she's my wife
Chapter 35
Lin Shu felt that he was a waste, he lay down on the sofa and pretended to be dead after eating and drinking.
Lu Zhiqin cooked the food, washed the dishes in the dishwasher, and she ate the food.
Well, from this point of view, her role is to eat, so that the chef's hard work is not in vain.
"Wife, woo woo, I don't know how to do anything."
As soon as Lu Zhiqin sat next to her, she immediately hugged and acted like a baby.
Is it to sell miserably?Of course not, it is obviously taking advantage.
Feeling full and warm?Lin Shu felt that this sentence was quite right.
"Want some fruit?" Lu Zhiqin grabbed her hand.
What fruit to eat, she withdrew her hand helplessly, with an honest look: "I'm so full, I can't eat anymore."
"Touch it if you don't believe me." As she said that, she grabbed Lu Zhiqin's hand and placed it on her belly.
Lu Zhiqin touched it seriously, and sighed, "Xiao Shu, your abdominal muscles are gone."! ! !
How can it be?
Lin Shu was also very worried. She didn't exercise after her menstrual period. She almost ate and slept. After sleeping and eating, she really didn't have it anymore, right?
She lifted off the sweater, squinted her eyes and looked at it in fear, then sat up straight and said loudly, "Yes, it's still there."
While heaving a sigh of relief, he took a closer look: "It seems a little unclear."
"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo." she faked crying, lying down in lu zhiqin's arms.
Lu Zhiqin laughed amusedly by her, and comforted him: "It's quite obvious, maybe it's because I've just had a full meal, and it will be fine in a while."
"Really?" Lin Shu raised his head and confirmed.
"Of course it's true."
Lu Zhiqin rubbed her head amusedly, her heart softened in a mess, the child even said she was cute, obviously the cutest was the child himself.
Lin Shu looked at Lu Zhiqin with bright eyes, as if he had some bad idea: "Honey, I was hurt by you, you have to comfort my young and innocent heart."
"Knead?"
"what?"
Lin Shu didn't react for a while, and Lu Zhiqin, who had flinched all afternoon, suddenly became so explosive.
She is like this, the more the other party retreats, the more she will push forward, but if the other party suddenly takes a step forward, she will lose her rhythm.
Lu Zhiqin looked at her amusedly: "Go to take a bath?"
"Together, wife?" Lin Shu shot back not to be outdone.
"Okay."
Lin Shu: "..." She is still on her period, so she can't take a bath together, otherwise it would be too shameful.
She hurriedly refused: "No, no, baby, wait for me on the bed~"
No matter how greasy she was, she winked and ran away.
At this moment, the mobile phone she threw on the coffee table suddenly rang.
"Qi Yan?"
Lu Zhiqin raised his eyes to look at her when he heard the name.
"Eat? But I've already eaten." Speaking of which, it's embarrassing to leave my friend alone at home.
But Qi Yan often goes back to China, and she is no stranger to takeaway software, so she can't go hungry.
"Supper?" Are you so persistent?If you can't eat, you can eat supper instead.
Lin Shu looked at Lu Zhiqin in embarrassment: "Qi Yan asked us to have supper, shall we go?"
If she was the only one invited, she could still refuse directly, but with Lu Zhiqin, Lu Zhiqin really wanted to meet her friends.
Facing the child's questioning eyes, Lu Zhiqin nodded and said, "Okay."
"Okay then, see you downstairs later."
Fortunately, it's in the same building, so it doesn't have to be too much trouble.
After hanging up the phone, Lin Shu sat next to Lu Zhiqin and asked, "Then do you still take this bath?"
"Come back and wash it again." Lu Zhiqin stroked her head amusedly, the child is so silly, so cute.
Lin Shu squinted at her, pinched her chin and examined, "Lu Zhiqin, why do I feel like you're stroking the dog?"
He rubbed and rubbed on her head at every turn, like a dog stroking.
"Yes, big dog."
Lin Shu: "???"
"Big dog? Okay, big dog likes to jump on little cats."
She pretended to be angry and threw Lu Zhiqin under her body, and began to tickle her.
1 minutes passed.
Lin Shu got up from her body: "Why are you not ticklish?"
"I'm afraid." Lu *serious* Zhiqin.
Afraid? "Then you were so calm just now?"
"I pretended."
Can you still act like this when you are tickled?How is it possible, how can she resist the physical impulse? Could it be that she didn't scratch the right position?
Lin Shu looked at her hand with a puzzled face, and then at the place where Lu Zhiqin was scratched by her, feeling that something was wrong.
Before she could answer her doubts, Lu Zhiqin pinched her little cheek and said, "Let's go, don't make your friend wait."
Also, the upstairs and downstairs should be cleaned up pretty quickly.
Lin Shu didn't notice it when she was arranging her clothes. Lu Zhiqin couldn't help pursing her lips and chuckling. It's not that she is not ticklish, it's just that the stupid child didn't look for the right place.
Like normal people, armpits will itch, but she doesn't.
The two simply cleaned up, and entered the elevator hand in hand.
Unfortunately, Qi Yan was not met.
It wasn't until they appeared at the barbecue restaurant with their fingers interlocked that they saw that Qi Yan was already sitting there.
"Qi Yan."
Lin Shu yelled and caught Qi Yan's attention. She was about to respond when she saw the two of them holding hands intimately, and her expression immediately sank.
But she soon smiled again, although it seemed a bit formulaic.
"Sit down, what do you want to eat?"
Lin Shu tilted his head and touched his belly, unable to eat at all, but said: "It's all right, just watch it."
The point is the meeting between the wife and her friends, her thoughts are not important.
"Okay." Qi Yan called the waiter: "Have a copy of this set meal."
"Set meal?" Lin Shu took a glance: "Is it too much for ten people?"
Qi Yan gave her a white look: "You forgot that when we were in school, the four of us often ate the amount of ten people? Although you ate the least."
Thinking of that time, Lin Shu couldn't help laughing and said: "Yes, every time you eat so much, AA, let me serve A alone."
"But you didn't agree, saying that everyone eats together, of course they have to share equally."
Seeing Lin Shu opened up the chatter box, and Lu Zhiqin next to him couldn't get in his mouth, Qi Yan smiled happily.
Huh?No, Lin Shu suddenly thought of something: "You called them too?"
There are four people in their dormitory, she and Qi Yan sleep next door, and the other two roommates Wan Wan and Zhang Tongtong sleep opposite.
Usually the relationship between the four people is very good, but if they are inseparable, then they will be divided into two.
It may be that both of them are star chasers, and they both chase the same star, so they have a better relationship.
And she and Qi Yan agree in pure three views, and both like to play games, so they play better.
"Yes, the two of them rented together and didn't leave Jincheng. Today, everyone gathered together and just introduced your girlfriend to them."
Speaking of girlfriend Qi Yan clenched her teeth, her voice was a little... I don't know how to say it, maybe there is something in the words?
Lin Shu couldn't help frowning, she squeezed Lu Zhiqin's hand, leaned close to her ear and said, "If you don't like it, we'll go back."
She didn't want to make her girlfriend uncomfortable because of a decision made by her friend without authorization, and she agreed to be alone.
"It's okay." Lu Zhiqin scratched her palm and smiled softly.
Lin Shu's heart felt itchy after being teased, and immediately imitated her movements, spreading out Lu Zhiqin's palm, and circling her fingertips in her palm.
Gently turned twice, then suddenly paused and pressed, then scratched her palm again, maintaining this rhythm, over and over again.
Lu Zhiqin's body froze suddenly, the child's movements...
