limited backtracking

I can't count how many years it is, and how many winter solstice it is.

Thyme has not passed the winter solstice for a long time.

One is that Feng does not have this custom, and the other is that he does not want to bother others.You can't ask someone to cook a bowl of Fuyuanzi just because you want to eat it.

He actually didn't remember exactly what he ate when he was in the human world.

There should be a lot of delicious food, but he only thinks about a bowl of Fuyuanzi.

On this day, he changed his old habit of sleeping late, got up early, cleaned up the house, even the flowers and plants in the small courtyard, loosened the soil and dewormed.

After taking care of a small courtyard, it became the "dirty child" that Po Meng called when teasing him.

By the time he tidied himself up, the sky was bright.

Fengdu has been quiet these past few days, everyone is performing their duties, it is not very lively, but there is also a sense of tranquility in the years.

Bai Lian just arrived at the bank of the Wangchuan River when he saw a man in indigo clothes with his back turned to him, leaving from the other side of the Naihe Bridge.

Subconsciously, he wanted to raise his foot to chase, stepped on the bridge and stopped.

What am I doing?

Bai Lian stood alone on the bridge, watching the man disappear at the intersection of Huangquan, his heart ached for no reason.

Sure enough, he got up too early, and his brain is not clear yet, everyone looks like him.

"Xiao An? How did you get up so early today?" Naihe suddenly patted him on the shoulder.

Bai Lian was startled, and turned his head subconsciously, "Brother?"

"What's the matter? Look at the complexion is not very good, are you not used to living in Fengdu?"

"No. I've been used to it for so many years." Bai Lian didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "It's just a momentary distraction."

"Brothers, it's time for breakfast." Bi An shouted from afar.

"Come on." Naihe replied, hooking Bai Lian's shoulders and walking into the courtyard.

When he got closer, he found that Bi An was holding a small gadget in his hand, shaking it with a "thud, thud, thud".

Baili Eucalyptus happily said: "A rattle?"

It is rare to see small things in the world in Fengdu.

Bi'an: "That's right. It was just given by His Highness the Tenth Highness."

Bai Lian: "Your Highness the Tenth?"

He seemed to have never seen this Tenth Highness before. He heard from Naihe and the others that the Tenth Highness rarely brought the souls of the dead himself, and it was all done by Black and White Wuchang.

Bi An: "His Royal Highness came back after collecting his soul from the world. He said that he met a man in red in Bianjing, gave him the rattle and then ran away. After searching for a long time, he couldn't find it, so he simply brought it back."

Bai Lian understood: "That's it."

"His Highness said that the whole Feng was afraid that only children like me would play with it, so he gave it to me." Bi An twirled the rattle, "Not to mention, it's quite fun."

Bai Lian pursed his lips and hesitated for a moment, then said, "Can I play?"

Bi An handed him the rattle, "Here, here you are, I'm going to find Huang Quan later, so I won't bring it with me, I'll let you play today."

"Thank you."

He didn't know why he wanted the rattle, so he asked for it from the other side for no reason.

But after getting it in hand, a sense of stability arises spontaneously.

After breakfast, he went back to the yard and went straight to the swing.

When he went back to find the other shore, he saw the swing in her yard, and he mentioned it casually, but he didn't expect that Naihe and Wang Chuan would set it up for him the next day.

The swing was made big enough that he lay on the swing chair with his knees bent and his arms pillowed, while the other hand twirled the rattle.

It gets more and more confused.

The frost and snow in Bianjing are just beginning, and the bright red firecracker paper falls in the snow, making the ice and snow no longer cold.

Baili Eucalyptus rarely spends the winter solstice outside the palace. Before that, he was the prince, and he had to attend all kinds of palace banquets.Now I can come out, but I still can't enjoy myself.

As soon as winter came, the cold weather caused the recurrence of leg problems, and Baili Eucalyptus basically had to rely on a wheelchair to travel.

Every time Jiang Weiyan sees him sitting in a wheelchair, he always has a bad face, as if the person sitting in the wheelchair is not Baili Eucalyptus, but himself.

Pushed by him, Bai Lian looked up at him from time to time. Although he couldn't see his whole face, he could still feel that he was dull.

"Hey." Bai Lian tugged at Jiang Weiyan's sleeves and looked at him with his head up, "It's the winter solstice, why are you so sad?"

Jiang Weiyan stopped, remained silent for a while, and said softly: "Just now at the market, you stared at the lantern stand for a long time."

Baili Eucalyptus: "His house lanterns are beautiful."

Jiang Weiyan: "The lantern is clearly on the table, but what you are looking at is the sky."

Bai Liyan's eyes trembled slightly, and he lowered his head.

