Soldier Assault: The Female Soldier Infiltrating the Seventh Company

Lan Yu stood at the gate of Qilian, his soul drifting away to nowhere.The chaos in the third class continued, Xu Sanduo snatched Shi Jin's backpack once he returned to Qilian, and seemed to be determined to use a backpack as a tie to keep Shi Jin behind.

It was as if there was a world separated, and she outside the world was very far away from that chaos.Emotionally, she also didn't want Shi Jin to leave like this, but rationally told her that Xu Sanduo's actions were meaningless.So she simply stood at the door in a daze, staring at the clouds, with the memories of the past in her mind.

Memories are very complicated, but most of them are related to history and present.

Weeding in spring, watering in summer, sweeping fallen leaves in autumn to steal persimmons from the back mountain, and shoveling snow in winter can easily lead to intense snowball fights between classes.She was aimlessly thinking about all kinds of things two years ago, and even thought that when she went down the banyan tree, she followed Shi Jin to recruit soldiers—the kid who was recruited grew from a shrinking tortoise to a top player in Gang Qi Company. In the class, like two years ago, the bear was crying.Crying loudly at this, Gao Cheng supported Shi Jin's shoulder and walked out of the building.

Against the background of Yi Xu Sanduo's cries, Gao Cheng was cold but calm, and he tried his best to express such a temperament - he looked down on the affection of his children.

Gao Cheng: "Come on. I'll drive... and..." He looked at Lan Yu with the same calm face, paused, and continued, "There are Wuban Deputy, Lan Yu, and you all return."

Gan Xiaoning and Bai Tiejun who came out immediately looked at Gao Cheng, followed by Shi Jin and Lan Yu.They all wanted to go to the station to see off the old monitor one last time, but they were not Xu Sanduo.The two of them finally bowed their heads and obeyed the order.

Rather than sympathizing, Hong Xingguo understood Xu Sanduo's reckless behavior wholeheartedly: "Company Commander, I'll tell squad leader Xu Sanduo to leave, let him..."

Gao Cheng made up his mind not to pity him: "No! Why did you send that earth-shattering sentimental seed? I want him to develop a memory. As for what memory to develop, I hope to hear him give me an answer in the public review of the whole company. He turned to Shi Jin, and immediately relaxed a lot, "I'm sorry, the third squad leader."

Shi Jin can understand Gao Cheng at any time: "Should I say it all. The long-term consideration should be the same, company commander."

Gao Cheng nodded, and said bluntly to the others: "Go back."

Today's self-willedness has been squandered by Xu Sanduo, Bai Tiejun Gan Xiaoning and other comrades in the third class had no choice but to obey, turning around and walking away with great reluctance.Lan Yu sat in the back of the car with Wu Liuyi silently, looking at the same direction as Gao Cheng who was driving - the front of the road.Perhaps Gao Cheng thought it was too dull, or maybe it was too sad. He took out a tape and stuffed it into the car stereo. It was his favorite old Soviet military song. The tape recorder was stuck, and a good tape was stuck like crying.Gao Cheng smashed the tape out with a punch, and then tried his best to drive his car as if nothing had happened.

Lan Yu was in the back seat of Shi Jin, the co-pilot, watching Gao Cheng go crazy clearly.That punch made Gao Cheng blush, but she didn't say anything in the end.Shi Jin took the tape, carefully reset the unwound tape, rolled it up, and put it back into the tape case.

in the station.Gao Chengwu Liuyi was smoking a cigarette dully on the platform. These two people are people who can't exaggerate their feelings at all, and they don't want to say goodbye in a muddy manner.In the end, only Lan Yu followed Shi Jin to send him to the car.This was the first time the two of them were alone together after Shi Jin had a fever a month ago.Lan Yu silently handed over his backpack, watched Shi Jin put the backpack on the luggage rack, then didn't make a sound, didn't leave, just watched.

Shi Jin is still standing up, and Lan Yu is also standing up, I don't know who is punishing whom.

