Enemy proton must be pregnant with the cub of the regent

In fact, this matter is nothing to Xie Yan, even if it happens again, his choice will still not change.

The only pity is that Xie Yan didn't blackmail him more.

With Xie Yan's temper back then, he could pretend to be amnesiac and blame Pei Jun after knocking his head a little bit. Now that he has sacrificed so much, if he doesn't use this to depend on him for the rest of his life, it would be a big loss.

From now on, I will eat his, use his, and... sleep with him...

He can't run away.

——Xie Yan was secretly thinking about his "scheming".

It's just that after he confessed, Pei Jun didn't speak for a long time, but buried him deeper in his shoulder.

Not long after, the people outside had already loaded the car, and the two masters were already in the car, so they shouted enthusiastically, "Finally we can go back." Ji Shuxian approached the car and asked if he could leave directly.

Pei Jun didn't say much, just gave a faint "hmm".

The outsiders don't know the sourness of the insiders, Ji Shuxian got on the horse, raised his hand and drank: "Departure——"

Even Liang Yan and Li Nu cheered outside the car: "Let's go! Go home!"

When Xie Yan heard the word "go home", he felt sweetness in his mouth.

The weather was getting hot again, and as the carriage passed through the shade of the trees and onto the official road that was scorched by the sun, Xie Yan was hugged until a thin layer of sweat broke out on the side of his neck. After a while, even the thin shirt on his shoulders seemed to be wet.

He didn't like the sticky feeling of the tide, so he couldn't help moving a bit, and muttered: "Isn't it too hot? My clothes are covered with sweat, and the clothes are new! I'm made of silkworms, so I can't touch water..."

Before he turned around, Pei Jun pushed him back, and it took him a long time to make a sound, his voice was low and low: "Gu will make you a new one...don't move, let Gu hug me for a while."

Xie Yan really didn't move, letting him hold her like this.

After a long time, Pei Jun said, "Is it painful...the medicine."

It took a while for Xie Yan to understand that he was asking about the onset of poisoned alcohol. He softened his body, leaned against the person behind him, and recalled for a while: "It's like... having a cold. It's like, people are very old. When I grow up, I will gradually become confused, and I will not remember many things. Do you remember, I used to have an old lady who brought me from Nanye, but when I got old, I often thought of me as her youngest son... ...I also recognized Ah Yan as you."

He laughed: "I'll just... When I'm old too, I'll naturally forget a lot of things when I get older. It's rare to be confused!"

But gradually, the wetness on the shoulders became more and more obvious, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that it was "profusely sweating".

He was a little surprised, and turned his head back: "Pei Jun, are you... crying?"

Pei Jun: "..."

"Did you cry... didn't you?"

Pei Jun didn't answer, but turned his face away, Xie Yan was even more noisy, and turned to the other side to follow.

Xie Yan thought he was good-looking, handsome and pretty since he was a child, but when he grows up, he is a bit ruthless, and a glance at someone can make Xie Yan's deer bump into dizziness.At this moment, Xie Yan secretly saw his wet eyelashes, and his heart was moved again. It was so itchy that he wanted to go up and peck them, and asked with a mean mouth: "Are you really crying?"

When Pei Jun evaded again, Xie Yan went straight to pinch his face, causing Pei Jun to utter his sorrow, and everything was stirred into a pot of paste.

He was so angry that he grabbed Xie Yan's troubled hand, twisted it slightly behind him, stared at a pair of reddish eyes and said hoarsely: "Xie Yan, Gu's heart hurts, can you make Gu feel sad for a while?" ?”

Xie Yan tilted his head to look at him, disfigured, and deliberately pulled his hanging sleeves with his fingers twisted behind his back: "What's so sad? I'm such a big living person in front of you, you Kiss me more, isn't it better than anything else?" He said softly, "Time is like gold, hurry up, don't miss the good time."

"..." Pei Jun choked with anger, knowing that he was making unreasonable words.

But what Xie Yan said is right, those who have gone cannot be persuaded, and those who come can still be pursued.

Although it was a bit late, at least the two of them didn't miss it, and didn't rub shoulders so that they regretted it for life.

But Pei Jun didn't want to kiss him at this moment, he just pressed his hand and stared at him, imagining how that pair of handsome young man's eyebrows and eyes became what he is today day by day, year by year, thinking that he is not in danger What kind of life did he live in those years in Beijing?