"What's wrong?" Lin Shu seemed to hear the sound of people around her swallowing.
"No...it's fine."
It's okay, Lu Zhiqin felt that he was about to collapse.
Qi Yan had a panoramic view of their interaction, her eyes were slightly flaming, and she said in a slightly aggressive tone: "Lin Xiaoshu, this is what you do first and then play."
"What do you cut first and play later?" Lin Shu dissatisfied: "If you meet it, you should catch it quickly. If you miss it, you will be single for a lifetime."
Her inner meaning should not be too obvious, that is, Qi Yan is a single mother.
Qi Yan didn't care either, and the two of them had become accustomed to each other: "Missed? I think some people won't let the opportunity pass up. Don't you think so, Ms. Lu?"
Lu Zhiqin was slightly stunned, nodded affirmatively: "Yes, I have plotted against Xiao Shu for a long time, how could I be willing to miss it so easily."
Qi Yan was choked by her, and said again: "There is no room for deceit and calculation in love. When I hear that someone likes someone, they will try their best to get news about her."
"Even at the expense of making deals with people around her, by all means."
Lin Shu looked at Qi Yan in bewilderment, what a mess, how could she not understand?
However: "Of course you have to take the initiative to like someone. As long as you don't violate moral laws and don't cause trouble for the other person, I don't think it's fine."
"Xiao Shu." Qi Yan frowned and called her, opened his mouth to say something, but didn't know how to say it.
Lin Shu was surprised to see that she was a little angry, hesitant to speak, and full of doubts in her heart.
Did she say something she shouldn't have said?It seems that there is no one, right?
Qi Yan noticed her expression, and hurriedly explained: "I just think that if someone likes someone, he buys off all the people around her, such a person is too scary."
Is that right?
Lin Shu felt the hand holding her tighten, and quickly asked, "Is it cold?"
"No." Lu Zhiqin smiled at her without saying anything.
Qi Yan said: "Xiao Shu, I think such a person is really scary."
Lu Zhiqin pursed his lips into a straight line and said nothing.
Lin Shu always felt that he had overlooked something, but he still said: "I think the friends around that person are terrible, and they betrayed their friends' information for money."
If the friends around her are not greedy for money, her news will not be sold.
"If it were me, I would break off with them first."
She thought about it carefully and said: "If that person only knows some insignificant things, such as what he likes to eat and what he doesn't like to eat, I don't think it's a big deal."
Pursue a person and establish a good relationship with the people around her, and obtain some information that is beneficial to the pursuit. Many people will do it.
Lu Zhiqin clasped her hands together in his palms, and she tilted her head for a glance and got a sweet smile.
Qi Yan wanted to say something, but before she could speak, the box was pushed away.
The waiter poked his head in and asked, "Hello, there are two ladies outside who say they are your friends."
"Yes, let them in."
"Lin Shu, Qi Yan." Zhang Tongtong, the loudest of the two, arrived first.
The two of them opened the door and came in. Seeing Lu Zhiqin, they were taken aback for a moment before saying, "This is it."
"Lu Zhiqin, don't you know each other?"
Lin Shu was completely confused by Qi Yan's surprised words, did they know each other?Combined with the topic just now, she couldn't help but think of something.
So Qi Yan has always had something to say in all kinds of words, is it because of this?
Lin Shu was about to be laughed out of anger. Wouldn't it be better to just say something?Do you have to beat around the bush and curse people?
She took Lu Zhiqin's hand and stood up and said, "Qi Yan, she will tell me about my affairs with Lu Zhiqin, or what happened before, and I will listen to her patiently..."
Speaking of this, she still took into account her friend's face, and slowed down her tone: "I don't want outsiders to worry about the things between us."
"I'm not feeling well, so I'm leaving first, and you guys eat slowly."
After finishing speaking, before Qi Yan could speak, she took Lu Zhiqin's hand and left.
She is an LSP to her wife, and she is barely a sand sculpture in front of her best friend. Except for her mother, she is almost indifferent to others.
She seems gentle and approachable, but in fact no one can walk into her heart. However, Qi Yan is a friend she recognizes. Her friend slanders her wife, and she is in a bad mood.
On the way, the two were silent for a long time. Lu Zhiqin looked down at their holding hands and asked softly, "You trust me that much?"
Lin Shu didn't answer right away. She organized her words in her mind. From the time she first met Lu Zhiqin to when they became a couple, from summer to late autumn, it took almost three months.
She didn't expect that after being single for more than 20 years, she would fall in love with someone she had known for a few months, and...she really loved her.
Everyone who knew her said that she was cold-tempered, and sometimes thought that they were already friends, but in fact, their relationship was far from being friends.
For example, with the other two people in the dormitory, we can usually eat together, play together, and occasionally make some harmless jokes, but they are not considered friends.
At first, she became friends with Qi Yan, probably because of Qi Yan's enthusiasm and sincerity, and the two happened to have the same interests, so Qi Yan became her first friend.
Then there was Hong Jia, who wanted to chase her at first, but found that she was really difficult to chase, so she said to be friends, and she agreed casually, but Hong Jia really regarded her as a friend, and made appointments to play with her or something, Over time, she also regarded Hong Jia as a friend.
Only Lu Zhiqin, that feeling is very strange, at first she disliked this man's frivolity, she didn't bother to talk to him at all, if it wasn't because of the task, well, it was mainly because Lu Zhiqin's appearance was completely in line with her ideal type, see When the color idea is good, I make an exception again and again, and then I quickly become familiar with it.
She just got used to playing two games with Lu Zhiqin at the end of every night, but the person behind asked for leave as soon as she asked, so she wouldn't admit that she missed her.
At that time, she thought that this person was playing hard to get, but in fact it was not, she was just busy with work.
If meeting Hong Jia was annoying, and the two of them happened to be from the same university, then Lu Zhiqin simply wanted to see her, and the relationship was already out of control.
The amazing thing is that the two families have a very good friendship in reality, allowing her to learn about Lu Zhiqin's news at any time, and after getting in touch with her slowly, her heart has long been filled with this woman.
What Qi Yan said today, she can understand the meaning of the words.
Lu Zhiqin asked himself if he believed her. Lin Shu tilted his head and looked at her side face, which was still very exciting.
"Intuition tells me that you are not such a person. Besides, you are my wife. It is my eyes and my heart that understand you, not what other people say."
She squeezed Lu Zhiqin's hand and added, "The important thing is what you say."
Compared with what other people said, she cared more about what Lu Zhiqin would say, and what happened to make Qi Yan say that.
Lu Zhiqin's lips were pursed into a straight line, and she looked at the public seats in the community: "Sit down and talk slowly."
"it is good."
The night in late autumn is chilly, but the cold wind will only make them calmer.
After the two sat down side by side, Lu Zhiqin said, "I don't know where to start, so let's start from the beginning."
Lin Shu didn't speak, but listened to her very seriously.
After she lost her memory, the Lin family moved out of that community and changed to a new home.
Lin Shu was a tutor in elementary school and did not appear in the school. Even if they were in the same elementary school, they never met again.
Until Lin Shu was promoted to junior high school, Lu Zhiqin was already in the first year of senior high school.
Because of guilt and the extreme desire to make up for Lin Shu, Lu Zhiqin got news of her from her mother every day, but she dared not see her, thinking that it was her own fault that caused her accident, her body was weak, Can't even leave home.
When Lin Shu was in junior high school, she would go to school most of the time, and the transaction started at that time.
Although Lu Zhiqin was in high school, it was easy for her to meet people in high school if she wanted to.
