The pilot's boyfriend said I broke him

Seattle in winter is covered with heavy snow, the land is vast and silent.

There is not even a breath of wind today, only the dazzling but not hot sun sprinkled on the body.

Clothed in the warm winter sun, Xu Yan was held in his hands and kissed by Chang Geng as if he were a treasure.

Everything came so suddenly, when his lips were covered, his mind went blank.The jaw was pushed back by the soft tongue, and the mouth was broken into without a trace of violence.The pores of his whole body shrank, his breathing was stagnant, his hands were hanging down at his feet, and Chang Geng's face was reflected in his eyes.

His brain completely lost the ability to think, and he only felt that his body was floating on the water, floating gently with the water waves.

Now the only basic judgment he can make is - Chang Geng is kissing him.

At this time, Chang Geng was completely immersed in his gushing feelings, his five senses were basically closed, and he could only feel the warmth and moisture on his lips.

After kissing for a while, Chang Geng stopped, his forehead pressed against Xu Yan's, the tip of his nose touched Xu Yan's, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, his breathing was a bit rough, and he said in a hoarse voice, "Breathe."

As if bewitched, Xu Yan finally came back after holding his breath for a long time, gulping heavily.The body still remained stiff, only those bright eyes reflected Chang Geng's appearance, flickering.

Chang Geng laughed softly, and said softly, "Close your eyes."

Xu Yan immediately closed his eyes.

Chang Geng slid his left hand down to Xu Yan's waist, hugged him, moved his right hand from his cheek to the back of his head, clasped him, and kissed him again.

Another long kiss.There is no domineering plunder, no declaration of sovereignty, only one person expressing his strong love to another.

Chang Geng was confiding with all his heart, and suddenly felt the person in his arms slowly start to tremble and tremble.He immediately stopped, wanting to see what happened to Xu Yan.

Unexpectedly, as soon as their lips parted, Chang Geng was pushed away vigorously by Xu Yan.

Being pushed back completely unprepared, Chang Geng lost his center of gravity and sat down on the snow.

Then he saw Xu Yan let out a scream, embraced his arms, knelt down on the snow, grabbed the ground with his head, and trembled so much that the naked eye could see it.

Charming completely collapsed, only one person struggling in pain.

Chang Geng's heart was torn apart by this tragic scene, and blood oozes out.

Chang Geng didn't know what was wrong with Xu Yan, so he rushed to him, put his hands on his shoulders to calm him down.

Unexpectedly, just as Xu Yan felt his touch, he screamed again, shivering and hiding back, trembling even more violently.

Chang Geng didn't dare to touch him again, so he could only anxiously accompany him, thinking about calling an emergency if he didn't improve after 3 minutes.

Xu Yan calmed down slowly before he called.

In the ice and snow, his face was pale and his head was sweating profusely, the sweat dripping wet the broken hair on his forehead.

Chang Geng didn't dare to reach out his hand, so he could only ask softly: "Is it better? Are you still uncomfortable?"

Xu Yan shook his head feebly, and slowly struggled to get up.He was so exhausted that he couldn't stand up with his own strength, so he stretched out his hand to find a support, Chang Geng grabbed the hand and helped Xu Yan up.

Seeing that Xu Yan no longer reacted aggressively to his touch, Chang Geng boldly carried him on his back and walked back to the hotel on the thick snow.

Xu Yan was completely out of strength and lay motionless on his back.

Chang Geng took Xu Yan back to his room, turned up the heating, and took off Xu Yan's down jacket, sweater, and trousers without saying a word.With the temperature in minus ten degrees, Xu Yan's thermal underwear was completely soaked. If he stayed outside for a long time, he would probably freeze to death.

Chang Geng was startled, and took off the wet clothes from Xu Yan's body, leaving only a pair of underwear, and quickly wrapped his naked body with the blanket on the bed.

Grab a hairdryer and dry your sweat-soaked hair.

When he was so busy, Xu Yan kept quiet and didn't say a word, and his eyes were a little dazed.

Chang Geng touched his fluffy and soft hair, got up and poured a glass of warm water, and fed it to his mouth, watching him drink half a glass before stopping.

At this time, Xu Yan finally recovered a little bit, looked at Chang Geng with flowing eyes, and stopped talking: "Chang Geng, I..."

Chang Geng pressed a finger on his lips, shook his head and said, "Don't talk, lie down and rest first."

After finishing speaking, he helped the person to lie down slowly, covered the blanket, closed the curtains, and turned off the light, and the room suddenly became dark.

Chang Geng sat by the bed, patted Xu Yan's shoulder lightly, and said softly, "Close your eyes and go to sleep."

After a while, he heard the sound of long breathing, and Xu Yan fell asleep.

Only then did Chang Geng truly breathe a sigh of relief.

Scenes of the past and today's events seem to be connected by a line.Every time because of physical contact, there will be repulsion, and because of intimate contact, there will be a more serious overreaction. Today, because of kissing, the overreaction has reached an unprecedented level.

Even if he wasn't a psychiatrist, he could tell what kind of past was buried in Xu Yan's heart, and it was a past that caused him great pain.

