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There is something wrong.Because he never wanted to lose her again because of all those false rationalities and pointless egos.

"Beep beep..." The busy tone continued, and Fang Rui persisted in not hanging up the phone.After dozens of beeps, the phone was finally picked up—"Hello?" Her voice was hoarse.

Before Fang Rui's heart could relax for a moment, it beat like a drum again: "Xin Yin?"

Liu Xinyin sat cross-legged in front of the desk in the bedroom, holding the handset of the landline at home, her tear-stained eyes widened when she heard the voice on the other end of the phone: "...Senior?"

Chapter 7

After Fang Rui left the last sentence, Liu Xinyin sat in front of the desk and watched him deftly jump up the cliff on the screen, fight with people on the cliff, was attacked by surprise, and was thrown from the cliff after a while. After falling down, she was besieged by various guilds, and then she lost his sight...

She has been watching quietly, quietly waiting for him to come back as promised.If possible, she hopes that she can wait like this for the rest of her life.

But at this moment, her cell phone rang.

After seeing the name on the caller ID, Liu Xinyin sighed softly, and took a last look at the chaotic battle on the screen, then logged out of the game system, pulled out the account card, and connected the phone: "Hello, mom? "

"Daughter, have you packed everything?"

Liu Xinyin took a look at the big suitcase she had put by the door a long time ago, and replied, "It's all packed."

"Check your ID carefully, don't take it away..."

"It's all been checked, don't worry about it." Even though she was a little depressed, she smiled lightly.

"Then go to bed early, I'm going to the airport early tomorrow morning."

Hearing this, her heart tightened slightly: "Well, I'm going to sleep..." Thinking that tonight would be over soon, tears wet her eyes suddenly.

The mother on the other end of the phone didn't notice her mood at all, her voice was full of anticipation: "I can see my good daughter tomorrow night!"

"Well, see you tomorrow." She replied softly with a hoarse voice.

"See you tomorrow."

After hanging up the phone, Liu Xinyin looked at the bankrupt account card in front of her, feeling as if a hole had been broken in her heart.

The reason why she proposed to Fang Rui to meet in the game tonight was because it was her last night in the country.Although they have exchanged their contact information again now, their life and work trajectories will become two parallel lines from now on, and they probably won't meet him again in the future, right?

She was very satisfied to meet him again in this form.But...if only he could wait until he comes back...

Such fateful waiting and missing made her feel sad.Why are they always so ignorant?

At this time, a new message appeared on QQ, she clicked on it, and saw that it was from Fang Rui: "Sorry for keeping you waiting, I was entangled just now and couldn't get away..."

She has a sore nose.Is it really "failed to get away"?With his ability, would it really be so difficult to get out?Or did he simply forget the promise with her?Does he... really care about her?

The scene of him leaving without saying goodbye appeared in her mind again, and a voice rang in her heart - "Liu Xinyin, let's face it, he actually didn't take you seriously at all, forget him Bar!"

This dagger-like thought forced tears from her eyes.

She was always reluctant to think about it before, but this guess has taken root in her heart since he left her six years ago.And what happened today is like a drop of catalyst, making this idea deeply buried in her heart sprout, bloom, and bear fruit.

Suddenly, she found that she seemed to be able to finally let go of him and this unending first love.

However, the landline in the room rang at this moment.

This kind of time... Who is it?

Her heart seemed to have a wonderful premonition, and it beat faster for the sudden sound of the bell that broke the silence of the night.

She couldn't help putting her hand on her heart, covering her beating heart, and answered the phone: "Hello?"

After a pause, Fang Rui's voice came from the phone: "Xin Yin?"

"Senior?" Liu Xinyin held the phone tightly, almost unable to believe her ears.Why would he know her home phone number?

"What's the matter, have you caught a cold?" He asked softly as if he heard something strange in her voice.

This soft tone made her throat tighten again.Why should he be so gentle to her?Doesn't he know that such tenderness is tantamount to sex to her?

Tears fell out of her eyes uncontrollably, she opened her mouth, but couldn't say another word.

"...Xin Yin? Can you hear me?" He waited for a while but did not hear back, and called out in doubt.

