Cannon fodder first love dressed as a fake straight man

What a shame.

Really embarrassing.

All the previous things added up are not as shameful as the failure of forum anonymity.

Su Qing felt embarrassed, ashamed, wronged and wanted to cry in the middle of the night, really, too, lost, human!

After nearly an hour, Xiaopang in the dormitory snored softly after falling asleep. Su Qing tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep, his head was in a mess, and the more he tried to force himself to fall asleep, the less sleepy he became.

He got up a little bored, stepped on the ladder lightly and got out of bed, opened the door of the dormitory in the dark, went to the stairwell and sat silently.

Huo Chi was happily wandering around in the group, and Su Qing's words almost lifted him to the sky. Huo Chi took screenshots and saved them all.

Little Swan said he likes me and wants to be good friends with me forever.

Yeah yeah yeah!

Because it was so over the top, Huo Chi didn't notice that Su Qing had sneaked out.

The dormitory building at two o'clock in the morning was unusually quiet, and the bright lights in the central hall illuminated the walls with a somewhat eerie whiteness.

Su Qing emptied his mind and was in a trance with nothing to do, vaguely as if he heard movement outside.

"Huh? Su Qing?" The homeroom teacher, Mr. Gou, came down from upstairs in an old man's undershirt, and suddenly saw someone on the stairs and was startled.

Su Qing didn't say a word, Teacher Gou didn't sleep either.

Teacher Gou yawned, continued to walk down with the mobile phone in his pocket, and said to him: "I am on duty tonight, and a parent of a student called me. You happen to be in the same dormitory as Li Yidan, right? Come down with me to help Do me a favor."

What happened to the monitor?

Su Qing didn't know why, so I was a little worried for him.

Because every night after 11:30, Li Yidan took advantage of the rest of the guards and sneaked out of the school over the wall to surf the Internet.

Since Suqing came to the 507 dormitory, except for the few days when his leg was injured, he hardly saw Li Yidan sleeping in the school at night.

On the second floor, Mr. Gou led Su Qing to a small door at the other end. The lock of the small door had been pried open. A crooked tree outside was covered with several bricks. The traces of footprints were too large. Obviously, at first glance, someone is always flipping in and out from here.

"This is the place I just found tonight. You are not allowed to follow him. It is not safe to climb over the wall, and it is even less safe to go out."

Su Qing continued to nod perfunctorily.

"You just wait here. When he comes, you lead him to the other side of the stairs to hide. Don't go back to your dormitory, don't reveal your secrets." Mr. Gou yawned again and again: "Just play it by ear."

How does this play by ear.

Su Qing nodded expressionlessly.

After Gou Wang went down, the door of the dormitory was soon slammed down, and a middle-aged man with a thick voice came in angrily, and stood in the hall on the first floor to confront Teacher Gou: "Where is Li Yidan! What's going on with your school! Why can't you even look down on a student! You can mark him off! You can give him a warning! Why do you let him run out again and again!"

"Mr. Li calmed down a little bit," Mr. Gou smiled awkwardly: "This demerit and warning are all for reflection at home. Aren't you unwilling to let him go home for reflection? Besides, Li Yidan's grades are good, and he will be punished if he is punished." Files are stained."

"Then you can let him go to the Internet cafe to play every night?! This is the first time I've been caught today! The little bastard runs fast, and I clearly watched him run into the school!" Father Li was furious Pain: "Your doorman is also very good! Don't stop him and stop me?!"

"Student Li Yidan did very well in the exam this time. His grades have not dropped at all, and his overall ranking has risen. You can rest assured..."

There was a rustling sound behind him, and Su Qing turned around to see that the squad leader Li Yidan was stepping on the crooked tree skillfully and turned in two or three times. When he saw Su Qing, he also heard the movement downstairs.

"Shh-"

Li Yidan hunched over, and didn't have the time to worry about why Su Qing appeared here, and asked nervously in a low voice: "Please show me what's going on downstairs, my dad isn't planning to break into the dormitory and arrest me?" ?”

Su Qing listened again, and it turned out that Li's father was clamoring to go to the 507 dormitory to arrest him.

"Let's hide on the other side." Su Qing pointed to the direction the head teacher told him.

Next, Father Li rushed up, Li Yidan hurriedly followed Su Qing to hide, and when they thumped up the stairs, he finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"My dad actually squatted at me in an Internet cafe. It's too dangerous. He almost got caught." Li Yidan was worried, "Why are you here? Couldn't it be...was woken up by my dad?"

That's not the case, the No. [-] Middle School dormitory building has good sound insulation, and in order to prevent people coming and going from disturbing the students' studies, the dormitory near the stairs is empty.

"No, I can't sleep."

"Oh." Li Yidan squatted down a little depressed: "Hey, thank you very much."

