I am green tea in the master-disciple abuse essay

After the rainy night, the letter that was supposed to be sent was buried at the bottom of the box.

The matter of righteousness and family killing is easy to say, but it is not easy to do.

Lin Sanniang knew that Master Lin was not a good man, but he was indeed a good father.

It's just that even if he is a good father, the fact that he is a good father cannot erase the fact that he is a bad person...

Lin Sanniang knew very well that Mrs. Lin was bad, because of this matter, she couldn't sleep or eat, and lost her mind.Because of this incident, she found that there was a ghost killed by her father in the family. Someone always took out the letter she put away and put it on the desk again, as if reminding her that she should hand over the letter.

Lin Sanniang looked at the letter and was in a daze all day long. One night after falling asleep, she heard other noises in the room. When she got up to look, she found a black shadow standing beside her bed.

It was snowing outside.

The north wind howled, Lin Sanniang listened to the sound of snowflakes brushing the paper window, hesitated for a long time, put on a dress and stood up.

Then, she saw a man dripping with water, with his back to her, with a deep wound on his neck, writing something on a letter she had put away.

Lin Sanniang could tell who this was, but she didn't dare to read what was written on the letter... Recently, she has learned a lot, and she also understands what the talisman paper ornaments in Lin's house mean, and the other party was caught What happened to my father, maybe all the complaints were written in the letter.

Some complaints she couldn't afford.

Therefore, she didn't have the courage to look at it, and she had a thought of giving up on herself.

She thought, if the other party came to ask the Lin family to pay for their lives, she wouldn't have to suffer in her heart.

To put it bluntly, she knew that her father had to pay for the crimes she committed, but she didn't want to pay for it through her hands...

She felt that what she had done was shameless, but she couldn't bear the consequences of other actions.So she moved out of the Lin family's main house, waiting for the Lin family's retribution to come to her.

On the night when Chen'er had an accident, she saw Chen'er walking into her remote yard alone, then ignored her, and threw herself directly into the well.

She yelled loudly and wanted to call for someone in a panic, but when she ran to the dry well, she saw Chen'er standing behind her again.

She who threw herself on the dry well was dumbfounded.

The dry well below has not changed in any way. Her hand holding the dry well seems to be on ice, so cold that she can only feel the tingling of her fingertips across the rough stone surface.

Not understanding what was going on, she supported her head, thinking that this was a hallucination that she had been in a trance recently, so she didn't mention this to anyone, and only sent this Chen'er back to the main house.

From then on, Chen'er often stood behind her.

He always looked at her without speaking.

And Chen'er from the second brother's family has been stupid for many years, never able to speak a complete sentence, such a silent appearance is no different from before, and she doesn't know what Chen'er is thinking when looking at her.

Life goes on like this.

One day, Chen'er was playing in the yard with his back to her. She wiped her hands after planting the land, and got up to look at Chen'er, only to see Chen'er scribbling on the ground, leaving a word - Jin.

Then the other party wrote more and more.

gold.

Down is paper.

Down is the letter.

This is followed by some complete sentences.

And Chen'er was extremely difficult when writing these sentences.

Lin Sanniang thought he was possessed by a foreign object.

Lin Sanniang knew what the person attached to Chen'er meant, so she knelt down in front of Chen'er and begged bitterly.

"There is a wrong and a debt. If you hate it, if you are angry, you can attack me, you can attack my father, but don't embarrass the people in the family who don't know about it, okay?"

She almost fainted from crying, "Ah Lang, I have already asked my father to distribute all the money and money to the poor. I know what he did is wrong, and I want to return all the money to the poor family, but when my father did evil, he didn't do anything. I don't know your names, and I don't know where they come from, but I do know that you are going to Ningshui, but Ningshui has become a barren land and Dead Sea since Ye Jiao's death, surrounded by fog, and no one can get in! "

When she said this, she intended to explain begging for mercy. She never thought that Chen'er's body would tremble violently when she heard that Ye Jiao had died.