But when he thought of the things he had suffered, Pei Jun felt hatred.He was so full of hatred that he felt like boiling magma.

However, Pei Jun didn't know who to send this anger to.

Those who harmed him back then have now turned into piles of loess. If Pei Jun wanted to take revenge, he didn't know who to turn to. Even if they cut out their bones one by one and ground them into powder for Xie Yan to play with, it would be hard to make up for it. a cent.

And himself... is also one of the people who caused him to this point.

This is the most uncomfortable.

Pei Jun felt resentful again, blaming himself for being the most stupid in the world, for not being aware of Xie Yan's feelings for him.

His Xie Yan, his best Xie Yan, was once the grandson of the emperor of Nanye, who was rich in gold and jade, and should have had a life full of glory... Xie Yan himself, did he have the shock of a swan and a broken wing?

... He owed Xie Yan, and Dayu also owed Xie Yan, and I'm afraid it would not be enough in this life.

I don't know if I will compensate him for myself, will he take it?

Would he think that he was bleeding the dirty blood of the Dayu royal family?

Xie Yan didn't know how Pei Jun was so entangled in his stomach, he just felt that Pei Jun had been looking at him for so long that even Xie Yan felt embarrassed.

Xie Yan hesitated to speak for a while, turned his eyes around, and was a little ashamed to speak: "Don't keep looking at me like this, you've made me hot..."

Pei Junzheng was distracted: "..."

Every time a little feeling of pity for him is brewing, it won't take long for him to completely dispel it.

But my heart is hot.

Pei Jun took the hand that he had twisted all the way behind his back, and rubbed it.Xie Yan was about to go up to him to be intimate with him, but he put his palm on his lips.

"Have you taken today's medicine?" Pei Jun asked suddenly.

"..." Xie Yan suddenly lost his charming thoughts, and faltered without answering.

I take medicine twice a day, and I lose my appetite to eat after taking the medicine. Who can stand it.

You could tell by his appearance that he didn't take it. Pei Jun glanced at him disapprovingly: "Nonsense. The imperial doctor said that your body is weak and has been soaked in poison for many years. You need to take medicine slowly to be healthy and healthy for a hundred years." Yu."

After finishing speaking, he opened half of the window and raised his voice to call out: "Good words! Where's your young master's morning medicine?"

Liangyan was arguing with the raccoon slave, heard the sound of "hey", and hurried to get it, Xie Yan ran away in a hurry in the morning, and he didn't drink the medicine, so he put it in the bamboo tube filled with water.

His Highness wanted it, and he handed it in immediately.

Xie Yan didn't quite give up, and wanted to quibble, so he heard Pei Jun turn around and say softly: "If you are willing to drink your medicine well and never miss a meal, you can..." He paused, "Feed you personally."

Xie Yan was depressed, thinking that what you fed was still medicine, could it be that what you fed was sweeter?

As soon as this thought changed, Xie Yan was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly turned this thought back, afraid that he was wandering and thinking too much.He didn't have much hope, swallowed the body fluid secreted in his mouth, and tentatively asked with a faint mosquito sound: "Why, how is it a personal method, is..."

"It's just what you think." Before he could finish speaking, Pei Jun said calmly.He pushed aside the cork of the bamboo tube, and the bitter smell of medicine wafted out instantly.

"Ah..." Xie Yan sighed, and still couldn't believe it, did Pei Jun know what he was thinking, "Every time...?"

It is better to speak your mind with your words than to speak your mind with your deeds.

Pei Jun took a sip from the bamboo tube, squeezed Xie Yan's chin and fed it.Xie Yan swallowed a few times in a daze before he came back to his senses. When the mouthful of medicine was about to run out, he sucked the tip of his tongue and lingered for a while.

Just as he couldn't help raising his hand to touch it, Pei Jun immediately backed away a few inches, glared at him and thought he was being unruly.

Xie Yan was so angry that his brain hurts, isn't this a thief calling for a thief, isn't it because you give medicine like this, you want me to be "unruly"?What is the difference between an irregular tongue and an irregular hand? !

Pei Jun tied his hands before taking the second and third sips to feed him.

Xie Yan was pushed against the wall of the car by him, and after swallowing hastily, his foot accidentally knocked over something, making a loud bang.

