I have a date with math

On October 2019, 4, overcast.

Countdown to the college entrance examination, 61.

In English evening self-study, Xiao Xiao and I were both caught because we didn't do our homework.

There were other people who didn't do their homework at the time, but she only called me out to lecture.

Maybe it's because I'm special, I'm the saved one.

"Long Yu, actually I've wanted to talk to you for a long time."

The English teacher is a new teacher, only in her 20s this year.She looks less than 1.6 meters tall, and I have to look down on her.

Our class is the first class of students taught by her. She has been working hard to manage us and care about our grades.

For example, the head teacher didn't think of her like this, and talked to me earnestly.

When I was called out, I probably already guessed what she was going to say to me. It was nothing more than comparing my freshman year with my third year in high school, and then said some words of encouragement.

It was true, it was just that I didn't expect it, and she asked me why it happened.

In my heart: "Of course it's because of playing games!!!"

I said in my mouth, "I can't study anymore, I'm tired, and I'm struggling in my heart, but I don't want to continue studying just because I read the book."

Of course it was because I reflexively opened the phone when I saw the book...

"Is it because of family reasons or something else?"

at home?Well, there is such a factor.

Seeing my face change, I nodded with difficulty, and the English teacher began to persuade me to communicate well with my family, and not to affect my study because of these things, my family will always love you the most.

I looked like I was poked in the heart by the English teacher, with tears in my eyes and a very touching appearance, but in fact, I kept repeating in my heart: I will not go home if I am killed, and I will not go home throughout my third year of high school.Call up?He found out that I can't buy a mobile phone by myself and kill me?

I waited for a long time before the English teacher let me go back, and I said: I will work hard.

She nodded with satisfaction, and went into the classroom to sit and supervise their self-study.

can you?In fact, I am also asking myself.I wiped the tears that I had just suppressed from the corners of my eyes, and felt that it was a bit embarrassing to enter the classroom at this time, so I walked towards the teacher's office.

Leaning on the railing, looking at the scenery outside the school, the wind was blowing straight to his face, he couldn't help feeling his nose sore, a big man actually started to cry.

Why expect so much from me.

Why be great.

Why let them down.

Why do I feel tired.

……

If I were a machine, I could fulfill their wishes, right?

Just when I was sad for spring and autumn alone, someone patted me on the shoulder.

I was startled, and turned my head to see a handsome guy looking at me solemnly.

"Count... math?"

? ? ? ? ? ? ? (black question mark face)

Mathematics hugged me, caressed my back like a child, and comforted me in a soft voice; "Longyu, cry, it's okay. You used to love me so much, and now I won't abandon you easily of."

Wori... What are you talking about? I liked doing mathematics the most among all the subjects when I was in the freshman year of high school. Are you saying that it is the same as I have a crush on you and then give up? ? ?

As soon as I pushed the math away, I didn't want to cry at all.Instead, he refused with a dark face: "No, no need."

Mathematics scratched his head, "Looking at you so sad, I thought you were enlightened, so——did you lie to your teacher just now?"