He blinked, because the tormented person who prevented the punishment from heaven was unresponsive, and it took a long time to digest this matter with difficulty.He turned his head slowly, then shook his head again, as if he couldn't accept it, but also seemed to understand something.

After that, he stared blankly at Lin Sanniang, and then made another expression of enlightenment.

He smiled at Lin Sanniang for the first time, but he cried while smiling.

Then Chen'er left.

The Lin family searched for three days before finding him.

When he came back this time, he was the same as before, as if he had forgotten what she said before, and wrote paper on the ground again.

Lin Sanniang didn't know that Chen'er was dead at this time, and she didn't know that on the day Chen'er fell into the dry well, the child's body was dragged away by the ghost in the well. When the person who stayed at home attached himself to Chen'er.

In order to save Chen'er, she approached the man who had told old Mrs. Lin's fortune, and asked him how to force out the ghost in Chen'er's body.

The man helped her make a fortune for "Chen'er", then shook his head again and again: "You are counting this person, he does not have twin souls in his body."

Lin Sanniang didn't react for a moment.

The man said again: "It's a poor man. He walked upright and sat upright when he was alive, but he was often splashed with dirty water. It's a pity that he was still a person who could be appointed as a prince and minister. If what he wanted to do at that time was done , Thinking about it, many things will be different after coming here, and although the little old man can't see much, but the little old man can see that he is walking towards a spacious and bright road... What a pity."

When Lin Sanniang heard this, she recalled that the man pressed the box of gold before he died, saying that it was for saving lives, her heart was tightly pinched, and she almost couldn't breathe.

She didn't know what the blind man was going to do. She only knew that Mr. Lin's actions might have killed many people.And the man who fortune-told Mrs. Lin is a person who is more accurate in life and death.

He has good aptitude, and he can calculate life and death hexagrams that most monks can't calculate, but he doesn't want to become that monk, and he doesn't want to practice all day long.

Then, the man touched the signature, "If you don't find a place to live in, it's over!"

Lin Sanniang frowned, "How can I finish it?"

The man said: "Like this kind of ghosts who don't want to go to reincarnation after death, they will become wandering spirits. After wandering for a long time, it will be difficult to reincarnate. But you are different from other ghosts. Scattered, scattered soul, it is impossible to reincarnate again."

"Can't reincarnate?"

"It's just that there is no such person in this world anymore."

Lin Sanniang was silent for a long time when she heard this.

After a while, she asked, "The child..."

The man said, "There are no children. All I see is one person."

Lin Sanniang was startled, "He killed the child?"

The man's face changed drastically, he picked up the signature and slapped Lin Sanniang on the mouth, angrily said: "It should be your family who has done something wrong to others, how dare you say such insulting words!"

After being hit by him, Lin Sanniang covered her mouth, and tears kept streaming down her face. She didn't feel wronged or hurt, but just ashamed.

Not long after crying, she wiped her tears and asked the other party respectfully: "Then how should I save him? How should I lead him to the reincarnation road."

The man thought about it for a while, and made another calculation. After reading it, he was silent for a long time, and taught Lin Sanniang a trick.

He asked Lin Sanniang to lend her body to the other party.

He raised his pen, drew a talisman for Lin Sanniang, and told Lin Sanniang that this was called a fetal talisman. If Lin Sanniang dared, he would burn this talisman at midnight tonight, cut his stomach, and put the ashes on it. She drank from the bowl of blood.

This is a kind of insidious method, which was used when the wives and concubines of the rich and powerful families fought against each other.The principle of operation is also very simple. After all, people have died everywhere in this world, and where there are dead people, there are always one or two ghosts wandering around and unwilling to leave.

If Lin Sanniang drank the fetus talisman, in the eyes of those ghosts, it would be a very dark and good place. Those wandering souls who have nowhere to go will approach Lin Sanniang, enter her stomach, and reincarnate through her body.However, this method is to exchange one for one. After doing so, Lin Sanniang's life will be transferred to the child in her belly, so as to balance the evil method of birth talisman.

