On the rebirth of the scumbags

【0】

Anyone who plays around a little in Biancheng doesn't know Ye Lianzhou.

【1】

He was drunk and leaned on the shoulder of a strange man,

First, he stroked the person's cheek with his fingertips, and when he saw the other person's flushed face with excitement, he giggled as if he saw something particularly funny.

Every look in his eyes is full of provocative meaning, indifferent, indistinct, like an invitation and like a refusal, looking down on the man who is full of ugliness because of his few actions.

That day should be the first time Ye Lianzhou offered to pick him up.

Xiang Yan was so happy that he couldn't find the north, he didn't rest after get off work, and saw this scene when he came out of the parking lot - he probably just felt bored, so he just found a random passerby to hook up with.

As if the blood in his body was frozen in an instant, Xiang Yan thought that his expression at that time must be very ugly.

Zhou Ban squinted his eyes and looked at himself, whispering in the man's ear with a particularly regretful tone:

"...What a coincidence...my boyfriend came to pick me up."

Is it intentional?At that time, Xiang Yan was so angry that he really wanted to punch that bastard who was fascinated by his few words on the spot.

After thinking about it, the person who should be beaten the most is actually himself.

Ye Lianzhou probably drank again, and his gait was a little unsteady. The passer-by wanted to help him, and he didn't know how they got along before, but Xiang Yan could tell that the passer-by liked him very much. Seeing that he was not stable, he subconsciously thought help him,

And then—was mercilessly thrown away by Ye Lianzhou.

It is impossible to see that he was talking and laughing with that person just a second ago.

【2】

Out of a certain psychology, Xiang Yan didn't want to go to see him in a gamble, but just watched Ye Lianzhou staggering and falling on him slowly and coincidentally.

For a moment, Xiang Yan thought, just let him fall to the ground...just let him fall to death.But the body still stood on the spot without moving a muscle to catch the man's dangling figure.

Mainly, the ground is very cold, and there is a thin layer of snow, and his clothes are thin...

He pitifully tugged on Xiang Yan's sleeves, and said in such a righteous tone: "I'm cold, take off your clothes and give them to me."

Xiang Yan looked at his clothes that were almost missing here or there, and angrily took off his coat and covered him.

Dressing like this in winter is really fucking out of my mind.

At that time he was still angry and didn't want to talk to him, Ye Lianzhou's dark eyes rolled around, his attitude was natural wearing Xiang Yan's clothes and holding Xiang Yan's arm,

"It's all your fault for being late, I've been waiting for a long time..."

Come on, it's still his fault.

【3】

In the next second, Xiang Yan felt a pair of cold hands in his palms.

Ye Lianzhou's physique is not particularly good, his hands and feet are often cold in summer, not to mention winter, almost as cold as pig iron.

Fortunately, Xiang Yan was in good health, and would hug him every time before going to bed.

Every time it took a lot of effort to cover this little guy's whole body to warm him up. He got up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, and it only took him a minute or two.

Therefore, he also developed the conditioned reflex of subconsciously stuffing this piece of ice into his arms even if his eyes were closed and his consciousness was hazy.

Ye Lianzhou is a very smart person who can play Xiang Yan around like this every time, and every time it is easy for him to have an illusion - no matter what happens, it must be his own fault...

Just like too many times before, that time he still felt:

It seems...it is because he kept people waiting for a long time...

Seems to be his problem...

At that time, Xiang Yan stuffed Ye Lianzhou's hand into his pocket with great distress, and pulled the zipper of his coat to the top, revealing only a small face the size of a palm.

No matter how much he was fed, his face could not be rounded, it still had a sharp chin, his skin was fair, and the tip of his nose was a little reddish in the ice and snow.

Xiang Yan sighed helplessly in his heart,

"Are you really not afraid that I will be angry?"

"……why are you mad?"

Ye Lianzhou tilted her head and looked at Yan, "I'm not with him again... Don't worry, I've already promised you, after we're together, I'll only have sex with you..."

Yes, I didn't do it with others just because I promised.

