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"I kind of want to ask you why you did this, but one of the important reasons should be out of revenge."

Guan Ruoyu stated his point of view slowly, his attitude was not oppressive, and his tone sounded like a normal chat.

But since getting to the point, Qiao Lin has been in a tense state.Including the question asked by Guan Ruoyu, it also aroused Qiao Lin's subconscious analysis: "How do you know... People who are bullied on campus often show concessions, or even quit, and there are very few examples of rising up to resist. How do you know?" Are you sure I'm taking revenge?"

"Because judging from your performance, it is obvious that you have not been frightened by those people." Teacher Guan smiled, "If you were frightened away, how could you still dare to curse them in person? More importantly, you You also took advantage of this calmly and successfully hinted, which is an obvious indicator that you have not been intimidated."

Qiao Lin said: "Maybe I just want to try to see if it can imply success?"

"Isn't that your second reason?" Teacher Guan smiled, "You were only a high school student at the time, so it's normal to be curious about this. I read the hypnosis record that Chu Yue filled out and said that you were very cooperative and immersed The feeling is very strong, it seems that you actually enjoy the process more.”

Qiao Lin replied: "I'm not sure if I enjoy it or not, but Mr. Chu hypnotized us at that time... I'm really curious."

"It can be seen." Guan Ruoyu took a few sips of his cold coffee and said, "I heard that you were reported by those students for reading extracurricular books... books on psychology or hypnotic suggestion techniques, right? "

"You even know this?" Qiao Lin said in surprise, "I didn't disclose this to the psychological counseling team at the time. It's impossible for them to have it in their materials."

"Since I dare to talk to you, of course there is some evidence to support it." Teacher Guan smiled, "Of course, I also admit that these are purely anecdotal evidence, which cannot be counted legally."

Qiao Lin asked a core question: "Then what does Teacher Guan want to do?"

"What's the rush, isn't this talking to you?" Guan Ruoyu asked, "Besides the reasons I know, is there any other reason you did that back then?"

This question seems so straightforward that it is easy to get a bogus answer.But when Guan Ruoyu met Qiao Lin, he was sure to see if he was lying, so he didn't bother to talk.

Qiao Lin was silent for a while, and replied: "...It's gone. At least it's within the range I can think of, it's gone."

"Then may I ask, what did you think after your suggestion 'successful'?" Guan Ruoyu replied, "When the No.2 suicide appeared, you should have already confirmed that the suggestion could be successful Right? What keeps you going?"

Qiao Lin asked back, "Doesn't the teacher think this is also revenge?"

"You don't have any signs of anti-humanity, so seeing the first person who may have committed suicide under the influence of your suggestion, you should have been afraid. It is an animal instinct to live, and people are afraid of death, especially When facing death caused by your own hands." Guan Ruoyu replied, "If that's the case, you should be completely silent for at least a while. On the one hand, it is because of the shadow caused by death, on the other hand, you should be afraid of being discovered .”

"...well." Qiao Lin replied, "After all, they are professionals."

"But you seem to adjust quickly?"

"I can't tell. Originally, I should really shrink back for a while, but those people came to bully me again, as if they wanted to vent all their fear and anger on me. I have a kind of..." Qiao Lin After thinking about it carefully, he continued, "Say it's 'to die together'... No, anyway, there is a kind of idea that they can no longer bully anyone."

And the way to completely stop a man from doing something... is to stop him from doing it again.

Something like "Only the dead can keep secrets forever".

Teacher Guan was a little surprised by this idea, but not surprised.Thinking about it in his own shoes, Qiao Lin would indeed have this kind of thought, which is similar to...

"A partner of justice?"

"At that time, I must have had that kind of thinking." Qiao Lin lowered his eyes and said slowly, "If no one cares, why don't I take care of it. Anyway, if these people go on like this, they may force other students to hurt themselves..."

"So you decided to be the 'sanctioner' who 'lynched'?" Guan Ruoyu looked at Qiao Lin and asked, "Do you know that doing so is dangerous?"

"I didn't know at the time... Or, I didn't think about it that much." Qiao Lin replied, "I didn't think that I would really succeed, and I succeeded so many times... In fact, I saw later that they had collapsed emotionally. No more hints, but the sixth person committed suicide anyway."

"Including the seventh one." Guan Ruoyu said, "Although you didn't directly hint at him, he witnessed the suicide of two classmates, and the information showed that he had actually collapsed. However, the parents' guard against others accelerated his death. die."

Qiao Lin was silent for two seconds: "...Yes."

"Do you think you did this all by yourself?"

Qiao Lin thought for a while: "...That's what I thought at the time, and it was only when I went to university that I realized that it was the accumulation of multiple factors. But to be honest, it didn't make me feel relaxed. Believe it or not, I am actually very nervous now. Understand, my original behavior was deformed and distorted. No matter what decision you make next, I can actually understand it."

Guan Ruoyu asked: "Is this the reason why you entered Chuyue's studio to work? Do you want him to find out what happened back then?"

"It was just a coincidence at the beginning. After I went in for an internship for a while, I realized that Mr. Chu is my boss." Qiao Lin replied, "Mr. Chu didn't recognize me. Back then, he and his team tutored hundreds of students. I remember all of them. But after I reminded him a little, he remembered."

