On the rebirth of the scumbags

"I have found a new job, and next month's living expenses will be higher than before. I will work hard to make money...so..."

Meng Jiang said this in a low voice. If he hadn't been paying attention to him, Lu Yandong might not have heard him talking to him.

Regarding the monthly living expenses, Meng Jiang has actually given him a lot.

When he was in high school, the wages in his hometown county were low. At that time, Meng Jiang's monthly salary was only 900 yuan, but he had to give Lu Yandong 200 yuan a month, and he only kept [-] yuan.

After going to college, Meng Jiang followed Lu Yandong to the place where he went to college. Jingzhao City is a big city. Meng Jiang’s salary was more than 5000 a month when it was more, and more than 4000 when it was less, and he had to pay him every month. Hit three thousand to three thousand five.

In fact, if Lu Yandong didn't always think about buying those expensive things, he would already be considered rich every month, at least there would be people with less living expenses than him.

No matter when, Meng Jiang can almost be said to have given Lu Yandong everything he could, and it was nothing more than a good one.

Last month, he said that he changed to a new construction site, and the salary was a little higher than before, so the account was 4000 yuan last month. Lu Yandong called him back and he transferred back early the next morning, and called him to ask why he transferred back. , Are you angry or something.

Lu Yandong didn't know what kind of work he was looking for again, but thinking about it with his brain, he could figure out that it was not such an easy job. He felt his eyes were a little sore. If he turned on the light, he would definitely be seen. He thought it was a good thing he didn't turn on the light.

How can there be such a stupid person in this world.

"...I'm not worth what you've paid at all, and you'll regret it in the future."

Lu Yandong was writing a draft in his heart. He wanted to analyze with Meng Jiang that he was a scum, how ungrateful, how ruthless, let him leave him quickly, let him hate himself, and hate him so much that it is best to settle how much he spent on himself in the past money, and then let myself pay him back with interest.

If Meng Jiang really did this, perhaps Lu Yandong might feel more at ease, and maybe he wouldn't have to worry about how to make up for him.

But Meng Jiang said firmly: "No, everything I did for Yan Dong was voluntary, why would I regret it?"

He answered without hesitation, with affirmation in his tone.

These words suddenly caused Lu Yandong's heart to throb with pain. It spread to the palm of his hand and then spread to every fingertip. It was a sore pain.

"You treat me so well, so you don't want anything from me? Nothing? Is it so selfless? Are you a holy father or an idiot? Maybe I will abandon you in the future, I will never see you again, and put you Did you forget all about it?"

"Do you know that I did it on purpose before? I fucking used you on purpose. After using you, I will kick you!"

Those words that have been squeezed in my heart for a long time are finally spoken.

"Why don't you hate me?"

That's right, Meng Jiang hates him so much, it's best to take revenge on him, and when he is crippled, he should come and laugh at him, and make trouble for him, why should he come to take care of him?

It's just... that he can treat him that well, he doesn't deserve it at all.

"I never thought about getting anything from Yandong." Meng Jiang sat next to Lu Yandong from the sofa, feeling that Lu Yandong was not in the right mood, "If it must be counted as my purpose, I hope Yandong can Happy forever."

"Why should I hate you?"

"For me, Yandong has always been a very beautiful star in the sky, and just looking at you makes me feel good."

Meng Jiang didn't know why Lu Yandong was so emotional all of a sudden, but at this moment, he seemed to have the illusion that he really touched the core of this beautiful star.

He hugged Lu Yandong tightly, stroking his back.

……

After the words came out, Lu Yandong himself still felt a little embarrassed. After all, between him and Meng Jiang, he was the most unreasonable one, and the person who should be angry the most actually coaxed him instead?

"Yan Dong, are you feeling better?"

"Feel sorry."

Lu Yandong apologized sincerely.

"nothing."

-

There were several car horns outside, the sound of room attendants pushing small carts passing by in the corridor, and Lu Yandong vaguely heard the waiters outside asking the guests in other rooms if they needed cleaning.

It may be because of the dim environment that Lu Yandong talked a little too much. He told Meng Jiang what he had done for more than a month, and tried to use an easy-to-understand description to let him know what he was doing, omitting the words in the middle. He was reborn so he knew some secrets about the future.

After everything was explained clearly, he finally asked

"By the way, what do you think I'm doing?"

It was quiet for a while.

"...do what you don't want to do, what you don't like to do."

Meng Jiang's voice sounded a little sad, but Lu Yandong himself did not expect to get such an answer, maybe because he didn't answer his call that time, he became suspicious?

Those who work in the night market, who do the job because they like it, isn't it all for the sake of money?To put it further, many people in this world are doing things they don't like to do for some involuntary reasons.

At least... most people do.

"There are so many things I don't like to do. Besides, how do you know that I don't like to do it? What if I like it?"

So childish.

Lu Yandong felt that Meng Jiang's originally straight back was a little bit slumped, and he couldn't bear it, so he changed the subject again.

"Meng Jiang, I always want to enter this society to survive. I will graduate in two years, and I will start an internship next year."

"You don't think I'm still 14 this year, do you?"

after a long time.

"OK then."

Lu Yandong could touch the key to turn on the bedside lamp as soon as he stretched out his hand, so it was rare for him to make a joke: "Why, you still plan to raise me for the rest of your life?"