Lin Sanniang took the fetal talisman and thought for a while, "How can I ensure that the ghost that enters my stomach is a blind person and not another wandering spirit?"

The man said: "Go back and divide the fetal talisman into two, give half to him and half to you. But..."

The man sighed, "He shouldn't be blind."

Afterwards, Lin Sanniang returned home with the birth talisman. At this time, she looked at Chen'er in front of her again, and suddenly realized that the person in front of her was not Chen'er at all.

The birth talisman connects Lin Sanniang and the blind man, Lin Sanniang can see him, and knows that her Chen'er is gone...

But it's very strange, Lin Sanniang drank the fetal talisman, but her belly didn't get bigger, and the blind man didn't regard her as the mother's body as the man said, he just drank the fetal talisman by himself. Glancing at her, he moved his immobile body and approached her.

Back then, Lin Sanniang was a little afraid of him. When she saw him approaching, her body trembled, and she wanted to hide but didn't dare.

His thoughts were not as complicated as hers, he only reached out his hand to her, and under Lin Sanniang's frightened eyes, he gently touched her belly.

Lin Sanniang, who thought she would suffer, looked at him unexpectedly, only to realize that he was a very handsome man.

He has flamboyant and heroic flying feather eyebrows, a high nose bridge, thin and long lips, and he has a bit of a ruffian air about him, looking at people who are not from a wealthy family, he has a bit of a murderous and decisive quack air.

So much less fear.

Lin Sanniang hesitated for a moment, then stretched out her hand, slowly covered his hand with hers, and said to him, "Come to me, I will give birth to you."

The blind man did not speak.

Lin Sanniang thought of her status as his enemy, and felt that he would dislike her background, so she couldn't help feeling depressed.

Then Lin Sanniang waited for a long time, she just wanted to wait until her belly grew bigger, and the blind man didn't feel that his blood was dirty and was willing to come to her.

And she waited from spring to winter, and the blind man stayed with her all the time, but her belly just didn't grow.

The two got along for a long time, she began to sew clothes for the blind man, told him about the scenery outside, looked at the black cloth on the blind man's eyes, would pick off flowers for the blind man, and told him what color it was. What is the taste.

She said: "Touch it, it's a rhododendron, it's red, the flowers are blooming festively, and it's very pleasing to look at. When you entrust me with your birth, you can also go and see what the flower looks like again. "

"I found a good family for you. I didn't plan to let you grow up in Lin's family. The family is very good. The family lives in the most lively place in the east of the city, and there are a few pregnant women around. I think, When you are young, you can play with the children around you. When you grow up, you can find a handsome lady in the East Street to start a family. When you become a family and have a place to stay, no matter how long the night is, you will not feel cold and unbearable. How do you live? It's better than it is now."

Her voice was very gentle, and she persuaded the blind man to come to her little by little.

The blind man lowered his head and moved his fingers holding the flower.He thought for a long time, and only one thing came to his mind.

"I."

"Have."

"Family."

"of."

"Only."

"Yes."

"I."

"Back."

"Do not."

"go."

"Yes."

It took him a long time to write these words to Lin Sanniang.

Lin Sanniang burst into tears as she looked at those crooked characters.

With tears in her eyes, she put the rhododendron on the side into the blind man's hand, and continued to persuade him: "But do you remember what the rhododendron looks like? Only when you come to me can you see things by the roadside." , you can still see it for a long time, if you don’t come to me, you won’t see anything.”

Hearing this, the blind man touched the flower in his hand and stopped talking.

For the next three years, Lin Sanniang took care of him, and he stayed with Lin Sanniang.

Lin Sanniang would visit him every day, and he would stand quietly behind Lin Sanniang while she was tending the vegetable field.

Until the blind man kicked the jar, until Ruoqing and the others came.

The days of being with each other are over.