"I want to know what you did at school, how you feel, and... have you made new friends." Lu Zhiqin's gentle voice, like a steady stream of water, slowly flowed into her heart.
It seemed a bit difficult, or hard to say, Lu Zhiqin was silent for a while before continuing: "I bought someone from your class, he is my classmate's younger brother, he would tell me every day, what did you do in the class, what did you do? If you are not happy, what do you care more about?"
"I'm like a voyeur hiding in the dark. Whenever I have time, I will appear nearby to peek at you, but I dare not appear in front of you."
"I'm afraid you will hate me, hate me, or even loathe me." After all, it was because of her that the child fell into the frozen lake.
Lu Zhiqin rehearsed the reunion of the two of them countless times in her heart. Lin Shu, who stood in front of her, had eyes full of disgust. After a long time, she began to not be able to distinguish the difference between imagination and reality.
That is to say, under this kind of psychological torture for a long time, Lu Zhiqin's spirit changed. He became more and more indifferent to others, and when facing Lin Shu, he felt extremely inferior.
Lin Shu suddenly thought of something: "Are you that pretty senior who just ran to the junior high school?"
"Huh?" Lu Zhiqin didn't understand what she was talking about.
Lin Shu remembered the rumors in the school at that time: "I heard from my classmates that there was a beautiful senior from the high school who fell in love with someone from the junior high school, so she wandered around the junior high school every day, trying to attract that person's attention."
"Oh, that person seems to be the monitor of our class."
Lu Zhiqin: "..."
"He is my classmate's younger brother."
It turned out to be like this, Lin Shu nodded: "And then?"
"And it was like this until graduation, I didn't dare to appear in front of you until..." Lu Zhiqin hesitated to speak.
"what happened?"
"Until you become a nun."
Lin Shu: "..."
"You know all about this." She thought that no one except her mother knew about her becoming a monk.
"My aunt told me."
"and then."
"And then I...I..."
Seeing Lu Zhiqin's hesitation, Lin Shu frowned, and she suddenly opened her mouth: "Are you the sister who forced me to kiss me?"
Shocked, the face that had disappeared a long time ago reappeared in his mind, and it turned out to be so clear.
Was it the reason she never forgot that face?Immediately, the immature face in memory merged with Lu Zhiqin.
"I'm sorry."
Regarding the act of forcibly kissing Lin Shu, Lu Zhiqin didn't know how he would do such a thing at the time.
Later, the psychiatrist said that it was her imagination that falsified her memory.
Lu Zhiqin felt that he and Lin Shu had already met, the child hated him very much, and hated that because of him, she fell into the frozen lake, and his body could not heal for a long time.
Later, in order to avoid her, the child fled to the mountains to become a nun and became a nun. He saw through the red dust and had nothing to do with worldly affairs from then on.
Why did she think this way in adolescence? Lu Zhiqin still hasn’t figured it out. She has seen several psychiatrists, and they all said the same thing, but they couldn’t cure her condition. She doesn’t remember how many psychiatrists she has changed. .
After the memory was tampered with, she frantically went up the mountain to find Lin Shu, and when she saw the child, she kissed the child forcefully.
After waking up, she felt that she could no longer face children, so she naturally thought of running away.
"So you study abroad to avoid me?"
When Lin Shu heard this, he didn't know what to say or how to react.
Because most of what happened came from a child's imagination. A thing that has been imagined since the age of ten may be too deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, and it has long been taken seriously.
Lu Zhiqin nodded: "Well, I think you should be very disappointed in me and hate me."
Lin Shu opened his mouth and didn't say anything. If she said that after being kissed forcibly, she regarded Lu Zhiqin as a demon and had nightmares for several days, would it make her sad?
After thinking about it, she still asked: "So after you went abroad, you bribed the people around me to know about me, high school classmates, college roommates?"
Needless to say, Lin Shu could guess what was going on, and Qi Yan also hinted clearly.
Lu Zhiqin turned herself into a voyeur and a bad person. In the end, she really mistook herself for that kind of person, but the bottom of her heart made her unwilling to admit that she was that kind of person. There is a psychological problem.
Lin Shu sighed helplessly, should she say that Lu Zhiqin thinks too much, or should she say that she is stupid and too upright, real bad people don't think so much.
Although Lu Zhiqin's approach was a little inappropriate, it didn't affect her in any way, probably only the strong kiss on the mountain, which made her have nightmares for a few days.
"I'm sorry." Apart from being sorry, Lu Zhiqin didn't know what to say at all.
At the beginning, she fell into guilt towards the child. Knowing that the child could come to school, she only wanted to know the news of the child, and then slowly fell in love with her.
I think it was the child I fell in love with during that time, and then I wanted to know more about children of all ages.
Lin Shu got up and stared at Lu Zhiqin without blinking for a while, then reached out and rubbed her head: "Lu Zhiqin, what's wrong with you?"
"Ok?"
"I want to hear from you, what's wrong with you." She repeated her question calmly.
Lu Zhiqin was taken aback for a moment, then blamed himself: "I shouldn't monitor your life, and I shouldn't always impose my dark thoughts on you, like a dark voyeur, I... .sorry."
She felt that she was wrong in many places, but she couldn't say exactly where she was wrong.
Lin Shu: "Well..."
"I forgive you."
She didn't want to tell Lu Zhiqin what was wrong, maybe she didn't mind it at all. Of course, some people would mind and hate this kind of behavior.
Anyway, it's a double standard. If it was someone else, she would definitely be angry, but facing Lu Zhiqin, she couldn't raise a trace of anger, so she could only sigh silently.
Moreover, since Lu Zhiqin cared about this, she didn't say anything superfluous, and simply said forgiveness, so that the two of them would not be entangled in this topic in the future.
Lin Shu pulled Lu Zhiqin up, and the eyes of the two met in the air.
"No matter what happened before, it's all in the past. Now we are a couple, and we will go through many years together, but I firmly believe that it will be a lifetime."
Lin Shu chuckled and asked seriously, "Lu Zhiqin, are you willing?"
Lu Zhiqin didn't react until she got home, and worried about her for a long time, so it passed.
At the beginning, she didn't think too much, but she was worried about the child. After all, the child's health is not good, and it will be very serious if it bumps into it, but then it gradually developed into selfishness.
Fortunately, the child forgave her and asked her if she would like to, the two of them will be together for the rest of their lives.
Willing, how could she not be willing, something she dreamed of.
"I am willing." Lu Zhiqin agreed without hesitation.
Lin Shu smiled and hugged Lu Zhiqin into her arms. Love is probably like this. Before it started, many rules were set.
"Honey, you go home first, I have something to deal with."
Thinking of what happened today, I feel a little heavy.
Lin Shu didn't go back with Lu Zhiqin, she went back to her home, sat on the sofa and waited for Qi Yan, one of her few friends.
In her life, she has achieved that the friendship between gentlemen is as light as water. It seems that everyone can chat a few words, but in fact there are only two who walk into her heart.
After waiting for more than an hour, Qi Yan came back.
Seeing Lin Shu, Qi Yan's eyes flinched, and there was still a hint of expectation, but he was not surprised.
She knew Lin Shu, how would Lin Shu react after she said these things.
Qi Yan was afraid that she would break up with him, and hoped that they would have other developments, but...
"Why are you at home?" Qi Yan asked knowingly.
Lin Shu cut to the chase and said, "Qi Yan, I don't know when something went wrong with our friendship, but sorry, we can only be friends."
If you like it, you already liked it.
