Never fall in love with heartthrobs again

"About something between us."

Dayong's expression was very serious, without any hint of joking.

Those ice blue eyes were still gentle, but there was a difference, a calmness and restraint that Song Zhouyu couldn't understand.

Day and winter are also restless.

The chaotic thoughts fell to the ground, and Song Zhouyu stabilized his emotions.He began to think, what is between him and Daywinter?

Concealment, deceit... and love under the lie.

He loves Day and Winter, but he also deceives and hides many things about Day and Winter.

Does Tiandong want to talk to him about this?

Yin Chen once said that the person he fell in love with was miserable.His love is deformed and suffocating, making people breathless.

Do you also feel out of breath?

Looking up again to face Day Dong, Song Zhouyu's expression has become very calm.

That is the turbulence hidden under the calm sea.

He said, "About what?"

Great, Song Zhouyu is calm.Day and winter breathed a sigh of relief.

Originally, when he proposed to talk, he was worried that Song Zhouyu would feel uncomfortable if he unilaterally called the shots.

Now it seems that Song Zhouyu can still accept it.

The courage in the heart of Tiandong increased a bit, he looked at Song Zhouyu, "Song Zhouyu, the relationship between us is too abnormal."

Come, day and winter feel abnormal.But don't they like each other?Song Zhouyu curled up her fingers, hiding the anxiety and nervous darkness in her eyes.He bit his lip: "What's wrong?"

"Nowhere is normal."

Dayong shook his head, and he smiled wryly: "Song Zhouyu, I wanted to talk to you a long time ago. But you are always busy, and I can't find the opportunity. Now that I am free, I want to talk to you about the relationship between us. Misunderstanding resolved."

"I know that many people like you and you have many suitors."

Song Zhouyu is very good, it's normal to have suitors, and Ridong can understand, but the biggest problem is Song Zhouyu's lack of explanation.

"There are also a lot of rumors about you, including the previous hotel incident. But you never thought of clarifying it with me, and even wanted to make me jealous. You may think that it is for my own good not to tell me, but I often say it because of this. Things have been sad for a long time."

His trust in Song Zhouyu was worn away in scandal after scandal.

These are the words that Tiandong has kept in his heart for a long time.The moment he said it, he was so sad that he didn't dare to look up at Song Zhouyu.

He was still afraid, afraid of seeing disapproval and incomprehension of him from Song Zhouyu's eyes.

Everyone thinks they are not suitable, but Tiandong still wants to fight for it.He didn't want to break up with Song Zhouyu, so he wanted to give himself a chance - to talk to Song Zhouyu.

"I'm always afraid that you will be jealous, but you don't seem to care about my feelings. You know, because in the past, I always felt inferior, and I always wondered if I shouldn't be angry, shouldn't doubt you... still Yes, do you care about me?"

"These misunderstandings make us very tired, Song Zhouyu, I don't want to misunderstand you anymore. So can you explain those misunderstandings clearly." As long as Song Zhouyu said it, he would believe it.

The words of the day and winter implored, but Song Zhouyu did not speak.

Cat.

Song Zhouyu thought of his cat.

The tragic death of the cat, on the bed in his bedroom.

The cat was raised very well by him, its fur was shiny and fluffy, and it was very cute.He obviously hid it well and hid it under his bed, but the cat still ran around, ran out of the room, and was caught by Song Jizhi's servant.

The fur was stripped and he died bloody on his bed.

Obviously, as long as next week's birthday is passed, why do you have to explain it clearly now?

Yesterday, Jiang Tinghe and Jiang Tingyun severely punished Song Jizhi. Song Jizhi was called by Song Scumbag, and when he came out, he had a gloomy expression.

Song Jizhi knew that the twins of the Jiang family liked Day and Winter, and also knew that he cared about Day and Winter.The informant he arranged beside Song Jizhi also said that Song Jizhi had already targeted Dayong.

He wanted to protect Day and Winter, but Day and Winter had already been involved.

He is so useless.

The horrific irritability and anxiety magnified his emotions, and Song Zhouyu's temples felt aching.

Song Jizhi's decision will not be given up easily.

Daywinter's situation is dangerous.

Nervous, Song Zhouyu felt that he was about to be unable to hide the beast in his heart.That beast that has a strong desire for day and winter.

