The pilot's boyfriend said I broke him

It has been almost two months since the new house joined the occupancy, and Xu Yan has never met Shen Chuxin.This weekend, Shen Chuxin asked him to have dinner with him.

During the dinner, the two chatted about the recent situation, and Shen Chuxin seemed to have unintentionally mentioned the National Day to go back to his hometown and met Xu Yan's father.

Xu Yan picked up the vegetables in the bowl, but didn't answer his words.

Shen Chuxin shook his head, thinking that he still couldn't pass the hurdle in his heart.So he didn't go on talking.

The topic turned to Xu Yan's one-month stay in Seattle.

Xu Yan's life in Seattle was actually rather boring, with a lot of pressure to study, plus Xu Yan's habitual study attitude, he basically didn't go out for a stroll on weekends.Some colleagues in the same company drove out to two or three states for a few laps, but his activities were limited to the hotel and near the Boeing company.

The only thing that left a deep memory on him was the vast expanse of white snow and the heart-pounding kiss on the snow.

Xu Yan was chatting, thinking of this, he suddenly laughed.

Shen Chuxin was eating while listening to him, and when he looked up, he saw the smile on his face. The food on the chopsticks fell into the bowl, and the splashed soup stained his white shirt.

Xu Yan's smile was different from the previous ones, full of sweetness and shyness.

Shen Chuxin was keenly aware that something unusual must have happened to him during this period of time.He calmly took out a paper towel, symbolically wiped the soup on his shirt, thinking about going to buy a new one later.

To his surprise, Xu Yan didn't say anything that made him laugh from the bottom of his heart. He just talked about what he saw and heard in Seattle, expressing some emotion about Boeing's aviation technology.

In the end, Shen Chuxin jumped out and said, "How are you and the captain doing now?" His intuition told him that Xu Yan's abnormal behavior had something to do with Chang Geng.

Xu Yan was stunned, his eyes a little evasive.

Shen Chuxin raised her eyebrows: "Huh?"

Xu Yan faltered and said, "It's nothing."

Shen Chuxin smiled slightly: "Then what were you laughing at?"

Xu Yan opened his eyes wide: "Laughing? Did I laugh? When?"

Shen Chuxin picked up the teacup and took a sip: "When it comes to the heavy snowfall in Seattle. Could it be that you are so happy because you have never seen heavy snow?"

Xu Yan climbed up the pole: "That's right, it's heavy snow. I've never seen such a heavy snow, it's so beautiful."

Shen Chuxin's glasses reflected a sharp light: "Xiaoyan, don't forget what I do."

Xu Yan was a little flustered, picked up the teacup and drank water, and was choked.When he finished coughing, he looked at Shen Chuxin begging for help: "Brother Chuxin, I dare not."

"Don't dare to do anything?"

Xu Yan held the empty teacup in both hands, and kept rubbing his fingers against the teacup: "I dare not do anything."

Shen Chuxin sighed: "Are you still scared?"

Xu Yan's eyes were a little red, and he nodded.

"What happened to you in Seattle? Could it be..."

Xu Yan's eyes were filled with tears, but they didn't fall, and his voice was a little trembling: "Brother Chu Xin, I, I won't relapse, will I?"

Shen Chuxin frowned, with a serious expression: "Tell me, what happened!"

Xu Yan slowly told him about the snow field.

After Shen Chuxin listened, he looked at him for a long time before saying, "Take your time."

When the two came out of the restaurant to say goodbye, Shen Chuxin called him: "Xiaoyan, don't be too nervous. It won't relapse so easily. If there is anything wrong, remember to find me in time, understand?"

Xu Yan nodded.

Shen Chuxin went to the parking lot to drive. After Xu Yan moved to a new home, it was more convenient for him to go to work, so he sold the car only two subway stops away. Now he plans to take a walk nearby to digest food.

As I was walking, I received a message from Shen Chuxin: Xiaoyan, maybe you can try it, let's try it.

Xu Yan looked at the phone for a long time, and passed the traffic lights on the sidewalk three times, but he still stood there without moving.

Can you really try it?

Xu Yan walked, came to the river, found a stone bench and sat down, staring at the people coming and going in a daze.

There was a couple who had just walked out of the subway entrance. The boy was tall and had big strides. He walked a few meters away in two steps. The girl stood on the steps of the subway entrance and waved to him with a smile. The boy walked over when she saw this. The girl jumped forward, and then jumped on the boy's back, and the boy just carried her on his back, talking and laughing as he walked forward.

Xu Yan thought to himself: That's great, I'm so envious.

The riverside in the afternoon was relatively warm, and many people came out to bask in the warm winter weather.

Another couple passed by, and the two seemed to be in conflict, standing face to face without moving or speaking.Xu Yan was wondering, when he suddenly saw the boy pull out a men's scarf from the girl's hand, slam it on the ground, then turn around and leave.The girl didn't chase after him, and when the boy was far away, she silently picked up the scarf and walked in the opposite direction.

Xu Yan thought to himself: It's great that you can quarrel outside.

Men and women in the world seem to be unable to escape love and love. In a short period of time, several scenes of love and hatred have been staged in front of them.Xu Yan made some comments in his heart from time to time, but there was no disturbance in his heart.Gossiping about other people's affairs like this is inconsistent with his usual style.

At this time, two more people walking their dogs, men.

If it wasn't for the ambiguous clothes they were wearing, Xu Yan wouldn't have paid more attention to them.

Two young men, tall and short, strolled in the same clothes, let the dog drag them along.

The slightly smaller man kept talking cheerfully, while the taller one looked at him dotingly, taking him to his side from time to time to avoid being bumped by passing bicycles.