The light is orange, just looking at it is very warm, like the afterglow of the setting sun, and through this light, he saw Meng Jiang's expression, he was actually thinking about the joke he just made very seriously.

"It's not impossible, but I have saved a little more money in the past few years." Meng Jiang added seriously, "Otherwise I can't support you."

Lu Yandong laughed suddenly, and asked with some other thoughts: "Aren't you going to find a wife or get married in the future?"

Meng Jiang hummed, which was a sign of acknowledgment.

"The reason for not getting married is..." Meng Jiang looked at the ground, he didn't really want to say this in front of Lu Yandong, "Because of me, I like men, of course I can't delay other girls."

"What about Yandong? Will Yandong get married?" He asked himself and then answered, "Will he get married?... Forget it, just pretend I didn't say anything."

Lu Yandong watched the expression on Meng Jiang's face change again and again, like a palette.In fact, Meng Jiang was not bad looking, his facial features were sharp and angular, it might be better to say that his cautious posture in front of Lu Yandong did not quite match his muscles.

Lu Yandong continued to ask: "Who do you want me to be with?"

Meng Jiang didn't speak, what should he say? He naturally hoped that Lu Yandong could be with the person he liked, but just thinking about it would inevitably make him feel a little uncomfortable.

Lu Yandong put away his thoughts of teasing him, and if he tried to force him, he would definitely not be able to force it out. After all, he only told him that he liked him before he died in his last life.

"Do you like me? If so. Then, do you want to have a try with me, or do you want to?" Lu Yandong didn't speak too harshly, and gave Meng Jiang room to refuse.

When Lu Yandong's voice sounded, Meng Jiang thought he was having auditory hallucinations.

Lu Yandong continued, "You can also refuse me."

He is indeed not gay, and he has no interest in men, but if that person is Meng Jiang, he doesn't seem to be so repulsive, as long as he is happy.

Also, Meng Jiang's shocked expression was indeed a bit... stupid.

-

After the two of them explained the matter clearly, the atmosphere was not so solid.Lu Yandong turned on the TV, and there happened to be a funny variety show on the program.

The room was immediately filled with exaggerated laughter from the host and guests.

He went to take a shower first, and when he was about to go to bed after taking a shower, Meng Jiang was still a little surprised, "You, you are not going back to the dormitory."

It's so close to his school...

"Then you want me to go?"

Meng Jiang looked at Lu Yandong as if he was going to put on his clothes and leave immediately, "I don't want to, I don't want to."

Meng Jiang hadn't seen Lu Yandong for a long time, how could he be willing to let him go, not to mention, Lu Yandong just said those things that made him unable to help but have more fantasies.

And Lu Yandong felt a little funny when he saw him rushing up to grab his clothes.

When Meng Jiang took a long time to take a shower and went to bed, he was wrapped tightly in the hotel bathrobe. I don't know if it was intentional, but there was a thin gap between Lu Yandong and him.

Obviously, the last time they met, they could be relied on to be perfect.

When the variety show progressed to the spoof segment, guests were asked to call their best friends to confess their love, and the guests on the TV and the audience were excited together.

Lips tend to dry out after staying in an air-conditioned room for a long time. It is very convenient to put drinking water next to the bed in this hotel.After drinking the water, Lu Yandong subconsciously asked Meng Jiang next to him, "Do you want some water?"

Meng Jiang nodded.

Lu Yandong planned to get him another new bottle.

Then I saw him take the bottle in his hand naturally: "Yandong, were you... joking with your previous words? Or, a prank or something?"

Just now Meng Jiang agreed quickly, and almost confusedly agreed to Yan Dong to try with him, but when he calmed down, he felt a little unreal.

So fast, he couldn't believe it.

Even if Meng Jiang thought about it, it would be nice if he could be with Lu Yandong, but he also knew that it was just his own delusion, and Yandong was different from him.

Meng Jiang discovered that he was different from other people when he was a child. In a picture album, he would first pay attention to the men on it, while other men around him would pay more attention to women.

When he was a child, he didn't know his mentality very well, but he just felt that he really wanted to stay with Lu Yandong and look at him, Yandong was so different from others.

The other children in the village were all disheveled, only Lu Yandong was so pale that he looked like a little prince in a fairy tale book. Meng Jiang subconsciously wanted to put his best in front of him, just to see him smile.

As he got older, Meng Jiang became more aware of his thoughts.

Especially after coming out to work, a few men gathered around with nothing to do, always talking dirty words, and most of them were women. At that time, Meng Jiang was able to discover his own difference. He couldn't do it for the first time. Talking dream.The object inside is not a woman.

Lu Yandong is different from him. Why did he say this suddenly? It was really too sudden.

"I'm not joking or playing any pranks. I'm serious." Lu Yandong sat up straight and turned to Meng Jiang. He tried to pull Meng Jiang's hand, and spoke from a self-analysis angle:

"Although I'm not sure what kind of feelings I have for you now, but if I have to choose to spend my life with someone, I hope it's you,"

"And..." Lu Yandong paused, "I only trust you now."

At the moment when a person is faced with great happiness, the brain will indeed be in a state of ecstasy, as if being in a cloud, and the whole person will feel dizzy.

This is the truth that Meng Jiang personally experienced at that moment.

"Then... can I kiss you then?"

Meng Jiang heard himself say this.