After all, Shi Jin is not someone like Gao Cheng and Wu Liuyi who pretends to be strong even when he is dying, and there are some things he can't keep silent until he leaves.So in the end it was Shi Jin who spoke first: "Lan Yu, last time..."

"Take care of Xu Sanduo, I understand." Lan Yu said, obviously she remembered the last conversation.

"There is also Wu Liuyi. He is stubborn on Liuyi, and no one will see that something will happen."

Lan Yu nodded: "There is also Wu Liuyi. There is also Gan Xiaoning, Bai Tiejun, and the entire third class... I will take care of it, is there anything else?"

What should be said and instructed was finished by Lan Yu.Shi Jin looked at her for a long time and finally avoided her eyes, and said, "I'm sorry."

"...Um"

"And... thank you."

"Um"

After a brief conversation there was silence again.This silence seems to convey something, but the information is so vague.At this moment, the starting bell rang, and Shi Jin raised his head: "...Okay, you should get out of the car."

"Hmm..." Lan Yu still replied, hesitating, she turned around and then back again.Rubbing her hands and pursing her lips, she asked unwillingly, "...will you... write letters in the future?"

Shi Jin visibly paused: "Yes, I will write to you all."

Everyone, this word is a bit harsh for Lanyu.Lan Yu finally sighed, and let go of the things that he once cared about.As if she had finally come to an end, she nodded indiscriminately, never looked back, and simply ran out of the car.The train started quickly, and Lan Yu stood behind Gao Cheng and Wu Liuyi, watching the train go further and further away.She suddenly remembered two years ago, when Xu Sanduo had just joined the army, the old tank 207 of their class left.She stood in the queue, neither knowing where it was going nor its future fate, but clearly understood——

It's hard to see each other again.

And what is lost will never come back.

☆, Fanwai (history and present)

Spoiler - Shi Jin

If Gaocheng is committed to building the Seventh Steel Company into an armored company that bleeds, sweats and does not shed tears, then Hong Xingguo is working hard to make the Seventh Company a warm, warm and inclusive home.The instructor fully realizes that no matter how powerful the combat power is, it is ultimately composed of people, and his job is to deal with human problems.

Among them, the only female soldier, Lan Yu, was his main concern.Over time, Hong Xingguo, who is a father himself, subconsciously took on the mood of looking at his daughter when he watched Lanyu.There may be deviations in saying this, but in terms of the degree of worry, it is really not much different from being a father.

So he was actually quite optimistic about the pair of Lan Yu and Shi Jin.The troops are a bunch of rough guys, maybe Lan Yu's feelings that she thought she didn't show, only the instructor guessed seven or eight points.

No, those who are also aware of it should of course include the person involved, Shi Jin.

Lan Yu likes Shi Jin when exactly it happened, maybe she doesn't know it herself.Probably because they spend too much time together, too intensive and too gentle. Perhaps at the beginning, Lan Yu had a sense of dependence on Shi Jin as a soldier on the squad leader, but as time passed, this sense of dependence deteriorated into another kind of relationship.

Of course, Lan Yu is not stupid, maybe she is a little slow in emotion, but it doesn't mean that she can't even understand her own mood.She couldn't see Shi Jin being in a difficult situation, nor could she see him being uncomfortable. Even though she had quarreled several times over Xu Sanduo, she finally compromised again and again.But she also understands that this does not mean that something can be developed - they are all soldiers, and it is a very bad thing for male and female soldiers to have been in close contact with the army.In the army, even if Lan Yu didn't do anything, some bad rumors would spread from time to time, so she should be more cautious in her words and deeds—and she tried her best every day to win the battle in the Seventh Company. It is tiring enough to get the approval of the first place, even if there is a slight feeling in my heart, it is impossible to focus on these things.

What's more, just trying to find a way to leave Shi Jin behind is already exhausting.