Guan Ruoyu said, "Are you 'surrendering yourself'?"

"You can put it this way. It can also be said that I really don't want to keep thinking about it on my own anymore, so I want to let it go." Qiao Lin said, "Anyway, I have to kill or cut, and I have been mentally prepared for the past few years. get ready."

"'I want to kill or cut' is an exaggeration..."

"Anyway, I'm ready." Qiao Lin paused, and then said, "But Mr. Chu has never talked to me about this matter."

Teacher Guan asked, "What do you think is the reason?"

"I don't know, but I think he has already guessed the truth." Qiao Lin said, "It's like Mr. Guan was able to research me. I have worked in Mr. Chu's studio for more than a year. How could he? Didn't find it at all?"

Guan Ruoxin said that I didn't research it, but "reported" when someone told "ghost stories".However, with Chu Yue's ability, after getting along for so long, it is indeed possible to discover the clues.And judging from the senior's repeated conversations with Guan Ruoyu, he should have guessed the truth of the matter a long time ago.

After Guan Ruoyu figured this out, he didn't quite understand why he still ignored it for a while.But after talking and thinking again and again, Guan Ruoyu gradually understood Chu Yue's thoughts.

But there is still some distance to be recognized.

"So, do you think it's not enough just to be discovered?" Mr. Guan brought the topic back to Qiao Lin, "I still want to find a way to speak out and completely abandon this unresolved state... or before the New Year's Eve."

"That's pretty much what it means." Qiao Lin said, "So, what will Mr. Guan decide to do with this matter? Can I ask?"

"It's not that you can't ask...but what do you want to hear?" Guan Ruoyu threw the question back, "Or, what result do you want to get?"

"I'm not sure..." Qiao Lin replied, "Looking back on that time, I can't say I regret it, but I'm definitely not proud. I always feel that I should bear some consequences for doing these things. But you have to ask me What kind of end have you thought about... I can only say that, in fact, at this moment, I will resign myself to fate."

"I'm not 'Heaven'." Teacher Guan pushed away the completely cold coffee and smiled, "I heard from Chu Yue that you always seem a little scrupulous when assisting with psychological counseling, don't you?"

"...Did he even say this?" Qiao Lin was stunned for a moment, and then came, "Well, he is the boss, so of course he knows where the staff's weaknesses are. I admit, I'm a little scrupulous. In fact, sometimes I I know where the core problems of those people are, but I am always afraid that if I say the wrong thing, it will make the situation worse..."

"Worry?"

"It should be worrying, right?" Qiao Lin replied, "I participated in the group psychological intervention after two suicide incidents. After the roles were reversed, I suddenly understood something. To put it in an unprofessional way, I think it is easy to plant evil consequences , but it is very difficult to remove the bad results from people’s psychology. If the operation is wrong, it may even further cause bad results.”

"This will limit your performance." Guan Ruoyu said slowly, "At your level, you will deliberately ignore things that you should pay attention to; things that you should be able to effectively help, because of this, you will not be able to help Important point. If things go on like this, let alone serving others, even if you look at yourself, you will have doubts about yourself.”

"I know..." Qiao Lin took off his glasses and pressed his eyebrows. "This is my knot, so I want to solve it. I don't know what to do. Teacher Guan, you can make a decision."

Guan Ruoyu said slowly: "Your fate should not be in the hands of others like this, Qiao Lin, I thought you could learn this deeply from what happened five years ago."

"My reason knows this, but I can't control my emotions. I just always think so." Qiao Lin wiped his face and put on his glasses again, "Mr. Guan, I asked you out to treat myself A joy. Even if I can no longer engage in this industry in the future, I will admit it, tell me, what should I do?"

"you……"

Just as Guan Ruoqu opened his mouth, the phone rang.

He glanced at the screen, it was Yang Ling.Guan Ruoyu thought it was just a daily greeting, so he pressed it away, but before he put the phone back on the table, Yang Ling called again.

Teacher Guan had no choice but to answer the phone: "Hello?"

"Teacher Guan, come to school quickly!" Yang Ling's background sound seemed to be very noisy, but his urgent and high-pitched voice overwhelmed the noise and clearly reached Guan Ruoyu's ears, "Someone is going to jump off the building!"

"What?!" Guan Ruoyu stood up at once, and waved his hand at Qiao Lin to signal him to pay the bill quickly, "What's going on?"

"It's a girl, she seems to be called Wu Yanyu, on the roof of the library building!" Yang Ling said, "The police and the teacher have been persuading you for half an hour, and she asked to see you!"

Guan Ruoyu walked out and said quickly: "Give her the phone, I'll stabilize her, you let the police take the opportunity to rescue her!"

"No, she won't answer the phone, she must see me." Yang Ling paused, seemingly hesitating, and continued, "Also, teacher, Wu Yanyu has been talking about one thing..."

Guan Ruoyu signaled Qiao Lin to follow after paying the bill, while urging the person on the other end of the phone: "What's the matter? Stop haggling at this time!"

"Wu Yanyu said that she was pregnant...the child is yours..."

"……what?!"

[The author has something to say]: Serious teacher, why do you like to be a father?Young student, why did you lie before jumping off the building?Is all of this the destruction of human nature or the loss of morality?Please tune in, tomorrow's "Falling on Your Rival"!