The carriage purchased by Shanzhen is naturally not thicker than the carriage of the palace, and the good words were heard from outside: "My lord, what's down, can I go in and clean it up?"

Xie Yan was being gagged by someone, until he was asked a second time with kind words, and then he was let go and calmed down a few times.His mouth was rambunctious, but his body was seldom moved. At this time, his head was half upturned, his face was foggy, his face was reddish, and he couldn't answer.

Pei Jun wiped a little bit of medicine from his lips, obviously speaking to the good words outside the car, but his deep eyes saw Xie Yan's eyes: "No need, Gu is already cleaning up."

Xie Yan didn't hear what the good words said later, because he was caught in the next round of feeding.

After feeding all the medicine in one tube, Xie Yan's waist felt weak, and he lay on Pei Jun's chest and panted softly. He half-opened his eyes and watched Pei Jun shake the bamboo tube, telling him that it was gone.

Xie Yan pursed his lips, thinking that he couldn't come again, his tongue was swollen, and he looked at it reluctantly, and muttered: "Isn't there still some medicine residue, you can drink a little more by adding some water. mouth……"

Pei Jun laughed, once again overwhelmed by his shamelessness.

"Can I drink the medicine for the night?" Pei Jun asked, and finally untied his hand.

If it was like this, Xie Yan nodded willingly, and embraced his waist: "Yes..."

But Xie Yan couldn't drink the medicine that night as he wished.

As a result of this excessive intimacy...he had a fever again.

It's all Pei Jun's fault.

Last night Pei Jun was disturbed after hearing the conversation between Xie Yan and Shen Ziyuan.In order to sort out his thoughts, he poured a few barrels of cold well water on his head, and sat by the well for half a night. In addition, he had been restless for many days, and he was already relieved, but after a night, he suffered from the wind and cold.

When Xie Yan got into the car, Pei Jun felt a bit of a headache, but he couldn't tell whether it was because of the cold or because of Xie Yan's affairs, and because Xie Yan took advantage of the loophole to get close, it suddenly disappeared.

It's just that Pei Jun has always been in good health, so this sickness is nothing at all. After getting out of the car and walking a few steps, he sweated a little, and he recovered without any medicine.

Xie Yan was not so lucky. He was originally weak, and the medicine to fight poison with poison even emptied most of his vitality. Once he was overwhelmed by illness, he quickly withered away.

It just so happened that the convoy reached a place where there was no village or shop behind, so they had to stay by the water at night.

The accompanying guards lit a small bonfire and roasted some wild game.

Everyone was sweating profusely after eating, and some even went into the water to take a bath with their upper body naked.Dudu Xie Yan was wrapped in a blanket out of the ordinary, leaning sleepily on Pei Jun's shoulder, hugging the warm Tian Tian, ​​and eating the roasted rabbit meat he fed in small strips.

Tiantian probably thinks that he doesn't play with her anymore, although she is nestling honestly, she will peck the back of his hand from time to time.

Xie Yan smoothed Tiantian's feathers, and coaxed in a low voice: "Hey, I'll play with you when I'm well. Go find your father to eat millet."

Tiantian turned her head, eyes round like black beans, Pei Jun grabbed a handful of millet from the other side, and fed Da Tiantian in her arms with one hand, and Xiao Tiantian in Da Tiantian's arms with the other.

Because Xie Yan was ill, the medicine for nourishing the body had to be stopped for a few days, and the cold and antipyretic pills prepared by Doctor Lin and others were used instead.

When taking the pulse earlier, Lin Dai asked about the hot weather, why Xie Yan, who was in good shape, was reported to have a cold and a fever.

The two were speechless for a while.

Seeing the embarrassing expressions of the two, Imperial Physician Lin quickly understood a little bit. When he handed over the antipyretic pill, he emphasized: "This pill needs to be chewed and swallowed to be effective. You must not let Your Highness... …do it for you.”

He was ashamed to say this.

Xie Yan blushed and took the pills and chewed two. Pei Jun lowered his head to tease him: "You don't think it's bitter this time?"

"..." Xie Yan coughed angrily, "Isn't it your fault?"

"Yes, yes, blame me." The strong person has already healed from the cold, while the weak person still has a fever. Pei Jun gently touched his lips that smelled of medicine, "Are you sleepy, go back to sleep?"

