The pilot's boyfriend said I broke him

Until before going to bed, Chang Geng felt that Xu Yan was a little too clingy, so he never took his eyes off him.He thought it should be because of doing intimate things, the relationship between the two has been sublimated.

Before that, Chang Geng only felt liking for Xu Yan.Now, he can say love with confidence.This is a feeling of melting another person into the flesh and blood of the body, which cannot be parted from now on, even the kiss before going to bed is intoxicating.

Chang Geng kissed Xu Yan without desire/hope, but Xu Yan grabbed his pajamas, greeted and invited him unconsciously, and almost seduced Chang Geng again.It made Chang Geng really want to ask where this kid learned to seduce people. He was so cold before, but now he is so enthusiastic that he can't wait to put Chang Geng on the fire.

Chang Geng didn't know whether Xu Yan slept or not, and when he just finished finishing work the night before, he didn't know how many hours Xu Yan had slept.When Chang Geng was woken up by the alarm clock in the middle of the night, he opened his eyes and saw Xu Yan's shining eyes, and his heart skipped a beat.But he needed to catch a flight, so he didn't have time to chat with Xu Yan, so he could only kiss his eyes, and asked in a sleepy voice, "Why did you wake up so early?"

Xu Yan closed his eyes, and after he finished kissing, he opened them again and continued to look at them. After a while, he said, "Get up quickly. Don't miss the flight."

The answer was irrelevant, and Chang Geng was also very helpless.

After tidying himself up, when he was finally tying his tie in front of the mirror in the bathroom, Xu Yan came over, took his tie naturally, and tied it skillfully.

Every time Chang Geng went out, as long as Xu Yan was at home, he insisted on tying the tie. After he was tied, he liked to take two steps back to look at it, and said with a smile: "Handsome!"

Today is no exception.It's just that the emotions in the eyes are more complicated, and Chang Geng can't understand it.

Chang Geng dragged the box to open the door, Xu Yan walked two steps forward, hugged him tightly, and was worried that his uniform would be wrinkled, so he backed away after hugging, slightly tilted his head to look at Chang Geng, and immediately stepped forward and raised his head kiss him.

This is too sticky, Chang Geng thought: I can't even go out.

Xu Yan didn't continue to be sticky. After kissing him, he hooked his neck and said in a low voice, "Safe trip, all right."

Chang Geng's hand pinched Xu Yan's waist, and he let out a "hmm".Kissed the top of his hair again, turned and opened the door and left.He really didn't want to leave because he was afraid that he would be sticky again, and the delay would be too great.

He turned around so fast that he didn't notice Xu Yan's red eyes.

A very ordinary flight mission revealed various abnormalities from the moment he left the house.

In fact, apart from Xu Yan's abnormal clinginess when going out, Chang Geng felt that everything was actually quite normal, but his heart was always hanging there, and he was in vain.The flight process went smoothly, and the hotel check-in went smoothly. When I was in Mexico, talking to Xu Yan, sending text messages, and chatting on video were all normal, but Xu Yan's black eyes always hung in his heart.But Shen Chuxin also said that it is not so easy to adjust sleep well. This is a symptom, not the root of the disease. Only by removing the root of the disease can sleep be truly restored.So Chang Geng didn't dare to be in a hurry, he just told Xu Yan to take medicine on time and go out to exercise on time.

Xu Yan just whimpered and said coquettishly that he didn't want to exercise alone, which made Chang Geng really want to pinch his face through the screen.

Why everything is normal, but there is always a feeling of restlessness.Chang Geng didn't understand until he got on the return flight.

After landing at the G city airport, Chang Geng turned on the phone and sent a message to Xu Yan, saying that he had landed.

Even after boarding the crew bus, I still haven't received Xu Yan's reply.He hung up the phone, and a woman's voice came over, "The number you called has been shut down."

Chang Geng held the phone screen in front of his eyes in surprise, to see if he had slipped his hand and pressed the wrong number.After finding that there was no such thing, I dialed again, but it still said shutdown.

Chang Geng guessed that Xu Yan probably forgot to recharge.So I charged 300 yuan into it.

What he didn't expect was that the money charged in the past was actually refunded.

Is there something wrong with the system?

Chang Geng recharged it again, but it was returned.

He frowned, changed hands and called the customer service, and what he asked was that the number had been canceled.

Chang Geng's shock was no small matter.His heart was pounding, and a conjecture slowly emerged in his mind. This conjecture was too terrifying. He shook his head hastily, as if it would not really happen if he shook the thought away.

When Chang Geng returned to his home, he might have preconceived ideas, the moment he opened the door, he felt something was wrong.

I didn't even have time to change my shoes, the door was closed, the suitcase was lost, and I hurried into the bedroom.The bed was neatly made, and there was nothing wrong with it.He pushed the closet door open with a bang, and took a deep breath.

