Messenger of Yin and Yang

There is one less labor force in the family, and Goudan'er, who grows up day by day, has to take on more work. He watched as there were fewer and fewer people in the village, and more and more red ribbons and high-heeled shoes came and went. It didn't appear before, he seemed to understand something, but he didn't seem to understand it very well...

It wasn't until his father lay on the board and took his hand to shed the last tear that he realized that when he grew up, Mom and Dad would never come back again!All he has left is grandma.

Later, he suddenly realized that he had never had a grandma.

He also didn't understand why grandma wanted her own grandson to die. It turned out that his eyebrows and eyes resembled his mother's. Looking at him reminded him of that ungrateful and shameless woman.

With the frequent entry and exit, the government also noticed their isolated small mountain village, so they took the remaining few people to the outside world.

It was also the first time that Goudaner knew that a person had to register for a household registration from birth, everyone had to have their own ID card, and children had to go to a place called a school to learn to read and write.

The elder sister who had registered permanent residence smiled and asked what his name was?

He spoke Mandarin that others could not understand, and called him Goudaner.

My sister asked several times, but finally found a brother with a face of embarrassment. After negotiating for a long time, I named him Xie Rui!

The elder brother said that Rui means auspiciousness, and he hopes that Goudaner can live a happy and auspicious life.

At that time, he just thought that the people outside were good-looking and soft-spoken!But I didn't hear the auspicious happiness he said!

He also started to go to school, began to read and read, and he began to know all kinds of people, but he never knew his relatives.

Grandma still uses their country dialect when swearing, which is ugly and ugly.

Goudan'er has never seen grandma's words of swearing in books, not even a single word.

In high school and college, he began to receive some love letters, but he was very ignorant, and he didn't really know what it meant?So there was never a response.

Apart from eating and sleeping, grandma still only scolds him and scolds his mother. He has long practiced to concentrate on doing his own things amidst the sound of cursing.

Going to college, taking a part-time job, doing an internship, graduating, and looking for a job, he is getting more and more busy, all the pressure of reality is on him, and his grandma has lost all her teeth, but she can still scold him clearly.

He has a formal job and some money, so he can move to a slightly better house, but grandma still only scolds him.But now her voice is not loud, and her energy is not so strong...

In this community, Goudaner met a person, he always greeted him with a smile, although he never replied to him because of low self-esteem, but he still smiled every time we met.

Goudaner often follows him, watching him bouncing around to reach the leaves on the tree with a backpack on his back, listening to music with headphones on, frowning and fiddling with his mobile phone, watching him carrying Cake looked and looked happily, seeing him standing up to defend a beggar, seeing him being so kind to a fool beggar, he was a little sad, why wasn't he that beggar?

His life seemed so lively and interesting, but he always faced only vicious curses!

There is also a girl who is as enthusiastic as him in their company, no, no one will be him.

She is just a spoiled and willful rich lady who never cares about the consequences.Regardless of her image as a girl, she pursued Xie Rui hard, and even offered a bank card to let Xie Rui stay with him.

Xie Rui refused time and time again, and said ugly words time and time again, but he couldn't make her give up. He took pains, and the urge to kill her appeared in his heart more than once, until he finally carried it out. It's just the obsession to get.

When he woke up from a strange big bed with a splitting headache and saw the naked woman in his arms, he understood what had happened.

The girl thoughtfully raised his chin, and smiled softly, "You must be responsible to me, otherwise, my family will not let you go!"

The girl is really good-looking, but he doesn't want to look at it too much, only disgusted and angry!

She was getting more and more aggressive, more and more over the top, harassing him regardless of the occasion and location, until she excitedly grabbed Xie Rui and told her that she was pregnant, and asked Xie Rui to marry her, he was moved to kill him.

There were wolves in the front and tigers and leopards in the back. He had been fighting for a long time and was already exhausted.

He asked the girl to go to the beach to play, and the girl who was dazzled by love almost jumped two feet when she got the news.He deliberately stood on a very high rock. Although the girl was afraid, she followed him to prove that she really loved him. At this moment, the evil hand stretched out, and he watched the waves engulfed the body. Returning to calm again, he suddenly felt extremely relaxed, and his heart was as calm as the sea at this moment.

He didn't feel scared at all, he even embraced the sea breeze with open arms, it was the first time he felt so relaxed in so many years of life.

But when he got home, there was still only the endless swearing, and the good mood he had just disappeared suddenly. He stood at the window and looked at the half of the sky dyed red by the last ray of sunset, and recalled the relaxed feeling just now, but Interrupted by the curses in his ears, his eyes sank, and a terrible thought came to him from the bottom of his heart...

Feeling that the struggling movement under the pillow became smaller and smaller until there was no movement at all, he suddenly laughed, laughing wildly, he sat on the ground, heaved a heavy sigh of relief, he felt himself floating, he was so light, he had never so happy...

He got up and took the knife from the kitchen, and with his scarlet eyes, he slashed one after another. In the end, he was no longer that bastard at all...

But he kept his grandma's head, and it was frozen in the refrigerator. Every night when he came back, he had to take a look and smile. He didn't know what he was laughing at, it was just instinct.

He finally had no restraint, no shackles, no worries, he began to respond to that person, started to laugh like him, talked to him about topics he was interested in, and even had dinner together...

For the first time in more than twenty years, he knew what happiness and liking really are.

He shouldn't force it, the status quo is already a mercy, but he found that he couldn't control his desire, couldn't control his heart, he was dissatisfied, he was jealous, he was jealous, but he only dared to have these emotions behind his back .

Little beggar? !Is it really that important to him?

He didn't believe it, he wanted to try it, but the result was not unexpected, he was very nervous, the little beggar was really important to him!

When he went home and opened the refrigerator and told his grandma all this, he heard the vicious curse again. He was so angry that he tied up the beggar and coaxed him to come. Nothing is suspected.

Although it might make him hold grudges, Xie Rui still wants to do this, let him be her boyfriend, even if it's only for one day, I'll hold his hand, kiss his face, and I'll be satisfied!

Although he didn't know why he didn't hurt Xiaofan, the knife had already penetrated his clothes.

At the last moment when he closed his eyes, he seemed to understand that it was all because of him, the person in his heart - Zhang Dezhi!

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Volume [-]: Smart or Stupid?Good or evil?

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