I have a weak aura [Quick Transmigration]

Yuan Ruo leaned against Zhan Yuanhong, and the setting sun was right in front of them. Although the afterglow was not dazzling, the light was still there, but Yuan Ruo, who had his eyes open, could feel that the world in front of him was rapidly darkening.

It was his own eyes that couldn't hold it anymore.

Now it will start to collapse little by little, and it will be too late if there are some words.

When the light in front of him completely disappeared, Yuan Ruo simply closed his eyes.

"A Yuan, I'm sorry."

Zhan Yuanhong's tense body suddenly trembled, and the pain in his eyes became even worse. "Ah Ruo, you didn't apologize to me. You don't need to apologize. The one who needs to apologize will never be you."

What did Yuan Ruo do wrong?He didn't!They are the ones who are wrong, they are the ones who should apologize, and the ones who should be shredded into pieces!

But why, it was he who was hurt.

If you want to punish them, please punish them themselves, don't make Yuan Ruo suffer anymore.

Yuan Ruo, he is the most innocent.

Yuan Ruo knew what he meant, but didn't let him continue, as if he was talking to himself, he continued with his own words, "A Yuan, I shouldn't blame you. The mistakes of others should not be borne by anyone .”

"Ah Ruo..."

"Just like me, I'm not completely innocent. I failed you, but I failed the world even more before.

At the beginning, because of the love of my son and daughter, I abandoned the people of the world and let down my loyal courtiers. It turned into the later situation. These are all my faults. "

Zhan Yuanhong opened his mouth to say something, Yuan Ruo continued, "But A Yuan, I really like him, Brother Yun is special to me, I have only had him since I was a child, I really don't want to lose him. "

Listening to his words, the sourness and jealousy in Zhan Yuanhong's heart kept surging.

Xue Yun easily got Yuan Ruo's love and protection, and he would throw away this deep love like a pair of shoes. If it was him...if he...

Zhan Yuanhong secretly thought about the impossible hypothesis in his heart, and his hatred for Xue Yun rose again.

"I know that when they said they would attack Brother Yun, they were only threatening me and they would not really do that, but I was afraid.

I am afraid that if I am disobedient, they will jump over the wall in a hurry. I dare not take this risk.

My biggest wish is that Brother Yuan can smile at me like he did when he was a child.

It's just that I screwed up, I'm still the same as before, useless, can't do anything, can't do anything, it's my fault, like they say, I'm just a bitch, bad and useless, more Not worthy of having anything. "

"No! Ah Ruo! It's not your fault." Zhan Yuanhong couldn't bear to hear him belittle himself like this.

In these years, what kind of life has he lived? He is clearly a Ninth Five-Year Master, but in fact he is worse than a servant.

Why didn't he come back sooner, why didn't he find out sooner...

"Ah Ruo, that's not the case. It's Xue Yun who doesn't know how to cherish you. It's because he doesn't know how good you are. It's us, the courtiers, who didn't protect you well. It's not your fault." Zhan Yuanhong pinched blood from his palm and died Control yourself tightly, and don't let yourself do things that are out of control.

Xue Yun, who was hiding in the dark, heard Yuan Ruo's opinion of him and himself for the first time, and he was shocked even more deeply.

He thought that the things he investigated were shocking enough, but when Yuan Ruo briefly mentioned those things in one sentence and attributed the responsibility to himself, he realized that his thinking was too simple.

He thought it was the fault of the Xue family and the Zhan family, as long as they were punished, it would be revenge for Yuan Ruo.

But he finally understood that all the harm Yuan Ruo suffered was because of him!

Without him, according to Yuan Ruo's ability, he would not have been hurt like this at all.

It's him, everything is his fault!

Now that he sees Yuan Ruo's attitude towards him, his heart is cut like a knife, but Yuan Ruo loves him so much, but he used to treat him like that, then how heartbroken he must have been.

Such a despicable self still expects Yuan Ruo's forgiveness.

Xue Yun covered his mouth, restrained himself with all his strength and rushed out to tell Yuan Ruo that he loved him, he already knew he was wrong, and hoped that he could forgive his impulsiveness.

He knows he doesn't deserve it!He doesn't deserve to be forgiven, let alone Yuan Ruo's love for him.

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Yuan Ruo listened to Zhan Yuanhong's words, noncommittal, "Really? Let's just say that, A Yuan, am I really that annoying?"

"No! Ah Ruo, you are not annoying at all!" Zhan Yuanhong always felt that Yuan Ruo was weird today, but he couldn't think of anything wrong for the time being.

And when Yuan Ruo asked such a question, he didn't have anything on his mind to think about other things. He only felt that it was too dry when he said it, but he, who has always been eloquent, didn't know what words to use to express his sincerity at this time. .

"You are the best person in the world, the best person I have ever seen." It is also my favorite, the person I love the most!

Zhan Yuanhong finally couldn't help it, and hugged Yuan Ruo, "Ah Ruo, I don't know how to cherish you, it's someone else's loss, you are the best."

