"I can't accept it, I still can't accept it."

Yan Lan held the baby in her arms, and slowly fed the baby with a small bottle, frowning suspiciously.

"I actually gave birth to a baby? It feels like a dream, why did I give birth to a baby..."

Zhuang Yunliu: ...

After Yan Lan gave birth, she stayed in the hospital with her baby for three days. After observing and confirming that they were in good health, they were discharged home. The maternity service team took over and carried out postpartum recovery and newborn help.

Yan Lan is young, with a good physical foundation, scientific guidance and solid logistical support. She recovered quickly, but it just started to be like this when she recovered.

It's as if I didn't really realize my identity shift until now.

"Lanlan, you don't regret it, do you?" Zhuang Yunliu listened to it every day, and his heart would inevitably beat if he listened too much.

"No, what are you thinking?" Yan Lan said bluntly, "I'm just... in a daze."

"You were not in a trance for ten months of pregnancy, but are you in a trance now?"

Yan Lan raised her head and looked up at the sky: "Perhaps it's because pregnancy is just pregnancy, but now that such a big little person is really stuffed into your arms, the feeling is completely different."

"Hey, be careful!" Zhuang Yunliu raised his voice.

Yan Lan, who was thinking about it, came back to her senses and looked down. When he lost his attention just now, he tilted his hand involuntarily, and the milk spilled out of the little guy's mouth.

Zhuang Yunliu took out a piece of tissue paper specially made for babies and wiped it, and Yan Lan quickly repositioned herself and said, "Look, that's it. Life is suddenly turned upside down and you need to get used to it."

"Why don't I need it?" Zhuang Yunliu murmured blankly.

"Because you are you and I am me." Yan Lan said naturally.

Zhuang Yunliu was taken aback.

Suddenly, he also felt that Yan Lan seemed to be different from when she was pregnant.

When she was pregnant, Yan Lan was very clingy to him, gentle and crooked, sometimes a little emotional, like soaking in a honey pot of love.

but now……

It seems to calm down, kind of like they did in the beginning.

It seems that Yanlan is not changing, but recovering.

Pregnancy is special.

Especially in the third trimester of pregnancy, the endocrine undergoes huge changes silently, the body changes violently in a grand manner, and they just got back together, so Yan Lan...

He couldn't help feeling sorry for what Yan Lan had endured.

Zhuang Yunliu rubbed his head: "Then get used to it slowly, but... can you not say it in front of the baby? In case he gets it wrong and thinks you don't like him or want him, That……"

Yanlan:? ? ?

"He's so young, he shouldn't understand what I'm saying at all, right?"

"What if." Zhuang Yunliu was worried, "What if our baby is born beautiful and has advanced understanding...Didn't the experts say it? Babies are very sensitive."

Yan Lan thought... that's right.

He looked down at the baby seriously again. The little guy blinked while breastfeeding happily. His eyes resembled Zhuang Yunliu's, and his demeanor and face shape resembled his own. This combination was full of cute attributes.

Yan Lan looked at it and smiled warmly, and said earnestly: "Baby, don't like to think like daddy, daddy loves you, unswervingly, forever and ever."

"And Yunliu's father!" Zhuang Yunliu also came over, "Yunliu's father loves you as much as Lanlan's father!"

After the baby's full moon, the first phase of Yanlan's recovery plan was completed.

He and Zhuang Yunliu went to the cemetery to pay homage to Zhuang Ruoren, and told him about their life and relationship, about the newborn baby, and about his long-term gratitude and deep memory.

Zhuang Yunliu kept holding his hand, and in the end he held it tighter.

"Lanlan, I hope you can let go of this, we are a family, don't mention any kindness."

Yan Lan smiled and said, "I understand, I will work hard."

"Yeah." Zhuang Yunliu put his arms around his shoulders this time, "Both of us have imperfect personalities, let's tolerate each other, remind each other, and promote each other in the days to come."

"En." Yan Lan nodded.

It wasn't until now that they finally understood the deep meaning of Zhuang Ruoren's matchmaking at the beginning.

It really took a long time.

Not long after returning home from the cemetery, Zhuang Yunliu answered the phone, during which he simply echoed, but his whole face quickly turned dark and serious.

After hanging up the phone, he thought for a while, and finally knocked on the door of the study.

Yan Lan was reading a book inside.

"Lanlan, let me tell you something."

Yan Lan was taken aback for a moment, prepared a bit, put down the book and said, "Say it."