And Ye Lianzhou himself didn't seem to think there was anything wrong with being with several men at the same time, yes, he didn't think there was any problem at all.

【4】

The first time I met Ye Lianzhou was at a bar that had just opened. The owner of that bar had some sort of friendship with Xiang Yan, so he continued to talk and invited him...

Originally, Xiang Yan would definitely not go to a place like this. He thought he didn't like an overly noisy environment, but he went there by mistake that day.

Probably thinking about going to see what young people like now.

And he really wasn't used to that kind of scene...

For an adult who has been working in the society for many years and is called uncle by children when he goes out, the high-decibel electronic sound at the bar scene is too irritating to his eardrums.

Coupled with the lingering chest tightness caused by the lack of air circulation in the enclosed space, he had to get up and walk towards the bathroom.

Sure enough, it's much quieter here. Although you can still vaguely hear the music in the front hall, it's much better in comparison.

Unlike the long queue at the entrance of the women's toilet, there was almost no one in front of the men's toilet. It may be that his mind was a little confused that day. At that time, Xiang Yan didn't notice the small malfunction notice at the door.

When I first stepped in, I heard some strange voices inside. At that time, I didn't realize what it meant. After I realized it...

It was too late for him to quit.

Two men who smelled of alcohol crashed into Xiang Yan's line of sight, and the two of them were carefree in the toilet... One of them was terrified when he knew someone was coming, "Yes...someone is here."

I fainted before I finished speaking...

The only black-haired boy who woke up, yes, judging by his stature, he should be just a young man,

It doesn't look like a strong physique. It belongs to the very eye-catching and thin type. It is thin but not that kind of skinny. Youthful.

Xiang Yan guessed that the other party's age would never exceed 20 years old, and the following facts proved that his guess was also very accurate... At that time, he still had his shirt half open, even though he knew someone was coming, he still didn't respond...

And there is absolutely abnormal redness on the face. Halo...

He stretched out his hand towards Yan, "Are you coming? Uncle?"

【5】

It was only later that Xiangyan found out that Lianzhou was in a very bad state when we first met. To sum it up, he often walked by the river, and once he was on the way, but even if he didn’t know the way, his daily life was pretty much the same...

At this time, Lianzhou was lying on Xiang Yan's chest with his head down, Xiang Yan looked at the hair on the top of the former's head, and thought how could this person be so good-looking, how could there be no place that he didn't like, it was simply according to his own wishes .

The two somehow chatted about the first time they met.

The beautiful black-haired young man snorted softly through his nostrils, with a little contempt, "Oh, you still spoke so righteously back then, didn't you..."

Xiang Yan blushed immediately upon hearing this.

Yes, he took away that abnormal Ye Lianzhou.

Although he could think of thousands of reasons to evade outsiders afterwards, saying that it was because of how urgent the situation was at that time, and how Ye Lianzhou was at that time...

But when facing his heart, he had to admit that he had selfish intentions.

Lianzhou leaned on Xiang Yan's body with all his body hair burning, and the latter's breath suddenly rose up.The mental state of the black-haired boy is not very bad, and Xiang Yan even doubts whether he still has a clear sense of self.

He looked very uncomfortable, so they rubbed all over him.

Obviously, Xiang Yan should have taken him to the hospital.

But the little waist has been lingering in his mind.

The black-haired boy's fingers climbed up Xiangyan's chest little by little. This behavior made him wonder whether the child in front of him was just pretending all this time, and he hadn't had time to concentrate...

The man put his ear on Xiang Yan's chest again, as if he was listening to something, for a long while:

"Hey uncle, your heartbeat is really fast... it's because—"

He draws out the ending.

"me?"

His eyelids were half-closed, and when he said that, there was a little bit of obvious complacency, and his index finger drew circles on his chest through the light and heavy fabric of the clothes,

"You want to...do...with me?"

Xiang Yan's heartbeat slowed down a beat, as if the whole world had fallen into a strange vacuum, and he himself couldn't feel what he was doing now...

The only thing that is clear in my ears is the smell and voice of this beautiful boy.

