On the rebirth of the scumbags

It may be that the older you are, the more you like to recall the past.

Both Lu Yandong and Meng Jiang have been together for many years, and they are both successful in their careers. During the day, they shine in their own fields, and at night they cuddle up to each other for warmth.

One day falling asleep, Lu Yandong woke up suddenly, Meng Jiang asked him what was wrong, he raised his eyelids and stared closely at Meng Jiang's eyes in the dark room.

He stared at Meng Jiang incomprehensibly, so he could only rely on his past experience to hold Lu Yandong in his arms, and asked softly how the writing was going, did he have a nightmare?

Lu Yandong held back for a long time and choked out a sentence,

"I used to be so bad..."

Meng Jiang's hand froze,

"I've forgotten what to do when I mention those well."

"I was still so fierce at you, yelling at you..."

"It's nothing, nothing." Meng Jiang felt the soreness, not only from the heart, but the soreness and numbness in his palms was even more obvious. He hugged Lu Yandong even tighter, his throat tightened, and his voice became dry.

"Quick, go to sleep, that's all over."

"I still let you go..."

Although they were in a not very bright room, the two of them were close enough that Meng Jiang could still see the expression on Lu Yandong's face.

"No." Meng Jiang added before Lu Yandong could speak, "Even if there was, Yandong didn't do it on purpose..."

In fact, even if Lu Yandong did it on purpose at that time, Meng Jiang would not be angry with him. Lu Yandong himself knows this better.

Meng Jiang's rough palm was pressed on the back of Lu Yandong's head, and Lu Yandong's arm was around his waist. Yandong had shown such a slightly sensual look for a long time.

Since his company got on the right track, Lu Yandong has been very busy during the day, and now the market is changing rapidly, and they have to keep researching new trends to ensure that they are not outdated.And Meng Jiang is also busy with training during the day, this time it is probably because of something in his dream that he has not mentioned this for a long time...

"You are not angry."

"Ah."

No matter how long it has been, Lu Yandong's casual words can still hit Meng Jiang's heart so accurately, making him willingly give everything for it.

Even if Meng Jiang saw Lu Yandong's downcast appearance, he would not feel the slightest joy in his heart. Instead, he could not control himself and felt more pity for him, wanting to treat him better.

"That's all I want..."

Lu Yandong didn't speak, but he could clearly feel the heartbeat of the man holding him was obviously higher than before.

Have you really forgotten, have you really forgotten?

Impossible, Meng Jiang must still remember.After all, he hasn't forgotten, how could he not remember?This sentence sounds very illogical and reasonable, but it is true.

He didn't forget...

Sometimes I would dream that when I was in college, Meng Jiang came to see him at school, but I disliked him and didn't want to see him.I also dreamed that Meng Jiang gave him money through the school wall...

Sneaky like some kind of connection. The same.

The dream was more about his broken leg after a car accident, because he couldn't accept the reality, because he blamed others, because he was angry, so he became irritable, and all the anger was directed at Meng Jiang, and he regretted it afterwards and couldn't hold his face to apologize...

Every time I just pursed my lips and used his unique "apology method" without mentioning my fault, it was impossible to say sorry, even the tone was still stiff, he called him aloud Name, bossing him around.

"Meng Jiang, I'm hungry."

"Meng Jiang, I want to go to the bathroom."

"Meng Jiang..."

He helped him wipe his legs, and carefully wiped the crevices of each of his toes in place. The doctor made it clear that Lu Yandong had no sensation below his thighs and needed careful care from his family members.

You need to massage and massage your muscles frequently so as not to shrink; you need to wash frequently so that there will be no peculiar smell; you must keep your skin clean and dry so as not to breed bacteria; you must change your clothes in time and keep warm...

This is simply a useless person, but anyone with a little self-esteem will feel ashamed.

What's more, for a person like Lu Yandong who has ridiculously strong self-esteem, Meng Jiang feeds him, and he knocks over the food and wipes him. He deliberately sneers, saying that he must be very proud of himself, and he must be happy to see him like this.

Lu Yandong wanted to go to the toilet by himself, so he kept holding back and didn't tell him to save face. In the end, his bladder was completely out of control...

He actually... actually wet the bed, he was incontinent.

He still didn't want to tell Meng Jiang, and he didn't find out until Meng Jiang helped him change his clothes at night.At that moment, Lu Yandong was like a hedgehog, every sharp thorn on his body exploded!

"Get out!!! I'll let you get out!!"

Everything he could get his hands on, the cups that Meng Jiang put aside because he was thirsty, the books and electronic devices prepared for him because he was bored, and the vases that made him happy, all went to Meng Jiang. Jiang hit him.

Originally, his behavior and movements were like a crazy psychopath, and coupled with the shocking burns on his face, he looked as ugly as a ghost. No matter who saw it, he probably just wanted to stay away.

When Lu Yandong was still in the hospital, he used this method to get angry and leave several nurses. Even the nurses in the hospital were the last to come to change his medicine.

He heard those little girls pushing each other several times, but no one wanted to see him, and no one wanted to get close to him.

He just lay there...had mild pressure sores too.

Lu Yandong felt that this would scare Meng Jiang away. At that moment, he could only tell him to leave quickly, don't see him like this, and just let him stay alone.

"It's annoying to see you! Get out of here!!!"

But Meng Jiang was not frightened by his behavior. His forehead was scratched by a sharp glass shard, and fresh blood flowed down his forehead to the peak of his eyebrows. His eyes were black and blue...

Yes, Meng Jiang has to go out to do odd jobs every day, and he has to serve such a difficult master. The mental state of the whole person can be said to be very bad. He is only 29 years old and less than [-] years old, and he already has gray hair.