Zhuang Yunliu came to him, leaned his back on the desk, and looked at him sideways: "The boss of the platform just called me, saying that someone claimed to be your brother, and posted a message saying that you have been with him since you were a teenager." Dying, it's not as glamorous as it seems on the surface..."

With a "wow", Yan Lan pushed away the chair and stood up, throwing the book off the table.

"I knew, I knew they wouldn't let me go! What are they going to do? Extortion?! They..."

"Calm down!" Zhuang Yunliu immediately pressed his shoulder, "Don't worry, the platform discovered and blocked the message as soon as it was sent out, and no one saw it at all."

Yan Lan looked at Zhuang Yunliu. This kind of super targeted and timely handling must have been instructed by Mr. Zhuang in advance.

He took a breath and said, "I'm going to find him."

"What about after you find it? What are you going to do?"

Yan Lan crossed her arms and said decisively: "Do whatever you want."

He never caused trouble, but when he did hit him, he was never afraid of trouble.

They found the person who posted the rumor through the platform, and it turned out to be the guy who used to touch him in the family of a distant relative who fostered him.

They consulted a lawyer, and finally Yan Lan calculated her expenses during the years when she lived in a relative's house, and added some more, which was sent by Zhuang Yunliu's assistant. The evidence is completely legal.

The matter was resolved quickly, but Yan Lan heard from the assistant in charge of following up the matter that his relative was so frightened that he promised to never dare to do it again, while crying that he did not abuse him on purpose back then, but suddenly Inexplicably, a child was dumped here, saying that it was required by the law, but my family is not well-off, how can I accept it?

What's more, they are relatives. In fact, he and Yan Lan's father have never even met face-to-face. Saying the word "far away" a hundred times is not enough to express the estrangement between them. Dead, isn't this a scourge?

He is not a saint, he has been harmed, can't he vent his anger?

Yan Lan was stabbed.

Reason told him he shouldn't believe these words, but...

He has no memory of his parents, and no other relatives can verify them. These words seem to be... not all rumors.

But is his father really... a scourge?

Compared with being rumored and harassed, this kind of daze made Yan Lan more sad. He was often absent-minded, and even smiled reluctantly.

Zhuang Yunliu was worried about him, so he searched for someone privately, but the clues were so slim that it was too difficult to make any progress.

Perhaps it was predestined, but one day he suddenly remembered that Zhuang Ruo had the habit of keeping a diary in his lifetime, and he thought there would be something related to Yanlan in it, so he went back to the Zhuang family's old house to look through it alone.

Peeking at the diary is not a good behavior, but Zhuang Yunliu believes that grandpa will not blame him this time.

Finally, Huangtian paid off. That afternoon, Zhuang Yunliu's eyes were wet with the words written by Zhuang Ruoren on a page.

That night, this page of text appeared in front of Yan Lan.

The two sat by the coffee table, Yan Lan trembled all over when she saw it, and looked at Zhuang Yunliu in astonishment, then continued to watch, and finally burst into tears, and hugged Zhuang Yunliu tightly.

His father is not a punk, not a scourge, but...

An undercover police officer in charge of cracking down on crime.

His biological father was very supportive of the police father's work, but because of his undercover status, he would inevitably offend his enemies, and often hid in Tibet. He couldn't even go to the hospital when he was born, because he lost too much blood and died.

And the policeman's father also... died soon after.

The undercover policemen always have one-way contact. The only person who knows Yan Lan's situation is his father. The police officer originally wanted to adopt Yan Lan, but felt that his job was full of danger. He gave it to relatives.

It’s okay if the living conditions are a little bit harsh, the most important thing is for people to grow up safely.

The police officer was very kind, and he gave Yan Lan's relatives a sum of maintenance money. He never thought that there would be abuse and violence, and he was worried that his identity was sensitive, he was afraid of being exposed, and he was afraid of causing trouble to Yan Lan and his relatives. Did not show up again.

It wasn't until Yan Lan was funded by Zhuang Ruoren, and Zhuang Ruoren learned about Yan Lan's miserable life, discovered his many advantages, and wanted to care for him more, that he began to understand his life experience in detail.

Rao Zhuang Ruoren has a strong network, and it took a long time to find out.

Zhuang Ruoren was extremely embarrassed and hesitant. On the one hand, he felt that Yan Lan should be clear about this, on the other hand, he was afraid that he would not be able to accept it or was too persistent, and it would be difficult to make a decision for a while, so he wrote it down in his diary and left everything to God.

……

"My father...is a policeman, a hero! He is a great man!"

"Although we...can't live together, I know they must, must love me very much!"

