I have a weak aura [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 29
In fact, three months ago, after Yuan Ruo fainted that time, Yuan Xi invited experts from the Department of Psychology and Psychiatry to help him check his body.
Yuan Ruo's mental state was already very poor. In the long-standing state of split personality, the dominant personality is not the main personality, but the second personality, and the main personality is getting weaker and weaker.
It is not a good thing to suddenly think of the things that he has tried to avoid before, and the huge mental shock may break him down.
In the past, it wasn't that Yuan Xi didn't want Yuan Ruo to listen to the psychiatrist and let him receive treatment and recover soon.
It's just that mental illness itself is not easy to treat, and Yuan Ruo himself is unintentionally very resistant to treatment, and his situation is unreasonable to ordinary people, which increases the difficulty of treatment.
So for so many years, the treatment has been ineffective.
Seeing that both Yuan Ruo and Yuan Nuo were able to lead a normal life, Yuan Xi had not been cured of his illness and did not worry too much.
But then he discovered that, in fact, if left unattended, the No.1 grid will disappear one day!
For Yuan Xi at the time, No. 1 was the younger brother he was familiar with, and he naturally would not allow his only relative to leave like this.
However, the progress will not be accelerated because of his attention, and the situation is still slowly deteriorating as before.
From the beginning, the second personality only appeared occasionally, and then it appeared at about the same time, and now the situation is completely opposite. Even Yuan Xi felt that if Yuan Nuo didn't mean to fight, it would be impossible for Yuan Ruo to appear.
All the symptoms made Yuan Xi feel very worried. He was worried that Yuan Ruo would slowly disappear in a situation that he could not control.
Finally at this time, things took a turn for the better.
Some time ago, he heard that a group of foreign experts had made new achievements after doing research on psychological and mental diseases.
Yuan Xi was ecstatic. He thought that if the new results they made could cure Yuan Ruo, he would definitely invite them no matter how much money was spent.
Therefore, taking advantage of the time when the establishment of the branch company required business trips, I personally went abroad to discuss with the members of the expert group.
And the development of things seems to be going in a good direction from here.
When the experts heard about Yuan Ruo's situation, they all showed great interest in the particularity of his condition, but they were not sure whether the new method would work on Yuan Ruo.
In fact, Yuanxi has no other choice. Even if he is not sure, it is always good to have hope.
So the two sides hit it off, and the expert team sent representatives and Yuanxi back.
After the study of the previous medical records, the doctor came to a conclusion: It is feasible to strengthen the main personality and weaken the second personality while maintaining the status quo, but it will take at least two years.
Seeing hope is the best result.After ten years of waiting, do you still care about the two years?
Yuanxi immediately asked them to start a treatment plan.
At the same time, he didn't want any accidents to happen during the treatment, and in addition to what he knew about Yuan Ruo's situation, as well as Xu Ming and Tang Junyi's situation, he decided to keep them away from Yuan Ruo.
But he didn't expect that the influence of Xu Ming would make Yuan Ruo's condition deteriorate rapidly in a short time.
The final advice given by the doctors is that it should not be delayed any longer.
In fact, if the two personalities choose to let the second personality stay, it is more reasonable.Because the personality of the second personality is relatively sound, and its vitality is stronger.
No. 1 character is already a strong bow, and no matter what, he can't grab the second personality.
To keep the No.1 character, now the only option is to let the second personality agree to disappear voluntarily. During this period of time, cooperate with the doctor to assist the No.1 character to regain consciousness and enhance his vitality during the treatment process of depersonalization.
Yuan Xi didn't expect to usher in this step in the end.
Finally up to now, he had to make it clear to Yuan Nuo in person, to say the words that made him disappear.
--------
Yuan Ruo slept for three full days, and Yuan Xi also stayed by the bed for three days. When he finally woke up, Yuan Xi finally felt relieved.
During the three days when Yuan Ruo was asleep, he thought a lot and figured it out a lot, but some things were more difficult to do after he figured it out.
