I am green tea in the master-disciple abuse essay

Ruoqing didn't think about this issue, if Chanrong didn't mention it, he would seldom think about the reason why he accommodated Chanrong, and it could even be said that he dotes on Chanrong.

Why did he let his little uncle do the talking?

Why not expose Chanrong's little thoughts?

Why not embarrass Chanrong, and even endure the other party's verbal traps again and again for the sake of Chanrong's better life?

——I can't think of the reason.

Because she couldn't figure it out, Ruoqing fell into an irritable and irritable feeling, like a wild animal that had just been locked in a cage, wanting to escape angrily, but couldn't find the exit.

Chanrong is good-looking, he is a good person, treat him well... But is this the reason why he tolerates Chanrong?

--no.

He is so cool that he doesn't care about anything except Suyin and the others.It's like he knew what happened in Qingzhou, but he didn't tell Chanrong right away. What worried him most was not the people at the foot of the mountain, but that Chanrong went down the mountain to eliminate demons regardless of his own body, aggravating his own injuries.And this kind of behavior is just a manifestation of his indifference, and his kindness will only appear when it does not affect himself.

He will never put himself and those around him in danger because of his kindness, so he never feels that he has a noble side.

He has always known himself well, a frail and sensitive person.This is him, a person who is difficult to change and make concessions for anyone.And it's just him who is so selfish and sentimental, but because of Chanrong, he regresses again and again... It's strange.

The other party didn't think it was so weird when he didn't say it, but when the other party clarified the matter, the weird feeling couldn't be driven away.

Ruoqing couldn't help asking himself, in the past few days of getting along, didn't he see Chanrong's careful thoughts?

He saw it.

It's just that when facing Chanrong, he always gets dizzy and always makes concessions...

"Why don't you speak?"

The other party kept asking him when he was meditating, as if he didn't want to give him a chance to breathe.

After a long time, Ruoqing regained his voice, and said dryly: "Little Martial Uncle is very kind to me, I am grateful and respect you very much." His heart was disturbed, but his mind was still clear, knowing how to The answer is right.

Chanrong pursed her thin lips tightly, and didn't like this answer, but this answer was within his expectation.

"You're lying." Chanrong can easily hold Ruoqing without breaking free from the belt in her hand, those clear blue eyes seem to reflect the light on the water surface, the beauty is full of temptation.

Ruoqing stared at those eyes, and her mind became less clear again.

Chanrong said: "I have been looking at you all the time, I understand you better than anyone else, I treated you well at first, but you just felt uneasy and wanted to return the favor I gave you, am I right? "

Ruoqing wanted to say it was wrong, and he didn't want to hear Chanrong talk about it with him.There was a voice in his heart, and the voice was telling him that it was not good to have a deep talk, and he was also keenly aware that Chanrong could easily distract his thoughts, so he wanted to play against Chanrong.

But Chanrong knew him too well, the loose black hair was like silk with a chill, sticking to the side of his face without any weight, separating the light and trapping him in the narrow darkness, Leaves an elegant fragrance.

Seen from the side, Chanrong's blue eyes were particularly sharp in the gap between the falling hair, and the loose black hair could not cover his brows and eyes, let alone hide his vigor.And he calmly expressed to Ruoqing with the rationality and calmness of seeing through everything: "Ruoqing, I want the truth."

But the mouth grows on Ruoqing, Ruoqing can tell the truth or lie, he doesn't think Chanrong's words can embarrass him.

But at this time, Chanrong's face was pressed down a little more, and the light and shadow lines separated the colors that should have been on a face, as if separating two worlds.

With the same tone of voice as usual, with paranoid eyes, Chanrong uttered a sentence that made Ruoqing's hair go numb——

"I can bear you pushing me away, I can bear you binding me, but I can't bear you lying to me." After that, he pressed down and covered Ruoqing with his wet body, the wet cloth It quickly occupied Ruoqing's dry clothes, and the feeling of sticking to the skin made people feel uncomfortable.

"I want the truth." Chanrong said stubbornly, "You can lie to me too."

Ruoqing heard from this sentence that you meant to try, so he swallowed his saliva, and couldn't help asking: "What if I don't tell the truth?"

"I want to become a Taoist companion with you."

Chanrong opened the distance between the two of them a bit, and said word by word: "I've thought about this for many years, but I don't want you to give me this chance."

This……

Tasting the meaning of this sentence, Ruoqing smiled back.

What a lowly threat this is!

Ruoqing scolded Chanrong in her heart, and quickly chose a path that made her comfortable.

