Her pheromones smell like sparkling water

Shen Tingyun's violently beating heart gradually slowed down, his out-of-focus eyes slowly refocused, and he couldn't make a sound with his throat that seemed to have been scorched by fire.

She felt the warmth of Shang Ranzhu's tight embrace, her tense body gradually relaxed, and jerky, she gently rested her face on Shang Ranzhu's shoulder and neck.

Shen Tingyun smelled a faint cream-flavored pheromone in Shang Ranzhu's hair, which was not enough to arouse the original throbbing of being an Omega, but it was enough to give Shen Tingyun a sense of peace that he hadn't felt for a long time.

"You already know." Shen Tingyun pulled her dry throat and asked ambiguously, a trace of sadness flashed in her eyes hidden under her long hair.

"Yes, I know." Shang Ranzhu nodded, slowly let go of Shen Tingyun's hand, and couldn't bear to reprimand and said: "Mr. Shen, how can you not care about your body like this? This 16-series How dangerous inhibitors are."

Shen Tingyun didn't know what was going on, but felt that Shang Ranzhu's eyes were so sincere that they could see all lies, so he replied with evasive eyes: "I know my own body well, I'm fine."

"Are you okay? You passed out just now." Shang Ranzhu retorted.

"Just this time, you found out." Shen Tingyun lowered her head and lied.

Shang Ranzhu shook his head, and immediately revealed Shen Tingyun's concealment: "No, Mr. Shen, you already had adverse reactions when you were in the dormitory last time, didn't you? You were already in estrus, but I don't smell your pheromones."

"Then, just these two times..."

Shen Tingyun was still arguing, but Shang Ranzhu held down her hand and became agitated unconsciously, "Isn't this a small problem? It happened consecutively, the last two times, so it's very dangerous." What! This inhibitor has already had very serious side effects on your body, and it is getting worse. Last time, it was just that the pheromone could not be emitted, and this time you passed out."

Shang Ranzhu really didn't want to go through the heart-stirring experience just now, as if parting from life and death. She paced back and forth in front of the door with the red light on, fidgeting, and her heart was full of self-blame and regret.

If she could have been more careful and observed the tube of injection, her teacher Shen would not have entered the emergency room in a coma.

"Mr. Shen, you can't be so selfish. You just leave by yourself. What will you do if you let me who is still alive? I injected this tube of injection into your body with my own hands, and I will kill you Ah, I shall live in regret and pain all my life."

As she said that, the corners of Shang Ranzhu's eyes turned red uncontrollably. She felt that she was so unlucky today that she wanted to cry in front of Shen Tingyun.

Shen Tingyun suddenly thought of herself 11 years ago when she hugged Gu Hualan covered in blood under the scorching sun.

She looked at Shang Ranzhu, and her heart felt as if it had been twisted.Shen Tingyun had never thought about this, nor had she ever felt that what she did would cast a shadow on Shang Ranzhu.She pulled out a few pieces of paper from the bedside, reached out to reach for Shang Ranzhu, but she stubbornly pushed it away.

"I didn't cry." Shang Ranzhu sniffed at the reddish tip of his nose, with teardrops flickering on his two long eyelashes.She breathed a sigh of relief, and continued to speak with a bit of humbleness that made people feel distressed: "I know, I may not be that important in your heart..."

"...But think about Shen Nianlan, your family and friends, even Director Xu. They don't..."

"no."

Shen Tingyun clenched the paper in her hand, and interrupted Shang Ranzhu's words. She didn't know why when she heard Shang Ranzhu's words, her heart hurt like glass was scratched.She suddenly wanted to say "you are an important person" to Shang Ranzhu, but seeing Shang Ranzhu opened his mouth, she couldn't say anything.

It's like Shen Tingyun suddenly wanted to say this sentence, but when the words came to his lips, Shen Tingyun suddenly felt that the words were ambiguous for no reason, and swallowed them again.

It's just that the current Shen Tingyun is still unclear, it's not this sentence that is ambiguous, but the person with a guilty conscience.

Shang Ranzhu looked at Shen Tingyun's lips that were about to open, and looked forward to it, "Then what am I?"

Could it be that she already has a place in Shen Tingyun's heart and is a very important person to her.

"You are my...friend." Shen Tingyun said, lowering her head with flickering eyes.

She, who has always been superb in acting, can't pretend to be nonchalant at all.

The light in Shang Ranzhu's eyes went out for a moment, and he laughed in his heart at his wishful thinking.

That's right, how could Shen Tingyun put a junior whom he had only known for a few months at the top of his heart, as the most important person?

Despite this, Shang Ranzhu still pretended to be happy, and pulled an ugly smile: "I am very happy that Mr. Shen can treat me as a friend."

"Since we are friends, Mr. Shen, let me advise you from a friend's point of view. You can find an Alpha to mark you temporarily, and just be a tool person. It's not a shameful thing."

Shen Tingyun shook his head without even thinking about it, and refused: "The full version of the 16-series inhibitor is about to be developed. I don't want to find Alpha for now, I don't need to rely on any Alpha."

Although Shen Tingyun's tone was calm, Shang Ranzhu still felt Shen Tingyun's full resistance to Alpha, and Shang Ranzhu asked tentatively: "Mr. Shen, do you hate Alpha?"

Shen Tingyun was unexpectedly seen through by Shang Ranzhu, and she was stunned for a moment.

Her little friend is also an Alpha, if she nods, she will definitely think wildly and feel sad.

"Compared to hating Alpha, I hate my identity as an Omega more." Shen Tingyun said frankly.

She didn't want to make Shang Ranzhu feel bad, so she just said more.

"Why?" Shang Ranzhu asked puzzled.

