On the rebirth of the scumbags

Just as Di Ze thought, Yu Qiusheng is indeed very responsible and responsible. He thinks that if a relationship occurs, he has to be responsible to others, which is a matter of course.

Even if he couldn't remember exactly what happened those few times, even if he was drunk at the time, he would not find such an excuse to shirk his responsibility.

During the more than ten minutes alone, Yu Qiusheng sorted out his current situation and his current problems. The red marks on his body were actually not that serious, but they were so obvious because he was white.

"Bang bang bang."

There was a rhythmic knock on the door. Yu Qiusheng thought it was Di Ze, but when he listened carefully, it was a completely unfamiliar female voice.

Ask him nicely if he's hungry, and let him go downstairs for breakfast.

Yu Qiusheng casually asked Di Ze, who replied that he was downstairs.

Between answering and answering, it sounded like a nanny or something.

The ups and downs of emotions often do not change, the mood is still calm one second, and sinks into the abyss in the next second, and keeps thinking about all the things that happened recently in my mind.

It may be because the state of mind has changed from that time to that time, and the angle of seeing the problem is also different.

In the past, he maintained a relationship with Di Ze for work because he had to deal with it every day. Now thinking of those scenes of getting along together, Yu Qiusheng can only feel a sense of disobedience.

But now it is no longer needed, but it is still not exciting.

Probably everything is fine, I don’t bother to argue about anything, I don’t bother to care about anything, I don’t even bother to get up when I fall on the road wall, and I just lie down where I fell.

Just like facing such an unexpected event, except for being a little surprised when I first woke up, there has not been much fluctuation until now.

Oh, he could see Di Ze's purpose in doing this, but he was too lazy to pierce his mind, let alone resist anything, so that's it.

When getting out of bed, he subconsciously looked back at the bed sheet again, wondering if Yu Qiusheng was thinking too much, seeing the folds on the top, he thought of the picture of himself holding the bed sheet with his hands.

A wave of unfamiliar emotions swept over him, so he could only hold on to something to resist. He seemed to vaguely hear Di Ze talking to him.

"Don't be nervous, don't be afraid..."

It was also mixed with his forbearing muffled hum, as if he was enduring some unbearable pain, but he had to hold back to comfort himself.

Some posts came over, and the sweat, oozing, and oozing came from the cold sweat on the other party's forehead, "Qiuqiu..."

At first, his hand was covering the back of Qiusheng's hand, and gradually became interlocking with Yu Qiusheng's fingers.

The man took Yu Qiusheng's hand and kissed the back of the hand of the laggard.

"really love you."

Oh, so this person loves him.

So if you love someone, will you become like Di Ze?

Yu Qiusheng looked at the specially prepared steaming Chinese breakfast in front of him, and the cold Western style in front of Di Ze, which was completely different from his own.

I heard from the nanny that this was a special order.

"Qiuqiu, you're down."

"Qiuqiu, are you hungry?"

if not.

'Don't talk nonsense, just clarify the topic directly. '

Yu Qiusheng couldn't help thinking of the last time he heard Di Ze hold a remote video conference, he asked his subordinates like this, but in fact he seemed to be talking nonsense all the time.

"How does it taste? Qiuqiu."

"Fortunately."

Yu Qiusheng swallowed the food in his mouth, and his eyes shifted from Di Ze's troubled face to his figure who was barely sitting on the chair, almost half of which was not fully seated.

Di Ze's pain there is more painful than he imagined. Of course, there is also a part of the reason why Qiusheng's place does not match his face. Let alone pity him, it is completely dominated by instinct, and he can't refuse...

Both of them have no experience, and they bleed a lot at the beginning... Di Ze was in a cold sweat due to the pain, and I was listless. While my body was in severe pain, my heart was huge. satisfaction.

Apart from the pain, Di Ze had other thoughts.

Fortunately, he was the one who was in such pain, not Qiuqiu...

Because he didn't pay much attention to Di Ze's face when he just woke up, Yu Qiusheng only realized that there was a bruise on the corner of Di Ze's mouth when they were sitting face to face.

It was obviously not a very hot weather, and for the first time, he was wearing a turtleneck to cover himself tightly. He didn't know what Di Ze was covering up, and he could vaguely see some red marks similar to tooth marks.

"What happened to your face?"

"Nothing, nothing."

Di Ze didn't really want to mention Zhao Yi, after all, if he really had to compare, he had no fewer injuries on his face than his own, and that man obviously had ulterior motives for Qiuqiu.

He wished that Yu Qiusheng would never remember him. If Yu Qiusheng went to see him because of this matter, it would not be worth the loss.

"It was accidentally touched yesterday." He answered vaguely.

But anyone with a discerning eye could see that who could accidentally get into that way, it was obvious that something was hiding from him, but Yu Qiusheng didn't keep asking about what Di Ze didn't want to say, and changed the topic.

"Do you have a medicine cabinet at home?"

Di Ze was stunned for two seconds, "...Yes, yes, yes."

Yu Qiusheng continued to add the following text unhurriedly: "Well, that's good, remember to apply the medicine yourself later, or I can apply it for you."

Before Dize could wait, he came back to himself in joy.

"Well, I will take responsibility for what happened yesterday..."

Yu Qiusheng told him so seriously.

! ! ! !

"Then we can try to date... Of course, you can also refuse me..."

Yu Qiusheng looked at Di Ze's expression and said what he wanted to hear.

Yes, so be it.

Since he was late that time before, Di Ze didn't know where to get his class schedule, and he knows how many classes he has every day than he himself.Naturally, he also knew that he didn't have any classes this day.