He didn't even notice that he swallowed subconsciously,

"Take me away, will you?"

A string called sanity snapped in an instant.

This is the first meeting, and it is indeed a not very good start.

【6】

Xiang Yan should have taken him to the hospital that day...it should have been.

Otherwise, they wouldn't be entangled for so long in the future.

He always thought that he could change Lianzhou. He dropped out of school and failed to attend school, so he asked someone to issue a certificate, and went about all kinds of work for his school status. He felt that Ye Lianzhou should not live that kind of life, and he felt that he was not suitable for such a mixed place. …

It is said that his mother made a living by that kind of occupation, so that she contracted some kind of disease and died later, leaving the little pity boat unattended, and growing up stumblingly alone.

He was used to seeing that kind of thing when he was young, and the environment he grew up in was also quite chaotic. After he grew up, it seemed to be natural... The first time he was seduced by another gay man, he asked him to eat, so he just This brought him home...

After Xiang Yan knew about his past, he felt sorry for him, and felt sorry for him who suffered so much at a young age...

I feel sorry that the bastards he met before only taught him how to indulge, how to indulge, how to indulge, how to express, how to indulge, so many bad habits at a young age, such a serious stomach problem and drinking every day... I can't put my own Take your body seriously.

In the first few days when we first met, Ye Lianzhou was drowsy during the day, and he was very restless at night. Sometimes he couldn't see anyone for a few days, and he couldn't get in touch.

When it suddenly appeared, the whole person was thinner, and the exposed skin was morbidly pale, and the exposed skin could see the lavender blood vessels under the thin layer of skin.

Because of past experience and growth environment, Ye Lianzhou's values ​​and even emotional concepts, or the three views are very abnormal, and he didn't want to go to the toilet when they first met, which was also requested by that person.

When asked why he agreed, his tone was flat, "Actually, I don't like it too much, because the toilet smells bad, and I have to stand all the time, it's too tiring, but he pays a lot..."

"........."

"What's your expression?"

Xiang Yan held Ye Lianzhou's face carefully, and promised him that I would treat you well, and that I would make up for what I owed you...

The little guy looked indifferent, "Actually, every one of them told me this before, but they all abandoned me in the end..."

He said in a secretive tone, "You will too."

"Children should not pretend to be adults talking."

Xiang Yan gently squeezed Lianzhou's face.

"Your life has just begun."

Xiang Yan made a serious request that he pay for Ye Lianzhou's life, so he doesn't need to go to the bar and bar street over there to work. In addition, he has to quit alcohol and get rid of the upside-down work and rest time, the most important thing yes

——In the future, you must never have sex with men other than yourself.

"Why?"

Ye Lianzhou's question of why was just a literal why, a simple question, without any other meaning of irony.

"Because I like you...you promised to be with me before, so we are lovers, just like I will only be with you, of course I hope you are just me."

"We're not what you were before... Can you understand?"

"...not so clear." The pretty little guy thought for a while, showing a look of sudden realization, "Oh, I see, you want to make a fuss. Am I right?"

"Okay, I promise you, I won't pick up anyone else!"

"........."

【7】

In the first few meetings, they seemed to have only that. Until one day Ye Lianzhou took the initiative to come to him without telling him that he was coming, so he didn't see Ye Lianzhou squatting at his door after he came home that day.

He hugs his knees, hides his head in his arms...

Poor as a stray critter soaked in rain...

When I looked up, there were still falling transparent raindrops on my face, and the half-wet clothes stuck to my skin, it seemed a little cold, and I was trembling slightly.

"I have nowhere to go..."

Every movement hit Xiang Yan perfectly.

He hurriedly took off his coat to cover him, bathed and dried his hair, and finally Ye Lianzhou was wearing his pajamas, and the two embraced each other to sleep, they didn't do anything that time.

After waking up, Ye Lianzhou was very surprised.

"Why?" He asked, "Why, why are you willing to give me money without..."

"Because this is not a transaction..." he asked Ye Lianzhou, "Do you remember my name?"