Su Qing wasn't talkative, so he didn't speak again after saying something.

The overly quiet corridor of the dormitory was very quiet. Li Yidan was silent for a while, and suddenly, not knowing what was going on, he started a chatterbox: "Su Qing, why do you dance ballet?"

this problem……

"like."

In fact, at first it was because his mother was a very good dancer, but she was not a good person. After marrying her father, she abandoned her career. Later, her father committed a crime and went to prison. Su Qing.

Fortunately, he showed amazing talent in this field, and became a well-known ballet dancer in China when he was a teenager.

Dancing is like his calling.

Later, when her mother passed away, Su Qing lost her restraint and was still addicted to dancing.

He really likes ballet, he likes to stretch his body to the extreme, he likes to immerse himself in dance music and forget everything, he likes the pain, joy, exhaustion, sweat and freedom gained in dancing.

"That's right," Li Yidan smiled palely, feeling as if he had asked some nonsense, feeling somewhat depressed: "...what else can it be except liking."

The footsteps from upstairs were approaching and walking away. Su Qing and Li Yidan waited for a while before walking to the dormitory. When they reached the door, Li Yidan suddenly stopped and turned to ask Su Qing: "What if your family doesn't agree with you dancing? Would you still dance?" Persevere?"

Su Qing told the truth: "My mother supports me."

"Then..." Li Yidan fell into a strange circle: "Then what if Huo Chi doesn't like it?"

"Huo Chi..."

Thinking of him, Su Qing suddenly smiled: "Huo Chi won't be able to."

Li Yidan was frustrated at once, and said sourly, "That's true."

"Li, Yi, Dan."

Father Li went back and forth, standing behind the two of them with a gloomy face, followed by Mother Li who looked embarrassed.

"You are in the third year of high school this year, do you know what you are doing? Playing games, you know how to play games every day, can you play games all your life?!" Because it was night, Father Li was afraid of disturbing people in other dormitories Rest, the tightly suppressed voice is like an old trapped animal.

"So what if you can't?"

Li Yidan also turned the other way, talking back to his dad: "I just like playing games! I just don't want to follow the steps and apply to a university that is said to be very popular and easy to find a job, and then find someone who is suitable or not in the next four years. Work, a [-]-to-[-] job for the rest of my life! I don't want to!"

"Snapped!"

Father Li slapped Li Yidan on the face, slapping half of his body on his side.

After such a slap, everyone was stunned.

Li Yidan seemed to be crying, Su Qing saw two shiny drops falling down, but his voice was still stubborn: "Even if you beat me to death, I still like to play games!"

"you!"

Father Li was so angry that his face was red and his neck was thick. He held his chest and couldn't breathe for a while, rolled his eyes and passed out.

"dad--"

·

hospital corridor

In the ward, there were only Li's mother who kept crying and Li Yidan who was beating and scolding with her head down. Su Qing closed the door for them, and slowly walked to a farther place with Huo Chi.

"you……"

"Nowadays……"

The voices of the two people stopped abruptly, and they said in unison: "You speak first."

"Okay," Huo Chi led Su Qing to sit down on a chair in a quiet place beside him, patiently: "You talk first."

"It's nothing important. I just remembered that yesterday... no, it was the day before yesterday. Now, you told me to go back early. You have something very important to tell me, but you haven't said it yet."

Huo Chi crossed his hands behind his head, still looking unruly, neutralizing the dull atmosphere a bit: "I regret it, why don't I ask you first."

Su Qing moved the corners of his mouth, he couldn't help laughing when talking to Huo Chi, "Just ask."

"Li Yidan is very good at playing games. He wants to be a professional e-sports player, but his family disagrees because his grades are very good." Huo Chi did not sit down next to Su Qing, but squatted in front of him, stretching out his hand He grabbed his hand on his knee, "You like to dance, you are the best-looking dancer I have ever seen, and you will definitely become the best ballet dancer in the future."

"You all look handsome chasing your dreams, so..." Huo Chi looked at Su Qing, and said softly, "Do you think I'm not handsome enough?"

Su Qing was puzzled: "Why did you suddenly ask me that?"

Huo Chi moved his eyes: "Well... I wanted to ask you that day, if you want to be my friend, will you also be with... others?"

"It's not that I disagree with you making friends."

Huo Chi also didn't understand what he wanted to do now, he felt that he was so hypocritical now, that he looked like a little daughter-in-law, "That's... that is, you can't be better than me with others, and you can't be better than me because of others. Leave me alone! We are best friends, you promised me with your own words."

Su Qing frowned: "It should... no, I can't stand you alone."

This is the truth, Huo Chi has to let him deal with it wholeheartedly by himself, another one?

No, no, Su Qing dare not imagine.

