On the rebirth of the scumbags

Thank you for being with Jiang Zheng.

Even if the parents of two people are not very optimistic, even if the social environment does not agree with it, but when two people are together, they are together. They live together, enter and exit together.

Especially Jiang Zheng, who was so happy that he was about to float into the sky.

Once on Valentine’s Day, Xie Xie saw other people buying flowers when he went back, so he also bought a flower. The little flower seller first said: “Handsome, you are so kind to your girlfriend.”

Thank you and smiled politely, "Well, no, it's my boyfriend."

The little girl was obviously taken aback, and said, "Then...then you really love him."

This time I changed to thank you and stayed...

Because the street where he bought flowers was very close to where they lived, Jiang Zheng probably came to pick him up, and happened to meet Xie Xie buying flowers for him. He tried his best to suppress the smile on the corner of his mouth, and walked over to pat Xie Xie on the shoulder.

"Who are you buying it for?"

Xie Xie reluctantly handed him the beautifully packaged rose face to face, "It's for you, otherwise who would it be?"

That day, Xie Xie was wearing a long black windbreaker, which made him even more slender. His black hair swayed in the breeze, his facial features were exquisite, and his eyebrows and eyes were affectionate. He didn't have to do anything, just standing there was enough to attract attention.

Jiang Zheng naturally saw him from a long distance away.

Seeing this situation, the little flower seller also knew that the man who came was the boyfriend that the customer had mentioned just now, so she interjected at the right time,

"Sir, your boyfriend was still talking about you just now..." She looked young and didn't show any strange eyes when she knew they were a same-sex couple. Instead, she said generously, "Happy Valentine's Day to you all!"

Xie Yi pursed his lips and smiled: "Thank you, I also wish you a happy Valentine's Day..."

"Really." Jiang Zheng's expression was obviously more joyful. One day, Xie Xin would take the initiative to mention him to others, and he couldn't believe it.

The little girl had a sweet mouth, and took the opportunity to say a few more words about the two of them looking so good, and told the later gentleman that the former must like him very much...

The more he told Jiang Zheng, the better his mood became. Looking at the handful of packages left in her hand, he took out a stack of banknotes from his wallet.

"Here, I want it all."

The little girl was supposed to be a work-study student to sell flowers, and it was quite cold outside.Naturally, it would be best for her to sell out as soon as possible and go back as soon as possible, and the money Jiang Zheng gave was only a lot more.Of course she was happy to take the money, and shouted at the back of the two people leaving.

"I wish you happiness too!"

Jiang Zheng, who hadn't left for a long time, took the initiative to hold Xie Xie's hand. Xie Xie hesitated for two seconds and then clasped Jiang Zheng's hand. Both of them had rings on their fingers that could be seen at a glance.

The initials of two people are engraved on the inside of the pair of rings, which cannot be seen by outsiders.

After going back that day, Jiang Zheng was very excited. He even hugged him a little harder than usual. Panting. Kissing the Adam's apple of thanks, he was not willing to bite his teeth, so he just Grinding. Rubbing.

Xie Xie's neck was wet from his kiss, and he couldn't push it away.

"Xiaoyi, in fact, I, I have been, have been very scared, I always feel that I have never really had you..."

"What are you thinking about?" A thankful cold kiss fell on the corner of his mouth, "Aren't you with me right now?"

"...Yes, yes."

Why does he feel flustered when his gratitude is right next to him? Jiang Zheng feels that his beloved is so close, but Jiang Zheng feels that his gratitude seems to be far away from him.

Jiang Zheng couldn't explain where the unexplained fear in his heart came from. He only felt empty, so he urgently needed to hold on to the gratitude next to him. He would feel at ease only when he truly felt that gratitude existed in him.

As if feeling the presence of gratitude, he is the real existence.

Thank you silently listening to the man say I love you over and over again with trembling voice.

Like chanting some spell.

He's too stubborn, just like in the rehab institute, Jiang Zheng could avoid those crimes as long as he bowed his head and admitted his mistake, or changed his mouth and said something against his will, but he just refused.

He was still reading, thank you really couldn't hold back his mouth,

The soreness in the chest became more and more intense.

In the end, even though Jiang Zheng was so exhausted and exhausted that he fell asleep, he still grasped his gratitude tightly, and the corners of his mouth still curled up with the previous triumphant arc.

Thanks for not sleeping, he stared at the darkness of nothingness.

He couldn't tell what mood he was in, but seeing Jiang Zheng like this made him feel strange.

does he love himThank you, do you really love Jiang Zheng?

In fact, even the answer in thanking him is a big question mark, not that he doesn't love, but that he doesn't know what love is.

Not everyone knows how to love, that's a gift too.

Is it love to buy him a bouquet of flowers on festivals?Is it love to eat with him?Is it love to sleep together at night?Is that good morning kiss on the way out the door love?

When Xie Xie was doing these behaviors that would be considered "love" by others, he actually didn't have much fluctuation in his heart. He didn't do these behaviors out of wanting to do them...