"I, I must live a good life, I want to make them feel at ease... I have to work harder, I can't humiliate them, I want to be... a child that makes them proud!"

Yan Lan hugged Zhuang Yunliu and cried bitterly, Zhuang Yunliu's eyes were red again, and he kept rubbing his head.

The deceased is gone.

At this time, apart from listening and companionship, he doesn't need anything else.

When Yan Lan's mood stabilized, the two discussed and decided to find the superior police officer according to the contact information left by Zhuang Ruoren in the diary, and learn as much as possible about the past of Yan Lan's two fathers to show filial piety; In the future, I will create some works on related themes, remember my father in my own way, and let everyone see the difficulty and greatness of their group.

After experiencing this incident, Yan Lan returned to work after her maternity leave, and her mentality was different from before.

He now has a role model and a strong motivation. Although he is not as good as his father, he must still strive to make outstanding achievements in his own position.

The first solo album began to be recorded, and at the same time, the adaptation of the cover album was carried out, and the ten songs that Zhuang Yunliu bought the copyright for him were recorded;

Continue to study singing, piano and music creation, and prepare for the entrance examination of the Film Academy;

Crew invitations, variety show invitations and endorsement invitations must be carefully selected.

His current goal is not exposure and traffic, but strength and works; his goal has never been fame and fans, and it is his lifelong pursuit to engage in art and produce works in a down-to-earth manner.

half year later.

The Ningcheng International Film Festival opened, Yan Lan's first film "Dangerous Love" won many awards, and he himself won two awards for Best Film Newcomer and Best Supporting Actor for his role as "Jane Xin".

On the podium, he was wearing a silver-gray suit, holding a trophy and smiling happily.

"Before the movie was released, I couldn't sleep for several days in a row. I didn't feel like this during the college entrance examination. As you all know, when I was young, my living environment was not good. The college entrance examination was the only way out. Why is it so powerful? Maybe it’s because you only have to be responsible for yourself. But making a movie is different. Everyone is not only responsible for themselves, but also for the director, actors and staff. The success of a movie depends on everyone and all links. Work hard, I am afraid that I will become everyone's shortcoming, but fortunately...the audience's scolding after the release made me feel at ease."

The audience was star-studded, and everyone laughed.

Yan Lan looked at the place where her crew was sitting, then swept across the audience, and paused briefly on the guests who had been dating and those who hadn't had a chance to date——

Gao Xiaoxiao was born as an idol, but with her talent and hard work, she has become an actor recognized by everyone. The marketing plan of "independent and progressive female artist" that I planned for her can be said to be unintentional;

The male number one who played with Xu Tian was also there, he couldn't remember the name of the other party for a while, but it didn't prevent them from looking at each other and smiling;

Su Li is a very capable actor, and even more so, a very interesting person. At the beginning of participating in the "Second Stage" despite the pressure, it was because of Su Li that the scene was not so difficult;

And Deng Yuan, they are both teachers and friends, he is grateful to her and adores her, if Zhuang Ruoren was the one who pulled him up for the first time in his life, then it was Deng Yuan the second time;

There is also Zhang Yinan, they are seniors and relatives, they had a very pleasant cooperation once, but unfortunately it was too short, he will strive for more cooperation in the future, and even more so, he will regard each other as a goal to catch up and surpass!

And Zhou Ming, and his former colleagues at Sheng Ming...

The past flashed in her mind, Yan Lan's eyes turned red.

"Everyone scolds the role, which means that I acted correctly. This is the greatest encouragement for me as a newcomer. I am terrified, but it also gives me the motivation to continue to move forward and continue to be an actor. I will study hard and practice hard. I would like to thank Director Wang, sister Yuan who recommended me, everyone on the crew for taking care of me, the teachers for their careful teaching, the audience for their recognition, the fans for their unwavering support and love, and the team for their tolerance."

……

"Today, I will win Best Newcomer first, and then Best Supporting Actor. I am very happy, very very very happy."

He paused again, looked around the audience again, and finally his eyes fell on one place, and his smile became extremely relaxed and happy.

"Last and last...thanks to Mr. Zhuang and our baby."

He speeded up his speech, and his tone was completely different from before.

After the words fell, screams, whistles and applause rang out one after another. Everyone looked at Zhuang Yunliu together. Zhuang Yunliu had a proud, helpless, and very happy smile on his face.

Then he stood up and walked towards Yan Lan on the stage.

The screams, whistles and applause grew louder. The host gave an excited "Wow", and Yan Lan walked to the edge of the stage knowingly.

As the two approached, Zhuang Yunliu took Yan Lan's hand, bowed his head and kissed him very quickly.

