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The situation of grandma was worse than expected. On the night of transfer, grandma was pushed into the emergency room.

Except for Luyu, only the uncle followed, and the aunt went back to deal with the family affairs first, and the little brother Lu didn't ask for leave.

After that, Lu Wen also rushed over. Originally, Lu Wen had to go back at night, but because of her grandmother's situation, she had to stay.

An hour seemed even longer to the three people waiting.

Grandma was awake when they were pushed out, and even smiled at them, telling them not to worry.

But she looked very bad, even worse than during the previous surgery.

The energy and energy of the whole person seemed to be drained, and the voice of speaking was also weak.

What the doctor said afterwards drove them into the abyss of despair.

"The patient had undergone an operation, and the rate of deterioration after the recurrence was very fast. In the patient's current condition, there is no effective treatment that can delay the deterioration of the condition. Your family members must be prepared."

The uncle was a little broken, and Lu Wen went back to the ward with her grandmother, and she still doesn't know the situation.

At this time, Luyu calmed down instead.

Although the hope was slim, he still called Lin Ye and wanted to ask Professor Lin to help again.

Lin Ye hung up the phone to ask his father, and after a while, an unfamiliar number called.

Lu Yu picked it up, it was Professor Lin.

"Professor Lin..."

"Listen to me first. I said before that if the old man's disease does not recur, it will not have much impact on his life. But once the disease recurs, it will be difficult. In addition to the old man's age, there is basically no way It's over."

Professor Lin's words were much more tactful than the doctors in the hospital, but what he said to the doctor had the same meaning.

With weak expectations, Lu Yu asked: "Is chemotherapy not enough? Even if it doesn't work for a year or two, at least, at least two or three months, as long as it can be delayed."

Professor Lin sighed, "Child, chemotherapy is a very painful process. The old man's body can't bear it. Do you have the heart to watch her endure the pain and drag it on? And, although it's a pity, I have to tell You, even with chemotherapy, the old man's body won't last long."

During the previous inspection, Professor Lin had already expected this result.

It would be fine if there is no relapse. Although the old man's health is worse than before, it is not a problem to live for a few more years.

I am afraid of relapse, and compared with complete recovery, the possibility of relapse is really much higher.

Lu Yu walked to the open-air balcony of the hospital, took out the cigarette he had just bought from his uncle and lit it.

The doctor's words, Professor Lin's words, and grandma's appearance circulated back and forth in his mind.

His previous thinking had always been to treat it as soon as possible, but Professor Lin's words made him realize how selfish his unilateral thoughts were.

It is grandma who suffers from illness, and it is grandma who bears the pain caused by chemotherapy.

As long as he insists on continuing the treatment, grandma will definitely endure the pain for him without any complaints.

A cigarette burned out, and the burning pain at the fingertips brought back Luyu's thoughts.

He wanted to press out the cigarette butt, only to find that his hands were shaking.

He called Xu Song and told about grandma's situation.

Xu Song's first thought was to cure it, if it can be cured, cure it!

But then, he also thought about the process of chemotherapy, which is an unbearable pain for ordinary people.

Not only physically, but also mentally torturing a person's will.

Xu Song was silent for a long time, and Lu Yu was also silent for a long time while holding the phone.

In the end, Xu Song said in a rough voice: "Xiaoyu, neither you nor I have the right to decide this matter. Let grandma choose. We should... respect her opinion."

Lu Yu squatted down | and said in a low voice: "I know, I, I'm just afraid."

I am afraid that grandma will give up the opportunity, and I am afraid that grandma will choose to seize the opportunity, but she will have to endure endless pain and suffering.

After talking with Professor Lin, Luyu searched for some information related to chemotherapy and malignant tumors.

After cancer patients have undergone multiple chemotherapy treatments, their hair falls out, their weight drops, and their muscles shrink.

And those are just text descriptions and related pictures, and others will never be able to empathize with the pain of cancer patients.

It is impossible to truly understand what kind of torture they are enduring.

It seems that they still have a choice now, but what they are actually reaching is an endless abyss.

No matter which result, it is not what they want to see.

And... Chemotherapy is just delaying time, no one knows how long it can be delayed.

"Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu, are you okay?"

Lu Yu didn't speak for a long time, and Xu Song couldn't help asking anxiously when the sound of rapid breathing came from the phone.

"I am fine."

Lu Yu tightly grasped the guardrail next to him. He just forgot to breathe just now, and suddenly came back to his senses, like a person after drowning, greedily breathing in fresh air.

After hanging up the phone, Lu Yu slowly walked back to the ward.

Seeing him come back, the uncle came over and said, "Let's go out and talk."

Lu Yu shook his head, "Just say it here, grandma has the right to know her physical condition."

The uncle frowned and disapproved, "She needs to rest, let's go out and talk about it."

He accentuated his tone, acting a little anxious.

Lu Wen looked at them, and stepped forward to persuade them, but she didn't know what to say, and her expression was not very good.

In fact, except for grandma, no one has a good expression now.

It was grandma who said, "Just tell me, I know my body best, and I am mentally prepared."

Grandma usually has a good temper and looks very gentle, but she is actually very stubborn.

As long as it is something she decides, no one can refute it, including uncle.