In the distance, it seems that Li Nu is singing Sidi's little song, although his voice is clear and soft, but a bit monotonous.After a while, Yiye's voice harmonized with each other, becoming more melodious.Everyone's eyes were attracted by Commander Ji's Ye Jiao, including Xie Yan.

Pei Jun saw that he was very interested, and Imperial Physician Lin also said that the weather was warm and his fever was not severe, so there was no need to be stuffy in the airtight car, so he covered him with a blanket and put him on his lap: "It's comfortable here, you can Lie down for a while, sleep when you are sleepy, and carry you back to the car alone."

Xie Yan was kind, leaning on his sweetheart's lap while listening to the raccoon slave's song.The moonlight was very good tonight, and he wanted to just lie down quietly for a while, but maybe it was because he was too tired before, or maybe it was the effect of the antipyretic medicine, so he slowly closed his eyes.

This time, Xie Yan didn't sleep well, because the night was full of dreams, one after another.

But they are all rare dreams.

After a while he dreamed that in the palace, Pei Jun repaired the kite his concubine mother had given him, and brought some kite-making tools with him, and taught him how to use them one by one, so that he could repair it by himself in the future.But Pei Jun told him several times that he still didn't learn it, and he accidentally injured his finger, and there was blood dripping on a plain leather kite they made together.

Finally, Pei Jun sighed helplessly and said, forget it, if it breaks again in the future, I will fix it for you.

What Xie Yan wanted was this sentence, naturally it wasn't that he couldn't learn it, but he didn't want to learn it at all.The half-made plain kite, Xie Yan also secretly finished the work later, the blood dripping on it, he took advantage of the opportunity to draw a red winter jasmine flower.

After a while, I dreamed that in Shuangyao Palace, on the snowy night after the Lantern Festival, the two of them were wearing snow furs and copying scriptures in the palace.Xie Yan threw a ball of paper at him, and there were two little people dancing in the paper ball, one with cold eyebrows and cold eyes, and the other with a playful smile, you could tell who they were at a glance.Pei Jun thought he was playing tricks on him, so he made a big cross on the paper, and scolded him, "You are so noisy in a clean place of Taoism", Xie Yan was so angry that he bickered with him.

But when Pei Jun couldn't hold on at night and fell asleep on the table, Xie Yan pushed the charcoal fire to him again.When he lowered his head to dial the charcoal, he saw that he was sleeping with his face on his head and his arms on his head. Xie Yan squatted beside him and looked at him for a while, and saw that there was no one around. He couldn't hold back for a while, so...

Gently and secretly, she kissed him on the lips.

Originally, I wanted to kiss the cheek, but Xie Yan was so bold, he didn't know who was right and left, and let me taste it, that's why I leaned two inches inward... touching a little bit of the corner of his mouth.

Xie Yan had never kissed anyone before, and he didn't know how to evaluate after kissing. Remembering that men and women in the scriptures said that their lips are as sweet as honey, he picked up the pen and pressed it on his hot mouth, and said to himself: "... It's okay, it's not very sweet."

Afterwards, Pei Jun felt itchy on his face, and when he woke up, he found that Xie Yan was painting a cat's beard on his face, and the two of them were so angry that they were having another fight in the hall.

still dreaming...

At the Flower Exploration Banquet, Pei Jun didn't have a good word at all.

He made Pei Jun half dead that night, drank a lot of wine, and behaved indulgently.Before Pei Jun left the banquet annoyed, it happened that other Jinshi came to toast Xie Yan. Many of these Jinshi came from wealthy families, so naturally they couldn't bear to be overwhelmed by Xie Yan.

All of them were massive, and the cups they brought were as big as bowls.

Xie Yan never refuses anyone who comes, and accepts with a smile.

During the drunk conversation, some people even insinuated that he was a subjugated hostage, and he also deserved to wear the Dayu red robe.Xie Yan also pretended not to hear.

But before the wine was delivered to his mouth, someone grabbed his arm.

It was Pei Jun who saw this and went back, dismissed a group of Jinshi with malicious intentions, pulled him aside and poured tea.Pei Jun looked around, frowned and said: "I heard that you have been in poor health for the past two days, so don't drink so much. What are those things, and they are worth fighting with them?!... Come with me, After leaving the palace gate, I will ask Ning Xi to take you back to the Hou Mansion."