He was puzzled: "Um... Xiang, Xiang Yan??"

Ye Lianzhou basically couldn't remember the names of those people who had a relationship with him before, but he remembered his name...

Xiang Yan heard his name from others countless times...none of the times made his heart soften all of a sudden.

"You haven't told me yet..."

He pushed back the broken hair on Lianzhou's forehead, and kissed his forehead.

"It's okay, I can wait for you to understand."

"You'll understand someday."

The author has something to say: (Many of the fifth unit can’t be written, so I just change the background directly...)

Read it as a new story. (lightly)

Traveling through the attack episode [be warning]

If someone around you was fine the day before, and suddenly started talking nonsense after sleeping all day, saying that he crossed yesterday and came back now, would you believe it?

Su Jin felt that if it was him, she would definitely not believe it, so it is normal for his roommate not to believe it...

"It's noon, you didn't wake up from the dream last night."

There are also noses and eyes, such as time travel, rebirth, and systems. After all, they still live under the same roof. I also know that Su Jin usually likes to read novels. Hearing what he said, I naturally thought that he was dreaming again.

He used to often assume that he would wear it in ancient times in the future...

"Wait, what did you just say? You're married to a man? You're gay!"

The roommates in the same bed all showed expressions of horror and disgust, made a movement of stepping back and covering their chests, and at the same time raised their voices, "Let me tell you, I'm straight! I'm not interested in men!"

Su Jin didn't have the time to talk to other people, that dream was nothing like a dream, it was so real, another man with whom he had a good relationship hugged him, and he himself was already used to the heartbeat and body temperature of the other...

The two lived in what seemed to be a very backward countryside, but under such barren conditions, he gave him the best possible everything. He kept the small yard clean and planted a lot of flowers on the window sill...

Su Jin also taught the man to read English, and coaxed him to say that "Ni Hao" means "I love you". He read it once, and the other party followed suit, learning every tone very similar.

It seemed that no matter what he said, the man believed in his words.

He taught while suppressing a smile, but anyone who is not blind can guess that the meaning of that sentence is not the so-called hello. In the end, he also confessed to the person, telling the person that the sentence meant showing love, not you good.

Even though he knew the real meaning, the man still said, "Brother Jin, I didn't hear clearly just now, please teach me to say it again."

When Su Jin woke up, he was lying on the bed in their dormitory. When he was not fully awake, due to the subconscious conditioned reflex of his body, he habitually leaned to the side, but he didn't lean against the familiar broad arm, only leaned against the cold side. wall.

He was stunned for two seconds... Only then did he come to his senses.

My mobile phone is next to the pillow, and there is still the familiar wake-up ringtone plus the familiar vibration. There is also the long-lost sound of teeth grinding in my ears. I don’t know which socks have not been washed, and there is a smell.

Su Jin tried to call that strange system in his mind, but he didn't get any response. He hurriedly got up to check his legs, and there was nothing...

There should have been several scars that were different from the surrounding skin.

Those scars have been kissed by another person over and over again,

why not...

As if everything was just a dream he had...

If all he experienced was just a dream, then the dream was too long, not only dreaming of time travel and rebirth, but also dreaming of getting married?

Then this is too outrageous, right?

Because it was a dream, a lot of the content was a bit vague, but what was clear was that he was married to another person!

Su Jin, who has been single for many years, is getting married with another man for the first time in her life, which is unbelievable even thinking about it.It's just that he couldn't remember what that man looked like.

It seems to be a little taller than him, what is it called?week what?

He didn't know when the man prepared those things, and he was even kept in the dark in his dream the day before, but the people around him knew much better than him.

Strictly speaking, this is not called marriage. In the dream, he knew that there was a custom called "Brother Qi" after listening to other people.

But the general process is no different from the usual marriage of men and women. It also depends on the auspicious day of the zodiac, and entertains relatives and friends...

After the ceremony is completed, the two eat and sleep together, and support each other along the way, almost like a husband and wife, and the brother of the brother has to bear all the responsibilities of the younger brother, etc...