When he saw that the person who woke up was not Yuan Ruo, but Yuan Nuo, he was not disappointed.
Yuan Nuo turned his head, seeing Yuan Xi's haggard appearance, he mumbled his mouth, and finally it only melted into a soft word.
"elder brother."
Yuan Xi smiled, touched his face, and said, "Well, just wake up."
This is the first time for Yuan Nuo to see Yuan Xi showing such a smile to him, and such a caring look.
In the past, Yuan Xi looked at him, although there was no disgust, but there was always a forbearance.And the face is also serious and complicated.
Yuan Nuo knows that he exists to protect Yuan Ruo, but to him, Yuan Xi is also his only relative, and he also longs for the love of his brother.
Has he finally been made to wait now?
Yuan Nuo's eyes widened in surprise, and he stared blankly at Yuan Xi.
Seeing his appearance, Yuan Xi felt a throbbing pain in his heart. All these years, it was because he hadn't seen his true thoughts clearly, and it was because he had lost his mind that the three of them were in a situation of mutual torment.
"Hey, are you hungry? These days, you have only been infused with fluids to maintain your body, and my brother prepared soup and porridge for you." Yuan Xi opened the insulated box on the table beside him, and inside was minced meat porridge that was still emitting heat. .
He helped Yuan Nuo to sit up, and then fed him porridge one mouthful at a time. During the whole process, Yuan Nuo didn't say a word, just followed his movements, never leaving Yuan Xi's face.
Yuan Nuo was greedy for the beauty of this time, and lay down after eating, even though he was very tired and sleepy, he couldn't bear to close his eyes.
Yuan Xi didn't urge him to sleep, but asked with a smile, "Xiao Nuo, brother is sleepy, can I sleep with you?"
Yuan Nuo was so surprised that he was completely speechless.
This is the treatment that Xiao Ruo has never received!
very nice.
Yuan Nuo didn't speak, but moved aside bluntly to make room for Yuan Xi.
Yuan Xi took off his coat and lay beside him.
The hospital bed is for a single person, and it is inevitable that two people will be cramped, but Yuan Nuo doesn't care at all, he is lying on his side, looking at his brother beside him, he always feels sweet in his heart.
And seeing the black and green things under his brother's eyes, he felt distressed.
Although Yuan Xi closed his eyes, he could feel Yuan Nuo's gaze was on him all the time.
He sighed again.
What the hell has he been doing all these years!
Yuan Xi opened his eyes and met Yuan Nuo's eyes. Yuan Nuo was startled, and immediately closed his eyes and pretended to sleep, only seeing Yuan Xi as funny and distressed.
He stretched out his hand and pulled Yuan Nuo into his arms, Yuan Nuo froze in shock.
Yuan Xi patted his back with his hand, and said softly: "Sleep, brother will be here and won't leave.
Yuan Nuo pursed his lips tightly, tears welled up in his eyes, and he said after a while, "Will I be there even when I'm asleep? Are you still there when I wake up?"
Yuan Xi felt a sudden palpitation for a moment, hugged Yuan Nuo tighter, and said, "Well, yes."
Yuan Nuo hugged him back and hid deeply in his arms.After a while, Yuan Xi felt a burst of wetness coming from his chest.
Feeling the body temperature from Yuan Nuo's body, and hearing his gradual and even breathing, Yuan Xi's heartache was so painful that she couldn't sleep at all.
------
In the next few days, even though the expert team urged him to make a decision quickly, Yuan Xi never made it clear to Yuan Nuo.
It was as if he had completely forgotten about this matter, and he was wholeheartedly being a competent brother.
He will read books with Yuan Nuo, go outside to bask in the sun, play games together...and sleep together at night.
But in fact, day after day, Yuan Xi's mental state, who can't sleep peacefully, is getting worse and worse.
In the end, Yuan Nuo couldn't stand it anymore.
Seeing Yuan Xi's increasingly haggard look, he opened his mouth.
"Brother, do you miss Xiao Ruo?"