The two watched a movie together on the sofa after dinner, and Di Ze brought a plate of cut fruits. It was so strange that he would have such a leisurely time, thinking about nothing and not having to do anything.

"Qiuqiu, how about I take you to meet someone?"

Di Ze tentatively said such a sentence.

"who?"

"Well, you just want to meet a friend?"

Di Ze was thinking about how to take Qiuqiu to see a psychiatrist, if biting him at the beginning was just a special case.Then after last night he was really sure.

Qiuqiu will subconsciously bite people when her mood swings are particularly severe, and all of this, if not reminded by others, Yu Qiusheng himself has no memory at all.

Behavior, movement has no instinctive self-awareness.

Ever since Qiu bit him for the first time, he had consulted a doctor.

After listening to his description, the doctor suggested that he take Yu Qiusheng to the psychology department of a regular psychiatric hospital as soon as possible for psychological counseling, and cooperate with drug treatment when necessary.

Including that he occasionally fell into depression without warning, and his reaction to the outside world was slow, which was also a very bad warning, which meant that Yu Qiusheng's mental state must be very bad.

And he himself seemed unconscious.

It's impossible for Di Ze to stare at Qiuqiu 24 hours a day, he is always out of sight, if it happens again at this time, what happened before...

He couldn't take it again either.

"Qiuqiu, how are you doing?"

"casual."

Di Ze acted very quickly. In the morning, he said he would bring Yu Qiusheng to meet someone. Before noon, a stranger came to visit. The speed of his reaction was probably because after Yu Qiusheng finished talking casually, he went to contact the person.

This is true.

The doctor is quite authoritative in the field of psychology. Unlike previous psychological consultations, he didn't ask Yu Qiusheng various questions or ask him to answer test questions, but asked him to draw pictures.

When people paint, they will unconsciously project their emotions and deep-seated needs onto the canvas, and they can also see a person's values ​​and personality characteristics.

Another is to casually discuss some different specific topics in front of Qiusheng, and then carefully observe his reaction. This is mainly to see his influence on the outside world. Like painting, it can also reflect a person's heart to a certain extent.

"Well, what are you going to draw? In fact, I'm not particularly good at drawing."

Yu Qiusheng looked at the aunt with a gentle face, with frameless eyes, wearing warm-colored clothes, exuding no aggressiveness from head to toe.

"Just draw houses, trees and people." She spoke at a moderate pace, staring into Qiu Sheng's eyes, as if to make sure he heard her clearly,

"It doesn't matter, you can draw whatever you want. There is no specific standard for this. You can draw according to your own habits..."

"Oh."

Yu Qiusheng didn't know much about this aspect, but he did hear that many things can be seen from paintings, but he didn't see any tricks in his own paintings.

I quickly drew the three things required, because the drawing was very casual, it was just a stick figure of a primary school student.

The so-called meeting did not last long.

After that 'friend' left, Yu Qiusheng folded his arms and waited for Di Ze, "How is it..."

"Why don't you just talk to me?"

Yu Qiusheng answered the call for him, "Do you think I will be unwilling?"

"Actually, I used to think there was something wrong with me, but do you know why I never went to see a psychiatrist?"

Dize shook his head: "I don't know."

In fact, there is not such a complicated reason. It is even a bit funny to say this reason. Yu Qiusheng chuckled:

"Because it's too expensive, I look down on it." He said calmly, "If you have to take this money just to chat with others, I don't think I'm really sick."

Di Ze didn't know how to answer these words.

"One more thing." Yu Qiusheng said suddenly as if thinking of something. "Maybe I agreed to be with you because you are stupid and rich. Now you can go back on your word."

Di Ze's answer was to hold him in his arms,

At the same time, there was a familiar stabbing pain in his arm.

The next day, Yu Qiusheng went to the doctor's counselor to talk for half an hour. The other party prescribed some medicine for him. After taking the medicine, he felt better than usual.

But this feeling is more like taking a stimulant, and the spirit is only high during the time after taking the medicine, and it will return to its original state after the effect of the medicine.

Sometimes even lower than before.

And... Yu Qiusheng bit people more and more frequently.

No matter how much Di Ze hides, he can still see the bruises and bruises.

The doctor also suggested talking to Di Ze about this matter, for example, when Yu Qiusheng bit him, he should bite back harder to let him know the pain.

In this way, when he remembers the painful feeling, he will control it due to conditioned reflex when he wants to bite next time.Di Ze didn't accept this proposal, he felt that he would not die if he bit it, and it was quite cost-effective to let him bite it to relieve his emotions.

Moreover, Yu Qiusheng will also have more unconscious dependence on him because of the guilt after waking up, which he thinks is quite good.

The consultant was silent for a moment, the man was also very sick.

The most fearful thing in this world is willingness,

One is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer.

When Di Ze sent him to school that afternoon, he took out a gift box. Yu Qiusheng opened the box with a dazed expression, and only when he saw the contents inside did he feel a little familiar.

"This is?"

It is a Tiffany solitaire necklace, the body is inlaid with sparkling diamonds, and the price is not low just by looking at it.

"Qiuqiu, do you remember? I said I gave it to you before, but I never found a chance to take it out."

Oh, after he mentioned it, Yu Qiusheng had completely remembered it.But at that time, he thought that Di Ze was just talking about it casually, but in the end he really bought it?

"...I thought you were coaxing me back then."

"How could it be?" Di Ze started the engine, and because of the injury there, his movements were a little slow,

"I'm sure I won't coax you."

"Okay." Yu Qiusheng stared into his eyes.

"Tell me first, where did the injury on your face come from?"

"Don't say where you met."

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