On the rebirth of the scumbags

Zhao Yi asked who Yu Qiusheng was with.

Yu Qiusheng himself was thinking about this question.

Yes, who is it?

The relationship between him and Di Ze before yesterday could be summed up as a liar and a victim, but now he can't find a word to define it.

Zhao Yi on the other end of the phone sensed his silence.

"Is it the one from before?" Zhao Yi's tone was obviously not very good, "Qiu Sheng, I remember I told you from the first day, don't get too involved with the list..."

"Qiu Sheng, feelings are the most illusory thing, you may not be the one he likes..." Zhao Yi persuaded him earnestly,

"Maybe what I said is a bit blunt, but don't be fooled by someone, that person... I don't think it's a fuel-efficient lamp..."

"……Um."

Here, Yu Qiusheng glanced at Di Ze who was talking to the room attendant at the door, his back was blocking the door tightly.

"I know, but it's my business."

He deliberately emphasized his own affairs.

Zhao Yi is not a fool, so he can naturally understand what he means.

The last two didn't say anything, Yu Qiusheng's phone call ended here, and Di Ze will also clear the dining table over there.

"Autumn?"

Although he was only wearing a thin coat, the tall man with a good figure could still be seen looking at him suspiciously.

Yu Qiusheng didn't understand what Zhao Yi said.

When Yu Qiusheng and Dize were just chatting online, before meeting each other, Dize called himself useless during the chat.Said that he was actually fat and ugly, that he was full of acne.

In his own description, he is a fat man weighing more than 300 kilograms.

After the meeting, I found that what Di Ze said was completely different from what he said and what he described. Not only was the real person not fat, but he was tall and handsome.

For Qiu Sheng, he took good care of him, gave gifts on festivals, and knew how to wait for him early when making appointments.

Other orders probably require Yu Qiusheng to take the initiative to contact and maintain the relationship, but Di Ze is indeed the one who takes the initiative to send Yu Qiusheng messages again and again, the number will not be too much to make him feel annoying, and not too few will make him feel indifferent. When chatting and meeting, he keeps a proper measure.

No matter how you look at it, he is a caring and caring person.

It looks cheerful and enthusiastic, but I don't know it inside.

Of course, the series of events that happened later also fully proved that Yu Qiusheng's guess at this moment was correct.

That day when Di Ze drove him to school, the two had an interesting conversation.

Di Ze mentioned again that he could pay the remaining debt for Yu Qiusheng.Yu Qiusheng didn't speak, but Di Ze changed his expression, saying that it was time to buy him.

If Yu Qiusheng is willing, he can take this as a part-time job.

"what is this."

"Count me hiring you as my girlfriend."

Yu Qiusheng looked at the men's clothes on his body, and his meaning was obvious.

"Then boyfriend."

Every time Yu Qiusheng wears women's clothing, he carries a slightly larger bag, not only because the larger bag can make him look smaller, but also mainly for carrying things.

Di Ze didn't know this, so he specially prepared two sets of clothes for him. He seemed to think that Yu Qiusheng might have a habit of wearing women's clothes now, so he prepared one set for both men and women.

Yu Qiusheng laughed dryly at the time: "No need, I have my own clothes."

I don't even know when Di Ze bought the clothes, regardless of men and women, the size is actually his size.

"How is Qiu thinking?"

From the perspective of his personal interests, this proposal has absolutely no reason for Qiu Sheng to reject it, and it will do him no harm at all.

First of all, if you can pay it off earlier, you can pay less interest, and secondly, Di Ze's attitude seems to be giving him money for nothing.

"However, I have a request..." When Di Ze said this, Yu Guangmin touched Yu Qiusheng's face, "I hope you can quit the previous job..."

"..." To be honest, Yu Qiusheng didn't have any resistance in his heart when he heard this. He was relieved and at the same time, an idea popped up.

Well, that's not what I said.

"Oh."

So he acquiesced to Di Ze's proposal.

Less than half an hour after he returned to school, he received a call from the other side saying that he had already paid it off and that he would not have to pay it back anymore. The tone of his speech was the most polite Yu Qiusheng had ever heard him being treated to himself over the years.

It seemed that they were afraid that he would not believe it, so they specially showed him that they had destroyed the contract at that time, and wrote another statement and sent it to Yu Qiusheng.

He looked at the photo and suddenly smiled.

"What's wrong with Qiusheng, what kind of happy event is this?"

"It's nothing." Yu Qiusheng subconsciously said, and thought for two seconds after speaking, "Well, it's okay."

The heavy burden suddenly disappeared from his body, and he was a little uncomfortable with it.It stands to reason that this incident should indeed be considered a happy event, and he should be more happy, but why can't he laugh.

Throwing a stone into a dry well expects to hear an echo, but what we get is a long silence, a deathly silence...

