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"So, what do you want to say?"

After listening to the man's statement, Guan Ruoyu sat in the car and looked ahead quietly: "You had some difficulties back then, so I have to forgive you?"

"I... of course my goal is to ask you to forgive me." Zhuang Mingqi said slowly, "But I know what a stupid thing I did back then, so you are angry with me, and I did it myself. I also know that you were The hurt must be deep, so if you want me to do something, just tell me."

"You think it through now, but back then? I was still looking at the college grades. When you called, you said lightly, 'I'm going abroad', and you just gave me a curtain call when you agreed on the two of us together. You What do I think?" Guan Ruoyu was actually brought out by the man's words, and it was difficult to keep calm, "You and I didn't just know each other for two or three days, two or three months, or two or three years, but Ten years! Ten years! Ten years of relationship, you just leave without saying hello, you mean you put me in your heart, huh?"

"I'm sorry."

"And listen to the logic of that passage just now, do you think it's reasonable? You went to heal your wounds in fucking pain, and passed the pain on to me?" Ten years had passed, but Guan Ruoyu couldn't let it go. , He has been angry about this matter for too much and for too long, and it is impossible to untangle his heart with a few simple words, "Do you know why I chose psychology? I just want to find out if I did something wrong What, you chose to walk away without saying a word, and you just threw away the friendship of more than ten years!"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Zhuang Mingqi couldn't help but hold Guan Ruoyu's hand, and put it on his forehead as if repenting, "It's not your fault, Guan Guan, it's my problem. I'm sorry, I'm a bastard, I'm a coward. You can do whatever you want, I just ask you to forgive me..."

What the young man said is the truth, there is no doubt that Zhuang Mingqi's argument is indisputable.He could only hand the knife to the other party, and then opened his hands and waited for the other party to take revenge, because he deserved what he deserved.

Guan Ruoyu pulled his hand away forcefully.

Zhuang Mingqi's heart hung in the air for a moment like weightlessness, he raised his head, his eyes chased the owner of those hands.

"I have to accept you when you leave, and I have to forgive you when you come back. It sounds like I'm too quick to come and go?" Guan Ruoyu sneered, "Do you think you are looking for something to do? If If you followed me a while ago, didn’t you just realize your dream? Now you have to bring this matter to the fore, so I can only say that my thinking now is similar to that of back then. I just want to hit people, not reconcile.”

"Then hit me until you don't want to." Zhuang Mingqi looked into the young man's eyes and said seriously in a low voice, "I won't just be with you like that, I know you were just for fun. Of course I can play with you, as long as you are willing and you are happy, I am completely willing to play with you, but I will not sink here. It is not that I do not accept you approaching me with a purpose, but that I cannot accept being a shrink Turtle, avoid talking about what you did wrong back then, and turn a blind eye to the hurt you got back then. If I do that, then I'll be that cowardly bastard back then, and I don't want things to turn out that way."

These words are a bit surprising, because people tend to avoid their mistakes.But Guan Ruoyu felt that Zhuang Mingqi seemed to be such a person, who would seriously face every mistake he made.

Although this time, it was ten years late to admit the mistake.

Guan Ruoyu didn't speak for a while, but just met the man's burning eyes and looked at him silently.

"I absolutely don't have any thought of 'come when you call, leave when you are called'. You can use any technique you know to test whether I am lying, or even ask me after hypnosis." Zhuang Mingqi Slowly said, "I am eager for your forgiveness, but I am not forcing you to forgive me now. I know that what I have done is far from enough, and I will continue to work hard. But now, I just... want a chance."

Guan Ruoyu subconsciously replied, "...what?"

"A chance to pursue you." Zhuang Mingqi tried to hold Guan Ruoyu's hand again, and then slowly pulled it to his heart, "Guan Guan, I love you. I have loved you for more than ten years, I will Continue to love you, treat you well, and treat you forever. Give me a chance, even if you start with a negative score, give me a chance to be close to you."

"..." Guan Ruoyu felt the beating of the heart under his palm, and felt in a trance that the man seemed to put his whole heart in his hand, allowing him to rub it round and flat.

Such a thing happened to Zhuang Mingqi, who had been stubborn since he was a child, it was unheard of.

Even if Guan Ruoyu was still angry in his heart, facing the man's state of "whatever you say is right, and I can do whatever you want", it was like punching cotton.The young man opened his mouth, and finally said a tricky sentence: "I seem to be familiar with some of the words you just said."

"Well, I heard you and auntie talking about your criteria for choosing a spouse." Zhuang Mingqi looked at the young man and said slowly, "Being good to you, liking you, the most important thing is to be consistent...I can do it, Guan Guan , give me a chance to prove it."

"...What should I answer?" Guan Ruoyu raised his eyebrows and withdrew his hand, "I don't want to forgive you now, and I don't want to be with you, so what else can I answer?"

"You don't need to answer anything, you don't need to change anything, just do it like this." Zhuang Mingqi said, "I'll take the 99 steps, and you can finally decide whether you want to hold my hand or not."

"This is what I said before." Guan Ruoyu said, "Do you have your own rhetoric? It seems disingenuous to always be a repeater."

