He is a widow

...Of course, this is just a joke.

Xie Yunyan turned his thoughts around and then disappeared - he didn't really think that Fu Siyin could do anything to Ji Mingyun.

It's just a coincidence.

But he saw that Ji Mingyun was in good health yesterday, so why did he suddenly get sick today?

Moreover, watching other guests in the program group ask if they want to condolences, he also began to think, should he at least,, send a message to show his colleagues' concern?

The director was still thinking hard over there, thinking whether to continue shooting according to the process today, or to adjust it slightly.Xie Yunyan probably listened to it, and learned that what Ji Mingyun had was a minor ailment, nothing serious, and he would recover after a few days of recuperation.

He felt a little relieved.

If Ji Mingyun doesn't come, the show has to continue.It's just that without this biggest source of ratings, the other three guests in Xie Yunyan's team were a little bit unmotivated.

Before noon, the three guests approached him, hinting that they would visit Ji Mingyun.

Xie Yunyun understood their thoughts.

For this visit, the program team will inevitably send a film crew, and it will inevitably be edited into the finished film-they are not visiting, they are clearly adding a scene.

However, he couldn't refuse this kind of thing, and had to cooperate with the performance.

Xie Yunyan had no choice but to let them go to the program group.

Because it is not easy to visit a doctor in the afternoon, I finally set the morning of the next day.The three guests scrambled to be the first to announce the call.

Xie Yunyan quickly took a step back.

He is really thankful and insensitive, and stays far away.But the other end said a few words, and suddenly called him over.

"Thank you, Teacher! Teacher Ji asked if you would like to go?"

"……go."

Xie Yunyan smiled and said, "Teacher Ji is sick, of course I will go."

The camera was shining brightly, and all his reactions were captured and kept as material.

What else was said on the phone, and it was finally settled at nine o'clock tomorrow morning.Still gather here at the studio.

Xie Yunyan turned back to the lounge, sighed helplessly: "Mr. Fu..."

Fu Siyin raised her eyes upon hearing this, "What's wrong?"

"...I will go to visit the doctor with the guests tomorrow."

"Ji Mingyun."

As soon as the words Ji Mingyun came out, Xie Yunyan thought that Fu Siyin would have a different reaction.However, the man was very calm, he just casually closed a foreign language book in his hand, and said calmly, "Do you want me to accompany you?"

"……no, I'm fine."

Xie Yunyan was slightly surprised, and hurriedly said: "The people on the production team have made arrangements. I heard that the hospital over there needs to make an appointment, and many people are not allowed to go."

There are so many people there, it's just a formality, there is no need to accompany them.

Fu Siyin nodded.

He placed his slender fingers on a certain page of the book, paused for a moment, and said, "I'm going home tomorrow, so I can't accompany you."

"what?"

Xie Yunyan blinked, and was a little surprised.

Ever since he met Fu Siyin, he seemed to have been by his side all the time.This was the first time that Fu Siyin said what to do, where to go, and left temporarily.

But on second thought, this is normal.Fu Siyin is a living person, of course he has his own affairs to deal with, so he can't follow him endlessly.

Xie Yunyan nodded understandingly: "Okay, Mr. Fu, I wish you all the best."

Fu Siyin gave a grunt.

The two didn't talk anymore, Xie Yunyan sat on the sofa to rest, while Fu Siyin looked down at the book in his hand again.

only……

He glanced lightly out of the corner of his eye, and saw the young man leaning softly on the sofa with his arms hanging down, a red mole like a drop of blood and tears on his wrist, which was extremely eye-catching.

...it's getting brighter.

It seems that it will bloom anytime, anywhere.

***

The next morning, Xie Yunyan, three guests, and the program team headed to the hospital.

Ji Mingyun stayed in a high-end private hospital with a quiet environment and excellent service. The nurses in beautiful uniforms led them to the VIP ward. When they opened the door, they found a suite with two bedrooms and one living room.

Ji Mingyun was on the hospital bed in the inner room. He seemed to be in good condition, but his face was slightly pale.