And she doesn't like Qi Yan's behavior today, so why not say it openly and honestly?The strangeness of yin and yang made her very uncomfortable.
Qi Yan clenched her fists violently, and said in a deep voice: "When? From the very beginning, I didn't regard you as a friend. I approached you because I like you. I don't like playing games, and I don't like getting up early and running. I knew from the beginning that you liked women..."
If it weren't for Lin Shu's sexual orientation, she might have confessed to her long ago.
"Qi Yan, I don't know what to say. In short, I already have a girlfriend and I love her very much." Lin Shu was not good at words, except for Lu Zhiqin, who was her only one. preference.
Qi Yan seemed to be irritated by the word "girlfriend" in her mouth: "Lin Shu, why do you think you make friends with your personality? Everyone thinks that you are gentle and easy to get close to, but in fact, After getting close, I realized that what I touched was an iceberg wrapped in warmth, who can become a true friend with you?"
"Who the hell wants to be your friend? I made you my girlfriend, so I became your friend first."
As she said that, she laughed at herself: "I regret it. I shouldn't have stayed by your side as a friend from the beginning. I should tell you bluntly, Lin Shu, I want to chase you."
Lin Shu opened his mouth and sighed silently. What should she say?Saying anything is useless.
When things got to this point, she had completely lost Qi Yan as a friend, and even if she wanted to, it was impossible for them to continue as friends.
Qi Yan is not Hong Jia. Hong Jia is a careless person. At the beginning, she was attracted to sex. She gave up quickly and was very straightforward, so they can still be friends.
And Qi Yan...
Being able to be friends with someone they like for so many years, and being so persistent, their relationship is doomed to come to an end.
"You can live in my house first, I will go out to live."
Lin Shu didn't say anything directly about breaking up the relationship, but the two of them agreed in their hearts, what else could they do.
"Lin Shu." When she was about to leave, Qi Yan suddenly said: "Actually, I had expected this to happen, but ever since I found out that you have a girlfriend, I couldn't keep my composure. I had to let you Know that I like you, even if the consequence is... breaking off friendship."
"I don't want my relationship to end without a problem like this. Even if it's for me in the future, I have to make an end to my youth in the past few years, don't I?"
Yes, the sooner you make it clear, the sooner you suffer, the sooner you give up.
For Lin Shu who has to face a girlfriend every day, it is indeed the best choice to make it clear.
But Qi Yan used the wrong method and wanted to bring the topic to Lu Zhiqin, and even called two roommates to testify.
Lin Shu turned her head and said softly, "I hope you will be happy."
"You will always be my best friend when I was a student."
Although these words are pale, they are her best wishes to Qi Yan.
When she walked out, she closed the door casually, separating the two worlds.
Qi Yan collapsed on the sofa, sobbing softly, because of the failure of a relationship, and also because from this moment, she lost her best friend.
And Lin Shu was also crying silently. She walked downstairs step by step. When she reached the door, she stopped and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes. She took a deep breath and felt that her condition was fine. Opened the door and went out.
The moment the door opened, she fell into a familiar embrace, where Lu Zhiqin had been waiting for her.
She hugged the person in her arms tightly, trying to rub her into her body.
Lu Zhiqin could feel the child's depression, so she could only hug the child tightly to let her feel her presence.
"Xiao Shu."
Lin Shu seemed to sense Lu Zhiqin's thoughts, and slowly tightened her arms, buried her head in her shoulder, and remained silent.
After a while, Lin Shu raised his head and said, "Go in."
She watched Lu Zhiqin help herself turn on the water, look for clothes, and prepare the toiletries, and then gently stroked her head.
"I'm right outside, call me anytime."
"it is good."
After Lu Zhiqin went out, Lin Shu shrank himself into the water and held back for a full minute before getting out of the water.
She got up from the water, turned on the shower to wash off the foam, wrapped herself in a bathrobe and walked out.
Seeing her coming out, Lu Zhiqin wiped her wet hair, pulled her to sit on the sofa, and dried her hair.
"There are pajamas on the bed, go and change them quickly, don't catch a cold."
"Okay." Lin Shu felt like a baby who couldn't take care of herself. Lu Zhiqin helped her prepare everything, and she also enjoyed Lu Zhiqin's big sister's gentleness.
"I'm going to take a shower, you wait for me for a while."
"it is good."
Lin Shu responded obediently, lying on the bed and letting Lu Zhiqin cover her with the quilt.
After Lu Zhiqin went out, she picked up her mobile phone, and there were several messages from her roommate on WeChat.
Zhang Tongtong—we don't know, Qi Yan called us here for this matter.
——When Lu Zhiqin found us, she told us that she was your sister and hoped that we would help take care of you, and then sent us a bunch of things, so we agreed to tell her what happened to you at school at any time , but you can rest assured that it's just some small daily things, and she didn't ask you about privacy.
Wanwan—Lin Shu, I'm sorry, I was wrong to accept Lu Zhiqin's things, I'm really sorry.
——By the way, Lu Zhiqin often suddenly appears downstairs in our dormitory, stands overnight and then disappears. I guess she must be very busy, but she still wants to find time to see you.
——She's a nice person, but I didn't stick to my position.
Lin Shu looked at the messages of the two, but there was no reply, so she opened the game.
The reason why she likes to play games is that she will not be alone, nor will she be entangled in the troubles of reality. She only needs to think about how to play to maximize her advantage.
After she took the pentakill with Zhuge Liang, she immediately became invincible, and she was also able to do one-on-three with ease, and took three heads by the way.
Looking at the victory on the screen at the end of one round, she felt much better. After looking at the statistics, when she was about to start the next round, Lu Zhiqin opened the door and walked in.
"What are you doing?" Lu Zhiqin asked while wiping her hair.
"play games."
"finished?"
"Ah."
"Blow dry my hair."
While taking a bath, Lu Zhiqin was thinking that when she came out, she should find something for the child to do, or keep talking to her, so that she would not have the mind to think about unhappy things.
She tilted her head and glanced at Lu Zhiqin, then the first smile of the night appeared on her face, she understood what her sister meant.
"it is good."
The sound of the hair dryer was buzzing in the room, and Lu Zhiqin's hair was flowing through her fingers, smooth as water.
"Okay." Lin Shu took away the hair dryer, felt Lu Zhiqin's hair, and it was almost blown.
The two lay side by side on the bed, Lin Shu felt a rare peace of mind.
She suddenly turned sideways and asked, "Tell me about what happened after you went abroad."
"Huh? Let me think about something interesting." Lu Zhiqin, who didn't hear anything outside the window, didn't know anything interesting, and he couldn't come up with anything after thinking about it.
In the dark, Lin Shu couldn't see clearly the expressions of the people next to her. She found Lu Zhiqin's hand and held it, "Don't be funny, I want to know about your experience abroad."
She wanted to know how Lu Zhiqin got here during that time.
Lu Zhiqin was stunned, and said embarrassedly: "I go to the apartment every day except for school. In terms of experience, I went to learn desserts and cooking, but after returning to China, most of the dishes I cooked were home-cooked dishes. I almost forgot everything I learned.”
Except for the few meals cooked for the children, she has never been in the kitchen since returning to China.
"anything else?"
"Is there anything else?" Lu Zhiqin felt that her life was very boring, and there was nothing worth mentioning. Maybe tell the child what else he has learned?
Lin Shu squeezed her hand and asked, "How did you meet Kaisha?"
She doesn't doubt the relationship between Lu Zhiqin and Kai'Sa, but Kai'Sa's other identity is a psychologist.