Xu Yan looked at them and their dog quietly.

The dog suddenly walked towards Xu Yan, and the three men were a little puzzled, looking at what the dog was thinking.

The little golden retriever really had a clear mind, and went straight to Xu Yan's feet, and started to urinate as soon as he lifted his hind legs.

three men...

Xu Yan, who was regarded as a tree stump or an electric pole, jumped up from the stone bench. The small man pulled out a tissue with a sorry expression on his face and wanted to squat down to wipe Xu Yan's trouser legs. He does a little crouch.

After pulling him up, the tall man politely apologized to Xu Yan.

Xu Yan didn't take this matter to heart and accepted their apology.

The two walked away with the dog.

No matter how dull Xu Yan was, he could tell that this was a same-sex couple.

He never imagined that same-sex couples could walk out into the sun, walk their dogs together, and be so intimate.

Isn't homosexuality perverted?Isn't everyone unacceptable?

Xu Yan couldn't stop thinking about it. Could it be that the value judgments made in the past so many years were all wrong?

His mind is confused now.

His trousers were stained by the puppy, so he didn't want to sit any longer. The riverside in early winter was somewhat chilly.

He walked to a convenience store, thinking of buying something by the way, he opened the door and went in.

After entering, I was startled, the two dog walkers just now were next to the shelf, the tall one had a little golden retriever hanging on his arm, and the little one was picking things on the shelf.

They picked out something, turned around and went to the cashier, and saw Xu Yan who had just entered.

The tall man nodded in a gentlemanly way to say hello, the little man turned his head to look at the tall man, then at Xu Yan, frowned, stood in front of the tall man, pouted slightly and said, "Why is it you again?" ? What are you doing with us?"

Xu Yan didn't expect to be questioned suddenly, and was taken aback.

The tall man put his arms around the shoulders of the little man, and smiled slightly at Xu Yan: "Sorry, the kids at home are not sensible."

Unconvinced, the little man raised his head and said angrily, "How can I be ignorant?" Then seeing the tall man smiling at Xu Yan, he became even more upset, and stretched out his hand to cover the tall man's eyes, "Don't laugh, don't Smile at him!"

The tall man laughed even more happily, took off the little man's hand, held it in his palm, and put it in his coat pocket.Stop talking and drag people to pay the bill.

Xu Yan stood there and watched the two people motionlessly, watching them finish paying and then open the door to go out.

The little man turned his face sideways and chattered to the tall man: "How do you say hello to him? Do you think he looks good?"

The tall man pinched his face and said with a smile: "Why don't you care about whoever's jealous, you are the prettiest."

The little man hugged the arm of the person next to him in satisfaction, and raised his chin: "Of course. But, that person just now was really pretty, what if he came to talk to you?"

The tall man said, "Then you answer the call."

The words behind could not be heard, and they went further and further away.

Xu Yan watched the two people walking farther and farther outside the glass door of the convenience store, then suddenly opened the door and strode towards them.When he got closer, he called out: "I'm sorry, that..."

The tall man was squatting down to put the dog on the ground. Hearing Xu Yan's words, they both turned around and looked at each other. The little man immediately answered, "What's the matter?"

Xu Yan felt that the little man was not friendly to him, so he hurriedly said, "Please wait, me, I have something to ask."

"What's the matter?" He added, "My boyfriend and I don't want to have anything to do with you. If you have anything to say, please tell me as soon as possible."

Boy friend?

This was the first time Xu Yan heard a man say that he had a boyfriend, so he was inevitably taken aback.But he could hear the impatience of this person, so before they left without shaking their sleeves, he quickly said: "My question may be a bit presumptuous, but it is very important to me, so I hope to get your answer."

The tall man hummed: "Please tell me."

Xu Yan quickly organized his words: "You, you are a same-sex couple, right?"

"Why are you asking this?" The little man said as if facing a formidable enemy.

Feeling his displeasure, Xu Yan gritted his teeth and said, "Me, me too."

The two walking the dog glanced at each other, and the tall man said calmly, "I know."

Xu Yan was shocked: "What did you say?"

"It can be seen that you are too." The tall man's tone was still calm.

Xu Yan felt that he was going crazy, why did he say that he could see it in such a face-to-face.

The little man became impatient: "What exactly do you want to ask?"

Xu Yan felt that his question was a little difficult: "I would like to ask, because of this identity, will the people around you be, um, just, not be accepted?"

The tall man thought for two seconds and said, "Sometimes yes. Sometimes no. So, you are troubled by this problem?"

The little man continued to twitter: "Of course there will be people who don't like it. If you don't like it, you don't like it. I don't get in their way. I'm in a relationship with my boyfriend. Is it possible that I need a stranger's approval? It doesn't make sense. I like him, so when I'm with him, things are so simple. Let me tell you, don't just think about my boyfriend's handsome looks, he's mine! Hmph!"

The tall man pursed his lips and smiled, stroking his head.

This was the first time he saw someone like himself, but the other party was so free and easy, so brave.

I like him, so I'm with him.

I like him, so I can be with him.

Can it really be that simple?

Xu Yan looked at the back of the two and the dog walking away, and did not move for a long time.

After returning home, Xu Yan couldn't even eat dinner, his mind was in a mess, and he sat on the floor leaning against the sofa, looking at the vase on the coffee table.

On the vase are the flowers that Chang Geng ordered to be delivered every two or three days, so delicate and beautiful.

On the mobile phone, the chat interface between the two was full of messages sent by Chang Geng.

Xu Yan flipped through one by one, his heart was full, and suddenly there was a very urgent emotion, never before, and he typed on the screen with his fingers: Chang Geng, where are you?I miss you.