"Then..." Zhuang Mingqi thought for a while, and then choked out a sentence, "Do you think it's suitable for me to use this perfume?"

"Speaking of this, I wanted to say it just now." Guan Ruoyu said angrily, "You put on perfume at home, right? It's just because I put on a scarf and didn't notice it, right? Are you stupid? Can't you be more straightforward, let me take off the scarf, or just tell me if you wear perfume?"

"...That was too deliberate."

"You didn't mean to let me smell it in the car?"

"That's just..."

"Shut up and be obedient." Guan Ruoyu turned to look at the man, "Be frank when it's time to be blunt, don't save me the most important serious thing, you made a lot of other things, you know? ? If you knew this truth ten years ago, I would save you a few years of tossing."

"……Feel sorry."

"Okay, I've heard enough of these words tonight." Guan Ruoyu said, "Is there anything else? If not, I'll get out of the car."

"Yes." Zhuang Mingqi said, "I love you."

"Hey! You are enough!"

"Not enough, ten years, no, ten years of vacancy, how can I finish talking in one night." Zhuang Mingqi replied, "I always felt that speaking out would affect you and take you on a detour, so even trying to express I had no courage. Now that I think about it, I was really stupid.”

"I agree with the last four words." Guan Ruoyu replied, "Actually, even without you, I would have taken a 'detour'."

"I know, that's why I regret it even more." Zhuang Mingqi lowered his eyes, sneered, and laughed at himself, "Ever since I knew you had an ex-boyfriend, I've always wondered, if I had been braver back then, would your first love be me? ..."

"Speaking of this topic." Guan Ruoyu asked, "Didn't Cheng Lei say that you had a girlfriend in college? But you said she wasn't your first love?"

"Because I don't like her. It was she who kept pestering me and said, try it, just try it, I was obsessed with thinking that maybe this would help me forget you, so I acquiesced..." Zhuang Mingqi was a little guilty, but He still explained everything to Guan Ruoyu clearly, "I didn't touch her, and after about a month, I felt that I couldn't go on like this, so I broke up with her. When I apologized to her, she said that she had already I knew it would be like this, but I didn't expect that after I became her boyfriend in name, I wouldn't even make a scene..."

"Tsk tsk." Teacher Guan shook his head and sighed, "Zhuang Mingqi, you are such a scumbag, you are a big pig's trotter."

"If it's about the stupid things I did, I can't deny that I was a fool and a bastard in the past." Zhuang Mingqi turned his head and said, "Because there is always someone living in my heart, but I always want to escape, but I don't know how to escape. It just hurts and hurts everyone."

"No matter how much love is said, no matter how beautiful it is, it can't cover up the truth." Guan Ruoyu replied, "Don't give me sugar-coated bullets."

"I'm just telling the truth. You told me to be straightforward, didn't you?" Zhuang Mingqi said, "I came back for my first love, Guan Guan, I came for you."

Guan Ruoyu raised his eyebrows: "You said you wouldn't put pressure on me, didn't you give me all the pressure from your company!"

"I did it voluntarily, you don't need to take any responsibility, and I never told anyone else." Zhuang Mingqi replied, "Anything I do for you is done willingly, so whether you know it or not, it's up to me. It doesn’t make much difference. But if you need it, I will accept your call anytime. Guan Guan, I am the one who comes and goes when called.”

"Don't call me such a scumbag!" Guan Ruoyu said, "I'm not interested in getting a spare tire yet!"

"That's different." Zhuang Mingqi hooked the corners of his mouth very slightly, "The spare tire can watch the person he loves go to be with others, but I can't. I can wait for you, anyway, it's been more than ten years, and it's not too long. But if there is anyone who wants to take you away during this period, I will not let him succeed easily."

This remark meant something, as if criticizing a certain person surnamed Chu without naming him.

Guan Ruoyu clicked his tongue: "I'm not your property."

"As long as you don't explicitly object, I will do it. This is an innate instinct, Guan Guan, I am a man." Zhuang Mingqi looked deeply at the young man next to him, "And you have never explicitly objected, so I still have a chance, right?"

"...You are such a complete bastard, you were before, and you are still now. Everyone is deceived by your serious appearance, why are you pretending to be an iceberg!" Guan Ruoyu didn't answer the man's question, just said, " I'm going home, unlock it!"

This time, Zhuang Mingqi did not continue to persuade him to stay, and unlocked the car door in a kind manner.

The man also said: "After you go home and confirm that you are all right, send me a message, and call me if you have anything to do. I will wait for you downstairs."

"Hey, I'm not a woman!" Guan Ruoyu replied, "Do you have to do this?"

Zhuang Mingqi said: "Believe it or not, I actually want to lock the door right now, and take you home again as soon as I step on the gas pedal."

Guan Ruoyu clicked his tongue.

He opened the car door, said "Get out of here" bluntly, and got out of the car.

The man smiled, got out of the car, and stood near the driver's seat to watch the young man enter the unit.

It wasn't until the living room of the young man's house turned on the lights, and he received an eye-rolling emoji on his mobile phone, that the man took one last look at the balcony, and then returned to the car.

The moon in the night sky is not full, but very bright.

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