Yan Lan's eyes widened unexpectedly, her face flushed "shua", and the audience was buzzing for a long time.

……

Zhuang Yunliu turned holding hands into hugging waist more naturally, leaned sideways to the microphone in Yanlan's hand, and said, "Thank you, everyone, thank you! I will hold a celebration banquet for Lanlan tonight, and everyone is welcome to join us. There will be surprises."

The audience whispered and gossip continued.

Zhuang Yunliu and Yan Lan stepped off the stage together. At the side of the stage, Yan Lan tugged at the hem of his clothes, her eyes sparkled, and she leaned forward and asked in a low voice, "The surprise you're talking about is a marriage proposal, right?"

Zhuang Yunliu smiled confidently, and almost whispered back: "I won't tell you, otherwise it would be boring."

Yan Lan shook her head: "How can it be boring? Even if I know what it is, I can't know all the details. Even if I know the details, I can't experience that mood in advance, so it will always be new and unique. .”

Zhuang Yunliu's heart was shocked, and he let go, and said frankly: "Okay, then let me tell you, it's just a marriage proposal, and I will make up for what you lacked before. You can look forward to it."

Yan Lan laughed brightly.

The video of the live scene was quickly posted on the Internet. Yan Lan and Zhuang Yunliu's secret words of pretending to be no one beside the stage were frantically forwarded and called the lip-talking master. Lan looked at Mr. Zhuang with very different eyes, as if he was bathed in sweet love!

Sure enough, it is true!

That night, Zhuang Yunliu held a celebration banquet for Yanlan on the grass by the lakeside of the Manor Hotel. The scene was set up like a wedding scene, filled with fresh roses of various colors, and with the design of plants everywhere, it looked like a large noble garden.

High-end and exquisite Western-style dining tables are scattered around, allowing guests to freely taste food, wine and socialize. There is also an orchestra playing Yanlan's songs and Yanlan's favorite music live, and dancing is naturally indispensable.

Summer nights are cool.

When the atmosphere was just right, a string of piano sounds flowed out. The guests looked over and found that it was Zhuang Yunliu sitting there playing, and they knew that a surprise was coming.

What is even more shocking is that Zhuang Yunliu not only performed today, but also sang "fixyou", a song that Yan Lan likes, and he bought the copyright for Yan Lan to sing, and it is also a song of affection for the other half Confession.

……

The light will guide you to wear the moon and return,

Ignite your blood boiling,

And I will be with you.

Tears rolled down your face silently,

When you miss something, you can never get it back,

Tears rolled down your face silently,

with me.

……

The guests stepped back and waited quietly; the orchestra temporarily put down its instruments.

There were only Zhuang Yunliu and his piano in the audience. His voice was deep and magnetic, and he played, sang and narrated wholeheartedly. Only Yan Lan stood in the most prominent position and walked over step by step involuntarily.

After the first round, the orchestra played again, and the music suddenly resounded through the sky, becoming brilliant and gorgeous. Zhuang Yunliu stood up holding Yan Lan's hand, and they came to the center of the dance floor together.

Under the starry sky, the courtyard full of lights, and the ground full of flowers, under the witness of many friends, colleagues, and guests, he took a step back in front of Yan Lan, knelt down on one knee slowly, and took out the ring from his trouser pocket. The box is opened.

Exactly the pair they had been.

"Lanlan, I hope you will reluctantly agree to remarry me, so that I have the opportunity to love you, accompany you, and take care of you for the rest of my life."

In the summer night, the wind blew past, shaking Zhuang Yunliu's shirt, Yan Lan's hair, and the smile on his face.

He looked down at him, eyes filled with emotion and emotion.

"I promise, I'm not reluctant, I'm willing, I'm... very happy."

The guests applauded and cheered enthusiastically, and the camera of the mobile phone flashed. Zhuang Yun showed the happiest smile in his life, stood up and hugged Yan Lan, and kissed him deeply.

……

From now on the dance floor belongs to only the two of them.

They looked at each other and moved to the music, until the guests dispersed, the band left, and the bright lights of the scene left only dim shadows.

They are still here.

Yan Lan was indulgently drunk, he unbuttoned his neckline, took off his shoes and stepped on the grass barefoot, grabbed his beloved and danced and sang wantonly without any rules. Liu Neck laughed drunkenly and obsessively.

Like precious and pure crystals, like coquettish and dazzling flowers...

When Zhuang Yunliu kissed her intoxicated and obsessively, he thought this was the best metaphor he had ever made in his life.

They are always here.

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