Enemy proton must be pregnant with the cub of the regent

Hearing that the eldest princess was seriously ill, Xie Yan couldn't tell what it was like.

It's not that he has any deep hatred with the eldest princess, it's just that he doesn't know how to face her.

Xie Yan turned his head and glanced at the person beside him, subconsciously wanting to ask for his opinion, but he shook his head and smiled in an instant—with Pei Jun's temper, he must have scolded Duan Qingshi severely, regardless of whether they love him or not, When questioning Duan Qing again, the eldest princess mansion is gone, do you also want his current Duan mansion to be razed to the ground?

If it was five years ago, Xie Yan would just ignore Duan Qingshi.

But now, Xie Yan is also a person who has died once. He knows best that when people face death, there will be countless hesitation in their hearts for no reason.

He didn't need to embarrass a dying person.

A quarter of an hour later, the carriage that had just entered the city drove out of the city to Yuquan Temple again.

Pei Jun was very dissatisfied with his decision. He hugged him in his arms while rubbing his tired waist. If sight could kill, Duan Qingshi, who was riding a horse to clear the way, would have been stabbed out by him. Several holes: "In order to return to Beijing as soon as possible, you have been resting in the carriage for the past few days, and your body is too much to bear. Why do you go to Yuquan Temple with him!"

Xie Yan was enjoying his massage service, sighed in comfort, and said, "I've been tired for so many days, and it's not short of half a day. I'll go back as soon as I go. Besides, she is also your own aunt. You are better than her." Not too far."

Pei Jun pinched his lower back hard, it didn't hurt, but itched, and Xie Yan squeezed even more into his chest.

Pei Jun was not very close to the eldest princess, and I'm afraid they haven't even said ten words enough since they were young.

Pei Jun didn't know much about the matter between the eldest princess and Xie Yan. He only remembered that in the early years, the eldest princess loved him very much. But when he grew up, he was not as close as before.At that time, Pei Jun didn't know Xie Yan well enough, he only thought that his temper was becoming more arrogant and unruly, and no one could restrain him, so he separated from the eldest princess.

Now it seems that there is another secret.

After walking halfway, Xie Yan lay on his lap and didn't speak any more, but Pei Jun knew that he wasn't asleep, and was afraid that he was forcing himself again during this trip, so he frowned and said, "If you really don't want to go, let's go back. People can force you to do things you don't want—Ning Xi!"

Xie Yan pinched his mouth and squeezed it into a sweet flat: "Don't argue, I'm just thinking about the past."

Pei Jun couldn't open his mouth, so he could only look down at him and ask with his eyes, "What do you think?"

Xie Yan opened his eyes and looked at the top of his head: "I think she was kind to me before."

When Xie Yan entered the court, many noble ladies from relatives and relatives of the emperor gathered together. Even though they could no longer look down on him as a young son of a weak country, in order to show loyalty and flattery to the emperor, they all rushed to express that they could raise Xie Yan.

The empress wanted to raise her herself to show the country's kindness, but at that time, the eldest princess had just died of her eldest son, and she shed tears every day, feeling weak. The emperor took pity on her own sister, so he entrusted Xie Yan, who was about the same age as the child who died young, to her. her knees.

Before Xie Yan left, his parents and concubine had told him that there was no need for him to plan for the country, and he was required to do his duty as a minister and a son of man, even if it was pretending. I only hoped that he would study quietly and grow up peacefully. At the age of 16, Nanye will send envoys to take him home.

So in the beginning, Xie Yan really loved the Eldest Princess as much as he respected his mother and concubine.When I was reading, I wrote good characters, and I often took them home to show to the princess.

The son-in-law didn't like the princess whom the royal family appointed to marry him. After the eldest son died, the relationship between him and the princess became increasingly cold.Xie Yan didn't want the eldest princess to be sad, so he often took advantage of his young age and ignorance to play around with the younger Duan Qingshi, and his playful smile reconciled it, so that the two could get along together occasionally.

The princess did get better day by day, she would stroke his hair and call him "Yan'er", she would take care of him when he was sick, and cook hibiscus soup for him for half the night.She would also sew small clothes and shirts for him, complaining that he grew so fast.

Xie Yan once indulged in this kind of warmth and treated him like a mother. He thought that the eldest princess really loved him.

Until one day, all these illusions were shattered.

The cause was a mistake made by a servant. When packing up for the eldest princess, he accidentally found a piece of clothing.Looking at the size, the second young master couldn't fit it, so the servant girl thought it was another new clothes made for Xie Yan, so she mixed it with the freshly washed clothes and sent them to Xie Yan's courtyard.

"It's a warm ginger robe, embroidered with sweet-scented osmanthus." Xie Yan said, "It's the Mid-Autumn Festival, and a family banquet is held in the courtyard. The gift is gone."