Similarly, he looked directly at Dayong.

He wanted to ask, could Tiandong give him a little more trust.As long as another four days, four more days, he will be able to solve everything and tell everything to Dayong.

Day and winter are involved in all this, and day and winter are innocent.Day and winter are begging him.

Day and winter because he was very sad, he hurt day and winter.

Song Zhouyu didn't speak for a long time, and he was a little flustered in the day and winter.He couldn't guess what Song Zhouyu was thinking, as if a stone was blocked in his heart, making him so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.

Did he do something wrong?

Day Dong pursed his lips, his eyelashes fluttered, "Song Zhouyu, I don't mean to blame you. I like you, but there are too many misunderstandings in this relationship, and we will all be very tired. I just want an explanation, as long as you ,only you……"

As long as you tell me, I will believe it...

In the blurred eyes of the day and winter, Song Zhouyu stood up.He held the face of the day and winter, kissed the tears of the day and winter.

"sorry."

He touched Zhou Dong's birthmark, rubbed his fingers on the side of his face, and said in a hoarse voice, "Zi Dong, I think we all need to calm down."

Song Zhouyu, who grew up in the midst of intrigue, is used to carrying everything by herself.

Before meeting Dayong, Song Zhouyu was a standard careerist.Seizing power and overthrowing Song Jizhi and Song Zhadi is his number one goal in life.

From an unfavored Omega prince to Niu Hulu Song who can stand up to Song Jizhi.It was Song Zhouyu's deliberate deliberations and setting up tricks everywhere to get to where he is today.

He has been plotted against by Song Jizhi many times, suffered losses many times, and suffered both big and small injuries.If it weren't for the treatment cabin and the scar remover, Song Zhouyu probably wouldn't have a piece of good meat on her body.

In Yin Chen's words, Song Zhouyu is not only vengeful but also ruthless, he is a mad dog that cannot be messed with.

The relationship between Yin Chen and Song Zhouyu is also simple to say, they are collaborators.Yin Chen is a great help to Song Zhouyu's faction.

Those scandals between Yin Chen and Song Zhouyu.No, perhaps it should be said that all the scandals about Song Zhouyu are Song Zhouyu's means to confuse Song Zha's father.

Regarding the grievances between him and Song Jizhi, Song Zhouyu couldn't finish talking all day and night.But what's the use of telling Tiandong about this?Apart from making Tiandong worry about him, there is no other use.

Song Jizhi's birthday party next week will be a Hongmen Banquet, he has no right to refuse, but Dayong has it.

Qi Ji is Zhou Dong's uncle, a newly promoted general, a figure at the center of power in the military, and he will protect him.

It doesn't matter if he is selfish, but he just doesn't want Tiandong to forget him.

Now that the damage has already been done, the fact that Tiandong is sad will not be erased if he explains it again.

Hate lasts longer than love.

If he fails to seize power, he will also remember him forever.

Calm what?He knew every word, but he couldn't understand it together.Dayong was stunned, tears fell unconsciously, hitting Song Zhouyu's fingertips.

Song Zhouyu let him go.

"Day and winter, goodbye."

"Take good care of yourself."

The door of the apartment was closed, and Song Zhouyu's figure disappeared behind the door.

The state of day and winter is very wrong.

Although the expression and complexion are normal, but the mental state is very wrong.Qi Ji, who came back from get off work at night, glanced at Ri Dong several times, but he didn't react in a daze.

Song Zhouyu was not there either.

The only possibility that Qi Ji could think of to make Ridong sad was Song Zhouyu, a scumbag.

"Day and winter, what's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing." Zhou Dong turned around, his expression couldn't be more normal, he smiled apologetically at Qi Ji, "Uncle, I feel a little uncomfortable tonight, so go back to sleep first."

The door is closed.

Qi Ji was left alone frowning outside the door.

For the first time in his life, Qi Ji wanted to swear so much.

What did that idiot Song Zhouyu do?

ended.

Tiandong hides himself under the quilt, in a very insecure posture.

He obviously told everything, but Song Zhouyu was unwilling to give an explanation.

calm?What does calm mean?Isn't he calm enough?Daywinter couldn't control the surging tears.

Was he really wrong?Shouldn't he have said this?Why couldn't Song Zhouyu tell him?

