cheap and not a bastard.

Zuo Yin nodded readily, "Okay."

The camel bells rang in this empty desert, jingling crisply.The elongated shadow slanted down in the yellow sand, moving slowly, like a painting full of exotic customs.

At this time, the camel team stopped slowly, and the sound of the camera taking pictures sounded. The little buddy leading the camel was taking photos of the passengers with a camera in his hand with a special sense of service. The whole desert was full of active atmosphere. .

"Come on, girl, have a smile." The little brother beside Zuo Yin who was leading the camel also enthusiastically raised his camera, wanting to take a tourist photo for Zuo Yin.

It's just a pity, Zuo Yin is not someone who likes to take pictures, so she raised her hand and refused, "Sorry..."

"Sorry, I don't like taking pictures."

Shen and Zuo Yin's voices of rejection sounded at the same time.

The voice was soft but cold, and it seemed particularly abrupt in this hot desert.

Zuo Yin searched for the voice and looked behind him, the light came from behind the woman, Zuo Yin couldn't see her facial features clearly.Only the crimson suspender dress broke the single cool color in the space, and brought its owner's skinny and thin body into Zuo Yin's sight.

The woman also seemed to have noticed the left voice who spoke in unison with herself, and turned her head to look towards the left voice in the rough wind.

The wind in the desert blew soundlessly, and the woman's brown-black pupils seemed to fit into the bayonet, precisely aligning with Zuo Yin.

The long straight black hair hangs down from the shoulders, thinly outlining the outline of the woman's face.It is like the white color pushed away with a paintbrush, with a gentleness and aloofness that is independent from the world.

Both parties were stunned for a moment, and then the woman quickly turned her gaze away.

At this time, the camel bell rang slowly again, and the bumpy road made the light in Zuo Yin's sight flicker and mottled, and her mind was full of the pair of women's eyes she met just now.

Those eyes looked so clear and gentle, and Zuoyin seemed to have a pure white flower blooming in front of her eyes. The intricate petals spread out in the desert, wrapping her tenderly. The yellow sand that catches the sky.

The rough wind has become gentle.

What kind of woman should this be?

Zuo Yin couldn't help but have such a question in his mind.

At this time, the camel bell rang again leisurely, and the aunts in front of the team finally took enough photos, and the camel team continued to move towards the foot of the mountain.

The bumpy road and the chatter and laughter of the aunts dispersed Zuo Yin's question, as if the momentary contact just now was just a dream.

The camel caravan arrived at the foot of the mountain slowly before the sun went down. Zuo Yin was unwilling to go up the crowded rope ladder over there, so he found a shady place and walked alone on the sandy slope that was not too high. opened up new paths.

This sand slope was particularly grating, just now she stepped on it firmly, and the quicksand took her back half a step in the next second.The place Zuo Yin chose was indeed inaccessible, but the slope was also steep, so he could only fight with the quicksand patiently.

In summer, there is no sun and the mountain is about to set, so I don’t say so. After climbing for a while, Zuo Yin raised her hand and wiped her forehead hair with the back of her hand, which was covered with beads of sweat.

Zuo Yin pinched her waist with one hand, and fanned the cool wind with the other. She looked at the mountain top that was close but out of reach, and her straight back slumped a little.

If she was asked to run seven or eight laps along the school's big playground on weekdays, she would definitely not feel tired or bored.It's just that seeing my futile work here and my heart being scorched by the scorching sun will inevitably become impetuous.

"Want to be together?"

A cold and soft voice poured down from the top of Zuo Yin's head, Zuo Yin turned his head to look sideways in a trance, and the camel bell sounded in the cold voice just now.

is her.