A small half of the space in the closet was specially set aside for Xu Yan. In order to make it easier for the two to spend the night at each other's house, they both moved some clothes to put in each other's closet.This is for the convenience of life, and it is also a symbol of the establishment of a relationship.

But now, the corner that belonged to Xu Yan was empty, and there was no clothes left inside.The empty partition seemed to have given Chang Geng a heavy blow to his heart. He clutched his heart, panting heavily, and stepped back a few steps to sit on the edge of the bed.My heart hurts even when I breathe, and my throat feels blocked when I swallow.

why? !

He couldn't believe it.

Sitting by the bed for a while, Chang Geng rushed into the bathroom, as expected, he was the only one left with towels and toothbrushes.In the living room, the vase with a bouquet of flowers every three days has been washed and turned upside down on the coffee table.

what else?Is there anything else that belongs to Xu Yan?

The whole kitchen is his.

Chang Geng thought bitterly, Xu Yan couldn't pry the kitchen away.

My heart was hurting all the time, my fists were clenched tightly, and my nails almost pricked the skin of my fingers.

Chang Geng stood up vigorously, grabbed the phone key, put on his shoes and rushed out the door.

He wants an answer.

why!

Fortunately, there were no red lights along the way, otherwise Chang Geng felt that he would rush past regardless.

It wasn't too far away from Xu Yan's house, and soon he arrived at the door of Xu Yan's house.

Taking out the key and inserting it into the keyhole, Chang Geng retreated, can the door be opened?What happens when you open it?

The answer is nothing more than one or two, which one can he bear?

Chang Geng didn't know.

Maybe nothing can bear it.

He didn't dare to open the door, and sat by the door for a long time.

When the neighbor went out, he saw a pilot sitting on the ground at the door of the family, and he kept looking back in surprise.

Chang Geng sat in a daze until it was dark, and stood up on his knees. Any psychological construction was useless, and he could no longer escape. The knife hanging above his head was wobbly and had to fall.

He took a deep breath, turned the key, and the door opened.

Chang Geng turned on the light without hesitation.

The heart-pounding pain of opening the closet in my own home came double now.A knife pierced straight into the heart and then turned around. This kind of pain should not compare to Chang Geng's current pain.

He felt a surge in his heart, and his nose felt a bloody smell emanating from his body. This rust-like smell made him very uncomfortable. He wanted to suppress his breath, but the feeling of internal turbulence became more serious, and he wanted to clear his throat. , I didn't expect a mouthful of blood to spurt out of my mouth uncontrollably.

In Xu Yan's house, everything was covered with a dustproof cloth, and the house was completely white.

Chang Geng spat out a mouthful of blood with little red stars, coughed for a long time before he recovered, but still felt suffocated.

What Xu Yan did in the two houses conveyed a message to him: I'm leaving.

Chang Geng's hands and feet were cold, this was what he was most afraid of.After learning about Xu Yan's condition, he looked through many books and documents, and many cases made him shudder.

During the days when he stared at Xu Yan from morning to night, he couldn't help but worry that Xu Yan would end his own life while he wasn't paying attention and seek relief.

He was too scared.

Until he returned to work, he couldn't sleep well at night, wishing he could tie their hands together, he was afraid that something would happen to Xu Yan when he fell asleep.

In fact, Xu Yan's mental state was not that bad most of the time. Shen Chuxin also persuaded him several times, don't look back. Xu Yan has improved, but his spirit has collapsed.

But Chang Geng just couldn't relax, and one day he woke up in a daze in the middle of the night, and when he felt that there was no one around him, he woke up immediately, and when he rushed out of the bedroom, he knocked Xu Yan who had just come back from the bathroom to the ground.

Before this mission, Xu Yan's abnormal behavior, now in his opinion, is no different from farewell.

Chang Geng's heart was in so much pain that he couldn't even cry out.He was covered in cold sweat, clutching the clothes around his heart tightly, kneeling on the ground, his eyes were red, his mouth was open but no sound came out.

It hurts so much.

He shouted in his heart: Xu Yan, I hurt so much!

After an unknown amount of time, Chang Geng stood up unsteadily, and pushed open the bedroom door.There is also a white dust cloth inside.

The only thing that stands out is a blue envelope in the center of the bed.

Chang Geng jumped on it like a drowning man seeing a straw, his hands were shaking so much that he opened the envelope after tearing it open several times.

He wiped the corners of his mouth with the back of his hand, not knowing whether it was sweat, tears or blood, and sat on the bed with the dust cloth crumpled into a ball.

It was Xu Yan's letter to him:

Chang Geng, I'm leaving.

left the city.

I will continue to stay in this world, don't worry.

You have to be good.

forget me, please.

How ruthless it is to use such a few lines to throw away the relationship between them like trash.

What a soft heart it is to not forget what Chang Geng is most afraid of before throwing away his feelings.

Xu Yan, who didn't even know how to break up, yet dared to leave so cleanly.

Chang Geng fell on the bed, before losing consciousness, he was thinking: Fortunately, he is still alive.