Song Zhouyu's words played on a loop in his mind for a whole day, and after the day passed in a trance, Dayong couldn't let go of it.

Just go to sleep, just go to sleep.

Dayong tightened his grip on the quilt, and closed his eyes in the suffocating heat.

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In the middle of the night, Tiandong was awakened by the pain in his body.

His stomach ache came back from not eating properly all day.

There was cold sweat on his forehead, and Tian Dong bent down to cover his stomach.

It's just a stomachache, just get over it...

Ridong imitated the way Riyan rubbed his stomach when he was a child, and began to massage clumsily.

Pressed it for about 3 minutes, to no avail.

Tian Dong had already lost strength in his fingers due to the pain, and his eyes were half closed, dripping with cold sweat.

At this moment, the door of his room was opened.

Alpha's tall figure appeared at the door.

He endured the pain, "Uncle...?"

It's Qi Ji.

"Close your eyes, I'll turn on the light."

Tian Dong obediently closed his eyes.

The light irritated his eyelids, and his body trembled unconsciously.

Opening his eyes, Qi Ji was already beside his bed with a very serious expression.

"Where does it hurt?"

"Stomach…"

Dayong was so painful that he was about to lose consciousness, he curled up like a malnourished kitten.

There was a rustling sound in his ears, and Qi Ji sat beside his bed.Immediately afterwards, Tiandong felt himself being lifted up, leaning against Qi Ji's chest.

His head was groggy, his eyes were closed tightly, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and his hands were tightly covering his abdomen.

Qi Ji's voice was quite helpless.

"let go."

Tian Dong obeyed and let go.

"uncle……"

Qi Ji took his hand away, and the palm of the palm was covered with the clothes, covering Ridong's stomach.

"Day and winter, it's the second time."

The second time, he discovered that Dayong was sick in the middle of the night.

"Sorry……"

Perhaps because of illness, Dayong's emotions have become much more fragile.His nose was red, and the tears began to flow again.

Qi Ji didn't speak, but wiped his tears for him.

The memory of the second half of the day and winter has been blurred.He vaguely remembered that Qi Ji rubbed his stomach for him, and also fed him nutrient solution to replenish energy.

It seemed that he was still sighing behind him, but when Ridong felt his head was being rubbed, Qi Ji left.

Get up the next day.

Dayong, who had swollen eyes, had already calmed down a lot. As long as he didn't deliberately think about Song Zhouyu, he wouldn't be too sad.

And he was embarrassed.

I troubled Qi Ji last night, and couldn't help crying...

Kind of embarrassing.

Obviously, he controlled his emotions well before, but he didn't want Qi Ji to worry.

After picking the time when Qi Ji would usually go to work, Dayong cautiously came out from the room door.

As soon as he came out, he was caught.

"Are you awake? Does your stomach still hurt?"

Qi Ji was wearing an apron that didn't fit well, and he was holding two freshly baked dishes.

Day and winter: "...!"

He subconsciously stood up straight, not daring to meet Qi Ji's eyes.

You were still crying in his arms last night, so you're embarrassed today?Qi Ji had some bad thoughts, he turned to Tiandong, "I just got up now, do you think I'm going to work?"

Tian Dong's complexion was red, and his mouth was stiff: "No."

He muttered: "I just slept late."

After getting along with each other for several weeks, Tiandong no longer has the cautiousness to face Qi Ji.

After mumbling, his head was rubbed again.

Alpha's palms are warm, with a reassuring temperature.

Qi Ji rumpled Tian Dong's hair, and then patted it again.The face with facial paralysis was rare and gentle, "Don't be too sad, uncle will accompany you."

"You can talk to Uncle about any troubles. In Uncle's heart, you will always be number one."

In the past, he didn't understand and missed a lot of time with Zhou Runian and Qi Chenshan, but now he understands, and he just wants to let Zhou Dong be well.

Qi Ji has said this many times, but no matter how many times he said it, his tone is serious and sincere, and never makes people doubt the authenticity of that sentence.

Tian Dong's eyes were hot, he lowered his head, feeling so ashamed.Whispered: "I'm just a little sad."

Qi Ji led him to the dining table, "Eat, eat and see, this is my first time making it."