There is one thing that Xu Sanduo may not know enough about, but in fact, every veteran knows: The people we meet in the army are often because they walked a common path.We are dependent on each other on this road, but this does not mean that we can live like this forever.People can only stay together for a certain distance, leaving the army is equivalent to leaving the same road.So in the end, it can only gradually drift away until it disappears.

Shi Jin said that we are growing up, and the distance from the south of the sky to the north of the earth is just a leg.

He told a lot of lies to coax Xu Sanduo.For example, Xu Sanduo can stay in the army if he does a good job; another example, this sentence.

People can only gradually separate.You have a different life, different pursuits, encounter different things, and feel a different life.And our differences can only get bigger and bigger. In the end, I can't understand your pursuit, and you can't understand my feelings. Even if we have the same past, we can never go back to the past.

It is precisely because of this that Lan Yu desperately wants to leave Shijin behind.

She just didn't make it.

On the way of pursuing personal happiness, she is not at all resolute like a soldier, but cautious and cautious.In fact, she should have given up a long time ago, she should have given up when Shi Jin said, 'there is a girl at home'.But on the train leaving Shijin, at the very end, she finally tried to make a fight, and this last fight was only hidden in the questioning that no one could understand.

"...will you... write letters in the future?"

[Will you write to me in the future? 】

She believed that Shi Jin could understand, and Shi Jin could indeed understand.Shi Jin would not use words to hurt others clearly, so he concealed and subtly refused.

"Yes, I'll write to you all."

Everyone.The meaning was very clear, and Lan Yu finally understood it.Despair might be like this, and she wouldn't want to die or live.Simply say goodbye, leave, and forget.If this is the final result, she can accept it calmly.

He is just the monitor, her most important monitor.

--------------------------------------------

Lan Yu said that she especially likes Shi Jin.

Time: On the eve before she went to the military academy for advanced studies, when Shi Jin went to wash up

Location: Corridor of Qilian

Lan Yu himself has completely forgotten this sentence, but Shi Jin has always remembered it clearly.

Gao Cheng once said that Shi Jin is like a township stone, if you let it go, you just let it go.Sometimes he looks at the clouds and thinks: "How wonderful it would be for me", but he just thinks about it and doesn't even say it.

Gao Cheng is very accurate in reading history and present.Shi Jin didn't say anything to Lan Yu until the end.

In Shi Jin's eyes, Lan Yu is a very dazzling girl.

A registered permanent residence in the imperial capital, a college student, smart and beautiful, works very hard.He acts neatly and neatly, and is clean when he smiles.Even when talking about the betrayed past, there is no hatred, no resentment, the expression is calm and stable, very mature.

And he is just a kid from the countryside, barely finished junior high school.A girl like Lan Yu deserves to meet someone better—a company commander is the best, with education, ability, family... She deserves better.

"My family has already written letters to me, saying that they told me about a girl who just urged me to go back and meet..."

He lied to Lan Yu like this.Where is there any girl? His hometown is very poor, not to mention there are three older brothers—just to make Lan Yu give up.Maybe he pretended to be ignorant and procrastinated before retiring from the army, thinking that there might be hope, but in the face of leaving the team, he should end up clean in the end—he shouldn't have delayed Lan Yu in the first place.

I won't write to you alone again, maybe I will keep in touch with you intermittently in the future.Returning to where it should be in the end is the best choice.

"sorry"

"And...thank you"

That's all he said at last.And these are enough to express everything.

--------------------------------------------------

Still no fate.

The instructor watched Lan Yu and Shi Jin get into Gaocheng's car, and watched the car drive to the station, thinking silently in his heart.

The author has something to say: The relationship between Lan Yu and Shi Jin was actually well thought out from the beginning, and there are many foreshadowings (some foreshadowings have been buried for too long, maybe I forgot to write them... OTZ, if anyone feels some I have to remind me about the notes I didn't write...).The basic setting is a not intense but gentle relationship (secret love).But in the end there is no ending, and after this chapter, Shi Jin's role is completely over, it is still sad to think about it...