Not to mention that at that time he was still limping, and he approached the agitated Lu Yandong with one deep foot and one shallow foot, his brows were extremely tired, and he still wanted to comfort him.

"Yan Dong is fine, it's fine."

From then on, Meng Jiang would come to ask Lu Yandong if he wanted to go to the bathroom every day or so, and when Lu Yandong refused to communicate with him, Meng Jiang would directly touch his lower abdomen.

"You crazy! Who told you to touch me?!"

No matter how harshly he reprimanded, Meng Jiang remained silent.

"..."

After Meng Jiang found out that Lu Yandong wanted to avoid going to the toilet by reducing the amount of water he drank, he would forcefully feed him water. Sometimes he couldn't get it in. Meng Jiang was in a hurry, so he just pinched Lu Yandong's chin and fed him mouth to mouth. he drinks.

With Meng Jiang's strength, it was very easy for him to control Lu Yandong from moving. Two hands were held down by him with one hand.

More than half of the water went into the mouth, and some flowed down the corners of the mouth.Feeling that Lu Yandong wanted to spit it out, Meng Jiang blocked it directly, and only let him go when he really swallowed.

Lu Yandong, who had regained his freedom, slapped him across the face without even thinking about it. Meng Jiang didn't dodge, and was slapped across the face with such force...

"You, you fucking! Be perverted!"

"..."

At that time, Meng Jiang hadn't told Lu Yandong that he liked him. When Lu Yandong, who was still a straight man at that time, was kissed by the same sex, he naturally frowned.

Not to mention that Lu Yandong was very ugly back then... He didn't want people to see him, he didn't want to bask in the sun, and there were no mirrors in the room.

As for Lu Yandong, who was almost disfigured, Meng Jiang did not refute Lu Yandong's call that he was a pervert, and silently accepted all his bad temper.

When he knew that Lu Yandong wanted to go to the bathroom but was embarrassed to call him, he would ignore his scolding and carry him to the bathroom. During this time, he kept struggling, beating and grabbing him...

"Fuck, let me down!!!"

Meng Jiang was unmoved, because he didn't want to urinate in front of him, and the two of them stood in a stalemate in front of the toilet. In the end, it was Lu Yandong's bladder that couldn't hold it anymore...

After the sound of rushing water, everything was quiet, so quiet that Meng Jiang was a little scared.

When he went to look, he found that Lu Yandong was crying silently.

Meng Jiang panicked. He was at a loss to wipe away Lu Yandong's tears. He wiped more and more, and he couldn't respond no matter what he said.

"Don't, don't cry... don't cry, don't cry..."

He said those two words over and over again, with a very low voice "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

How strange that the person who should least say sorry is saying sorry.

But since then, Lu Yandong has not skipped eating on purpose, nor has he dropped anything, and he no longer resists Meng Jiang's approach. He seems to have gradually realized the reality, and he has accepted the fact that he is a useless person.

Then he asked Meng Jiang again and again why he was so kind to him, why he could bear him, and why he did things that were of no benefit at all.

Meng Jiang always avoided talking about this question, but it didn't take long for him to know the answer, or he just confirmed the answer in his heart.

He said he liked him...

Half asleep and half awake, Meng Jiang felt that Lu Yandong was almost pressed against his body, his lips were moving, as if he was talking about something, but the voice was too low, more like talking in sleep.

Meng Jiang got very close to hear what he was saying.

He says,

"Meng Jiang... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

After three o'clock in the morning, it began to rain lightly outside, but Meng Jiang thought for a while that the weather forecast said that it would be sunny tomorrow, so the rain would definitely stop, so that it would not hinder their plans for tomorrow.

It was rare for Lu Yandong and him to have a vacation. The two agreed to go out to play yesterday. Air tickets and everything were booked in advance, and the suitcases were packed the night before.

It may be because of his leg injury before, Yandong likes to go out and play, and he must go on a trip whenever he is free, taking him to climb mountains and ride...

In fact, Meng Jiang remembered those things, and he remembered them intermittently before. Before he remembered, he felt that something was wrong, because Lu Yandong changed too quickly for him, and he was obviously not allowed to go to school to see him before...

He didn't remember it at that time, but the first reaction in his heart was that something must have happened to make Yandong change like this...

But there is no need to tell Yan Dong about this kind of thing.

Meng Jiang lowered his head, and a light and heavy kiss fell on the top of Lu Yandong's hair.

He didn't necessarily want to be with Lu Yandong or get something from Yandong.Meng Jiang never had such an idea, and he never felt that he must be rewarded for his efforts.

At first, he just wanted to know how Yan Dong was doing...

In the past, he was afraid that he would be hungry. Yan Dong was very obedient when he was a child, he was good-looking, but he was skinny, and his irresponsible father didn't care about him.

He was very hungry, so he watched others eat.

He is so small, Meng Jiang is afraid that he will be bullied by other children in the village, afraid that he will have no money to eat and hungry. Wronged…

For so many years, Meng Jiang has been habitually worried about him...

Go and see him, a glance from a distance will suffice.

The night before departure, he told himself this.

"Brother Meng..."

Now his face is not disfigured and his legs are still in good condition. Lu Yandong, who is more clingy than in his previous life, lightly rubbed Meng Jiang's chest in his sleep.

Meng Jiang seems to have eaten a piece of very sweet honey...

Listening to the sound of the rain outside, it also gradually stopped.

There will be good weather tomorrow, and what awaits them is an unknown journey... I don't know what will happen, but as long as the person next to me is...

"Hey... I'm here."

The author has something to say: I wanted to write in detail how Meng Jiang took care of Yan Dong...

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