"Well..." Lu Zhiqin thought for a while: "After my mother found out that my emotions were wrong, she first helped me find a psychological
Lu Zhiqin cooked the food, washed the dishes in the dishwasher, and she ate the food.
Well, from this point of view, her role is to eat, so that the chef's hard work is not in vain.
"Wife, woo woo, I don't know how to do anything."
As soon as Lu Zhiqin sat next to her, she immediately hugged and acted like a baby.
Is it to sell miserably?Of course not, it is obviously taking advantage.
Feeling full and warm?Lin Shu felt that this sentence was quite right.
"Want some fruit?" Lu Zhiqin grabbed her hand.
What fruit to eat, she withdrew her hand helplessly, with an honest look: "I'm so full, I can't eat anymore."
"Touch it if you don't believe me." As she said that, she grabbed Lu Zhiqin's hand and placed it on her belly.
Lu Zhiqin touched it seriously, and sighed, "Xiao Shu, your abdominal muscles are gone."! ! !
How can it be?
Lin Shu was also very worried. She didn't exercise after her menstrual period. She almost ate and slept. After sleeping and eating, she really didn't have it anymore, right?
She lifted off the sweater, squinted her eyes and looked at it in fear, then sat up straight and said loudly, "Yes, it's still there."
While heaving a sigh of relief, he took a closer look: "It seems a little unclear."
"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo." she faked crying, lying down in lu zhiqin's arms.
Lu Zhiqin laughed amusedly by her, and comforted him: "It's quite obvious, maybe it's because I've just had a full meal, and it will be fine in a while."
"Really?" Lin Shu raised his head and confirmed.
"Of course it's true."
Lu Zhiqin rubbed her head amusedly, her heart softened in a mess, the child even said she was cute, obviously the cutest was the child himself.
Lin Shu looked at Lu Zhiqin with bright eyes, as if he had some bad idea: "Honey, I was hurt by you, you have to comfort my young and innocent heart."
"Knead?"
"what?"
Lin Shu didn't react for a while, and Lu Zhiqin, who had flinched all afternoon, suddenly became so explosive.
She is like this, the more the other party retreats, the more she will push forward, but if the other party suddenly takes a step forward, she will lose her rhythm.
Lu Zhiqin looked at her amusedly: "Go to take a bath?"
"Together, wife?" Lin Shu shot back not to be outdone.
"Okay."
Lin Shu: "..." She is still on her period, so she can't take a bath together, otherwise it would be too shameful.
She hurriedly refused: "No, no, baby, wait for me on the bed~"
No matter how greasy she was, she winked and ran away.
At this moment, the mobile phone she threw on the coffee table suddenly rang.
"Qi Yan?"
Lu Zhiqin raised his eyes to look at her when he heard the name.
"Eat? But I've already eaten." Speaking of which, it's embarrassing to leave my friend alone at home.
But Qi Yan often goes back to China, and she is no stranger to takeaway software, so she can't go hungry.
"Supper?" Are you so persistent?If you can't eat, you can eat supper instead.
Lin Shu looked at Lu Zhiqin in embarrassment: "Qi Yan asked us to have supper, shall we go?"
If she was the only one invited, she could still refuse directly, but with Lu Zhiqin, Lu Zhiqin really wanted to meet her friends.
Facing the child's questioning eyes, Lu Zhiqin nodded and said, "Okay."
"Okay then, see you downstairs later."
Fortunately, it's in the same building, so it doesn't have to be too much trouble.
After hanging up the phone, Lin Shu sat next to Lu Zhiqin and asked, "Then do you still take this bath?"
"Come back and wash it again." Lu Zhiqin stroked her head amusedly, the child is so silly, so cute.
Lin Shu squinted at her, pinched her chin and examined, "Lu Zhiqin, why do I feel like you're stroking the dog?"
He rubbed and rubbed on her head at every turn, like a dog stroking.
"Yes, big dog."
Lin Shu: "???"
"Big dog? Okay, big dog likes to jump on little cats."
She pretended to be angry and threw Lu Zhiqin under her body, and began to tickle her.
1 minutes passed.
Lin Shu got up from her body: "Why are you not ticklish?"
"I'm afraid." Lu *serious* Zhiqin.
Afraid? "Then you were so calm just now?"
"I pretended."
Can you still act like this when you are tickled?How is it possible, how can she resist the physical impulse? Could it be that she didn't scratch the right position?
Lin Shu looked at her hand with a puzzled face, and then at the place where Lu Zhiqin was scratched by her, feeling that something was wrong.
Before she could answer her doubts, Lu Zhiqin pinched her little cheek and said, "Let's go, don't make your friend wait."
Also, the upstairs and downstairs should be cleaned up pretty quickly.
Lin Shu didn't notice it when she was arranging her clothes. Lu Zhiqin couldn't help pursing her lips and chuckling. It's not that she is not ticklish, it's just that the stupid child didn't look for the right place.
Like normal people, armpits will itch, but she doesn't.
The two simply cleaned up, and entered the elevator hand in hand.
Unfortunately, Qi Yan was not met.
It wasn't until they appeared at the barbecue restaurant with their fingers interlocked that they saw that Qi Yan was already sitting there.
"Qi Yan."
Lin Shu yelled and caught Qi Yan's attention. She was about to respond when she saw the two of them holding hands intimately, and her expression immediately sank.
But she soon smiled again, although it seemed a bit formulaic.
"Sit down, what do you want to eat?"
Lin Shu tilted his head and touched his belly, unable to eat at all, but said: "It's all right, just watch it."
The point is the meeting between the wife and her friends, her thoughts are not important.
"Okay." Qi Yan called the waiter: "Have a copy of this set meal."
"Set meal?" Lin Shu took a glance: "Is it too much for ten people?"
Qi Yan gave her a white look: "You forgot that when we were in school, the four of us often ate the amount of ten people? Although you ate the least."
Thinking of that time, Lin Shu couldn't help laughing and said: "Yes, every time you eat so much, AA, let me serve A alone."
"But you didn't agree, saying that everyone eats together, of course they have to share equally."
Seeing Lin Shu opened up the chatter box, and Lu Zhiqin next to him couldn't get in his mouth, Qi Yan smiled happily.
Huh?No, Lin Shu suddenly thought of something: "You called them too?"
There are four people in their dormitory, she and Qi Yan sleep next door, and the other two roommates Wan Wan and Zhang Tongtong sleep opposite.
Usually the relationship between the four people is very good, but if they are inseparable, then they will be divided into two.
It may be that both of them are star chasers, and they both chase the same star, so they have a better relationship.
And she and Qi Yan agree in pure three views, and both like to play games, so they play better.
"Yes, the two of them rented together and didn't leave Jincheng. Today, everyone gathered together and just introduced your girlfriend to them."
Speaking of girlfriend Qi Yan clenched her teeth, her voice was a little... I don't know how to say it, maybe there is something in the words?
Lin Shu couldn't help frowning, she squeezed Lu Zhiqin's hand, leaned close to her ear and said, "If you don't like it, we'll go back."
She didn't want to make her girlfriend uncomfortable because of a decision made by her friend without authorization, and she agreed to be alone.
"It's okay." Lu Zhiqin scratched her palm and smiled softly.
Lin Shu's heart felt itchy after being teased, and immediately imitated her movements, spreading out Lu Zhiqin's palm, and circling her fingertips in her palm.
Gently turned twice, then suddenly paused and pressed, then scratched her palm again, maintaining this rhythm, over and over again.
Lu Zhiqin's body froze suddenly, the child's movements...
"What's wrong?" Lin Shu seemed to hear the sound of people around her swallowing.