Yuan Xi paused and opened his mouth, but he didn't know how to answer.
"Brother, I actually know it. You don't need to say it. I know it too. You don't have to feel guilty." Yuan Nuo looked into his eyes and said seriously, "I originally existed to protect Xiao Ruo. matter, then there is no meaning for me to exist.”
Yuan Xi couldn't help but sore his nose.
"Xiao Nuo, don't talk about it. I was bad before. This time, I won't force you, really."
In three days, he thought a lot, and finally faced up to his own heart.
——Yuan Ruo and Yuan Nuo, both are his younger brothers.
Although Yuan Nuo is the second personality derived from Yuan Ruo, his personality is really similar to his real younger brother Yuan Nuo.
At the beginning, Yuan Xi didn't pay much attention to the two personalities, why didn't he think in the deepest part of his heart that if the two personalities could stay forever, it would be okay.
Because of this, he could even fool himself into thinking that his other younger brother, Yuan Nuo, was actually still alive.It just used a different way to live on Yuan Ruo's body.
But rationality told him that such thinking was wrong and deformed.He couldn't ignore Yuan Ruo's pain for the sake of his inner satisfaction. The existence of Yuan Nuo was a sign that he was still in pain.
And he has been unable to treat Yuan Ruo and Yuan Nuo well, and it is because of this reason.
When he treats Yuan Ruo well, he will feel sorry for Yuan Nuo, because in the future he will definitely choose to let Yuan Nuo disappear.
And when I couldn't help but want to be good to Yuan Nuo, I was worried that I would not be able to distinguish reality, and even in the end I couldn't make a decision because of emotions.
So in the end, on the one hand, he avoided the inevitable choice in his heart, repented, and regretted; on the other hand, he kept making hurtful actions on the surface.
But this time, he really didn't want to worry about it anymore.
Especially after getting along these days, he really found out how wrong he was before.
He hurt his brother!Hurt Yuan Ruo, also hurt Yuan Nuo.
Now that he has finally figured it out, the right to choose is in Yuan Nuo's hands.
If he wants to stay, stay.He is not qualified to make decisions for both of them.
Yuan Ruo's mental state was already very poor. In the long-standing state of split personality, the dominant personality is not the main personality, but the second personality, and the main personality is getting weaker and weaker.
It is not a good thing to suddenly think of the things that he has tried to avoid before, and the huge mental shock may break him down.
In the past, it wasn't that Yuan Xi didn't want Yuan Ruo to listen to the psychiatrist and let him receive treatment and recover soon.
It's just that mental illness itself is not easy to treat, and Yuan Ruo himself is unintentionally very resistant to treatment, and his situation is unreasonable to ordinary people, which increases the difficulty of treatment.
So for so many years, the treatment has been ineffective.
Seeing that both Yuan Ruo and Yuan Nuo were able to lead a normal life, Yuan Xi had not been cured of his illness and did not worry too much.
But then he discovered that, in fact, if left unattended, the No.1 grid will disappear one day!
For Yuan Xi at the time, No. 1 was the younger brother he was familiar with, and he naturally would not allow his only relative to leave like this.
However, the progress will not be accelerated because of his attention, and the situation is still slowly deteriorating as before.
From the beginning, the second personality only appeared occasionally, and then it appeared at about the same time, and now the situation is completely opposite. Even Yuan Xi felt that if Yuan Nuo didn't mean to fight, it would be impossible for Yuan Ruo to appear.
All the symptoms made Yuan Xi feel very worried. He was worried that Yuan Ruo would slowly disappear in a situation that he could not control.
Finally at this time, things took a turn for the better.
Some time ago, he heard that a group of foreign experts had made new achievements after doing research on psychological and mental diseases.
Yuan Xi was ecstatic. He thought that if the new results they made could cure Yuan Ruo, he would definitely invite them no matter how much money was spent.
Therefore, taking advantage of the time when the establishment of the branch company required business trips, I personally went abroad to discuss with the members of the expert group.
And the development of things seems to be going in a good direction from here.