...He also knew very well in his heart that it was fake for this group of people to see a doctor, and it was true for them to add cameras.

If it was placed before, Ji Mingyun would never let these people come to visit him.But now...

He looked directly at Xie Yunyan who was the last one to come in, and said with a smile, "Yun Yan, are you coming to see me too?"

As soon as these words came out, all the attention in the room was focused.

Xie Yunyan: ...

Under the watchful eyes of everyone, he had no choice but to bite the bullet and step forward, putting on a polite smile: "How is Teacher Ji feeling today?"

"pretty good."

Ji Mingyun glanced back and didn't see the other one. He knew it in his heart and said, "I feel much better if you can come to see me."

"Haha, Mr. Ji, this is a polite word." A guest turned to the camera without showing any signs, and said with a smile: "Mr. Ji, we have rehearsed more than half of our new dance, you need to get better soon. Come play with us."

"Yes, that's right." The other one was not far behind, and said, "Teacher Ji, if you come back late, you can only ask Teacher Xie to make a small fuss."

Open a small stove?

Ji Mingyun's heart moved, and he smiled slightly: "If Mr. Xie can open a small stove, of course I would like to ask for it."

If you use this reason to get along with Xie Yunyan, even that Mr. Fu can't find a reason to refuse, right?

Moreover, Xie Yunyan is serious and responsible at work, and will definitely teach him well.

His mind was shaken, and he couldn't help looking at Xie Yunyan, but he saw that the latter was absent-minded, not only did not take the initiative to move forward like the three guests, but even turned his toes to the right, as if he really wanted to leave.

Ji Mingyun: ...

Feeling somewhat unreasonably disappointed in his heart, he couldn't help but glanced at his manager not far away, and said at the same time, "How about this, Mr. Xie? Why don't you leave later, and we can discuss the matter of 'remedial lessons'?"

Xie Yunyun was stunned.

Ji Mingyun's agent got up knowingly, "Oh, the doctor said that Teacher Ji has to rest for the time being... How about this, let's talk again when we go back, okay?"

The three guests accepted as soon as they saw a good deal, and after finishing talking about the scene, they hurried away after seeing the situation.As soon as they left, the program crew also left, and Ji Mingyun's manager also withdrew, closing the door behind him.

Xie Yunyan sighed silently in her heart, "Mr. Ji, you don't have to worry about the performance..."

"I'm in no hurry."

Ji Mingyun interrupted him, pointing to the chair beside the bed, "Mr. Xie, sit down."

Xie Yunyan had no choice but to walk slowly to the chair and sit down.

... Although he sat down, he didn't look at Ji Mingyun, but was a little distracted, thinking of a reason to get out.

Ji Mingyun could only see his slanted hair top, and his handsome and delicate eyebrows.

Xie Yunyan is indeed very good-looking.

This was realized when Ji Mingyun met him in the parking lot that day and went home to search for information at night.

If you are in love, you must be a pleasing object.

It's a pity that he already has that man by his side.

Ji Mingyun's mind drifted back and forth, and then quickly waved back, and after reorganizing his thoughts, he spoke again: "Mr. Xie, you and that Mr. Fu haven't confirmed your relationship yet, have you?"

"..."

Xie Yunyan pursed her lips and did not speak.

"...Then can you think about me?"

Ji Mingyun raised a glimmer of hope from the bottom of his heart. Although it was elusive, he put all his thoughts on it at the moment. He held back his eagerness and said patiently: "The reason why you haven't confirmed your relationship is probably because you haven't reached that point yet, right?"

"Xie Yunyan, I think I'm no worse than anyone else, would you like to get along with me?"

"..."

Xie Yunyan lowered her eyes slightly, but still did not speak.

The glimmer of hope in Ji Mingyun's heart became higher and higher, as if it was about to surface.

... He purposely kept Xie Yunyan here, taking advantage of others' danger.But for many days, Mr. Fu was always by his side, like a giant dragon guarding the treasure, so he couldn't find a chance at all.

Being ill this time is like a godsend.If he doesn't catch it, it's a waste.