Liu Xinyin covered her mouth tightly, not wanting to let her sobs reach his ears, but after more than ten seconds, when she felt that she could pretend to answer him calmly, she still missed the point: "Senior... "With just two words, the trembling voice has already leaked the emotions she tried to hide.

But now that she has spoken, she can't care about other things, and insists on saying what is lingering in her heart: "Let's stop contacting."

After the words were finished, the other end of the phone was very quiet, so quiet that she could hear his slightly heavy breathing.After a while, she heard his slightly hoarse voice: "Are you angry because of what happened just now? I apologize..."

"No!" She interrupted his misunderstanding by raising her voice, explaining: "I'm not angry, I just... just can't wait for you anymore..." The continuous stream of tears slipped into the corner of her mouth, and she tasted A bitter salt.

She pressed the phone tightly to her ear with trembling hands, as if that would bring herself closer to him.But even though she was reluctant to give up, she had already made a decision in her heart—she made up her mind, and said decisively to him: "I will return this account card to you in the future... Good night .” After she finished speaking, she immediately pressed the button to stop the call.

After hanging up the phone, tears burst into tears instantly, and her heart hurt so much that it seemed to stop beating.

She lay on the table, buried her face in her arms, and finally let herself cry in the darkness: "I should forget him... I must forget him!" Tell her that this is a decision that is beneficial to her future, but why at this moment, she can no longer expect the future to come?

She raised her eyes blurred by tears, and looked at the half-opened window in front of her in confusion.Outside the window was the pitch-black sky, and the stars that should have existed here were all blocked by the dark clouds.The night wind blew into the house, bringing the chill of G City's deep winter, but the coldness couldn't compare to her heart at this moment.

At the same time, on the balcony of a certain hotel in N City, Fang Rui was wearing a thin sweater, clutching a cell phone with a black screen in his hand, and had been dazed for a while in the cold wind.

Liu Xinyin's words were like a heavy bomb, which stunned him who was unprepared.He thought that the meeting tonight would be a good start, and maybe he could slowly mend the relationship between them like it was back then... But he didn't expect that this would be a farewell delayed for six years.

Why was she so determined to cut off the connection between them?What does the phrase "can't wait for you any longer" mean?

He didn't know where his usual alertness went, but now his mind has turned into a mess, and he can't figure out these two problems no matter how he thinks about it.

Fang Rui leaned against the wall behind him, and slowly slid to the ground.He leaned his head against the wall, looked up at the dark and empty night sky, his eyes lost the light of the past, and were as deep as the sea at night.

Just then, his cell phone rang.Fang Rui indifferently listened to the ringtone of the phone, waiting for it to stop by itself.

But the caller was also quite patient, and the other party didn't give up after a piece of music was played, so the ringtone had to start from the beginning again.

Fang Rui glanced at the notification of the incoming call with some irritability, and after a moment's pause, he answered the phone: "Hello, Lao Lin?" He opened his mouth, and his voice was unexpectedly hoarse.

A familiar voice came from the other end of the phone: "Are you cold?"

Hearing this familiar conversation, Fang Rui couldn't help but smile, but after laughing, he became more and more disappointed.He cleared his throat, tried his best to restore his usual tone and asked, "Why did you call me suddenly? What's the matter?"

There was a smile in Lin Jingyan's voice: "I forwarded a video to your mailbox, you should go and watch it."

Fang Rui raised his eyebrows: "You called here just for this matter? I'm a little suspicious now that you've been too idle after retiring..."

Lin Jingyan still just smiled: "Hurry up and watch it, you will thank me after watching it."

"Heh, are you so amazing?" Fang Rui laughed, "Then I'll go and have a look. I won't thank you after reading it."

Lin Jingyan smiled: "Let's see if you have a conscience." After speaking, he hung up the phone.

Having said this, even though Fang Rui was not in the mood anymore, he couldn't help but curiously opened the video in the mailbox, which was only a few tens of seconds long.

The people appearing in the screen shattered his absent-mindedness at the very second of the film—the Liu Xinyin in the video is exactly what he saw in Lou Guanning's space.This was in a room like a hotel room, a microphone was placed in front of her, and she smiled nervously and shyly in front of the camera.

The reporter who did not appear on the screen used English