Yuan Ruo was hugged suddenly, and was a little surprised for a moment, but when Zhan Yuanhong said these words solemnly in his ear, he couldn't help but smiled softly, "Well, that's great."

The two hugged quietly, Zhan Yuanhong wished that time would stop at this moment, but Yuan Ruo knew what he was going to do.

The smell on Zhan Yuanhong's body that lingered in his nose disappeared. He knew that after his vision, he lost his sense of taste again, and he didn't know when he would lose his hearing and voice again.

So we must hurry up and finish what we need to do, and we can't drag on like this any longer.

Yuan Ruo hugged Zhan Yuanhong and took a deep breath, but he could no longer smell the scent that reassured him.

Enduring the soreness in his eyes, he said, "A Yuan, I don't like you, I only like Brother Yun."

Zhan Yuanhong's heart trembled violently, there was a loud bang in his mind, and there was a roar in his ears.

"Ah Ruo, stop talking."

"Ayuan, I only like him. Don't like me anymore. I'm not worth it. I just... treat you as his substitute. I just use you to provoke him."

"Ah Ruo, don't..." He knew Yuan Ruo's true intentions.

"No matter how long it takes, I will only like him alone. You do so many things for me, which will make my conscience uneasy. I don't want to owe you. If it is really for my own good, you will stop liking me in the future? "

Zhan Yuanhong took a deep breath, his voice trembling uncontrollably, "Ah Ruo, it's okay, I don't mind. I do things for you willingly, it's okay to be a substitute, I don't mind."

Seeing Zhan Yuanhong being so humble, Yuan Ruo felt as much pain in his heart as he did, but he couldn't do this!

"A Yuan, I..."

"Ah Ruo, don't say it, don't say it anymore. I know what you want to say, but I really can't! I know your real appearance, I know your real heart, I know both, you don't have to lie to me."

Zhan Yuanhong hugged him tightly, "Ah Ruo, I love you, I love you, whether you love me or not, I will never change my mind! Don't say such things again. I can't stand it, I really can't take it anymore, I love you."

Tears finally welled up in Yuan Ruo's eyes, and he couldn't say what he wanted to say against his will.

"Ayuan, why are you so stupid, I'm just using you, and you still believe me."

"I know, even if you are really using me, I'm willing, as long as I stay by your side, everything else doesn't matter." Zhan Yuanhong helped the man in his arms up, and gently kissed the corner of his mouth.

Yuan Ruo's eyes widened in disbelief, but he could no longer see a ray of light, nor his face.

Just when Zhan Yuanhong was about to say something again, Yuan Ruo suddenly vomited a mouthful of black blood to the side.

Zhan Yuanhong's eyes split open, "Ah Ruo, what's wrong with you? You Lan! It's You Lan! I'll take you back! Mr. Bai must have a solution!"

"No need..." Yuan Ruo stopped him, "It's what I mean, Mr. You is kind and just willing to help me."

It was originally a broken body, instead of lingering on its last breath, it is better to give him half a day to live like a person and let him feel the taste of freedom.

Zhan Yuanhong immediately embraced him again, "Ah Ruo, you will be fine."

He wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with his sleeve, but didn't want to wipe more.

"Ah Ruo, it's okay, it will be okay, you don't have to be okay, don't..."

His hands were already shaking unbearably, tears blurred his vision, and he couldn't see the face of the person in front of him clearly.

Yuan Ruo couldn't feel the pain, and his body's sensations gradually became dull, but the cold air oozing from his bones enveloped his side, "A Yuan, can you hug me? It seems a little cold."

Zhan Yuanhong suddenly realized that his eyes were out of focus, and thought of a possibility, he quickly hugged him, "No, Ah Ruo, don't leave me, don't..."

Yuan Ruo closed his eyes again, all kinds of past memories flashed in his mind, whether it was Zhan Yuanhong's promise to him or his deception to him, they would all become a thing of the past after all.

However, he couldn't bear it... He couldn't bear it, he had obviously made a decision, but he still couldn't help but regret it in the end.

"Ayuan, I really don't want to like you anymore, why aren't you just my Ayuan? If you were just that Jianghu knight-errant, that would be great..."

"I can do it! From now on, I will only be your A Yuan, a knight-errant, and take you all over the country, okay?"

"is it okay?"

"Yes! I want to take you to see the ice and snow melt, to see the grass grow and the birds fly, to walk the streets and alleys with you, to fight for righteousness together, and there are many, many things that I haven't done with you yet..."

"Well, that's great." Yuan Ruo smiled lightly.

"So we..." In Yuan Ruo's ears, the voice gradually became distant, and he couldn't hear what he said, and finally everything fell silent.

He could no longer hear the sound, see the light, smell the smell, or even feel whether he was still alive.

But he knew that Zhan Yuanhong must still be by his side, must still be holding him, that's enough.

"My life has been really miserable."

He didn't know if he could speak, but it didn't matter, he wanted to say this to himself.

"For more than half of my life, I loved the wrong person. Later, I met a real lover, but made him an unfilial son."

"If there is an afterlife, I don't want it. I really don't want to meet them again..."