Since Xie Yunyan and that Mr. Fu have not made up their minds so far, it means that there is still some possibility that the two of them can't make it. From Ji Mingyun's point of view, he always thinks that no matter how slim and fleeting the opportunity is, he must do his best. Try it, so you won't be ashamed of yourself.

however……

Xie Yunyan finally spoke.

His voice was calm and indifferent, extremely rational and restrained, and he said softly, "Mr. Ji."

Ji Mingyun's heart sank.

At the beginning, he understood half of it.

Sure enough, Xie Yunyan said calmly, "I'm sorry."

"I can't promise you."

"... Just like you can't fall in love casually, I am also very cautious about love."

"It's true that Mr. Fu and I haven't confirmed the relationship yet, but I'm considering it."

"Until I sort out this relationship, I won't think about anything else."

...yes, he was thinking about it.

Although Fu Siyin didn't ask him to think about it, and he never expressed any urging—but he had good feelings, fascination, liking, love...all of which could not be concealed, stopped, or refused.

Xie Yunyan is not a fool, he knows what these beautiful things look like, he has seen them many times.

He just...

It's just that since he was a child, there were too many people who pursued him, and too many people said they liked him, so much so that he couldn't help himself, so he kept quite evasive about this matter.

No, it's not a retreat either.

It's just...you can't help but wonder.

It seems that because it is too easy to get, I can't help doubting myself and the world.

...do they really like me?Is it because of my appearance?Are they really what they appear to be?Could it be just a momentary infatuation and illusion?

So, I want to experience it for myself.

He wants to have a good impression of someone, to be tempted by someone, to like someone, to... love someone.

Like any young man longing for the sweetness of love, he wanted to know what it was like.

It's just that he never met him. Instead, he met the suitor who is now serving his sentence in prison.

Because of this, Xie Yunyan was depressed for a while.

And during this time, he met Fu Siyin.

Xie Yunyan only said these few words, but the meaning has been fully revealed.Ji Mingyun forced a smile, "I understand."

"No, you don't understand."

Unexpectedly, Xie Yunyan suddenly said again: "You just want to break through your bottleneck and continue to create, right?"

Ji Mingyun: "..."

He was silent for a moment, then said lightly: "I must admit, this is indeed one of the reasons."

With a wry smile, Ji Mingyun said: "In the beginning, I really wanted to find my inspiration. But now, I find that I really want to try love."

Xie Yunyan didn't know at all that just the little things he revealed when he got along with Fu Siyin had already made him shine brightly and firmly attracted all his eyes.

Let him move his mind, and he can't help but replace it with himself.

...but fantasies are fantasies after all.

Ji Mingyun shrugged, "Forget it, it's not like no one wants me."

He evoked a smile that belonged to the little heavenly king, and took the initiative to change the subject, "Mr. Xie, don't worry, my illness is not serious, and I will go back to rehearse as soon as possible."

Xie Yunyun hummed, turned and left.

He walked quickly through the corridor and came to the parking lot of the hospital, but he couldn't find the car of the program group, so he had to make a phone call.

In the end, the program team said that they thought he would stay for a long time, and they were anxious, so they left first.

The staff apologized repeatedly and said that a car would be sent to pick him up immediately.Xie Yunyan had no choice but to wait in the waiting area of ​​the hospital.

Fortunately, this is a high-end private hospital, no outsiders will come in and out, and the confidentiality is very high.Xie Yunyan doesn't have to worry about trending searches like "Shock, why did Xie Yunyan appear in the hospital".

He waited and waited, but he didn't find anyone, but he saw a group of people gathered under a big tree not far away, and saw a middle-aged man in the middle muttering something, and he didn't know what he was doing.

The people around him all looked solemn and didn't speak, they just stared at the middle-aged man.The man changed his footsteps, walked a few steps in the southeast, northwest, suddenly stopped, made a gesture with his hands, and let out a soft scold!

Suddenly, a black shadow slowly rose from the ground, forming a human form under the tree—but the people around couldn't see it, and they were still looking at the man.

Just at this moment, the man looked sideways slightly, looking in Xie Yunyan's direction.

"what?"