When the experts heard about Yuan Ruo's situation, they all showed great interest in the particularity of his condition, but they were not sure whether the new method would work on Yuan Ruo.
In fact, Yuanxi has no other choice. Even if he is not sure, it is always good to have hope.
So the two sides hit it off, and the expert team sent representatives and Yuanxi back.
After the study of the previous medical records, the doctor came to a conclusion: It is feasible to strengthen the main personality and weaken the second personality while maintaining the status quo, but it will take at least two years.
Seeing hope is the best result.After ten years of waiting, do you still care about the two years?
Yuanxi immediately asked them to start a treatment plan.
At the same time, he didn't want any accidents to happen during the treatment, and in addition to what he knew about Yuan Ruo's situation, as well as Xu Ming and Tang Junyi's situation, he decided to keep them away from Yuan Ruo.
But he didn't expect that the influence of Xu Ming would make Yuan Ruo's condition deteriorate rapidly in a short time.
The final advice given by the doctors is that it should not be delayed any longer.
In fact, if the two personalities choose to let the second personality stay, it is more reasonable.Because the personality of the second personality is relatively sound, and its vitality is stronger.
No. 1 character is already a strong bow, and no matter what, he can't grab the second personality.
To keep the No.1 character, now the only option is to let the second personality agree to disappear voluntarily. During this period of time, cooperate with the doctor to assist the No.1 character to regain consciousness and enhance his vitality during the treatment process of depersonalization.
Yuan Xi didn't expect to usher in this step in the end.
Finally up to now, he had to make it clear to Yuan Nuo in person, to say the words that made him disappear.
--------
Yuan Ruo slept for three full days, and Yuan Xi also stayed by the bed for three days. When he finally woke up, Yuan Xi finally felt relieved.
During the three days when Yuan Ruo was asleep, he thought a lot and figured it out a lot, but some things were more difficult to do after he figured it out.
When he saw that the person who woke up was not Yuan Ruo, but Yuan Nuo, he was not disappointed.
Yuan Nuo turned his head, seeing Yuan Xi's haggard appearance, he mumbled his mouth, and finally it only melted into a soft word.
"elder brother."
Yuan Xi smiled, touched his face, and said, "Well, just wake up."
This is the first time for Yuan Nuo to see Yuan Xi showing such a smile to him, and such a caring look.
In the past, Yuan Xi looked at him, although there was no disgust, but there was always a forbearance.And the face is also serious and complicated.
Yuan Nuo knows that he exists to protect Yuan Ruo, but to him, Yuan Xi is also his only relative, and he also longs for the love of his brother.
Has he finally been made to wait now?
Yuan Nuo's eyes widened in surprise, and he stared blankly at Yuan Xi.
Seeing his appearance, Yuan Xi felt a throbbing pain in his heart. All these years, it was because he hadn't seen his true thoughts clearly, and it was because he had lost his mind that the three of them were in a situation of mutual torment.
"Hey, are you hungry? These days, you have only been infused with fluids to maintain your body, and my brother prepared soup and porridge for you." Yuan Xi opened the insulated box on the table beside him, and inside was minced meat porridge that was still emitting heat. .
He helped Yuan Nuo to sit up, and then fed him porridge one mouthful at a time. During the whole process, Yuan Nuo didn't say a word, just followed his movements, never leaving Yuan Xi's face.
Yuan Nuo was greedy for the beauty of this time, and lay down after eating, even though he was very tired and sleepy, he couldn't bear to close his eyes.
Yuan Xi didn't urge him to sleep, but asked with a smile, "Xiao Nuo, brother is sleepy, can I sleep with you?"
Yuan Nuo was so surprised that he was completely speechless.
This is the treatment that Xiao Ruo has never received!
very nice.
Yuan Nuo didn't speak, but moved aside bluntly to make room for Yuan Xi.
Yuan Xi took off his coat and lay beside him.
The hospital bed is for a single person, and it is inevitable that two people will be cramped, but Yuan Nuo doesn't care at all, he is lying on his side, looking at his brother beside him, he always feels sweet in his heart.