Shen Tingyun pursed her lips and smiled, raised her hand and placed it on top of Shang Ranzhu's head, and rubbed it gently twice, "This story is too long, children should go to bed, there will be a power-on ceremony tomorrow, I will read it later when I have time." tell you."

Shen Tingyun's hand was still warm and soft, and it touched Shang Ranzhu's head with her unique smell, passed through her long hair, and penetrated into her heart, causing a burst of numbness.

It's such a gentle Shen Tingyun, but she has a big scar in her heart.Shang Ranzhu felt that he was about to touch that scar, but Shen Tingyun was pushing him away.

Shang Ranzhu refused, and looked at Shen Tingyun stubbornly with his eyes.

No matter whether Mr. Shen will like her or not, no matter how difficult the journey to heal Shen Tingyun's heart disease is.

She has to do it, regardless of the ending.

She loves her, so she has to think far and wide for her.

"I have time now."

Shen Tingyun had no choice but to take Shangyan bamboo, so he called up a photo from his mobile phone. Gu Hualan was holding the hand of ten-year-old Xiao Shen Tingyun standing in a garden full of flowers, with a gentle smile.

"This is my mother. In order to protect me who had just differentiated into an Omega and was forced into estrus, she jumped off the second floor holding my third uncle who wanted to moleste me."

Shen Tingyun's words were very calm, her slender fingers caressed Gu Hualan's cheek in the photo, and self-blame came out of her eyes.

Shang Ranzhu didn't ask any more questions, just such a plain sentence broke her heart.Just like I almost killed Mr. Shen unintentionally just now, Mr. Shen also became the person who indirectly killed his mother back then.

Rather than saying that she loathes her own Omega identity, it might be better to say that she is avoiding her own Omega identity.

From then on, every year, every month, every estrus would remind her of Gu Hualan and the sad blood-stained memory.

This makes her how can she face her Omega identity calmly, how can she accept Alpha's mark.

Shang Ranzhu was blocked in her heart, she didn't know how to comfort Shen Tingyun.I always feel that even thousands of words are not enough to soothe the scar in Shen Tingyun's heart.

Blood-stained pain requires a lot of hard work, and even has to bear the pain of gouging out the heart again to get over it.

"Okay, don't feel sorry for me." Shen Tingyun, the storyteller, comforted Shang Ranzhu, "If the full version of the 16-series inhibitor before the next estrus period has not been invented, I can go see my mother."

What Shen Tingyun said was too natural and relaxed, as if she had planned it long ago.

When Shang Ranzhu heard Shen Tingyun's words, he stood up from the bed, mercilessly clutching Shen Tingyun's arm, "Shen Tingyun, I will not allow you to die. "

Shen Tingyun clicked Shang Ranzhu in dissatisfaction, and said in feigned anger, "It's Teacher Shen, not Shen Tingyun."

Then, seeing Shang Ranzhu's excited and nervous look, she felt some inexplicable relief in her heart, she held Shang Ranzhu's hand backhand, and comforted her: "Don't be so pessimistic. Solved it?"

Shang Ranzhu's eyes are still serious and stubborn: "If not?"

Shen Tingyun couldn't answer.

It wasn't because she didn't know how to answer, but because she knew that Shang Ranzhu would go berserk if she said the word "death" again.

"Let's make a bet, Mr. Shen, before your next estrus period, if the problem of the 16-series inhibitor is not completely resolved, and I can still find you like today, you can let me temporarily mark you." Shang dyed bamboo to preach.

"What if I say no?" Shen Tingyun asked lightly.

"Then I will find you and mark you. Even if you blame me and hate me, I will do it." Shang Ranzhu replied firmly.

"I don't care about anything else, I just want you to live."

Shen Tingyun's long eyelashes drooped, and she nodded her head, but her eyes never looked at the girl who was as sincere as a flame.

"Okay, I'll wait for that day."

Shen Tingyun thought to herself that she might not die.

The next day was a fine and auspicious day. The sky above the castle manor where the crew was stationed was blue and cloudless, and the sun shone brightly on the ground, dispelling the chill with warmth.

Because Shen Tingyun's body has not recovered yet, she was not present at the opening ceremony.

Shang Ranzhu was wearing a bright purple windbreaker and a pair of black stilettos standing on the uneven cobblestone square, looking around with a stinky face that should not be approached by strangers.

The whole venue was buzzing with people, and Shang Ranzhu was really glad that her teacher Shen didn't come, otherwise she didn't know how to frown with her quiet temperament.

Shangranzhu was complaining in his heart, and Chen Ming, who had always been the loudest, was holding a handful of incense, passed through the crowd, and rushed to Shangranzhu: "Bamboo! Here, what do you want so much incense for?"

Xu Yiren was taking pictures with a mobile phone, and when he saw Shangran's bamboo trembling, he leaned over and asked, "You can't be greedy with bamboo, just three of them are enough."

Shang Ranzhu took Chen Ming's incense sticks, picked the six best ones, and stuffed the others back into Chen Ming's hands.Three incense sticks in the left hand and three incense sticks in the right hand, and they said to Xu Yiren's camera in a serious manner: "This is mine, this is Teacher Shen's."

"I want to pray for my teacher Shen's safety and success."

After all, under Xu Yiren's camera, Shang Ranzhu generously held up six incense sticks and placed them on his forehead to worship, and then inserted them into the incense burner upright and reverently.

Xu Yiren was dumbfounded. He couldn't help laughing at the comments of "kdl! Kdl!" and "Shen Shang is real" in the comment area of ​​the live broadcast room that was going on, and reminded Shang Ranzhu in a friendly manner. : "Honey, this is a live broadcast, not a vlog."

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