After Yu Qiusheng offered to resign to Zhao Yi, the other party responded quickly.

He didn't say a single word to persuade Yu Qiusheng to stay, and he didn't even say a word of courtesy to Yu Qiusheng. The two of them handed over the account numbers normally and chatted endlessly.

Finally, I made an appointment to come out for a breakup meal.

At the barbecue stall at the night snack stall not far from their store, Zhao Yi rarely smoked in front of him, and he said, "It's actually pretty good if you don't do it, and you are not suitable for this."

Obviously Zhao Yi said at the beginning that he was very suitable, that he was very savvy.

Others rarely create any files for each order like Yu Qiusheng, and even if there are notes, they will not be as detailed as him.

Although it is essentially a lie, he is indeed communicating with people with full sincerity in the process of getting along.Because of this, the probability of Yu Qiusheng being able to ask someone out is much higher than other people.

"Although I won't do it in the future, I will get to know you for a while. You can call me if you have anything to do in the future." Zhao Yi probably thought he was patting Yu Qiusheng on the shoulder, not knowing why he was worried, he lifted it up and then put it down.

"Yeah." Yu Qiusheng nodded with a cute attitude.

It is undeniable that Zhao Yi has never treated him badly, not only giving him the use of the computer, but also giving him a little more commission than others, and often rounding up the commission for him...

The two of them didn't eat much, Yu Qiusheng didn't because he had no appetite, Zhao Yi didn't seem to eat much, he didn't even move the meat skewers he ordered.

"Qiu Sheng, are you really with that list?"

Zhao Yi hesitated to speak, "If you just want to pay back the money, I can pay you back first, there is no need to put yourself on the line."

Yu Qiusheng picked up the transparent glass, which contained orange-yellow fruit beer. Compared with ordinary beer, it was less stimulating and tasted more like a sweet drink, which is usually only liked by children.

After taking a sip, it was ice-cold, from the throat to the stomach.

"It's not all because of that." Yu Qiusheng paused, "Brother Yi, do you know? He said he likes me, that he knows me, and has been secretly in love with me for many years..." As he spoke, Yu Qiusheng laughed "Are you saying it's funny? He actually said he likes me."

"... Qiusheng, are you serious?"

Zhao Yi was silent for a moment, "With your face, shouldn't you often face confessions, it's already commonplace...Why are you making such a fuss?"

Indeed, it is not that no one has expressed liking to Yu Qiusheng in the past, but Yu Qiusheng has been excluded and isolated more than liking.

He didn't have much time to participate in group activities, and the school was not completely a pure ivory tower. Various small cliques emerged endlessly, and Yu Qiusheng, who was not accepted by any small group, became a strange person.

"If I had known it would be so easy to deceive you, I would..."

"What?" Yu Qiusheng, who was withdrawn from his memories, did not hear Zhao Yi's words clearly, only the first few words were vague.

Zhao Yi didn't repeat what he said just now, and asked another question.

"Qiu Sheng, do you like men?"

"..."

This question made Yu Qiusheng difficult, "I don't know."

Although I didn't know how many sweet "love conversations" I had with so many people when I was talking about lists before, and I didn't know how many "online dating" you and I talked about, but strictly speaking, it has nothing to do with Yu Qiusheng, it's just Yu Qiu's record.

His own emotional experience is actually blank.

"Then you... like him?"

Zhao Yi frantically shook out a cigarette from the cigarette case and put it in his mouth. The moment he lit the lighter, the small flame clearly reflected his frowning brows and drooping corners of his mouth.He repeated again: "Qiu Sheng, do you like him?"

This question is equally difficult to answer, and Yu Qiusheng began to think about why he agreed to Di Ze before.

Is it because in his previous life, Di Ze still held his hand tightly at the last moment, willing to die with him?Or was it because that night when he was hugged by Di Ze to sleep, he felt the long-lost peace of mind?

Is that feeling like liking?

"With him, sometimes I feel at ease..."

Zhao Yi threw the half-stained cigarette in his hand on the ground, crushed it out with his foot, and spoke abruptly, with the same tone as usual.

"Qiu Sheng, how about being with me?"

"No." Yu Qiusheng's mouth was quicker than his reaction, and when he realized what he had said, he glanced at him nervously, as if he was afraid that he would embarrass him,

"No, actually I... I, I'm not good either."

Zhao Yi sighed first when they parted ways that day, and raised his hands to ruffle Yu Qiusheng's hair, "You are so stupid." Finally, he gave him a hug, as if looking at Di Ze beside him.

"If you are cheated later, come back to me."

To be honest, Yu Qiusheng really didn't notice when Di Ze appeared.The fruit beer tastes sour and sweet, and it tastes like fruit, so I drank a lot without knowing it.