"No...it's fine."
It's okay, Lu Zhiqin felt that he was about to collapse.
Qi Yan had a panoramic view of their interaction, her eyes were slightly flaming, and she said in a slightly aggressive tone: "Lin Xiaoshu, this is what you do first and then play."
"What do you cut first and play later?" Lin Shu dissatisfied: "If you meet it, you should catch it quickly. If you miss it, you will be single for a lifetime."
Her inner meaning should not be too obvious, that is, Qi Yan is a single mother.
Qi Yan didn't care either, and the two of them had become accustomed to each other: "Missed? I think some people won't let the opportunity pass up. Don't you think so, Ms. Lu?"
Lu Zhiqin was slightly stunned, nodded affirmatively: "Yes, I have plotted against Xiao Shu for a long time, how could I be willing to miss it so easily."
Qi Yan was choked by her, and said again: "There is no room for deceit and calculation in love. When I hear that someone likes someone, they will try their best to get news about her."
"Even at the expense of making deals with people around her, by all means."
Lin Shu looked at Qi Yan in bewilderment, what a mess, how could she not understand?
However: "Of course you have to take the initiative to like someone. As long as you don't violate moral laws and don't cause trouble for the other person, I don't think it's fine."
"Xiao Shu." Qi Yan frowned and called her, opened his mouth to say something, but didn't know how to say it.
Lin Shu was surprised to see that she was a little angry, hesitant to speak, and full of doubts in her heart.
Did she say something she shouldn't have said?It seems that there is no one, right?
Qi Yan noticed her expression, and hurriedly explained: "I just think that if someone likes someone, he buys off all the people around her, such a person is too scary."
Is that right?
Lin Shu felt the hand holding her tighten, and quickly asked, "Is it cold?"
"No." Lu Zhiqin smiled at her without saying anything.
Qi Yan said: "Xiao Shu, I think such a person is really scary."
Lu Zhiqin pursed his lips into a straight line and said nothing.
Lin Shu always felt that he had overlooked something, but he still said: "I think the friends around that person are terrible, and they betrayed their friends' information for money."
If the friends around her are not greedy for money, her news will not be sold.
"If it were me, I would break off with them first."
She thought about it carefully and said: "If that person only knows some insignificant things, such as what he likes to eat and what he doesn't like to eat, I don't think it's a big deal."
Pursue a person and establish a good relationship with the people around her, and obtain some information that is beneficial to the pursuit. Many people will do it.
Lu Zhiqin clasped her hands together in his palms, and she tilted her head for a glance and got a sweet smile.
Qi Yan wanted to say something, but before she could speak, the box was pushed away.
The waiter poked his head in and asked, "Hello, there are two ladies outside who say they are your friends."
"Yes, let them in."
"Lin Shu, Qi Yan." Zhang Tongtong, the loudest of the two, arrived first.
The two of them opened the door and came in. Seeing Lu Zhiqin, they were taken aback for a moment before saying, "This is it."
"Lu Zhiqin, don't you know each other?"
Lin Shu was completely confused by Qi Yan's surprised words, did they know each other?Combined with the topic just now, she couldn't help but think of something.
So Qi Yan has always had something to say in all kinds of words, is it because of this?
Lin Shu was about to be laughed out of anger. Wouldn't it be better to just say something?Do you have to beat around the bush and curse people?
She took Lu Zhiqin's hand and stood up and said, "Qi Yan, she will tell me about my affairs with Lu Zhiqin, or what happened before, and I will listen to her patiently..."
Speaking of this, she still took into account her friend's face, and slowed down her tone: "I don't want outsiders to worry about the things between us."
"I'm not feeling well, so I'm leaving first, and you guys eat slowly."
After finishing speaking, before Qi Yan could speak, she took Lu Zhiqin's hand and left.
She is an LSP to her wife, and she is barely a sand sculpture in front of her best friend. Except for her mother, she is almost indifferent to others.
She seems gentle and approachable, but in fact no one can walk into her heart. However, Qi Yan is a friend she recognizes. Her friend slanders her wife, and she is in a bad mood.
On the way, the two were silent for a long time. Lu Zhiqin looked down at their holding hands and asked softly, "You trust me that much?"
Lin Shu didn't answer right away. She organized her words in her mind. From the time she first met Lu Zhiqin to when they became a couple, from summer to late autumn, it took almost three months.
She didn't expect that after being single for more than 20 years, she would fall in love with someone she had known for a few months, and...she really loved her.
Everyone who knew her said that she was cold-tempered, and sometimes thought that they were already friends, but in fact, their relationship was far from being friends.
For example, with the other two people in the dormitory, we can usually eat together, play together, and occasionally make some harmless jokes, but they are not considered friends.
At first, she became friends with Qi Yan, probably because of Qi Yan's enthusiasm and sincerity, and the two happened to have the same interests, so Qi Yan became her first friend.
Then there was Hong Jia, who wanted to chase her at first, but found that she was really difficult to chase, so she said to be friends, and she agreed casually, but Hong Jia really regarded her as a friend, and made appointments to play with her or something, Over time, she also regarded Hong Jia as a friend.
Only Lu Zhiqin, that feeling is very strange, at first she disliked this man's frivolity, she didn't bother to talk to him at all, if it wasn't because of the task, well, it was mainly because Lu Zhiqin's appearance was completely in line with her ideal type, see When the color idea is good, I make an exception again and again, and then I quickly become familiar with it.
She just got used to playing two games with Lu Zhiqin at the end of every night, but the person behind asked for leave as soon as she asked, so she wouldn't admit that she missed her.
At that time, she thought that this person was playing hard to get, but in fact it was not, she was just busy with work.
If meeting Hong Jia was annoying, and the two of them happened to be from the same university, then Lu Zhiqin simply wanted to see her, and the relationship was already out of control.
The amazing thing is that the two families have a very good friendship in reality, allowing her to learn about Lu Zhiqin's news at any time, and after getting in touch with her slowly, her heart has long been filled with this woman.
What Qi Yan said today, she can understand the meaning of the words.
Lu Zhiqin asked himself if he believed her. Lin Shu tilted his head and looked at her side face, which was still very exciting.
"Intuition tells me that you are not such a person. Besides, you are my wife. It is my eyes and my heart that understand you, not what other people say."
She squeezed Lu Zhiqin's hand and added, "The important thing is what you say."
Compared with what other people said, she cared more about what Lu Zhiqin would say, and what happened to make Qi Yan say that.
Lu Zhiqin's lips were pursed into a straight line, and she looked at the public seats in the community: "Sit down and talk slowly."
"it is good."
The night in late autumn is chilly, but the cold wind will only make them calmer.
After the two sat down side by side, Lu Zhiqin said, "I don't know where to start, so let's start from the beginning."
Lin Shu didn't speak, but listened to her very seriously.
After she lost her memory, the Lin family moved out of that community and changed to a new home.
Lin Shu was a tutor in elementary school and did not appear in the school. Even if they were in the same elementary school, they never met again.
Until Lin Shu was promoted to junior high school, Lu Zhiqin was already in the first year of senior high school.
Because of guilt and the extreme desire to make up for Lin Shu, Lu Zhiqin got news of her from her mother every day, but she dared not see her, thinking that it was her own fault that caused her accident, her body was weak, Can't even leave home.
When Lin Shu was in junior high school, she would go to school most of the time, and the transaction started at that time.
Although Lu Zhiqin was in high school, it was easy for her to meet people in high school if she wanted to.
