The pilot's boyfriend said I broke him

Day [-].

Xu Yan's face was always pale today, and his hands were cold to the touch.

Chang Geng filled him with a warm water bag in such a summer.

Xu Yan spent a lot of time in a daze these days, and Chang Geng always ordered takeaway to solve their meal problems.

The big restaurants and hotels nearby, and even the big hotels some distance away, were all checked by him.

Xu Yan's appetite was very poor, and Chang Geng basically coaxed him to eat something.

Under such circumstances, even if the takeaway food is very high-grade food, Chang Geng can still enjoy it.

In the evening, Xu Yan said that he wanted to take a bath.

This was the first request he voluntarily made in the past few days, but Chang Geng was so happy that he immediately filled the bathtub with water, sent Xu Yan in and closed the door.

Could it be that the week Shen Chuxin said was actually an experience value?Depending on the situation, Xu Yan is slowly getting better, maybe he can end the initial period of medication early.

In a good mood, Chang Geng took out the clothes from the washing machine to dry, and then mopped the floor.

After wiping off his sweat and drinking water, he wondered why Xu Yan hadn't come out yet.

So he went to the bathroom door, knocked on the door, and said, "Honey, are you done washing? It's been too long, and the water is getting cold."

No echo.

Chang Geng's heart skipped a beat, and he tapped again: "Bao, I'm going to catch a cold after washing for too long."

Still no reply.

Chang Geng couldn't sit still anymore, he unscrewed the lock and opened the door, and walked in.

Seeing the situation inside, there was a buzzing sound in my head, the blood flowed backwards all over my body, and my heart suddenly throbbed.

He opened his mouth to scream, but couldn't, so he threw himself to the side of the bathtub, and snatched the blade that Xu Yan was slicing open his wrist.

The sharp edge of the blade lay across Chang Geng's palm, and the blood flowed out, almost breaking his palm.

Chang Geng was ignorant of the pain in his hand, he slowly raised Xu Yan's injured hand with his other hand.

Xu Yan leaned his head against the side of the bathtub, staring at the roof, his eyes wandering, soaking in the still warm water, he didn't react to the wrist that started to bleed and Chang Geng beside the bathtub who was startled, hurt and hurt.

His whole body seemed to be shrouded in an inescapable cocoon. Ren Changgeng picked him up, wrapped him in a bath towel, dried him, and placed him on the bed. Finally, he carefully wiped, applied medicine, stopped bleeding, and bandaged the wound on his wrist. It's like I don't feel anything at all.

When Chang Geng did all this, his hands were shaking.

Fortunately, he went in in time, Xu Yan just started to cut the wound, the wound was very shallow.In comparison, the wound on Chang Geng's palm is actually more serious.

But it's all pretty scary.

Even though Shen Chuxin had vaccinated him, Chang Geng still couldn't accept the fact that he was actually confronted with Xu Yan who committed suicide with a knife.

After bandaging his bloody wound, Chang Geng crawled onto the bed in extreme fear, hugging Xu Yan who opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling, not daring to let go.

He didn't even dare to imagine how terrible things would happen if he went in later.

This night, Xu Yan fell asleep before Chang Geng for the first time.

Chang Geng didn't even dare to close his eyes, he couldn't afford to gamble or lose.

Xu Yan felt so uncomfortable and painful that he was able to kill himself!

Chang Geng wished he could suffer and suffer for him.

A rough night passed.

Xu Yan was even quieter during the day the next day.

Chang Geng always had the illusion that he was the only one in the family.

Until the evening, Chang Geng set up dinner and asked Xu Yan to eat.

Xu Yan stood on the balcony and looked downstairs.

If there were no guardrails on the balcony, Chang Geng must have stopped breathing at this moment.

He walked over slowly, took Xu Yan's hand and said softly, "Shall we have dinner?"

Xu Yan's face was no longer as stiff and cold as before, but was replaced by despair and pain.

He grabbed Chang Geng's hand with his backhand, and begged: "Chang Geng, I beg you, let me go. I can't take it anymore, I really can't take it! Let me go, please, I beg you."

As Xu Yan's tears fell on the back of Chang Geng's hand in big drops, Chang Geng finally understood what Xu Yan was begging for himself.

Chang Geng was so frightened that his face turned pale and transparent, and he pulled Xu Yan into his arms and hugged him tightly: "Xu Yan, I know you are suffering. Don't give up, okay? Just keep going for me, okay?"

Chang Geng gritted his teeth, but couldn't control the tears.

Xu Yan struggled violently in his arms, breaking down hysterically: "Let me go, let me go! Living is too painful, Chang Geng, I can't do it, I really can't do it! Just let me go, okay? I beg you please!"

Xu Yan, who wanted to die with all his heart, had a lot of strength. If he didn't have the balcony guardrail, he would definitely turn over and jump off immediately.

Xu Yan finally broke free from Chang Geng's arms, wanting to rush towards the wall.

Chang Geng couldn't let him run away, he hugged him desperately around the waist.

The two of them were pushing hard from opposite directions, Chang Geng was almost dying of anxiety, Xu Yan's internal organs were about to be injured by such a stranglehold.