When Di Ze finally found out, he drank the whole bottle by himself, but no matter how low the alcohol content was, it was still wine.

"I shouldn't bother you later." This sentence was said by Di Ze, he supported Yu Qiusheng, and Yu Qiusheng was dizzy at the moment, not only did he not feel that the atmosphere between the two people was not right , and laughed.

"That's not necessarily true. Feelings are the most uncertain thing."

Zhao Yi's gaze stayed on Qiu Sheng's face, because he was really fair, so he drank some wine, his lips were bright red, his eyes were half-closed, and his cheeks were still slightly red.

"Do you think Qiusheng likes you now?"

Zhao Yi's words hit the nail on the head, successfully making Di Ze's face darken several degrees.

Yu Qiusheng didn't know what happened, he only heard his own name, subconsciously replied: "Huh? Huh, who called me?"

He didn't know exactly what happened that day.

Anyway, it was Di Ze who picked him up in the end. When he was driving, he stared at the other person's profile, and felt that Di Ze seemed different from usual, and he couldn't say exactly what was different.

He always wanted to show his positive, cheerful, humorous side in front of Yu Qiusheng, but these things were inexplicably inconsistent with him, which made Dize seem very contradictory.

As a vested interest in the relationship between the two, it seems that Yu Qiusheng should accept it as soon as it is easy, such as turning a blind eye to some weird behaviors of Di Ze?

That wasn't the first time I saw conflicting points in him.

The first time I saw Di Ze who was completely different from the one in front of me was when the two of them stayed in a hotel for the first time. Just after eating, Di Ze answered a phone call, but couldn't understand what was said on the other end of the phone.

Anyway, after hanging up the phone, Di Ze let him eat first, he took care of some things, and then naturally took out his laptop to start a remote meeting.

Yu Qiusheng who was not far away was stunned by that serious look.

Di Ze often laughed in front of him, so that suddenly he didn't dare to recognize him when he saw his straight face.

He didn't do anything, he didn't wear a suit or leather shoes on purpose, and the shirt was still half unbuttoned, but his demeanor was different, and even his voice was different from usual.

Usually he asks a question, and the other party answers.

During this period, Yu Qiusheng did not understand many technical terms, such as feedback, structuring, result orientation, and resource integration.

Anyway, during that one hour, Di Ze didn't sit there all the time, he would express some opinions while listening, got up halfway to pour a glass of water for Yu Qiusheng,

"Huh? Why don't you eat? You'll be full after eating so much, why don't you rest next to me for a while, and I'll drive you back to school later."

Perhaps because other people were not in front of the screen, the voice of the person reporting in the computer also stopped.

Di Ze didn't go there, but waited for Yu Qiusheng to finish his drink, and helped Yu Qiusheng wipe the corner of his mouth, and at the same time said to the person on the other end of the computer in a deep voice:

"Go on, I'm listening."

With such background music, Yu Qiusheng suddenly remembered that Di Ze himself was six years older than him, not only from a wealthy family, but also successfully made a company that was about to go bankrupt into a listed company within a few years.

It's impossible to rely on an innocent smile.

So the appearance he usually shows in front of him is probably just what he wants to show Yu Qiusheng. He hopes that Yu Qiusheng can see his non-aggressive side, so that is not his real appearance.

Especially after hearing his usual tone of voice.Yu Qiusheng could even feel that he had deliberately softened his voice when talking to him before, maybe he had practiced smiling on purpose?

That was also the first time Yu Qiusheng changed his view of Di Ze.

Because of the atmosphere when the two of them got along before, he always unconsciously regarded Di Ze as his peers, no matter how bad he was, he was the big brother in charge.

The age difference of six years is not too big, nor is it too small.But Di Ze was quite young in his attire, and he even wore a black leather jacket on a date before.

If seeing Di Ze's work status was Yu Qiusheng's first time seeing Di Ze, then the second change made him understand this person better.

That is, he came to pick up Yu Qiusheng this time.

He didn't tell him about the meal with Zhao Yi, mainly because he didn't think it was necessary, after all, the relationship between the two of them was still vague.

When he finished class, Di Ze sent a message to pick him up.He replied casually, and he didn't read the messages on his phone much later, and he didn't know if he had called.

——Don’t pick me up, I’m having dinner with my former boss.

Because of drinking, his senses were infinitely magnified. Yu Qiusheng only remembered that he was put on a soft bed, and then Di Ze said to help him change his clothes, and then he seemed to squat down to help him take off his shoes.

Then it seemed to be getting worse.

At the last moment of memory, it was Di Ze kissing his eyelids, and the itching feeling gradually went down, he frowned slightly,

"You, what are you doing?"

Di Ze seems to be talking to himself,

"I'm sorry Qiu, I really can't think of any other way, even if I wake up tomorrow and hate me, I will admit it."

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