Qi Ji used to drink nutrient solution for breakfast, and he didn't think there was anything wrong with nutrient solution. When he was busy, he even felt that nutrient solution was the greatest invention in the world.

But now when it's placed on Tiandong, he doesn't want him to drink it at all.

Not nutritious, not healthy.

Si Dong was pulled to sit down by Qi Ji.

Qi Ji handed him the chopsticks, "After dinner, do you want to visit the military headquarters?"

"Will it bother you?"

"will not."

"Wouldn't that be inconvenient..."

Tiandong hesitated, he was afraid that if he appeared with Qi Ji, Qi Ji would be hated by others.

Qi Ji put a piece of meat into his bowl, and said softly, "I won't cause trouble for me."

Day and winter hesitation -1.

"I would like you to go."

Day and winter hesitation -2.

"Organ armor."

Day Dong's eyes lit up: "Go!"

The main star military research institute.

The door of the institute was pushed open, and a slovenly researcher ran wildly with reagents.

"It's over, it's over, it's over!! Brothers, get dressed up!!!"

"Admiral Qi is here!!!"

After speaking, he slapped himself on the mouth several times.

Bah bah bah! !What is Qi Ji! !Oppress them every day! !What matters is the people around Qi Ji! !

Just as he was about to explain, he heard people from the research institute start complaining.

"What do you dress for? You don't know that Qi Ji is straight-A and hard-hearted? What gentleness can soften him."

"Convinced, I thought it was some big star."

"If it's not Song Zhouyu, don't make any noise."

Unkempt researcher: "..." Well, that's what you said.

He didn't remind him at all, and ran to the lounge to tidy himself up.

Not far from the research institute, Dayong was a little nervous.

"Can I really go in?"

Day and winter yearn for mechas, and also yearn for mecha research institutes.When he was very young, he saw the research institute in a magazine. It stands to reason that if he was too young, his memory should be very vague, but Dayong still remembered that picture.

Large screens for scrolling data and sophisticated instruments, busy researchers in white coats coming and going...

"What can't you do?"

Qi Ji in the military department is very different.The nobleness of the superior and the predatory aggression of the top Alpha are unabashedly released.

Dayong blushed with excitement, "Really?"

Qi Ji had no choice but to rub his head again, "Really."

After kneading, he couldn't help frowning again.There were a lot of people peeping at him along the way, it should be said that there was almost no one who didn't look at him.

But Dayong didn't notice it.

The institute is coming soon.

Qi Ji swiped open the door of the research institute with his ID card, and as soon as he entered, he heard someone say, "Today's joke: I still need to dress up when I see Qi Ji."

In the past, as long as he said something, many people would agree, but today, it was unusually quiet.

The researcher A who said bad things was a little strange, he couldn't help but raised his head, and finally met Qi Ji's gaze.

A: "..." I'm dead.

Qi Ji: =-=

Everyone: "..." Go all the way.

Sweating wildly in his heart, he patched it up as if nothing had happened: "See what Qi Ji wants to dress up! Our General Qi likes the original beauty the most!!"

Ridong behind Qi Ji couldn't help laughing.He laughed softly, but in such a quiet environment, it seemed a bit abrupt.

Qi Ji: =o=?

"Is it funny?"

"Not funny."

Tiandong secretly whispered, and quickly pressed his lips to hold it back, but those eyes soon fell on him.

How dare someone talk back to Admiral Qi Yan Wang!How could someone smile so nicely? !How could someone think that they are beautiful even when they hear their voices? !

hateful!Let me see what it looks like!

The eyes gathered, and suddenly, the entire research institute fell silent.

Qi Ji looked around warningly, and everyone got busy again pushing and pushing.

It's just that this is different from usual, extremely false busy.

Many people were secretly looking in Qi Ji's direction.

I saw Qi Ji holding the boy's wrist very gentlemanly, "Aren't you interested in mechas, I'll take you in to have a look."

then……

Just go.

Everyone's eyes chased to the door, and the door was closed, and they still stared at the door reluctantly.

"Where's the person? Where's the person? Is Mr. Qi coming?" The previously sloppy researcher came out of the lounge dressed up in fancy clothes.

No one answered him, and everyone was absent-minded.

"Why don't you speak, are you dumb?" He didn't know what happened, so he deliberately walked to the door to wait for Qi Ji.