Thinking of this, Chang Geng felt that it was necessary for him to meet Shen Chuxin after returning to China.

It was almost evening when Xu Yan woke up.

The curtains of the room were opened, Chang Geng stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and looked outside, the moonlight hadn't come out yet, only the faint street lamp reflected a faint figure behind Chang Geng.

Xu Yan lay still, waiting for his brain to wake up.

He suddenly realized that it was getting dark, he was startled, hurriedly got up, accidentally bumped his head against the head of the bed, tears burst out immediately, he covered his head and yelled.

Chang Geng, who was thinking about something in front of the window, was startled by the movement behind him, turned his head suddenly, and saw that Xu Yan had added a new stroke to the book of disasters and disasters, so he hurried over to rub his head in distress.

The light in the room was turned on, and the appearance of the person in front of him made Chang Geng gasp: It was really terrible.

Xu Yan had no clothes on and fell asleep. Because his head was hit, he took his hands out of the blanket and covered his head. The blanket slid off his body, and most of his body was exposed to the air. Under the soft lighting, it is as delicate as porcelain.There are tears around the eyes, and the lips are slightly flushed just after waking up.

This kid is provocative without knowing it, Chang Geng didn't know how much self-control he used to not pounce on him.

If it wasn't for that kiss during the day that made Xu Yan lose control, Chang Geng really didn't dare to think about what he would do to him now.

Chang Geng wrapped the blanket around Xu Yan, wiped away his tears with a tissue, and did not forget to joke: "Like a girl, she cries every day."

Xu Yan was choked by his words, and muttered, "How can there be two days and two days."

Chang Geng poured him a new cup of warm water, but he refused to take Xu Yan's hand out of the blanket to take the cup. He had to feed him himself, but Xu Yan had no choice but to drink the whole cup with Chang Geng's hand. .

Chang Geng put down his cup, looked at him and said, "Are you thirsty? You sweated too much today."

He stopped talking and didn't continue talking.

Xu Yan lowered his head and didn't speak.

After a while, Xu Yan suddenly called out "Ah!"

Chang Geng was taken aback, and held him down: "What's the matter? I was shocked."

Xu Yan's face was full of anxiety: "It's getting dark, I'm going back for vacation to pack my luggage, and I have to go back on the flight tomorrow."

Chang Geng's face changed: "What? Leave tomorrow?"

Xu Yan nodded.

Chang Geng's face was very ugly: "I just arrived, you are leaving?"

Xu Yan didn't know how to answer this question, so he organized his words for a while before saying, "It's not that I'm leaving, that's how the itinerary is arranged." He paused, and then said, "I'm going to Boeing tomorrow morning, and finally There is a graduation ceremony, and I will go to the airport immediately after the end." After speaking, he felt unsafe, and added, "Everyone should go together."

Chang Geng also knew that his anger was unreasonable. He knew that Xu Yan's class was over, and it would be a matter of time before he went back.

So he rubbed his bangs helplessly and said, "Got it."

The hair that I blow-dried before going to bed is fluffy and soft, and it feels very good to the touch.Chang Geng couldn't help rubbing it a few more times.

At this moment, Xu Yan's stomach growled.

The two looked at each other.

Chang Geng suppressed a smile: "Hungry? Get up and change clothes, let's go down to eat. We didn't eat lunch, so we all have opinions."

When it came to changing clothes, Xu Yan moaned and didn't move.

Chang Geng asked in surprise: "What's wrong? What's wrong?"

Xu Yan held back a few words for a long time: "Where are my clothes?"

Chang Geng laughed, pointed to the folded clothes at the end of the bed and said, "This is it. It has been dried by the hotel and sent back."

Xu Yan held back for a long time before saying, "I'm asking why I don't wear clothes to sleep."

Chang Geng didn't know how to answer for a while, how dare this kid forget what happened just now?Can you break a piece without drinking?

After finishing the matter lightly, Xu Yan looked at the man who stripped him naked for the second time, unable to speak for a long time, his face flushed red: "You, you, why are you like this, you always take off your clothes?" , take off my clothes."

Chang Geng pinched his chin, stared straight at him, and smiled evilly: "Why can't I take off your clothes."

Xu Yan had never seen Chang Geng like this before, so he was too scared to speak.

Seeing his appearance, Chang Geng sighed in frustration, let go of his chin, pinched his eyebrows and said, "I'm a failure, right?"

Xu Yan didn't have the guts to start a conversation.

Chang Geng looked at him with a wry smile and said, "I just kissed someone, but that person still doesn't know what I mean, isn't it a failure?"

Xu Yan seemed to have been struck by lightning, his expression cracked.

He really forgot.

During the day, Chang Geng hugged and kissed him in the snow for so long, he actually forgot!

Chang Geng could tell from his appearance that this man had forgotten everything when he woke up, and felt angry and funny.

After laughing, he restrained his expression, looked at Xu Yan, cleared his throat, and said seriously: "Xu Yan, listen carefully. I like you, very much, and I want to be with you."