As if knowing what would happen next, Pei Jun's eyes were dark.

Xie Yan laughed at himself: "I thought she would be happy, but I didn't expect her face to change suddenly, and she flew into a rage, throwing all the drinks, dishes, and gifts I gave her on me. She asked if I was Wanting to replace his son, did she kill her child in advance because I was coming? Ask me if I will continue to kill Duan Qingshi... She grabbed my hand and dragged me to a room She never allowed me to enter the house, and forced me to kowtow to a memorial tablet to admit my mistake."

"I don't know what she's talking about. It's the first time I've seen such a hysterical... woman."

The hot summer wind was blowing on his face, but Pei Jun felt a chill in his heart. He looked out of the window and took a moment to calm down before continuing to listen.

Xie Yan said: "I was imprisoned in that room by her for four days, or five days... I can't remember exactly. I didn't know until the nanny who secretly brought me food told me that the clothes belonged to her." Secretly made for Duan Qingshi's brother who died young, because that child likes sweet-scented osmanthus the most... Not just that one, every piece of clothing she made for me was actually not for me, nor was what she called for. 'Yan'er', but Duan Qingyan's 'inkstone'."

"She just saw Duan Qingyan's shadow from me. All the good things she did to me were to make up for the child who died young." Xie Yan adjusted his breath, sighed and said, "After this incident, her emotions Sometimes she gets angry, even Duan Qingshi beats and scolds, but most of the time, she is still the dignified and virtuous 'mother'. The doctor said that she may have suffered from the pain of losing a child. Hysteria, usually not obvious, but this time it was aroused by me."

Pei Jun looked at him with a hoarse voice: "How can I blame you for this?"

Xie Yan sighed lightly: "You all know that I can't be blamed, but people will inevitably get angry. The eldest princess used me as a substitute for his child, but I accidentally punctured her fantasy, how could she not be blamed? After that, her emotions fluctuated , sometimes caring for me like before, but whenever I want to get close to her, she suddenly hates me, and sometimes throws things at me... I don’t dare to take the initiative to get close to her after a long time. The feeling faded away."

"Later, the son-in-law had an accident. Since she invited her to Yuquan Temple to clean up, I have never seen her again."

For this adoptive mother, Xie Yan didn't have any hatred or disgust, but more of a sigh.

In the final analysis, the two have no mother-child fate. Since they can't be relatives, there is no need to torture each other in front of their eyes.

"It's right not to see, you treat her sincerely, what's the point of her treating you that way?" Pei Jun suddenly remembered something, and said angrily, "Could it be because of this, that bastard Duan Qingshi bullied you—"

Xie Yan shook his head: "Duan Qingshi and I are another matter, not the same thing as this."

Pei Jun asked: "What's the matter? Why do you and their family have so many troubles?"

Xie Yan went to pinch his nose: "Are you hungry?"

Pei Jun waved his hand away in displeasure.

As if coaxing him, Xie Yan grabbed his finger and pressed it to his lips and licked it. After a while, Pei Jun was comforted by the big dog who seemed to be smooth-haired: "Duan Qingshi and I... There's nothing more to say."

But it was obvious that Pei Jun wanted to hear this section very much. Xie Yan couldn't hold back his deep eyes, so he opened his lips and said, "The eldest princess's mansion, that is, looking at the flowers. The son-in-law doesn't come home all day, and the princess has good times and bad times." It's like that, so naturally I can't take good care of the child. So Duan Qingshi, it's almost like I brought up the bastard, this kid..." Xie Yan paused, "Probably has a little bit of fledgling complex."

Pei Jun thought for a while, Duan Qingshi was indeed like an ass when he was a child, clinging to Xie Yan every day, following him wherever he went, cowardly and afraid of others, he would only hide behind Xie Yan's back, grab his clothes and call "brother".

He suddenly became jealous of Duan Qingshi, that he could have Xie Yan at such a young age.

Pei Jun gave him a hard look.

Duan Qingshi, who was riding a horse in front, felt a chill on his back, and couldn't help shivering.

"Then when did you know that he was treating you..." Pei Jun didn't want to say that word, so he frowned, "Does he have that kind of thought for you?"

Xie Yan rubbed his nose tactically: "At the time of Taixue..."

Pei Jun was startled: "So early?!"

Xie Yan hurriedly comforted him, fearing that he would rush out and strangle Duan Qingshi to death: "It's late, it's late, didn't I have wrong thoughts about you at that time?" Hearing this, Pei Jun vaguely felt that it made sense , sat down patiently, and listened to him continue.

"I just don't know when, he stopped calling me Brother Yan, but called Brother Yan, or even called me Xie Yan by first and last name, and was sneaking around all day... I knew it was not good, and I would suffer. I I just thought, quickly cut off this seedling. Otherwise, if I bring this little son down again, wouldn't the eldest princess hate me even more?"

