because i'm pretty

Yuan Zhiming felt that he had melted away.

Like a cheese milk cap melted into tea due to high temperature; like ocher red paint was violently divided by a scraper, and then blurred on the white paper; like low tide water rolling up the sand, vortex, and the pattering water recedes from the sand, leaving The next traces.

Because of the sweltering heat, Li Yikai opened the window a little, and the moonlight came through. When Yuan Zhiming raised his neck, he saw the tide outside.

Before him was the tide, and behind him was the tide.

The sheets were already mottled, white foam appeared on the muddy beach, Yuan Zhiming lay on the pillow completely exhausted, the tip of his nose was a little red, his eyelashes were stained with water, his lips were translucent and swollen, and he opened his mouth to breathe.

Li Yikai checked his body from behind, feeling a little uncomfortable and awkward, but Yuan Zhiming had to admit that he didn't feel the kind of pain Li Yikai showed from the beginning to the end.

That's right, such a long pioneering, gentle caress that is almost torture, maybe only someone like Li Yikai can do it.

The sweetness passed, and the sour came back.Yuan Zhiming felt Li Yikai hugging him from behind, he didn't care about cleanliness, and the sweat and body fluids of the two of them stuck together.

The kiss fell behind the ear, and Li Yikai's voice had never been so hoarse: "Do you feel uncomfortable?"

"It's not hard."

Li Yikai smiled, passed his hand behind him, and clasped it on his lower abdomen, where the contraction was too hard, and there was a little bit of emptiness.

"Is it comfortable?" he asked again.

A little too comfortable.

Yuan Zhiming didn't answer, and put his right hand on Li Yikai's.His tiger's mouth is a little callused because of holding a pen all the year round, his little finger is a little bent and deformed, and his joints seem to be thicker than Li Yikai's, but they are whiter than his. It may be that Li Yikai likes outdoor sports too much.

Ten fingers rubbed and clasped together, Yuan Zhiming had many associations in his mind, he couldn't help asking: "Li Yikai..."

"Ok?"

"Have you been in a lot of relationships and are very experienced?"

The entangled fingers eased.Li Yikai propped himself up on the other arm, stood up a little sideways, and observed Yuan Zhiming's expression with a smile.

"Torture my relationship history?" he asked.

Yuan Zhiming turned to the other side, his face was almost buried in the pillow: "Forget it."

Li Yikai pulled the man out, leaned over and kissed the tip of his nose, it was really unconvincing to be so awkward after being satisfied, Yuan Zhiming hummed twice, turned back on his own initiative, and raised his head to welcome the kiss.

Li Yikai couldn't help teasing him: "But I'm not a bachelor after all, am I?"

Yuan Zhiming couldn't say no to him, so he raised his head and bit his shoulder.

Li Yikai didn't even hide, just looked at him with a smile, still teasing: "If I had known this, I shouldn't have behaved so well."

"Li Yikai, you really..." Yuan Zhiming was on the verge of blowing hair, frowned and wanted to curse, but when he saw Li Yikai's eyes, he died down instantly.

You can't pretend to seriously like someone's eyes. Even if you haven't been in a relationship, you can still tell the difference.

Yuan Zhiming decided not to care about it, no matter who was in front of him, the future Li Yikai could only belong to him, and he could only look at him with such eyes.

"What are you thinking about?" Li Yikai asked.

"I wonder why you don't take a bath yet," Yuan Zhiming sat up and pushed Li Yikai with a little effort.

But Li Yikai let out a "hiss" like an electric shock, and leaned his head on his shoulder: "Be gentle with me, it really hurts."

I don't know if it's just pretending, why didn't I see him say it hurts just now?Yuan Zhiming muttered a few words to himself, but gently pulled him up, went to the bathroom to adjust the hot water, and rubbed the foam.Ren Li Yikai leaned all his weight on him, pretending to play tricks.

"Yuan Zhiming", Li Yikai called him.

"what?"

"When I first met you, I liked you very much."

Yuan Zhiming took the shower down and poured it on the people behind him: "It's so sloppy."

Li Yikai hid with a smile, and then quickly leaned back: "It's a bit sloppy, I have never done this to anyone before, and the two relationships I have talked about are only together after a long time."

Hot water splashed on the two of them, and Li Yikai's voice was accompanied by steam, which sounded distorted, as if he was telling a story after a not too long time: "It's not because you are good-looking, although you are also It was really nice. But your messy clothes back then were not my type at all."

Yuan Zhiming curled his lips quietly.

Li Yikai added: "But I remember every word you said to me at that time. You said that you would invite me to an exhibition in the future, and I am still waiting."

"Yuan Zhiming, you don't know how precious you are." Li Yikai gently kissed his temples: "Some people have nothing but masks, some people wear masks, and many people have given up struggling a long time ago. Only you , like a small animal that ran out after putting on a leaf."

Yuan Zhiming turned his head and asked, "Why a small animal?"

"Little animals are so nice." Li Yikai hugged him: "Little animals will never be defeated, nor will they be changed. They will not compromise for the rules of the human world, and will always run freely in the sun."

"And you are still a very talented little animal, no one will not like you."

Yuan Zhiming laughed and made a low tremolo.

"Well, I think I'm quite likable." He turned around, held Li Yikai's face and kissed him: "Then what are you?"

Li Yikai turned off the water and wiped his hair with a towel: "I am a person with good eyesight, and I can see you at a glance."

Yuan Zhiming touched his eyes when he heard the words, Li Yikai closed and opened them again, Yuan Zhiming said: "You can also be free."

Li Yikai smiled and shook his head: "This is a choice I can't make. I can try my best to strive for greater freedom. But I can't help but worry so much, and I can't help but use reason to judge which way is more correct. For me and better for everyone else.”

"Tired?" Yuan Zhiming asked him.

"Tired", Li Yikai thought for a while: "But this is me."

It is not suitable to stay in the narrow bathroom for a long time, Li Yikai pushed open the door, turned on the overhead light to pack the luggage brought by the two, and handed Yuan Zhiming a clean T-shirt and underwear.

Yuan Zhiming stood at the door of the bathroom, thought for a while, and walked over to hug him.

"I see," Yuan Zhiming said, his wet hair was tangled together, and he leaned on Li Yikai's back and said, "If this is the case, you can be my forest."

Li Yikai smiled and took the hand on his waist, rubbed it on his lips, and thought of an inappropriate metaphor: "Then I will strive to be a nature reserve that will not be deforested."

The skylight on the roof was opened, and the starlight and moonlight that did not belong to the city poured down.

They found replacement sheets from the cabinet, lay on their backs on the bed, looked at the starry sky above their heads and talked for a long time.Worry and anxiety are also extraordinarily gentle on such a night, and all unfinished things seem to flow to tomorrow.

Then I don't know who yawned first, sleepiness spread, and they embraced and fell asleep amid the sound of the waves.