Lu Yu sat by the hospital bed and talked softly to grandma, as if telling a bedtime story, but the words he said were not so pleasant.

"That's it. If you choose chemotherapy, you can slightly delay the progression of the disease. If you don't cure it..." He never said it clearly. "In short, it's up to you to decide whether to cure or not. We respect your choice."

"Of course it must be cured!" The uncle leaned forward and stared at Lu Yu, "What kind of bastard are you talking about? Of course it must be cured!"

Lu Yu ignored him, but kept looking at grandma.

Grandma also looked at him with gentle eyes.Grandma has always looked at him like this, and it has never changed.

"Do you want me to fix it?" Grandma asked.

miss you.

Lu Yu's lips moved, and it took a while before he said, "You don't have to worry about me, just make your own decision."

"Our Xiaoyu has grown up, the children have grown up, and we have to leave our parents to fly. Adults will not be afraid of parting, will they?" Grandma patted Luyu's hand and said softly.

Lu Yu nodded, her voice choked with sobs: "Yes."

Grandma smiled, turned her head away from Luyu, and murmured: "I heard the old man's voice, he asked me why I didn't go to him, he waited so hard, I miss him so much .”

"You should rest first." Lu Yu put her hand back and tucked the quilt for her.

Grandma was very tired and fell asleep after a while.

The three of them left the ward and walked to the stairwell.

Lu Yu was the first to break the silence: "Call aunt and Lu Lin, grandma is only a few days away."

Boom!

The uncle kicked Lu Yu's stomach, and Lu Yu hit the wall with a muffled sound.He fell to the ground and couldn't get up for a while, covering his stomach with his hands and groaning.

"Dad, what are you doing!"

Lu Wen screamed and helped Lu Yu up, "How are you, Xiaoyu? Do you want to see a doctor?"

Lu Yu waved his hands, endured the throbbing pain in his abdomen and said, "No need."

Lu Wen turned her head and stared at her father, "Can't you talk well if you have something to say? Why don't you know? Grandma is still lying on the bed. You don't think it's enough, do you want one more person to go to the hospital?!"

Because she was angry, she spoke harshly.

The uncle didn't care about her tone, but pointed at Lu Yu and said, "I hit this heartless man! Your grandma loves him the most. Did you hear that he spoke human language? It's not a big deal. If it doesn’t work, it won’t be cured, if I’m afraid of paying for it, I’ll pay for it! If you say something like this..."

"Okay!" Lu Wen interrupted him with a growl, and lowered her volume for fear of disturbing others.

"You said that Xiaoyu is the one who loves grandma the most. Now that grandma is like this, he will only be more sad than us! You take your anger out on him, what about him? Who can he talk to, who can he vent to?! You Can an elder look like an elder!"

"Sister Wen, stop talking." Lu Yu said, holding Lu Wen's hand.

He has recovered now. Although the place where he was kicked by his uncle and the place where his back hit the wall hurt, at least he can speak normally.

"I know it's difficult for everyone to accept, but this is grandma's choice. We can't just let her endure the pain of chemotherapy because we want to keep her selfishly."

He looked at his uncle with a calm expression, "Uncle, if you learn more about chemotherapy and cancer-related cases with the doctor, you will know why I agree and agree to give up treatment."

The uncle's expression was still not very good, but he also knew that he was just taking advantage of this incident to vent his negative emotions on Lu Yu.

At this time, he seemed to be less mature than the two children.

No, Lu Wen and Lu Yu can no longer be called children, it's just that the two juniors behaved calmer than him, and he seemed very incompetent as a parent.

But how can this make him calm down? !

In his concept, it has always been that if there is a disease, it must be cured, and he has never given up on the saying of treatment.

What's more, that's his mother, the person who gave birth to him and raised him.

"Wenwen, take Xiaoyu to see a doctor. I'm sorry, I lost control. I'll calm down by myself. I'll talk to Linlin and your mother."

The uncle said, and walked down the stairs.

After taking two steps, he turned back and took out his cigarette case and lighter from Lu Yu.

Lu Yu felt much better, so Lu Wen didn't let Lu Wen take him to the doctor.

The next day, Lu Lin and his aunt rushed over. Except for two vigils at night, the family stayed close to grandma at all other times.

Even at night, no matter if they are guarding the night or staying in the nearby hotel, they are not very safe.

Even if it is an expected accident, it is an accident after all, and you never know when it will come.

And never be prepared for the unexpected.

In three days, grandma was pushed into the emergency room three times and issued a critical illness notice twice.

When he came out for the last time, the doctor said tactfully, "Be mentally prepared."

The guillotine hanging above his head fell hard after all, and all luck was shattered in that instant.

The author has something to say: I was very blocked when I wrote this chapter, but I didn’t cry, but I couldn’t hold back when I checked the typo

I thought of my class teacher in the first year of high school. He was a very gentle person. He died of cancer. When our class organized a visit to him, I didn’t know what kind of disease he was, so I thought it was not too urgent, just wait for him to come back.

I regretted it once, but now I don’t know whether to be grateful or regret that I didn’t see him at that time, because when I went to the funeral home to see him off, I saw his thin and small appearance wrapped in cloth, not the normal size of an adult at all, cancer really tormenting

Hope the people we care about are safe, all of us are