Pei Jun quickly figured it out: "So you deliberately let him know those words of breaking sleeves?"

Xie Yan wondered: "It's not intentional to let him know, it's just..."

Pei Jun gently pinched his cheek: "What is it?"

Xie Yan said embarrassingly, "I just got a... idle book. I read it at night and forgot to put it away during the day. He went to the school dormitory to look for me, and accidentally found it. It's just... so careless, he found out. .After that, I just pushed the boat along..."

He was so hesitant to vomit, hesitant to speak, and Pei Jun understood what his so-called "idle books" could be without elaborating.

A dignified student, a pillar of the future, studying hard late at night in the Taixue dormitory...

Pei Jun paused in thought, no, many of his performances before that Qing Dynasty seemed to have known that Xie Yan would get mixed up with him, which means...Pei Jun broke Xie Yan who was secretly turning his head away. , pressing it on his lap: "What kind of book is it?"

"...what can I have, just idle books," Xie Yan bit to death, but his tone was somewhat guilty, "The kind that are not allowed to be read in Taixue, such as small love and love..."

Pei Jun pinched his lower lip with his fingertips, tortured the little suspect on his lap, and said, "Xiaoqingxiaoai? Or Yuhaiqingtian? Who's the protagonist's name?"

The suspect Yan kept his mouth shut, as if he would rather die than surrender, but after a short while, the tortured fingers pried open his mouth and poked it in, and there was a burst of "severe torture".

After a while, Xie Yan begged for mercy, sucked his wet fingertips, and said in a low voice: "Okay, okay... Then, the farmer Wu Dalang and his brother Yan who sold himself to bury his father, brother Yan is not comfortable in the room. , waited for an opportunity to escape all day, and was caught by Wu Dalang and taught him this way, punished him like that..."

Pei Jun: "..."

No wonder Duan Qingshi scolded him for being cruel and violent when he opened his mouth at the beginning, and only treated Xie Yan as a plaything... Duan Qingshi wouldn't think that he asked someone to make up that book!

Pei Jun laughed again angrily: "You really... can make Gu Gu amazed and eye-opening every time! Are you ashamed to make up such a story for yourself? Why are you so, so..." He lowered his head and stuck it on Next to Xie Yan's ear, he said a word.

Xie Yan's face turned slightly red in an instant, but he said stubbornly, "I watched it by myself at night! I can't entertain myself..."

"Okay." Pei Jun magnanimously forgave him. The bells of the temple could be faintly heard outside the car, and there was a faint smell of incense in the air. He dragged Xie Yan to sit down, and glanced at the scenery on the mountain from the car window. Si Yu, "I still remember a few paragraphs, go back and give a copy to Gu Mo."

Xie Yan straightened his clothes and described: "...Huh?"

He was taken aback for a moment, then looked around: "What are you talking about, a pure place in the Buddhist family!"

Pei Jun didn't like the temple, didn't like Duan Qingshi, and didn't like the eldest princess, so he closed the window and clicked his tongue: "As a reward for walking with you alone." He glanced at Xie Yan, "Don't want to?"

Duan Qingshi had already dismounted to invite him, and he brought a young novice with him. Xie Yan was afraid that he would disturb the Buddha's peace if he continued talking, so he quickly covered his mouth: "Copy it, I'll copy it for you when I get back!"

Pei Jun silently kissed his palm.

Xie Yan hurriedly withdrew his hand, opened the curtain and jumped out of the car, and then turned around and gave him a vicious stare.

Ning Xi stayed to watch the car, and the two followed Duan Qingshi and the little novice along a quiet path, bypassing the main temple area of ​​Yuquan Temple, and arrived at a secluded bamboo forest in the back mountain.

The eldest princess said that she wanted to become a monk, so no one dared to ask her to go to the temple to become a monk, so she just set aside a courtyard in the bamboo forest for her to clean up.Every few days, a great master goes to give her a lecture.

Xie Yan thought that Duan Qingshi's claim of being seriously ill might just be an exaggeration to deceive him.

Unexpectedly, as soon as the door was pushed open and the threshold was entered, a strong smell of medicine rushed over.

There is also a sickness similar to that of old wood that is about to rot.

Suddenly there was a "bang" sound, something fell to the ground, Duan Qingshi immediately quickened his pace, walked around to the bed, and hurriedly called out: "Mother, don't move, I'll clean it up!"

Xie Yan immediately crossed the screen, raised his eyes, and met a pair of cloudy and lifeless eyes.

Those eyes are shaped like a curved phoenix, and you can vaguely see the softness of the past... but there are only a few points left.

Xie Yan had to admit that this beautiful woman with moth eyebrows and clouded temples who had lived in his memory was indeed old.

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