"... When did you get those?"

At that time, Su Jin looked at the red wedding dress and felt puzzled from the bottom of her heart, "You didn't tell me..."

Then the man also started to tell him when the cloth was cut, and when he asked someone to make the ready-made clothes. These kinds of clothes usually have to be booked in advance, and when they are booked.

The man standing beside him told a time.

"I wipe? So early?"

In the dream, Su Jin took the clothes and gestured to her body, it fit quite well, almost according to his stature,

"Oh, if only I had a mobile phone, I can still take pictures."

Although the man didn't understand what the mobile phone Su Jin was talking about, he still listened to him patiently.

"Are you proposing to me? How can you propose without a ring?"

This kind of ceremony should actually be witnessed by the family members of both parties, but the two of them seem to be alone, which saves a lot of procedures, and invites people who know each other from the same village or nearby.

When Su Jin recalled, she couldn't remember how many people came that day, but only remembered a lot of people, including adults and children...

He was wearing red clothes, red is a very festive color and also a very flattering color. In the noisy crowd, he was bowing to another man, and that man was calling him, calling him something.

...Brother Jin?

The man in the dream treats him very well, but I really don’t want him to suffer even a little bit of suffering. In the dream, other people are busy all day, but he seems to have nothing to do, which is not right. He is sitting on the ridge of the field, looking up at the slow clouds .

"Brother Jin, are you thirsty?"

The water in the kettle is sweet, specially for him to drink alone...

I really can't remember many scenes clearly. Su Jin still remembered clearly when she just woke up, but it was a little blurry when she thought about it again.

I just feel that I should be happy in my dream, but since I am happy, why is my face wet again after waking up...

"Hey, Mom."

After Su Jin got up, she called her parents. When she called, her mother should still be outside, and she could hear the noisy background.

He only heard a hello from the other side, and he couldn't hold back his tears. It was Su's mother who answered the phone. At first, she thought she had heard it wrong. After listening to a few more sentences, she was sure that her son was indeed talking to him with a crying tone...

Su Jin, who usually never takes the initiative to call them except when she has no money at the end of the month, this time:

"Mom, I really miss you..."

"Are you in good health, how is Dad recently?"

Mother Su was silent for a moment, then turned on her phone and checked the time on the top of the screen.

"This is NO.12, so your living expenses are gone?"

Su Jin was dumbfounded, just for a while, his mother kept nagging him, didn't find any girlfriend and didn't know where the money went, the first two months were gone at the end of the month anyway, this is the reason How long did it take to do something bad...

"Okay, I won't tell you anymore. If you talk too much, you still think I'm annoying. It's still outside, I'll give it to you later... I really owe you in my previous life!"

Su Jin's mother used to say one thing with her mouth and another with her actions. She used to say that the monthly living expenses were not too much, but if he really ran out of money, he would still give it to him.

His naive temperament has something to do with his family environment.

"I'll cook for you when I come back next time."

"Just you? I can still count on you, just don't blow up the kitchen." Mother Su smiled, and it sounded like a relative's voice next to her.

Su Jin heard that his mother was telling others that her son couldn't cook at his age, and that he wouldn't be able to find a wife in the future.

The relative also said that her children are also like this. Now that life is good, the children are pampered one by one, and they are not like them at that time, so what...

"Mom, I'll hang up first..."

Regarding the things that happened in the dream, Su Jin knew that even if she told her family and classmates, no one would believe him, and they might think that he was suffering from paranoia, so he was very silent for the next few days.

Go to class in silence, eat in silence, and sleep in silence.

Now she has become less picky eaters. In the past, Su Jin always refused to eat this or that, but now she can eat green peppers that she dislikes most without changing her face.

In the first two days, I was still a little confused. Using the words of the brother next to him in the bed, he looked like he had lost his soul. It was probably like that when the big brother in the dormitory next door broke up with his first love...

"I said, are you... bewitched?"

He waved his hands several times in front of Su Jin.

"Oh oh, it's okay..."