Huo Chi was ecstatic: "Really?"

Su Qing didn't repeat, but put his hand on Huo Chi's shoulder and pushed him away a little, trying to look at him with new eyes.

According to the original text, after graduating from high school, Huo Chihui broke up with his father due to a whim, and then began to build his business empire.

I still can't believe it, this boy who was trained with me on the playground yesterday, because he died because of stealing paper stars and love letters, will soon become a mature and stable man.

Take off the youthful school uniform, wear suits and leather shoes to attend various high-end occasions, fly around the world, build huge buildings brick by brick, and make troubles at will.

Just thinking about it this way, Su Qing suddenly felt that he would be far away from Huo Chi.

Maybe it's because the hospital is too formal, or maybe they just witnessed the frivolity of life.

It was the first time that Su Qing talked about this topic with Huo Chi. Putting aside jokes and prejudices, he looked at Huo Chi in his heart with the simplest eyes.

"I can't sleep today. I saw people reciting in the corridor with vocabulary paper so late. Looking out of the window, there are still lights on in the dormitory on the next floor. Those who read at night want to get high scores and go to good schools. Maybe they haven't thought about which school or major they have to choose."

"Handsome is never about chasing dreams, but about unswervingly striving to do things the best every day."

Su Qing's gentle voice was firm and steady: "You told me before that the current Huo's has an empty shell, the internal system is unreasonable, the product market does not match, and there is a lack of greater innovation and change, but you are not capable enough now. , the power is not enough, you want to break your father's concept, build a better empire in your heart, and prove it to all of them."

"You just seem to like to play, not really doing nothing every day. Since you have this idea, you have been working towards this goal. Although you are against your father, you will still go to the company to learn the necessary knowledge. The tasks assigned by grandpa have also been completed well, you have been paying attention to related matters, and you have also secretly done some practice, you have talents beyond ordinary people, but you are not unwilling to endure hardships because of your talents."

"At the same time, you are still happy every day and spend your free time colorfully. Others say that you were born as a golden young master, but I think the reason why your life is envied by everyone is that you have become everyone's favorite. The backbone, in the final analysis, is because of you."

"Because it's you, the light shines brightly."

Su Qing looked at him with firm eyes: "You will succeed, Huo Chi, you will become the best businessman, a myth that no one has surpassed in the industry for hundreds of years, and you will change all of us through your own power. life."

The hidden corner of Huo Chi's heart was ignited by Su Qing's few words. Facing his clear eyes, Huo Chi was stunned: "Do you really think I can do it?"

"Yeah." Su Qing whispered: "...you are handsome too."

Huo Chi supported Su Qing with deep and warm eyes.

Two seconds later, he suddenly got up and hugged Su Qing, loudly: "I like you so much!"

Su Qing stared blankly, and hurriedly pushed him away: "You, don't hug me."

"Okay, okay," Huo Chi listened to him, circling his wrists with big palms, looking expectant: "You, you can boast a little more!"

Su Qing was very embarrassed by him, and the atmosphere and emotions were washed away by his sudden hug, but he couldn't push him away.

"You...you are still very powerful. Every time I am in danger, you can show up and save me."

"Yeah!" Huo Chi said shamelessly, "I'm a hero!"

"..."

"Is there any more? Let's boast again!"

"And... and..." Su Qing racked his brains, "You are a very caring person. You were blackmailed for helping an old man cross the road last time, but when you meet an old woman who sells oranges, you will still help the old man to fill the house. Picking up oranges on the street."

——In the end, he didn't want the sweet oranges given by the old grandma, but insisted on choosing the two most perfect and best-looking ones. The poor grandma looked the same with her dizzy eyes.

"Is there any more? One more."

Su Qing really couldn't make it up: "You still have perseverance, you get up early every day to exercise."

"Of course!"

Huo Chi felt that this moment was what he had been exercising for the past few years. He pulled up the hem of his clothes and tightened his abs, gleefully saying, "Look! I've gained two new pieces! I'm now a man with eight-pack abs too! Touch it for you!"

Su Qing hurriedly looked away, unable to look directly: "...can you stop being so gay."

"Why is this gay?" Huo Chi was very serious: "Let me tell you, it's perfectly normal for straight men to touch and hug each other. Only gay men care about such pediatric things. You can do it casually." Take a look at the boys' dormitory, the ones who act like a baby and beg for mercy the most are all straight."

And this thing?

Su Qing was dubious.

Huo Chi was very obsessed with letting Su Qing touch his newly developed abdominal muscles, biting the hem of his clothes and grabbing Su Qing's hand, "Straight men don't care about this, please touch it quickly, it feels good to me , I often touch it myself."

Su Qing's ears were red, and he pressed his palms on it, his head was empty: "Oh..."

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