Unexpectedly, this sentence is like lighting a powder keg.

"Everyone is gone!!"

"I should have dressed up just now! Ahhh, I must have been ugly for three days!"

"What are you talking about, Qi Ji!! Can you just focus on the key points next time?"

"Why do you still come out and hang around like this?? Where is the morality? Where is the male virtue? Where is the home address?" [1]

A few doors away, Dayong didn't know what happened, he looked at everything around him strangely, his eyes full of longing.

"These are mechas that are being researched and designed. If you are interested, I can ask them for the blueprints they want to design and show you."

Tiandong didn't want to cause trouble for Qi Ji, he shook his head: "This kind of thing is very confidential, it's better not to give it to me casually."

"These are all uncle's, nothing confidential."

Day and winter: "...!"

Seeing his surprised expression, Qi Ji couldn't help laughing, and pushed him up.

"Go and have a look."

So Tiandong looked and touched it contentedly, and after 5 minutes, he let go of it fondly, and whispered thoughtfully: "I always feel that the ore stone here on the arm is not used properly."

Qi Ji stepped forward, "What do you think?"

Qi Ji understands that Dayong loves mechas.

Day and winter said his thoughts again. "The nature of this rough stone itself is fine, but it conflicts with another necessary material added to the arm of the mech. If a large amount of this rough stone is used, the arm of the mech will become very fragile."

The name of the rough stone is [Spring], and it is a common rough stone for designing mecha arms.It is very reliable when used normally.But maybe it's because the mechs, materials and rough stones that were designed for a new purpose were overthrown again, which led to this kind of error.

But just as he finished speaking, a strange voice sounded behind him: "I thought someone was driving to the research institute. It turned out that it was General Qi."

The person who came was wearing a white coat and a one-sided mirror with chains extending behind the ears. He was handsome and had a noble and glamorous temperament.

Gu Yinchen, the director of the research institute.

He looked at Tiandong with great interest, "Little friend, how about telling your thoughts again?"

After Qi Ji's enlightenment and distraction, Ridong seldom thinks about Song Zhouyu.

But when I think about it occasionally, I still feel a little sad and lost.

However, he has always been very good at self-digesting his emotions, and he kept comforting himself-it will be fine in a while, and he will stop thinking about these things after a while.

Maybe what Song Zhouyu said is right, they all need to calm down.

On Monday, Dayong went to school as usual.He sat in his seat and carefully studied the blueprint of the mecha that Gu Yinchen gave him that day.

Gu Yinchen also stuffed his contact information inside, asking him to contact him if he had any new ideas.

When he was in Garbage Star, his favorite thing was to draw blueprint designs of mechas by himself.

Because he did not receive a systematic education, the image of the mecha designed by Day Winter is very bold, which is why he was regarded as a different kind and rejected at the time.

Can he really?

Dayong was in a daze, suddenly, there was a commotion in the corridor.

"Song Zhouyu came to school today...!!"

"Holy shit, he hasn't come to school for almost half a month, right? See you soon."

"What to do, I really want to know if he broke up."

Song Zhouyu came to school...

Sitting on pins and needles during the day and winter, I clenched the pen in my hand.

The students in class one did not go out to join in the fun, but stayed in the classroom, secretly observing the day and winter.Whenever Tiandong's expression turned bad, someone would tell jokes to divert his attention.

It was very lively outside the classroom, many people took the opportunity to peek at Ridong, and some even talked loudly about Song Zhouyu, trying to get Ridong to look at him, but Ridong ignored him, put on earphones and listened quietly. Song.

Song Zhouyu hasn't sent him a message for the past two days.

No one mentioned breaking up, but they fell into an atmosphere similar to the Cold War.

Thoughts were wandering, and Tiandong's mind was in a mess.

After a while, Class One also started to commotion.

"Wori Wori, Song Zhouyu is coming this way!!"

"He's coming!! At the door of our class!!"

"Fuck, Song Zhouyu is here?!!!"

"Are you here to find Tiandong???"

Song Zhouyu was at the door, and knocked on the door expressionlessly, "Jiang Tingyun, come out."

The crowd was quiet.

Day and winter bit his lip.

The pen in his hand has not moved, and there is actually no song in his earphones.

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