In a sense, he seems to have really lost love, but it is different from the traditional lovelorn.

Sometimes Su Jin would call out that name subconsciously, and she was stunned after saying that, so who is it?Others in the dormitory asked who it was when they heard it for the first time, and they stopped asking after that...

Those around me who had some contact with Su Jin before said that he has changed,

He has indeed changed,

When I wake up in the morning, I will fold the quilt on the bed; the messy desk is tidy; I suddenly fall in love with reading overnight, and I will not stay in bed until noon when there is no class in the morning. Wake up and go to the library to read...

Overnight, they looked like two different people.

Every day, he forgets something more than the day before. In order to make himself forget, he will write down some things he can remember in his notebook...

Su Jin is attending a local university. From school to home, he only needs to transfer twice to the subway, which takes less than two hours in total. But he was too lazy to go back before, and felt that it was annoying to be controlled by his mother after returning. The dormitory is relatively free…

Now I don't know why I suddenly want to see them.

I didn't call my family before I went back this time, I just went back directly, because when I haven't taken the subway for a long time, the first feeling is that there are too many people.

The place where Su Jin lived in her dream was sparsely populated, it seems that there are not many people in a village...

While waiting for the bus on the platform, Su Jin's reflection through the glass door felt strange for a moment. He remembered that he used to be a little hunched... but now he subconsciously straightened his back, as if to set an example for someone...

For whom?

All the men, women and children around lowered their heads, and Su Jin's thoughts also emptied, and he could remember less and less about that long dream day by day.

Sometimes I have to look through the notes I took before to remember.

Standing at the gate of her own community, Su Jin let out a long breath of turbid air from her chest. After calculating the time, she had only been home for two or three months, but when she saw the gate of the community, it was as if she hadn't seen her for many, many years.

When knocking on the door, Su Jin heard his mother's voice inside, she was asking who it was, Su Jin suppressed her voice, trying to make her voice sound a little deeper, pretending to be a stranger's tone.

"Hello, property owner."

After Mother Su opened the door, she was taken aback for a moment, then smiled angrily, and greeted Su Jin to come in, "I didn't make a call when I came back."

The family's golden-haired younger brother Yuan Bao was wagging his tail vigorously around Su Jin who hadn't seen him for a long time, and Su's mother also held Su Jin to watch for a long time, "Why do I feel that you are darker than before?"

"No, I don't think it's dark..." Su Jin squatted down to play with Yuan Bao, and asked casually, "Where's Dad? Why didn't I see it?"

"Still in the factory, haven't come back yet."

Mother Su thought of something while she was talking, "By the way, call your dad quickly and ask him to buy some soy sauce when he comes back. The house is almost gone, oh yes, buy some ribs by the way..."

Su Jin's parents opened a small-scale factory in the local area. Although they said they were rich, they were not particularly rich, but their income was quite considerable and they could support their family.

His father said that after Su Jin graduates, the family can support him with a scooter to commute to get off work...

Seeing Su Jin eating the fruit on the table, Su's mother subconsciously yelled, "Wash your hands! Su Jin! Did you wash your hands before eating?"

"Wash and wash."

Su Jin suddenly felt that sentence was very familiar. He seemed to have said it to someone before. It was he who told another person to wash his hands before eating, because there are many bacteria on his hands that are invisible to the naked eye...

Who is coming...

Can not remember.

"Mom... let me help you."

Looking at Su Jin who was peeling the garlic for him, Su's mother said with emotion, "This kid is quite sensible..."

For a long time in the past, Su Jin has forgotten that he had a strange dream. One day when he was packing his things, he accidentally opened a notebook.

Although the handwriting on it was messy, it was indeed his.

He didn't remember the contents recorded in it at all, and the contents on it were so outrageous that he frowned while reading it, even more outrageous than the previous novels he read, could it be that he wrote it himself?

Su Jin sniffed, the more she looked, the more sore her eyes became, as if something could not stop flowing out of her eyes, her heart throbbed in pain, and she wiped her face casually.

It's so strange, why I cried while watching it.

Don't understand...

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