Lin Sanniang hugged the blind man's head, tears fell as if she didn't want money, she thought about it.

What does a blind man want?

She closed her eyes, and thought of the flickering candle and the falling water when she wrote down the crimes committed by Mrs. Lin, and thought of the blind man's repeated talk about returning Jin Ning's water. She was very clear that this was what the blind man really cared about things.

She is also very clear why the blind man is obsessed with these two things.

The blind man didn't want Mrs. Lin to die in an unknown way, and he didn't want him to be known as a good person until his death.He felt that Mrs. Lin was not worthy of respect, and he wanted Mrs. Lin to face these charges alive.

He asked her to go to Ningshui to return the gold, because he knew that if no one talked about it, the people waiting for him to bring the gold would think that he had stolen the gold.He didn't want to carry the name of stealing gold. He valued the person who was waiting for him to send the gold back, and he couldn't let go of the trust that that person had in him. In order to return this trust, he never dared to leave.

As time passed, he couldn't think of anything, only these two things remained in the mind of the lost soul.

But Lin Sanniang couldn't do the repayment of the gold.

Ningshui is already no man's land.

And to tell everyone about Mrs. Lin is to force the rest of my family to death.She couldn't do it, so she hid in the shell in the end, thinking that old man Lin could die at the hands of a blind man, and she could accompany old man Lin to die, but she couldn't be the person who killed her father with her own hands, and she couldn't be the one who killed her father. People who destroy the safety of their homes.

With this cunning and humble idea in mind, she lived tremblingly for three years, saying that she wanted the blind man to be reincarnated to her, so she took this matter as a way of compensation.

And this method, the blind don't need it.

She knew exactly what the blind man wanted.

But what she didn't know was that her father ruined the blind man's road to prosperity and killed the blind man for the rest of his life. In the end, she, the sinner's daughter, was saved by the blind man...

In the past when there were blind men, she had never faced these horrible and pitiful blaming lords, seeing these blaming lords now, seeing and hearing their tragic past, she could no longer hide and whitewash the peace.

She hugged the blind man's body, which was getting lighter and lighter, with a miserable smile on the corner of her mouth, and her smiling eyes were bent, and the twinkling tears could not be shed.

She said: "I brought you an orchid yesterday. There is such a flower supported by long green leaves. It has a light fragrance and is very beautiful. When you reincarnate, you can also see the flower I saw."

She said the same thing as before again, but what was different from the past was that she answered again this time: "But you need to wait for me, when I come back from the county office, you can come to me again."

Then, as if she was worried that the blind man would not hear, she leaned close to the blind man's ear and said to wait for me again and again.

What she didn't know was that the blind man only needs to listen to this sentence once to remember it, but at this time, the person whose soul is gone can no longer laugh.

What happened next was quick and urgent.People from the government came, and the grieving ghost in the yard took old master Lin away after news of old master Lin's evil deeds spread.

On the day Mrs. Lin died, the paper mouse figurine that Ruoqing had left in the room and hadn't removed suddenly split open by itself.

Mrs. Lin died, and the mouse's obsession dissipated. After waiting for the mouse in the paper figurine to leave, Ruoqing saw a wooden sign where the paper figurine lay.

That's what the mouse took from the blind man.

There is a line of words on the wooden sign.

——Ji Tingsheng, Chen Jingyan came back——

Ruoqing gradually understands this, Ji Tingsheng may be the blind man's name.I'm afraid that the blind man on the way to send gold felt that his life was not long, so he gave this name to his mouse friend.

Thinking of this, Ruoqing left this wooden sign behind for some unknown reason.

The Lin family was in chaos for two days.The family's grievance disappeared with the death of Mrs. Lin, leaving only a blind man with five senses.

The heavenly punishment of the Lin family is still there, and I don't know what will happen to the rest of them.

Lin Sanniang's belly finally got bigger.

On the second night after Mrs. Lin left, her stomach quickly bulged as if she had blown air.