Jiang Weiyan clenched the handle tightly, "You are obviously looking at those people who are stepping on the plum blossom pole to light the lamps."

He knows it all.

"So? Are you eating their jealousy?"

"I do not have."

"then you……"

"I'm distressed." Jiang Weiyan leaned down, resting his chin on the top of Bai Lian's head, and whispered, "You also like to play this game. In the past, you could step on plum blossom pillars faster than anyone else. The people below are always envious of you. of."

But now, that proud and wanton boy was locked in such a small wheelchair, and it was his turn to watch with envy.

Looking at the present, also looking at the past.

Bai Lian knew what he wanted to say.

It seems that this is indeed the case, the pain that happened to him, he always ignores it lightly, and doesn't think there is anything wrong.

But if these injuries appear on Jiang Weiyan's body, he thinks he will be angry and distressed, and his face probably won't be any better than Jiang Weiyan's.

Pretty good bug.

"Master—" Feng Zhi ran over suddenly, and was stared back by Jiang Weiyan's eyes, "Excuse me—"

"Come back." Baili Eucalyptus called out to stop Feng Zhi in time, and gently pushed Jiang Weiyan's head, "Get up."

Jiang Weiyan got up and insisted on rubbing his head with his big hand.

"What's the matter?" Bai Lian asked.

"Master asked me to ask the master, what kind of stuffing should the wontons be filled with?"

"It's all right, just let the master decide."

"Okay!" Feng Zhi dutifully conveyed the message, "There is one more thing."

"what?"

"The master calls the master to drink the medicine."

"I..." Before Baili An finished speaking, Feng Zhi had already run away.

Jiang Weiyan laughed suddenly, "It has become a dangerous thing to ask you to drink medicine now."

"Don't laugh." Bai Lian snorted, "Go to the backyard."

After walking into the backyard, Baili An asked Jiang Weiyan to stop.

"what happened?"

"Master didn't include Fu Yuanzi today."

"Want to eat?"

"Well, the one on the west side of the street." Bai Lian slowly clenched his hands under the cloak, he slowed down for a while, and rubbed his head against him, "Can you buy it for me?"

"Okay." Jiang Weiyan couldn't help him at all, so he lifted his chin and bent down to kiss him.

Thyme's eyelashes flicked across his neck.

"wait for me."

After he walked away, Bai Lian took out the handkerchief from his sleeve, covered his mouth and coughed several times.

Feng Zhi hid at the corner, and waited until Bai Lian stopped coughing before walking over.

Bai Lian said hoarsely: "Don't tell him."

Feng Zhi pushed him into the house, his eyes were red, and he suppressed the sourness in his heart, "Yes."

As soon as Yuan Yufang saw his pale face, he stopped holding the medicine bowl in his hand.

He wiped his face vigorously, sighed heavily, walked over and grabbed Bai Lian's hand to feel his pulse.

"Master..."

Yuan Yu's usually steady hands trembled slightly.

Bai Lian pulled a bitter smile, "Next spring...can I still see it?"

Yuan Yu himself was not sure, "Perhaps... yes."

Bai Lian breathed a sigh of relief, and said softly: "That's good."

Next spring, I can watch another pear blossom snowfall with him.

enough.

The sound of wind chimes came from nowhere, and Bai Lian suddenly woke up.

He rubbed the aching brows, and fell asleep lying on the swing unknowingly.

It seems to be dreaming of something...

He sat up, and the cloak on his body fell to the ground with his movements.

Who put it on him quietly while he was asleep?

He smelled the elegant fragrance of plum blossoms on the cloak, which smelled very nice.

Bai Lian sat quietly holding the cloak, trying to recall the dream just now.

It's been a long time since I dreamed of him, and I can't even remember his appearance clearly.

But even if he only dreamed of his figure, it was a blessing for him.

The winter solstice in the dream is full of excitement and prosperity.

Will anyone accompany him for the next few dozen winter solstice?Are you having a good time?

And do you... remember him?

Wang Chuan suddenly appeared at the door, grabbed the doorframe and asked, "Xiaoan, His Highness the Tenth Highness has brought back a bowl of Fuyuanzi. We don't like it, do you want it?"

Bai Lian froze for a moment, her heart beating violently.

Wang Chuan: "Don't you want to eat?"

Bai Lian suppressed the emotions in his heart, smiled lightly and said, "I'll eat, I'll be there in a while."

After Wang Chuan left, Bai Lian leaned back with his head leaned against the back of the chair, his eyes were tightly closed, and all the tears that were about to overflow his eyes were withdrawn.

He raised his hand to cover his eyes, and the hand hanging by his side clenched into a fist unconsciously.

He knew what the emotion was just now.

It was a kind of lovesickness that lingered in my heart and could not be dissipated for a long time.

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