"I want to know what you did at school, how you feel, and... have you made new friends." Lu Zhiqin's gentle voice, like a steady stream of water, slowly flowed into her heart.
It seemed a bit difficult, or hard to say, Lu Zhiqin was silent for a while before continuing: "I bought someone from your class, he is my classmate's younger brother, he would tell me every day, what did you do in the class, what did you do? If you are not happy, what do you care more about?"
"I'm like a voyeur hiding in the dark. Whenever I have time, I will appear nearby to peek at you, but I dare not appear in front of you."
"I'm afraid you will hate me, hate me, or even loathe me." After all, it was because of her that the child fell into the frozen lake.
Lu Zhiqin rehearsed the reunion of the two of them countless times in her heart. Lin Shu, who stood in front of her, had eyes full of disgust. After a long time, she began to not be able to distinguish the difference between imagination and reality.
That is to say, under this kind of psychological torture for a long time, Lu Zhiqin's spirit changed. He became more and more indifferent to others, and when facing Lin Shu, he felt extremely inferior.
Lin Shu suddenly thought of something: "Are you that pretty senior who just ran to the junior high school?"
"Huh?" Lu Zhiqin didn't understand what she was talking about.
Lin Shu remembered the rumors in the school at that time: "I heard from my classmates that there was a beautiful senior from the high school who fell in love with someone from the junior high school, so she wandered around the junior high school every day, trying to attract that person's attention."
"Oh, that person seems to be the monitor of our class."
Lu Zhiqin: "..."
"He is my classmate's younger brother."
It turned out to be like this, Lin Shu nodded: "And then?"
"And it was like this until graduation, I didn't dare to appear in front of you until..." Lu Zhiqin hesitated to speak.
"what happened?"
"Until you become a nun."
Lin Shu: "..."
"You know all about this." She thought that no one except her mother knew about her becoming a monk.
"My aunt told me."
"and then."
"And then I...I..."
Seeing Lu Zhiqin's hesitation, Lin Shu frowned, and she suddenly opened her mouth: "Are you the sister who forced me to kiss me?"
Shocked, the face that had disappeared a long time ago reappeared in his mind, and it turned out to be so clear.
Was it the reason she never forgot that face?Immediately, the immature face in memory merged with Lu Zhiqin.
"I'm sorry."
Regarding the act of forcibly kissing Lin Shu, Lu Zhiqin didn't know how he would do such a thing at the time.
Later, the psychiatrist said that it was her imagination that falsified her memory.
Lu Zhiqin felt that he and Lin Shu had already met, the child hated him very much, and hated that because of him, she fell into the frozen lake, and his body could not heal for a long time.
Later, in order to avoid her, the child fled to the mountains to become a nun and became a nun. He saw through the red dust and had nothing to do with worldly affairs from then on.
Why did she think this way in adolescence? Lu Zhiqin still hasn’t figured it out. She has seen several psychiatrists, and they all said the same thing, but they couldn’t cure her condition. She doesn’t remember how many psychiatrists she has changed. .
After the memory was tampered with, she frantically went up the mountain to find Lin Shu, and when she saw the child, she kissed the child forcefully.
After waking up, she felt that she could no longer face children, so she naturally thought of running away.
"So you study abroad to avoid me?"
When Lin Shu heard this, he didn't know what to say or how to react.
Because most of what happened came from a child's imagination. A thing that has been imagined since the age of ten may be too deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, and it has long been taken seriously.
Lu Zhiqin nodded: "Well, I think you should be very disappointed in me and hate me."
Lin Shu opened his mouth and didn't say anything. If she said that after being kissed forcibly, she regarded Lu Zhiqin as a demon and had nightmares for several days, would it make her sad?
After thinking about it, she still asked: "So after you went abroad, you bribed the people around me to know about me, high school classmates, college roommates?"
Needless to say, Lin Shu could guess what was going on, and Qi Yan also hinted clearly.
Lu Zhiqin turned herself into a voyeur and a bad person. In the end, she really mistook herself for that kind of person, but the bottom of her heart made her unwilling to admit that she was that kind of person. There is a psychological problem.
Lin Shu sighed helplessly, should she say that Lu Zhiqin thinks too much, or should she say that she is stupid and too upright, real bad people don't think so much.
Although Lu Zhiqin's approach was a little inappropriate, it didn't affect her in any way, probably only the strong kiss on the mountain, which made her have nightmares for a few days.
"I'm sorry." Apart from being sorry, Lu Zhiqin didn't know what to say at all.
At the beginning, she fell into guilt towards the child. Knowing that the child could come to school, she only wanted to know the news of the child, and then slowly fell in love with her.
I think it was the child I fell in love with during that time, and then I wanted to know more about children of all ages.
Lin Shu got up and stared at Lu Zhiqin without blinking for a while, then reached out and rubbed her head: "Lu Zhiqin, what's wrong with you?"
"Ok?"
"I want to hear from you, what's wrong with you." She repeated her question calmly.
Lu Zhiqin was taken aback for a moment, then blamed himself: "I shouldn't monitor your life, and I shouldn't always impose my dark thoughts on you, like a dark voyeur, I... .sorry."
She felt that she was wrong in many places, but she couldn't say exactly where she was wrong.
Lin Shu: "Well..."
"I forgive you."
She didn't want to tell Lu Zhiqin what was wrong, maybe she didn't mind it at all. Of course, some people would mind and hate this kind of behavior.
Anyway, it's a double standard. If it was someone else, she would definitely be angry, but facing Lu Zhiqin, she couldn't raise a trace of anger, so she could only sigh silently.
Moreover, since Lu Zhiqin cared about this, she didn't say anything superfluous, and simply said forgiveness, so that the two of them would not be entangled in this topic in the future.
Lin Shu pulled Lu Zhiqin up, and the eyes of the two met in the air.
"No matter what happened before, it's all in the past. Now we are a couple, and we will go through many years together, but I firmly believe that it will be a lifetime."
Lin Shu chuckled and asked seriously, "Lu Zhiqin, are you willing?"
Lu Zhiqin didn't react until she got home, and worried about her for a long time, so it passed.
At the beginning, she didn't think too much, but she was worried about the child. After all, the child's health is not good, and it will be very serious if it bumps into it, but then it gradually developed into selfishness.
Fortunately, the child forgave her and asked her if she would like to, the two of them will be together for the rest of their lives.
Willing, how could she not be willing, something she dreamed of.
"I am willing." Lu Zhiqin agreed without hesitation.
Lin Shu smiled and hugged Lu Zhiqin into her arms. Love is probably like this. Before it started, many rules were set.
"Honey, you go home first, I have something to deal with."
Thinking of what happened today, I feel a little heavy.
Lin Shu didn't go back with Lu Zhiqin, she went back to her home, sat on the sofa and waited for Qi Yan, one of her few friends.
In her life, she has achieved that the friendship between gentlemen is as light as water. It seems that everyone can chat a few words, but in fact there are only two who walk into her heart.
After waiting for more than an hour, Qi Yan came back.
Seeing Lin Shu, Qi Yan's eyes flinched, and there was still a hint of expectation, but he was not surprised.
She knew Lin Shu, how would Lin Shu react after she said these things.
Qi Yan was afraid that she would break up with him, and hoped that they would have other developments, but...
"Why are you at home?" Qi Yan asked knowingly.
Lin Shu cut to the chase and said, "Qi Yan, I don't know when something went wrong with our friendship, but sorry, we can only be friends."
If you like it, you already liked it.
And she doesn't like Qi Yan's behavior today, so why not say it openly and honestly?The strangeness of yin and yang made her very uncomfortable.
