summer oil students

My 6th birthday is coming up.

The adoptive parents probably made a decision, and when they faced me the next day, they had an attitude similar to guilt and flattery.

Hush and ask me warmly, just like before Yota An Young was born.But I know this kind of emotion won't last long, because I'm just a thorn in the side of being bought and hindering the future of their own son.

People's emotions are really strange. If I haven't got it before, I can persuade myself not to care.But I can tell that when I first came to this home, their love for me was indeed genuine.

Of course, the antipathy towards me now is also genuine.It is precisely because I have gained and lost that I am more and more unwilling.

In terms of time, we have been together for nearly six years, and Yota Yasu was born only half a year ago.In terms of quantity, Aiko and I combined can't compare to one Yota.

It's not because of blood relationship. As their own child, Aizi doesn't receive more love than me.

I don't understand.

"Ah, Xing's birthday is coming soon, what birthday present do you want?"

"Dad, Mom, you haven't been with me and Aiko for a long time, can we go to the amusement park together?"

An Yong Yangta's mother frowned, the smile on her face faded, and turned into an unhappy expression, "Yangta is still young and can't blow the wind, can't you be considerate of adults?"

Huh?Angry?Have I stepped on the line again?Sure enough, if a person is hated, even breathing will be wrong.

But aren't you asking me what birthday present I want?You're asking me what birthday present I want!An Yongyang is too young to have a hair dryer, so he doesn't have to go, it's not his birthday!

"Ah... ah, fortunately, mom actually cares about you... and Aizi, the weather forecast says there will be cold air on your birthday, mom doesn't want you to go out because she's afraid you'll catch a cold and get sick."

I get it, it's not about what I want, they just need to do something to say, 'We love this kid. '

'We've done a lot for this kid. '

Then while trying to get rid of the guilt in his heart, he was stingy and refused to give any more patience.

Really, if you want me to save a little trouble, just say it, and see if he can understand your intentions with another child.

"Then, can you buy me some books?"

"Of course, Xing is a good boy who loves reading."

The days seem to be the same, and it is still Yasunaga Yota who cries all night;

They are still adoptive parents who devote all their energy to Yasunaga Yota;

It's still my younger sister Aiko who likes to cling to me and be by my company.Except that I became more and more silent, and I became more and more unfamiliar with my adoptive parents.

On my birthday, I got a set of children's encyclopedias and a big birthday cake that I didn't ask for.

I heard that death row inmates in the prison can satisfy all their unreasonable demands before they die. This is probably my "last meal".

While eating the cake, the adoptive mother neglected to hug Yang Tai.Because of being close to me, Yota, who was crying and fussing, broke free from his mother's arms, and put his entire upper body into the cake, with snot and tears all over his face.

Really, what is Yasunaga Yota afraid of me?I have never really been alone with him, nor have I secretly bullied him.But Yasunaga Yota cried every time he saw me, struggling to stay away from me.

As a matter of course, they broke up unhappy. After cleaning up the scene, the adoptive mother went to put Yang Tai to sleep, and sat back at the table again, "Fortunately, there is something we want to tell you..."

Oh, it's finally here.

But the adoptive father tugged at the corner of the adoptive mother's clothes, "Mom, it's a lucky birthday today, let's talk about something tomorrow."

With your tone, it is easy for people to realize that this is a bad topic.Compared with the adoptive mother who seems to want to tear her face, the adoptive father's attitude makes me puzzled.

What do you mean by showing warmth now?To show me that you don't want to abandon me?Sending me away is the decision made by the adoptive mother alone?You actually miss me?

Is it sometimes too much to give people false hopes?You obviously agreed, obviously... you are the one who is in charge.

The atmosphere between us was awkward and quiet, but fortunately Aiko appeared to break the stalemate.

"Brother, come with me, I have a gift for you!"

I bid farewell to my adoptive parents, and followed Aiko to the room with her. The gift Aiko gave me was drawn by herself. Under the blue sky and white clouds, there were two small figures, one taller and the other Shorter, holding hands surrounded by buildings, to be honest, the painting is extremely abstract.

"Brother, this is a slide"

“This is a roller coaster”

"This is a ferris wheel"

"When the weather clears up, my brother and I will go to the playground, okay?"

Really, I pretended to be strong for so long, but you, a little girl, easily broke my defense.I strained my face so that something that might scare a child wouldn't come out of my eyes.

"Aiko, Aiko is a big kid, right?" Aiko, you must grow up.

"As an older child, you can't play petty temper." Although you are very obedient, you should be more obedient in the future.

"Listen to your parents. You are an older sister, and treat your younger brother like an older sister." This will make your parents think more highly of you and make you feel better at home.

"Be strong, crying is not a good boy." Because crying is the most useless thing, and it may be annoying.

"Do your own thing." Parents put all their minds on their young children and may ignore you.

You have to rely on yourself in the future, no one can be relied on except yourself.

"Don't you have a brother?" Aiko seemed to understand something, but also seemed to understand nothing.

"Aiko is a big kid after all! You have to listen to your brother! Good night." I picked up the painting and treasured it into the book. This is the only good gift I received today.

In the evening, I thought about packing my things so that I would not be in a hurry when I left.Accidentally, the photo on the table was knocked off the table, making a lot of noise.

I picked it up quickly, but luckily it didn't break.The photo is a family portrait of Yota Yasunaga before he was born. The adoptive parents, Aiko and I, all have bright smiles on their faces that are unreal.

At first, I was afraid that my adoptive parents would come over and I didn't know how to explain the act of packing my luggage.

After all, by now I shouldn't know about being sent away.No one came, and while I was relieved, I couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable. The adoptive parents who I could even notice when I closed the window before really don't exist anymore.

This birthday was really bad.Hui, my sister, who are you celebrating your birthday with today?I guess I must not be with my father, because that man is unreliable at first sight.

Two days later, I was sent to a very remote village. Ernst and Young wanted to give me some money but I refused.

Except for the painting that Aiko gave me and the book I used to hold the painting, I only took two clean old clothes.

Sure enough, the dark things should be cleared out before the New Year.