"You're right." Ruoqing readily admitted what Chanrong said before.

Chanrong held his hand a little looser for this, like a silent compliment.

After that, Chanrong asked again: "I want to know the reason why you changed."

Ruoqing had lost his good temper at this time, he said in a very aggressive tone, "I don't know!"

Chanrong was not angry, but seemed to have discovered something interesting, he said: "You have been with me for a long time, do you treat me differently?"

This seems to be true.

Ruoqing let out an "um" and reluctantly admitted it.

Chanrong breathed a sigh of relief, without showing it on her face, "So you sometimes look at me carefully. You will change your mind, and it seems that I am pleasing to the eye...then, when you look at me, you are thinking What?"

"..."

"nice?"

"..."

"Good people?"

"..."

"Can you fight?"

"..."

"Pleasing to the eye?"

"..."

"like?"

Chanrong jumped out one word after another, and did not use those praises on himself without restraint, but only implicitly chose the temptation that he thought Ruoqing might accept.

Ruoqing was overwhelmed by his temptations, and couldn't help saying: "There are all of them."

Chanrong couldn't help raising the corners of her mouth, "Then do you know what your change is called?"

"A friend of gold and stone. It's just a heart-to-heart."

"You didn't talk to me, you accepted me and made concessions for me. When you knew that I liked you, you would still think about my affairs before thinking about yours. Even if you don't care, you should be aware of it." To - you have me in your heart."

He said categorically, casually settled Ruoqing's feelings, and then did not give Ruoqing a chance to refute, and quickly added: "Look if I forgot, in the days from rejection to acceptance , Can’t go on without liking? The reason why you changed your intention of not being close to me to letting go, is it because you have a good impression of me?

"If you don't care about me and only think about my good, will you endure your uncle's evil thoughts towards you, and put aside your own wishes for this uncle, and always regress for him?"

Ruoqing opened his mouth, not knowing how to answer this question.

His heart was in a mess, but he knew that there was some truth in what Chanrong said.

He couldn't refute Chanrong at all. From the very beginning, he knew that the extent to which he indulged Chanrong was so strange and terrifying, but he couldn't find a reason to indulge the other party, so he kept forgetting the reason. Now that he heard Chanrong's aggressive words, he actually let The chaotic thoughts have some directions to dock.

He fluttered his eyelashes in a panic, and wanted to refute, but he couldn't refute.

At this moment, Chanrong's voice came clearly, and he said: "You are not a person who treats people so well that you forget yourself. You treat me like this because you like me, but your likes are always cared about by Fu Yanchen." Press down."

When Chanrong said this, her voice became much colder: "But don't forget, Fu Yanchen's thoughts have nothing to do with me. I never have him in my heart. But you only think about him, and treat me for the sake of him ignoring my thoughts. It's an insult."

"Ruoqing." He pulled Ruoqing's hair with his big hand, his dark eyes rested on Ruoqing's face, his calm mask was completely suppressed by the words "Fu Yanchen", and he said through gritted teeth, "You You can think about your thoughts slowly, you don’t have to admit my words, you can even trample on my feelings for you, but you can’t think about what Fu Yanchen said, and you can’t be determined by Fu Yanchen’s words The way I should go, avoid me and push me away, as if I can only live behind Fu Yanchen, and I don't deserve to be cared about by you!"

When he said this, his voice seemed to turn into a low growl of a beast threatening to intimidate people.

"From today onwards, forget about Fu Yanchen, whether it's Suyin, Niheng, or Fu Yanchen, they can't stand between you and me."

His mood became extremely fast. Just now, because Fu Yanchen showed a fierce side, he became stable and pitiful the next second.He pressed against Ruoqing's ear, and asked in a low voice, "Are you okay?"

He touched Ruoqing's hair, "You don't need to like me like I like you, you just need to accept your own thoughts, don't forget the reason why you let me go, okay?"

Ruoqing was speechless, he looked at Chanrong's blurred face, not sure about the other's expression hidden in the darkness, but he could see the other's nervous and humble intentions.

As for whether to agree to the other party, Ruoqing thought about it for a long time, but she still couldn't deny that her indulgence and care for Chanrong was out of goodwill.

Maybe he was too slow to discover the reason for his emotional changes, maybe he didn't dare to look directly, so he didn't admit why he cared about Chanrong, but these subtle forgetting and resistance are explained in Chanrong's explanation Is it down?I think so?

