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As a result of the psychological treatment, Tang Dehai's eyes were red after the show, and Tang Ming hid in Zuo Shiyun's arms crying.

On the way home, Tang Ming was still dropping little golden beans in the car, Zuo Shiyun embraced her, and gently wiped away the tears on her cheeks with a tissue.

She didn't make a sound to comfort her. Tang Ming needed to cry like this to vent, and sometimes crying would be more effective than outsiders' comfort.

Tang Dehai sent the two children back home. He didn't get out of the car, let alone go upstairs. He looked at Zuo Shiyun and was silent for a while, but finally he didn't say anything.

"Aren't you going home?" Tang Ming suddenly asked with a choked voice.

Tang Dehai froze for a moment, looked at his daughter who was still crying, and nodded away from sight.

"Then make a call before you come back next time." Tang Ming said again.

"Ah."

Tang Dehai agreed, quickly rolled up the car window with his hands, started the car as if fleeing, and left in front of Tang Ming and the others.

Tang Ming watched the car leave, then shrank into Zuo Shiyun's arms, and went upstairs together with tears in her eyes.

The world of adults cannot be changed simply by a session of psychological counseling, but in Tang Ming's world, she knows some new feelings, and it is easy to let go of some things.

Xu Yinchen asked her then: "If Zuo Shiyun left in front of her, how would she feel?"

Tang Ming didn't answer, but in just an instant, tears fell down her chest, and she felt a suffocating feeling of being pinched by the throat.

She couldn't imagine something like that happening.

But her father did see the person he loved the most leave with his own eyes, and felt his own powerlessness to the pain.

Escaping is a very common thing, perhaps not leaving with the one she loves, has exhausted her father's strength.

And from the conversation after that, Tang Ming didn't listen too much, only answered mechanically and instinctively. Apart from crying in Zuo Shiyun's arms, she didn't even remember what was asked later.

Tang Ming turned off the lights and hid herself in the bedroom. She didn't let Zuo Shiyun in, and she gradually went from crying quietly to bursting into tears.

Zuo Shiyun leaned against the door of the bedroom, quietly accompanying the baby in the room, but it seemed that she couldn't do anything.

Tang Ming's crying broke her heart, but she was not the one who could fill the vacancy, and the scars of losing her family would forever be Tang Ming's regret.

All she can do is to magnify the happy part infinitely, make the scars there smaller, and then smaller...

At some point, she also shed tears. The tears slid down her cheeks and fell into the corners of her lips. The moist and slightly salty taste slowly spread between her lips, intertwined with the unexpressed distress and powerlessness, and imprinted in the depths of her soul together. place.

More than an hour later, the bedroom door was opened.

Tang Ming's eye sockets and nose were red, and he saw Zuo Shiyun who was similar to him.

She bit her lower lip lightly, raised her hand to touch the corner of Zuo Shiyun's eyes, the tears she had finally stopped flowed out again, and asked with a choked voice: "What's wrong with you?"

Zuo Shiyun grabbed her hand, shook his head with red eyes, and rubbed Tang Ming's cheek with the wet tissue in his hand.

"Don't cry." Tang Ming said while crying, looking completely unconsoling.

Zuo Shiyun pursed her lips, watching Tang Ming who was crying into tears still coaxing herself, and couldn't wait any longer to hug her back into her arms.

"I won't cry, and you won't cry either." She patted Tang Ming's back lightly, her voice faltered, "We won't cry anymore."

"Hmm~" Tang Ming hung her head on Zuo Shiyun's shoulder, and tried her best to nod, her voice changed several notes because of uncontrollable.

Zuo Shiyun suppressed the tears back, gently stroked Tang Ming's head, and led her back into the bedroom little by little.

The light in the room was turned on, and two little white rabbits with red eyes from crying sat face to face on the bed, wiping each other's remaining tears on their faces.

After wiping, Tang Ming suddenly laughed, and it was a little weird to match her red eyes.

"What's wrong?" Zuo Shiyun looked at her as if returning to the light, and his heart hung up again.

Tang Ming smiled and pursed her lips, shook her head lightly, stretched out her hand and pressed towards Zuo Shiyun.

She hugged him into her arms, pressed him onto the bed/on the bed, rubbed her head into Zuo Shiyun's neck, and acted softly:

"Zuo Shiyun, why are you so nice?"

"I really like you..."

"You...don't leave me..."

Tang Ming's voice became softer and softer. She had never expressed her love and need for Zuo Shiyun so frankly.

But at this moment, she wished she could take her heart out, take off all her defenses and rationality, and hand over everything in the future to Zuo Shiyun.

She sometimes wonders if the mother in heaven saw her pain and guided Zuo Shiyun to get acquainted with her, like her, love her, give her all the tenderness and warmth she needs, and fill her up The heart that is nothing but an empty shell.

But those are not important anymore, how to know, how to be familiar with, those are not important.

She just wants Zuo Shiyun to be by her side forever, ten years, 20 years, 50 years, a lifetime, as long as it is her.