Qi Yan clenched her fists violently, and said in a deep voice: "When? From the very beginning, I didn't regard you as a friend. I approached you because I like you. I don't like playing games, and I don't like getting up early and running. I knew from the beginning that you liked women..."
If it weren't for Lin Shu's sexual orientation, she might have confessed to her long ago.
"Qi Yan, I don't know what to say. In short, I already have a girlfriend and I love her very much." Lin Shu was not good at words, except for Lu Zhiqin, who was her only one. preference.
Qi Yan seemed to be irritated by the word "girlfriend" in her mouth: "Lin Shu, why do you think you make friends with your personality? Everyone thinks that you are gentle and easy to get close to, but in fact, After getting close, I realized that what I touched was an iceberg wrapped in warmth, who can become a true friend with you?"
"Who the hell wants to be your friend? I made you my girlfriend, so I became your friend first."
As she said that, she laughed at herself: "I regret it. I shouldn't have stayed by your side as a friend from the beginning. I should tell you bluntly, Lin Shu, I want to chase you."
Lin Shu opened his mouth and sighed silently. What should she say?Saying anything is useless.
When things got to this point, she had completely lost Qi Yan as a friend, and even if she wanted to, it was impossible for them to continue as friends.
Qi Yan is not Hong Jia. Hong Jia is a careless person. At the beginning, she was attracted to sex. She gave up quickly and was very straightforward, so they can still be friends.
And Qi Yan...
Being able to be friends with someone they like for so many years, and being so persistent, their relationship is doomed to come to an end.
"You can live in my house first, I will go out to live."
Lin Shu didn't say anything directly about breaking up the relationship, but the two of them agreed in their hearts, what else could they do.
"Lin Shu." When she was about to leave, Qi Yan suddenly said: "Actually, I had expected this to happen, but ever since I found out that you have a girlfriend, I couldn't keep my composure. I had to let you Know that I like you, even if the consequence is... breaking off friendship."
"I don't want my relationship to end without a problem like this. Even if it's for me in the future, I have to make an end to my youth in the past few years, don't I?"
Yes, the sooner you make it clear, the sooner you suffer, the sooner you give up.
For Lin Shu who has to face a girlfriend every day, it is indeed the best choice to make it clear.
But Qi Yan used the wrong method and wanted to bring the topic to Lu Zhiqin, and even called two roommates to testify.
Lin Shu turned her head and said softly, "I hope you will be happy."
"You will always be my best friend when I was a student."
Although these words are pale, they are her best wishes to Qi Yan.
When she walked out, she closed the door casually, separating the two worlds.
Qi Yan collapsed on the sofa, sobbing softly, because of the failure of a relationship, and also because from this moment, she lost her best friend.
And Lin Shu was also crying silently. She walked downstairs step by step. When she reached the door, she stopped and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes. She took a deep breath and felt that her condition was fine. Opened the door and went out.
The moment the door opened, she fell into a familiar embrace, where Lu Zhiqin had been waiting for her.
She hugged the person in her arms tightly, trying to rub her into her body.
Lu Zhiqin could feel the child's depression, so she could only hug the child tightly to let her feel her presence.
"Xiao Shu."
Lin Shu seemed to sense Lu Zhiqin's thoughts, and slowly tightened her arms, buried her head in her shoulder, and remained silent.
After a while, Lin Shu raised his head and said, "Go in."
She watched Lu Zhiqin help herself turn on the water, look for clothes, and prepare the toiletries, and then gently stroked her head.
"I'm right outside, call me anytime."
"it is good."
After Lu Zhiqin went out, Lin Shu shrank himself into the water and held back for a full minute before getting out of the water.
She got up from the water, turned on the shower to wash off the foam, wrapped herself in a bathrobe and walked out.
Seeing her coming out, Lu Zhiqin wiped her wet hair, pulled her to sit on the sofa, and dried her hair.
"There are pajamas on the bed, go and change them quickly, don't catch a cold."
"Okay." Lin Shu felt like a baby who couldn't take care of herself. Lu Zhiqin helped her prepare everything, and she also enjoyed Lu Zhiqin's big sister's gentleness.
"I'm going to take a shower, you wait for me for a while."
"it is good."
Lin Shu responded obediently, lying on the bed and letting Lu Zhiqin cover her with the quilt.
After Lu Zhiqin went out, she picked up her mobile phone, and there were several messages from her roommate on WeChat.
Zhang Tongtong—we don't know, Qi Yan called us here for this matter.
——When Lu Zhiqin found us, she told us that she was your sister and hoped that we would help take care of you, and then sent us a bunch of things, so we agreed to tell her what happened to you at school at any time , but you can rest assured that it's just some small daily things, and she didn't ask you about privacy.
Wanwan—Lin Shu, I'm sorry, I was wrong to accept Lu Zhiqin's things, I'm really sorry.
——By the way, Lu Zhiqin often suddenly appears downstairs in our dormitory, stands overnight and then disappears. I guess she must be very busy, but she still wants to find time to see you.
——She's a nice person, but I didn't stick to my position.
Lin Shu looked at the messages of the two, but there was no reply, so she opened the game.
The reason why she likes to play games is that she will not be alone, nor will she be entangled in the troubles of reality. She only needs to think about how to play to maximize her advantage.
After she took the pentakill with Zhuge Liang, she immediately became invincible, and she was also able to do one-on-three with ease, and took three heads by the way.
Looking at the victory on the screen at the end of one round, she felt much better. After looking at the statistics, when she was about to start the next round, Lu Zhiqin opened the door and walked in.
"What are you doing?" Lu Zhiqin asked while wiping her hair.
"play games."
"finished?"
"Ah."
"Blow dry my hair."
While taking a bath, Lu Zhiqin was thinking that when she came out, she should find something for the child to do, or keep talking to her, so that she would not have the mind to think about unhappy things.
She tilted her head and glanced at Lu Zhiqin, then the first smile of the night appeared on her face, she understood what her sister meant.
"it is good."
The sound of the hair dryer was buzzing in the room, and Lu Zhiqin's hair was flowing through her fingers, smooth as water.
"Okay." Lin Shu took away the hair dryer, felt Lu Zhiqin's hair, and it was almost blown.
The two lay side by side on the bed, Lin Shu felt a rare peace of mind.
She suddenly turned sideways and asked, "Tell me about what happened after you went abroad."
"Huh? Let me think about something interesting." Lu Zhiqin, who didn't hear anything outside the window, didn't know anything interesting, and he couldn't come up with anything after thinking about it.
In the dark, Lin Shu couldn't see clearly the expressions of the people next to her. She found Lu Zhiqin's hand and held it, "Don't be funny, I want to know about your experience abroad."
She wanted to know how Lu Zhiqin got here during that time.
Lu Zhiqin was stunned, and said embarrassedly: "I go to the apartment every day except for school. In terms of experience, I went to learn desserts and cooking, but after returning to China, most of the dishes I cooked were home-cooked dishes. I almost forgot everything I learned.”
Except for the few meals cooked for the children, she has never been in the kitchen since returning to China.
"anything else?"
"Is there anything else?" Lu Zhiqin felt that her life was very boring, and there was nothing worth mentioning. Maybe tell the child what else he has learned?
Lin Shu squeezed her hand and asked, "How did you meet Kaisha?"
She doesn't doubt the relationship between Lu Zhiqin and Kai'Sa, but Kai'Sa's other identity is a psychologist.
"Well..." Lu Zhiqin thought for a while: "After my mother found out that my emotions were wrong, she first helped me find a psychological
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