Early the next morning, Chanrong seemed to sense something, he came to Lin Sanniang's room, heard the screams from inside, and looked at the person sitting opposite.

The blind man who lost his soul suddenly became radiant today.

Before Chanrong arrived, the blind man walked around the Lin's house.When he came to the gate, he looked towards the gate and vaguely saw two translucent shadows.

That was him and his rat friends in the past.

And in his memory, he stared at the mouse who refused to leave for those years and clung to the Lin family. Knowing that the other party couldn't see him, he still persuaded the other party: "Go back."

Then the mouse seemed to hear his words, the mouse left, but it came back again, and then couldn't move anymore...

Afterwards, he left the main entrance and came to the main house of the Lin family. There are also his memories here, the grief and indignation of watching the Lin family get together.

He was sad about the place he couldn't go back to, and hated all the people here, until he saw Lin Sanniang.

Lin Sanniang is like a flower blooming on the side of the road, embellishing the monotony on his way to send gold.

At that time, she was sitting in front of the gate of the small courtyard, pressing the flowers in his hands, and talking about the scene outside over and over again.

Her voice was very gentle back then, not full of pain like it is now.Afterwards, he came outside Lin Sanniang's delivery room, and saw Chanrong who seemed to have a feeling.

Chanrong saw him coming and asked him, "Are you going?"

To be honest, the blind man didn't know who the man in front of him was.He was able to see everyone through the black cloth, but when he looked at this person, he only felt a white light flash in front of him. He couldn't see anything clearly, he only knew that the person was not an ordinary person.

But Chanrong lacks seven emotions, and doesn't have too many emotions when facing the blind man. What he cares about in his heart is Ruoqing's sinful debts, so he is especially concerned about Lin Sanniang and Ji Tingsheng.

The blind Ji Tingsheng heard Lin Sanniang's cry, nodded to Chanrong, and walked towards the room.

At this time, Chanrong asked him: "Have you finished what you care about?"

Ji Tingsheng didn't speak, but walked into the room without looking back, came to Lin Sanniang's bed, bent down to look at the woman's sweaty face.

Then, he stretched out his hand and touched Lin Sanniang's face carefully, just like how Lin Sanniang asked him to touch flowers in those years...

After a while, the cry of a child appeared.

That child is a fat and blessed child, a child who is different from other children at birth.

Lin Sanniang, who had no intention of paying attention to the child, was supposed to die after giving birth, was sitting on the bed at the moment, looking at her hands in a daze, as if she didn't understand why she was still alive.

Chanrong outside the room didn't say anything, and only lifted his foot to leave afterwards.

Lin Sanniang stared at the child beside her, for some reason, she felt that this child did not look like Ji Tingsheng.

Panicked, she looked around for it, and when her crying eyes turned to the table, she saw a letter.

It was the letter paper that Lin Sanniang had thrown at the bottom of the box earlier and was afraid to look at it.

At this moment, light came in from the window and fell on the envelope. The light yellow paper was outlined by the light, one bright and one dark. Two colors existed on the paper, which gave a sense of comfort and warmth.

And next to Lin Sanniang's delicate writing, there are two lines of ugly handwriting, which are words that Lin Sanniang has avoided reading for many years.

Faintly understood something, Lin Sanniang recalled the scene of Ji Tingsheng standing at the desk on a rainy night, writing very seriously, and the feeling of uneasiness in her heart became stronger and stronger.

Back then, she was afraid of accusations and complaints on the letter, so she didn't dare to read it. This time, she was not afraid anymore. She stumbled out of bed, tried to pick up the letter and read it again, and found that there was a sentence written on it——

"That gold is for saving lives."

Seeing this, Lin Sanniang didn't do anything else for a long time.

In the past three years, she often dreamed of the scene of Ji Tingsheng writing with a pen, and often saw the letter paper full of complaints.That scene became her pressure. At that time, she couldn't think that what the other party left on this letter paper was never a complaint, but something he was wronged and couldn't let go of.