After that, it gradually became what Chan Rong said had some truth, if he only considered the affection of his uncle and nephew, he would not have to do this step at all.

At this time, a strange voice appeared next to his ear, and a voice asked him "Do you like it?"

Following the voice, he came up with an answer - he likes it.

But he asked himself again in his heart, what kind of mood does he like?

Does liking someone act like he is now?

He was completely confused now, and the voice in his head was saying yes.

That voice said that it likes a person is this kind of performance.

So, will you take it?

——The voice seemed to be bewitching him.

Ruoqing frowned, and when the black hair on the side was blown by the wind, she closed her eyes disturbed by the strands of hair, and the most authentic answer emerged in her heart.It's just... He suddenly opened his eyes, grabbed Chanrong's collar, and turned his face coldly at Chanrong, that handsome face was covered with a layer of frost.

"You are very smart, you know when to say what to say, I didn't know you were so calculating before, and you worried about a lot of unhelpful things for you, but now it seems that I am redundant." He said displeasedly: "And I don't care what you think about how I took care of you in the past, and I don't care what you think of me now, I just know that if you like me, put away your little thoughts that you always want to restrain me now. Flexible, I can't keep up with your words, but I know what is right and what is wrong, I don't need you to disturb my heart, understand?"

Chanrong didn't expect that he would still maintain a clear mind under his deliberate guidance.He was a little surprised, and this surprise clearly appeared in his eyes.

Ruoqing didn't lie to him.When he is unwilling to accommodate him, he will really pick everything apart.

Seeing that Chanrong didn't answer, Ruoqing looked at Chanrong blankly: "Tell me, do you understand?" The answer given by Rong can't satisfy him, so he will leave here.

Chanrong panicked for a moment.

These days, he has been leading Ruoqing by the nose, living so well that he gradually forgot what he should do if Ruoqing doesn't accept him.

But even under the tense mood, his expression didn't change much.He looked at Ruoqing with that calm mask, put the hands on the side of Ruoqing's face, pressing Ruoqing's chest and neck, on Ruoqing's head, calmly thinking about which link made Ruoqing aware No, he calmly thought that his sentence was not perfect, and also pondered if Ruoqing resisted him, should he knock Ruoqing out, let himself calm down first, and then think about what to do with the other party.

At this moment, Ruoqing's thoughts were still in his mind.

Ruoqing stared at his face, feeling that his pressure on the body had become stronger, but she didn't intend to give in nervously.He took a deep breath, frowned, and continued to ask Chanrong seriously: "Tell me."

At this moment, he became extremely strong, and it was the first time that he showed such strength in front of Chanrong. It seemed that he would not continue to talk to Chanrong unless he got an answer from Chanrong.

Chanrong narrowed her eyes, raised her hand and put it on Ruoqing's face, because Ruoqing was very noisy, she had to reply "Yes", after answering, the panicked person calmed down for a moment, and decided her next move step.

knock him out.

take it away.

But just before Chanrong was about to make Ruoqing faint, Ruoqing suddenly hugged him after he replied.

He buried his face in Chanrong's chest, he didn't look at Chanrong's expression, and he didn't let Chanrong see his own expression. He wrapped his arms around Chanrong, like a poor little beast that had lost its home, only Entrust your own weak weight to Chanrong.

Chanrong's mind went blank, she was stunned for a moment before looking at Ruoqing, only then did she notice that Ruoqing's hair was a little cold and damp.

Not only black hair, but even Ruoqing's neck has a thin layer of sweat.

Chanrong couldn't figure out why Ruoqing was in a cold sweat, but later realized that the other party might be afraid or nervous.

After receiving his answer, the person buried in his arms said in a low voice: "Since we know we were wrong, let's forget about it, and we can't be like this in the future."

He stuttered and spoke, looking like he wanted to teach Chanrong a lesson, but he lost his temper just now, and his voice was as gentle as a whisper.

He said to Chanrong: "Tomorrow I will forget about your plans for me during this period, and you must remember to change back to the original you. I can be with you, but you can't ignore my thoughts and just be yourself The things I want to do, and the things between us, I can only stop at the right place before I tell Yan Chen clearly. It's not that I don't value Fu Yanchen, but that Fu Yanchen told me that he likes you , he is my good friend, so no matter as a friend or as a person, there is no reason not to want to be together behind his back. Therefore, even if we are together, we have to tell him about it. Don't do those things that ruin people's hearts."

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Ruoqing: Silly dog, if you want to tame me, there is no way, let me tell you how difficult it is to deal with sensitive people (no)