It's pretty much the same when you're with your exes before thanking you.

Although he doesn't know what love is and how to love, but he is very good at observing, he can imitate, he can learn the behaviors he sees that other people call romantic, and he will do what others do.

"Happy Valentine's Day!"

During the day, while thanking him for sending flowers, he also kissed Jiang Zheng gently on the cheek. The whole movement was smooth and smooth, and he couldn't be more skilled.

This one wasn't thanking him for wanting to kiss him, but Jiang Zheng's face clearly said that he wanted to get close to him.

He just did what the other person would like.

Is this love?What's the point?

Thanks for not understanding.

But what he knows very well in his heart is that he can't really fall in love with anyone, no matter who he is with is the same to him.

So instead of changing back and forth and always pursuing novelty, it is better to fix a person who can bring benefits to oneself, but also likes oneself wholeheartedly, and will never betray oneself...

In short, he will not suffer, it seems to be no problem.

Jiang Zheng really loves him very much, even Xie Xie himself can't understand why he has such a strong and fierce love for himself, and loves to write his name into his will. If one day he dies unexpectedly, everything will belong to Xie Xie.

As the beneficiary of gratitude, after learning about this incident, he persuaded Jiang Zheng to think about it more than once, but Jiang Zheng said directly,

"If I do this, I can make Xiaoyi feel more guilty towards me and care about me more. Then I think this is a very good deal."

When he woke up in the morning, Jiang Zheng asked him for a kiss stickily. His mental state was much better than before, although he would still go crazy for a while occasionally.

"You give me another hug."

Thank you for hugging him.

"I, I love you so much." Jiang Zheng looked at him obsessively, "Xiaoyi, I feel like I'm dreaming now, are we really together? The kind that will never be apart for a lifetime?"

"Well, as long as you don't say break up."

"I definitely won't!" Jiang Zheng said these words firmly.

The smile on Xie Xie's face did not reach his eyes, "Yeah."

The two were at the entrance, and Jiang Zheng tied the tie seriously.

"What do you want for lunch?"

"No, I'll just eat at the company myself."

"Oh...then I'll pick you up when I get off work?"

Thanks silently sighed, and grabbed Jiang Zheng's shoulder, "I'm not a child, so I don't need to be like this..." He raised his hand to caress Jiang Zheng's face, "Okay, okay, why are you so clingy? What will you do if one day I'm gone?"

Ben said it casually, but Jiang Zheng turned pale after hearing it.

"What's missing? Where are you going? Xiaoyi, you just promised me before..."

"..."

During the lunch break at noon, Xie Yi overheard a male colleague saying that his wife is very annoying, suspicious of him all day long, saying every day that he doesn't love him anymore, is it annoying.

Xie Xie didn't pay much attention to his complaints, but was attracted by the voice of another female colleague.

"It's just that you didn't give her enough sense of security. She has no confidence in her heart. She can't feel your love. Of course it will be like this..."

The male colleague argued, "Why don't I love her anymore, I will do whatever she says, that's not enough."

The female colleague hit the nail on the head, "Is that what you wanted to do, or did you do it because she asked you to do it?"

"Well, isn't that all the same." The male colleague argued, "Anyway, I bought everything she said she liked..."

……

Yes, what's the difference.

What Jiang Zheng wants is to go on a trip with him for a week every three months, and spend two days together every month to put down work and have a good date. Sooner or later there must be a goodbye...

thanks for thinking...

"Aren't you just drawing on the gourd?"

That's true, because he doesn't have the ability to love, so he can only imitate... It seems that the imitation is also very clumsy.

During the lunch break at noon, Xie Xie took the initiative to call Jiang Zheng. He didn't answer the call, but he returned after a while.

Jiang Zheng explained in a panic that he didn't look at his phone just now because he had something to do. The voice he heard from the receiver was obviously joyful, and he could vaguely hear the voices of other people discussing in the background.

"No, what do you want to eat tonight? I'll go back earlier today, and I'll stop by the supermarket to buy groceries."

Xie Xie thought about it, the colleague who called his lover before seemed to have said something in the end.

"Come back early tonight, I miss you."

Yes, that's it.

"... Ah... Xiaoyi, what did you just say?"

Thank you again verbatim.

Jiang Zheng also knew that it would be better to be friends with Xie Yi.

Thank you to the ordinary friends around you, to ordinary colleagues, to all the strangers who don't need to be close to him, and to those passers-by who only meet once, the attitude of gratitude is very good, polite and gentle.

It is also the most comfortable to get along with him at the most appropriate distance. Once you get closer to someone, you will find that the closer you get, the more you can feel the invisible wall on his body.

Thank you for denying others to go in, and there is no door in that wall.

"I'm sorry, Jiang Zheng." The voice of thanks was distorted through electromagnetic transmission, "I don't know how to treat you..."

"But I'll learn slowly..."

A lie lasts a lifetime, in a way, it is love.

The author has something to say: Anyway, neither of the two people understands true love.