And seeing the black and green things under his brother's eyes, he felt distressed.
Although Yuan Xi closed his eyes, he could feel Yuan Nuo's gaze was on him all the time.
He sighed again.
What the hell has he been doing all these years!
Yuan Xi opened his eyes and met Yuan Nuo's eyes. Yuan Nuo was startled, and immediately closed his eyes and pretended to sleep, only seeing Yuan Xi as funny and distressed.
He stretched out his hand and pulled Yuan Nuo into his arms, Yuan Nuo froze in shock.
Yuan Xi patted his back with his hand, and said softly: "Sleep, brother will be here and won't leave.
Yuan Nuo pursed his lips tightly, tears welled up in his eyes, and he said after a while, "Will I be there even when I'm asleep? Are you still there when I wake up?"
Yuan Xi felt a sudden palpitation for a moment, hugged Yuan Nuo tighter, and said, "Well, yes."
Yuan Nuo hugged him back and hid deeply in his arms.After a while, Yuan Xi felt a burst of wetness coming from his chest.
Feeling the body temperature from Yuan Nuo's body, and hearing his gradual and even breathing, Yuan Xi's heartache was so painful that she couldn't sleep at all.
------
In the next few days, even though the expert team urged him to make a decision quickly, Yuan Xi never made it clear to Yuan Nuo.
It was as if he had completely forgotten about this matter, and he was wholeheartedly being a competent brother.
He will read books with Yuan Nuo, go outside to bask in the sun, play games together...and sleep together at night.
But in fact, day after day, Yuan Xi's mental state, who can't sleep peacefully, is getting worse and worse.
In the end, Yuan Nuo couldn't stand it anymore.
Seeing Yuan Xi's increasingly haggard look, he opened his mouth.
"Brother, do you miss Xiao Ruo?"
Yuan Xi paused and opened his mouth, but he didn't know how to answer.
"Brother, I actually know it. You don't need to say it. I know it too. You don't have to feel guilty." Yuan Nuo looked into his eyes and said seriously, "I originally existed to protect Xiao Ruo. matter, then there is no meaning for me to exist.”
Yuan Xi couldn't help but sore his nose.
"Xiao Nuo, don't talk about it. I was bad before. This time, I won't force you, really."
In three days, he thought a lot, and finally faced up to his own heart.
——Yuan Ruo and Yuan Nuo, both are his younger brothers.
Although Yuan Nuo is the second personality derived from Yuan Ruo, his personality is really similar to his real younger brother Yuan Nuo.
At the beginning, Yuan Xi didn't pay much attention to the two personalities, why didn't he think in the deepest part of his heart that if the two personalities could stay forever, it would be okay.
Because of this, he could even fool himself into thinking that his other younger brother, Yuan Nuo, was actually still alive.It just used a different way to live on Yuan Ruo's body.
But rationality told him that such thinking was wrong and deformed.He couldn't ignore Yuan Ruo's pain for the sake of his inner satisfaction. The existence of Yuan Nuo was a sign that he was still in pain.
And he has been unable to treat Yuan Ruo and Yuan Nuo well, and it is because of this reason.
When he treats Yuan Ruo well, he will feel sorry for Yuan Nuo, because in the future he will definitely choose to let Yuan Nuo disappear.
And when I couldn't help but want to be good to Yuan Nuo, I was worried that I would not be able to distinguish reality, and even in the end I couldn't make a decision because of emotions.
So in the end, on the one hand, he avoided the inevitable choice in his heart, repented, and regretted; on the other hand, he kept making hurtful actions on the surface.
But this time, he really didn't want to worry about it anymore.
Especially after getting along these days, he really found out how wrong he was before.
He hurt his brother!Hurt Yuan Ruo, also hurt Yuan Nuo.
Now that he has finally figured it out, the right to choose is in Yuan Nuo's hands.
If he wants to stay, stay.He is not qualified to make decisions for both of them.
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