Xie Yan still had things to do, so naturally he couldn't go with him, but he was grateful for this rare care.

Pei Jun couldn't say anything, he had no choice but to give up, but before he left, he took two steps back and said very unaccustomedly: "You don't have to listen to what other people say. This red robe, you wear... …beautiful and fit them all better.”

After he finished speaking, he left, perhaps because he was ashamed after saying this, and his steps became a little anxious.

Looking at his back, Xie Yan was so happy that he couldn't help laughing in his dream.

But Xie Yan actually wanted to tell him, the red robe I want to wear for you is more than just this one.

When talking with Shen Ziyuan, he said something that Xie Yan didn't really agree with.

Shen Ziyuan said that if his prediction had not been self-defeating, the two of them should be together well without so many ups and downs.

actually not……

Without Shen Ziyuan's turmoil, Xie Yan and Pei Jun might be doing well, but that's all.

He and Pei Jun are like two intertwined lines, originally they had nothing to do with each other, it was a contract to stop the war that brought them together.Therefore, the two lines will gradually approach each other, and it may appear that they converge to one point on the surface, but in fact, they are just parallel and intertwined up and down, and finally, they will go farther and farther.

Xie Yan has been thinking about this for the past few days.

Thinking about this prophecy, thinking about myself, and thinking about Pei Jun.

He thought... After all, it was Shen Ziyuan who really predicted Pei Jun's destruction of the country.It was precisely because of Shen Ziyuan's "prophecy" that the emperor was afraid of Pei Jun out of thin air, which promoted the development of the situation step by step, and finally created the current status quo.

As for Pei Jun, if the emperor had not ignored him, suppressed him, or humiliated him, but had forgiven him like other princes.

He would never have thought of going to the bitterly cold northern border and joining the barracks, nor would he risk his life to fight in such a way that he wanted to make a world-class record.

He will probably be like other princes, enjoying the glory and wealth he deserves, develop some bad tempers, and eventually grow into a mediocre and incompetent sorghum dude, just like the current king of Wei, who will eventually marry a wife and have children, and die in fiefdom.

It's a pity that the times pushed people away, and he finally felt unwilling to fight for power and took the position of the regent.

And for Xie Yan...

If it wasn't for the emperor's fear of prophecy, he would not have poisoned Pei Jun's cup in advance, and Xie Yan would not have drunk the poisoned wine and drowned.

If it hadn't been for Xie Yan being stupid for a while, completely forgetting those plots and calculations, those worries and worries, but relying on his liking for Pei Jun, he instinctively fell for him.So that it developed step by step into the current situation——

In the final analysis, he and Pei Jun are actually the same kind of people, no matter how calm they appear on the surface, laughing and cursing, in fact they will not easily reconcile with themselves.If there were no subsequent events involved in this prophecy, perhaps he and Pei Jun would be nothing more than bad friends in this life.

Xie Yan has the burden of subjugation in his heart, and Pei Jun also has his thoughts behind him. I am afraid that the two of them will never be able to get together throughout their lives.

Thinking of this, Xie Yan no longer hated her.

There are mountains, rivers and bright moon in front of you, and the love in your heart is next to your pillow.

Nothing is more cherished than this.

When Xie Yan opened his eyes again, there was silence, only chirping insects, maybe everyone had fallen asleep.

And he had already returned to the carriage, with a thick brocade blanket laid under his body, he was resting on Pei Jun's arm, and he did not know how long he had slept.

I don't know if it was Pei Jun who stayed up all the time, or was woken up by Xie Yan.He opened his eyes almost as soon as he heard Xie Yan's breathing change.

The two looked at each other.

Xie Yan lowered his eyelashes first.

Pei Jun covered him with a thin blanket, raised his hand to touch Xie Yan's forehead, and the fever had subsided a little.

He was relieved, and his voice was very low, afraid of startling Tiantian who was sleeping in a snowball beside him, he whispered to Xie Yan, and asked worriedly: "The eyeballs keep moving around while asleep, are you dreaming?"

"Yeah." Xie Yan burrowed into his arms, and stretched his hand from his waist, his voice was bleary, "But it's all a good dream."

An unprecedented dream, Xie Yan has not had a peaceful dream for a long time.

Xie Yan sniffed the light fragrance on his clothes with peace of mind: "You are the best one."

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