And when she opened the envelope, she found that her sin letter was gone, replaced by a small white dried flower and a piece of white paper with fresh ink.

A sentence was written on the white paper——

"You can live with him to the east of the city, watch him grow up, watch him play around on the street, and tell him a pretty lady."

"and also."

"I've always known what rhododendrons looked like."

Then, the letter fell to the ground.

When the letter fell to the ground, it seemed that the blind Ji Tingsheng's past was floating on it.

The flashing images include Ji Tingsheng giving gold, and him leaning against the mouse at night, and in order to save Lin Sanniang's life, because he knew that the birth talisman could not be removed, he tried his best to find her three years of good soul and soul fetus.

Looking back on the past, he never hurt anyone, he only adhered to the morality he should uphold, and was even willing to pay a price that ordinary people would not pay for it.

He did everything he could.

From the beginning to the end, he never apologized to his conscience.He only felt that he was sorry for those who were waiting for him to return...

On the day Lin Sanniang gave birth, Ruoqing and Fu Yanchen took a nap at the same time.

Ruoqing had a dream. In the dream, he was sitting on the loess slope, looking into the distance, not knowing what he was looking at.

A voice beside him was laughing at him: "I told you a long time ago, how could a person of that kind of background not be greedy for money, you really believed him wrongly."

This man's voice was very familiar, like himself, but not like him.

He listened to the voice saying some bad complaints to himself, only thinking that the person would definitely come back.

And he waited and waited for countless days and nights, and finally a carriage slowly appeared in his field of vision.

The carriage that appeared was stepping on the wind and sand, running very chicly.

At this time, a man named Ji Tingsheng appeared with a cart of gold, waved his arms towards him, and shouted loudly——

"The road is a bit long, but I'm still back!"

Afterwards, the man put a piece of gold in his hand, put away his playful smile, and said very seriously: "I'm not greedy for gold, I just got lost."

Ruoqing believed him, he nodded and said, "I know, I've suffered for you."

Hearing this sentence, Ji Tingsheng raised his head suddenly, as if he didn't want the tears to fall from his eyes.At last he smiled and got into his carriage, not knowing where he was going.

Watching the carriage leave, Ruo woke up.

After waking up, he felt that his hand was heavy, and when he looked down, there was an extra piece of gold in his hand, a piece of gold with bloodstains on it.

And the red thread in his hand that stopped after Mrs. Lin was killed by a hundred ghosts, at this moment, one thread was scattered, leaving only two threads...

Fu Yanchen also had a dream.

The sky in the dream was dim and old yellow. He was sitting on a tall building, and there was a tall figure on the city wall beside him.

The man's face was blurred and his figure was tall and straight. He was walking up and down in front of him, and he was carrying a large flag.The flag fluttered in the air, and there seemed to be something written on it.

When Fu Yanchen looked over, the person carrying the flag stopped, stood in a place with poor lighting, and shouted at him: "You keep your word, and when I bring the gold back, you still let me carry the flag. This flag is nothing but I don't touch anyone."

In the dream, he seemed to nod his head.

Then the man laughed.

In his dream, the figure of the man, the surrounding buildings, and the flag were all blurred, only the corner of the man's split mouth looked very clear.

He remembered how the man opposite him smiled.

Then the man was riding the wind, waving the big flag in his hand, shouting loudly, walking further and further away.And when the wind took the man away, his light and happy voice came from the wind.

Fu Yanchen heard this person say to him: "I will carry the flag for you in the next life, and I will follow you wherever you go."

Fu Yanchen nodded, but before he could make an agreement, the person carrying the flag was blown away by the wind.

The wind took away everything that belonged to him, even his face was unreal.

When Fu Yanchen woke up, there was a loud cry of a baby coming from the broken house behind him.

Fu Yan tilted her head, for some reason, her mind was a little confused.

He listened to the cry of the child and thought, it's okay.

Fortunately, this person was reincarnated in Lin Sanniang's body.

Carrying the flag can definitely be done.