"I like you too."

"I won't leave you."

Zuo Shiyun's voice was steady and serious, and he took Zuo Shiyun's hands to comfort her gently.

Every loss makes people a little more cautious and tense in a new relationship.

The more I like it, the closer I am, the more unforgettable it is, the more I fear that there will be a lost day, whether it is a short departure or a permanent death.

Zuo Shiyun knew Tang Ming's worry, and also knew her fear after escaping.

She slowly sat up from Tang Ming's arms, and stretched out her hand to Tang Ming, making her sit up too.

Zuo Shiyun looked into Tang Ming's eyes seriously, and gently caught the tears that might fall from the corners of her eyes with his fingers.

Although I haven't prepared anything yet, but it seems that I don't need to prepare anything, Zuo Shiyun asked seriously:

"Tang Ming, would you like to..."

Tang Ming narrowed her eyes, raised her hand to cover Zuo Shiyun's lips, and stopped what she wanted to say.

She shook her head slightly, bit her lip and refused, don't say that now, she...can't...

Zuo Shiyun laughed, and she didn't seem to mind being stopped by Tang Ming.

She gently held the hand on her lips and kissed it lightly.

Then he slowly moved Tang Ming's hand away, comforted and kissed the back of her hand, raised his head and continued with a smile:

"If you want, let me be your..."

She paused deliberately, watching Tang Ming refuse with dim eyes, opened her arms and slowly approached her, and added softly in her ear:

"A suitor?"

Tang Ming was stunned.

She had already said countless words of "I'm sorry" in her heart, and kept the words of rejection on her lips, but she never thought that Zuo Shiyun knew everything.

Zuo Shiyun knows all of what she is struggling with, what she is thinking about, what she should have and what she should not have, the hypocritical and serious ones, all her thoughts and decisions.

He even helped her figure out a solution and a way she could accept.

The tears that were suppressed in her eyes, while she hugged Zuo Shiyun tightly, slid down her cheeks, and fell on Zuo Shiyun's shoulder drop by drop, wet her clothes.

With a choked and hoarse voice, Tang Ming replied softly with grievances after being frightened:

"I am willing!"

Zuo Shiyun patted Tang Ming's back lightly, and asked softly, "Did it scare you?"

"En." Tang Ming responded aggrievedly.

"I know you don't want to." Zuo Shiyun grabbed Tang Ming's head and rubbed it, "So, when you can, you have to take the initiative to tell me."

Of course she wants a confirmed relationship, she is just an ordinary girl, she will look forward to, she will fantasize about the romance and beauty that all girls can encounter in adolescence, and she also wants such a sense of ritual.

"Okay." Tang Ming still only answered one word.

It's just that she retracted the arm holding Zuo Shiyun, really wanting to integrate this girl who can always notice her emotions and state into her body.

In this way, she never has to worry about losing her one day.

"Why do you feel that you are still a little angry?" Zuo Shiyun separated Tang Ming from himself.

She took the tissue on the bed, and gently wiped away the tears of the crying baby who no longer knew what emotion was at work.

"If you cry again, you will be swollen tomorrow." She reminded softly.

Tang Ming snatched the tissue from Zuo Shiyun's hand, knelt on the bed and turned a little bit, turning her back to Zuo Shiyun.

Zuo Shiyun chuckled softly, looking at her arrogant appearance, Rou Rou asked: "I said 'yes' just now, are you turning your back on me now?"

Tang Ming moved her body and leaned closer to Zuo Shiyun, leaned her back back into Zuo Shiyun's arms, sucked her nose, and replied softly: "It's swollen, ugly."

Zuo Shiyun hugged him from behind, rubbed his lips against Tang Ming's hot ears, and said softly, "Then~ are you angry with me?"

Tang Ming shook her head, it was too late for her to be grateful, how could she blame Zuo Shiyun and be angry with her.

"Reluctantly." She replied.

Zuo Shiyun smiled and put Tang Ming on the bed little by little. She knelt in front of Tang Ming's head, looked down at the person who had closed her eyes, and leaned over to kiss Tang Ming's red eyes from crying.

The long eyelashes feel moist, and the tip of the tongue wipes gently, and you can still feel the saltiness of tears.

"Give me a cold compress later."

"Hmm~" Tang Ming's throat moved slightly, and a coquettish whine overflowed.

Both of them were stunned for a moment, neither of them thought that a simple "hmm" could produce such a long and melodious feeling.

Tang Ming's cheeks were immediately stained by the crimson color on her ears, and she closed her eyes tightly.

Faceless!

She didn't know that Zuo Shiyun's throat also moved, swallowing his desire/desire, and leaned over to her again.

Zuo Shiyun's kiss landed on Tang Ming's lips, she didn't rush in, but just pressed against her lips lightly.

Then, her fingertips gently poked Tang Ming's throat, and said in a very soft voice:

"Tang Ming, this summer vacation, it's time to teach you something else."

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The author has something to say:

While crying and chirping, while being happy

I was right!