However, when Chang Geng wanted to keep his strength, Xu Yan didn't know where such a big explosion came from, and he wanted to slam his head into the wall with all his might.

Chang Geng could hardly hold back Xu Yan even with all his strength.He knew that the guardrail could stop a person, but it definitely couldn't stop that broken heart.If he let go, Xu Yan might really disappear from now on.

During the stalemate, the doorbell rang.

Chang Geng almost wanted to scold the street, who is so short-sighted at this time, who rings the doorbell.

The doorbell was pressed persistently for a long time, and Chang Geng heard someone shouting outside the door: "Xu Yan! Chang Geng! Are you there?"

It's Shen Chuxin!

This was the first time that Chang Geng had a sense of anticipation for Shen Chuxin's Divine Soldier.

He half-dragged and half-hugged Xu Yan to the door, and quickly opened it.

Shen Chuxin was shocked by the two people who seemed to be wrestling together.

However, he immediately realized that something was wrong with Xu Yan.

Chang Geng said out of breath: "Doctor Shen! Come and help me, Xu Yan, I can't stop him!"

Without another word, Shen Chuxin threw the small bag in his hand on the table and quickly opened it.

After spraying alcohol on his hands for disinfection, he took out a needle tube that had been prepared with medicine, and quickly pierced it into Xu Yan's arm.

Xu Yan was tensing all the muscles in his body to break free from Chang Geng, when the needle went in, his arm immediately bled.

But Shen Chuxin calmly pushed the needle as if he couldn't see it.

The medicine worked quickly, Xu Yan slowly softened, and was hugged by Chang Geng.

The sedative allowed Xu Yan to fall asleep peacefully.

Chang Geng was drenched in sweat, sat on the floor with his head down, panting heavily.

After Shen Chuxin packed his things and washed his hands, he sat on the sofa and waited for Chang Geng to calm down before asking about the situation in the past few days.

Chang Geng got up and drank a large glass of water, turned to look at Xu Yan who was sleeping obediently on the bed in the bedroom, and sat back to tell Shen Chuxin about the few days that almost made him collapse.

After Shen Chuxin listened calmly, he patted Chang Geng's shoulder in a rare way to comfort him: "Thank you for your hard work. You finally made it through."

Chang Geng immediately turned his head to look at him, the speed almost reached his neck: "What did you say?"

Shen Chuxin said seriously: "The most difficult time has passed. The basic reaction period of the medication will soon pass." He looked in the direction of the bedroom, "Xiaoyan's collapse today can help him move towards a new life. Chang Geng, you well-done."

Chang Geng sat on the floor with his back against the sofa, his head resting on his knees, and wept loudly.

Another week passed.

Chang Geng returned to work and was about to continue flying.Xu Yan continued to stay at home sick.

Xu Yan tied a tie for him, pouted and hummed, "Can't you fly domestic flights? International flights take many days."

Chang Geng smiled and pinched his face: "Domestic flights can't stay with you at home, they go out early and come back late every day, so they have to go when they come back to sleep. It's not as good as international flights, go out for a few days, and come back. Stay longer."

Xu Yan fastened his tie, and habitually patted the tie knot twice, then stepped back to appreciate it, and nodded: "Handsome!"

Chang Geng changed his shoes, put on his hat, and took two steps forward to embrace Xu Yan: "You have to be good when I'm not at home, eat your meals on time, and take your medicine on time. Remember?"

Xu Yan put his arms around his waist and nodded.

Chang Geng also knew that he was somewhat perfunctory, his appetite was still poor, but compared to the terrible period before, it was much better.

Can't be forced.

After the first week that he couldn't look back on, Xu Yan gradually recovered his emotions.

The pain and despair on his face gradually subsided, and his perception of the outside world gradually returned.

After another week, Shen Chuxin had a very positive evaluation of Xu Yan's condition during the follow-up visit.

Advise to continue to take the medicine on time and never stop.At the same time, he also specifically emphasized to Chang Geng that he could stop being inseparable and leave Xu Yan alone.

Only then did Chang Geng cancel his vacation and return to Lantian.

This time I flew to Southeast Asia, the time was relatively short, and I returned home two days later.

Although Xu Yan was no longer emotionally out of control, it took time for his sleep and appetite to recover.

So the state of the whole person is still relatively unhealthy.

When Chang Geng came back, seeing his appearance, his heart ached.

Looking at it under the nose every day, it doesn't feel so big.After leaving for a few days and coming back, I felt a twinge in my heart.

Chang Geng stayed with Xu Yan at home for two days, walking around the park, shopping in the supermarket, and basking in the sun.

Immediately went out to fly again.

Before Chang Geng's mission, Shen Chuxin came to visit Xu Yan.

The three chatted amicably for a while, and before leaving, Shen Chuxin suggested that Xu Yan end his vacation and go back to work.

Chang Geng was a little hesitant, but Shen Chuxin said relievedly: "Xiaoyan's work is relatively easy now, and he doesn't need to think too much. A certain amount of work pressure will have a positive effect on the treatment. You don't have to worry so much. I am still very confident in Xiaoyan's condition. .”

Since the doctor's professional advice has been given, Chang Geng can't stop him.

The day Chang Gengfei left, Xu Yan also returned to the company.