On the rebirth of the scumbags

He talked about the relationship for more than a month without any scruples. At that time, he didn't think of anything about the gratitude. He had faced every partner with such sincerity in the past, but the shelf life of his love was short.

Even if he still liked that person from the bottom of his heart the day before, but at a certain point in time, Xie Xie looked at the person he liked yesterday and expressed love to him like looking at a stranger.

There was no fluctuation in my heart at all, as if the emotions in my brain had been reset.

In the final analysis, it was because he didn't trust such things as feelings.

After seeing the snow, the two went back to the hotel to soak in a hot spring together. In the smoky atmosphere, Xie Xie was comfortable and said casually that it was so warm.

Jiang Zheng answered kindly, let's go to Hainan for the winter next time, it's warmer there.Before Xie Xie said anything, Jiang Zheng changed the topic as if he had realized something.

He tried his best to be kind to the gratitude, no matter what kind of meaning it is, as long as he can give it, he will give it all, even if there is a kind of gratitude that makes him die, he will die without hesitation at all.

Since he started receiving treatment, Jiang Zheng has seldom exhibited self-abuse behavior or intentions, and he seldom said anything like thanking him for staying by his side.

As for whether this improvement is due to the effect of the treatment or because of gratitude for being by my side, no one can really say clearly.

It should be his father's attention that he was sent to the so-called withdrawal school before, and his mother may not know it.Xie Yi was with Jiang Zheng when he heard the news that Jiang Zheng's parents were going to divorce.

At that time, Xie Xi needed to go back to his house to get the things he needed to prepare for the start of school. Jiang Zheng said to send him off, and called in while talking.

Xie Xie could only hear Jiang Zheng saying to the other side of the phone that it was good to leave, as if he knew everything about the division of his parents' divorced property.

Send it downstairs to his house, Xie Xi just walked out a few steps and heard Jiang Zheng in the car asking him when he would go back, saying that he would come to pick him up.

Xie Xie walked back without warning, leaned in from the window of the driver's seat and hugged him, "I'll be back soon."

Jiang Zheng didn't expect him to hug her suddenly, and he hugged her back in gratitude, "Okay, then I'll wait for your call."

At that time, the two people didn't seem to notice that they both used the word [back] at the same time, as if they both regarded the house where they stayed briefly before as their home.

This is a subtle change.

And at this moment, Xie Yi didn't take a few steps, and saw his parents who looked not very well downstairs in his community, and they didn't know when they would come to him.

Originally, the reason why Xie Xie said that he wanted to rent another house was that the dormitory was too noisy, and he lived alone to study quietly. Usually, he would call them twice a week.

Maybe it was because I was always with Jiang Zheng during that time, and I didn't call them much, so I was worried and wanted to see him?Or for some other reason...

Anyway, it happened to be such a coincidence.

"Xiaoyi, who is this?"

Before Xie Xie responded, Jiang Zheng seemed to have noticed the situation here, and he got out of the car and walked straight to his parents.

He seemed to know the parents who were Xie Yi, Xie Yi thought, yes, what else does Jiang Zheng not know about himself?He knows all about gratitude.

"Auntie, you misunderstood. It's not what you think. I'm just thanking my classmate. You misunderstood. Just now, thanking you is just taking things."

In fact, what Xie Xie was doing by leaning into the car window should not be visible from their angle, but Xie Xie was still a little surprised, after all, this portrait who always wanted to swear sovereignty to him suddenly changed his character.

Thank you mother's face was a little calmer, I don't know if she believed it, "Your cousin said they saw you... I just said, how is it possible, how is it possible for my son to have that kind of disease."

The originally frozen atmosphere seemed to loosen a lot.

Jiang Zheng was also trying to smooth things over. He naturally said that he was grateful for his mother's surname Liu, called her auntie, and praised her for looking very young. Such compliments are suitable for women of any age. is generic.

Xie Xie didn't speak at the side, he thought of his own name.

In the beginning, they didn’t take this meaning as another word, but there is no difference, it’s just a different word with the same pronunciation, and this name also entrusts all their expectations of gratitude.

They hope that their sons will be No.1 no matter what they do, do their best, and be the best in the exams, no matter what competitions they participate in, so that they can look good.

Thank you for being able to go to a good university and take the civil service exam, which can be regarded as satisfying the regrets that they did not complete when they were young.

They see gratitude as a chance to do it all over again in their failed game of life, and what about gratitude?

Did he do it... did he do it?

Xie Yi asked himself. He watched Jiang Zheng try his best to explain in front of his parents that they didn't have that kind of relationship, and watched Jiang Zheng make his mother who had a bad face lighten up with a few words.

Seeing Jiang Zheng giving him winks, he just nodded, and then Jiang Zheng said a few more polite words, and then the conversation could end.

This can avoid a storm.

"No, he is not my classmate, he is indeed my boyfriend."

This is the first time Xie Xie refuted Ms. Liu's words.

After finishing speaking, he actually felt a slight sense of revenge. This kind of emotion is too inexplicable. How could it be until this time that Xie Yi realized that there was such a trace of resentment in his heart.

When he was young, others were playing with him. He had to go to interest classes, and he had to learn Mathematical Olympiad. Others in elementary school could get praise from their parents if they got [-] or [-] in the exam.

Even if they pass the test with 99, they will be constantly talking, rambling, and counting how much they have paid for their gratitude.

In order to thank those teachers, in order to show gratitude, they worked so hard, they didn't have much savings, how long did they have to buy a new dress, and they endured so much hardship for the sake of gratitude.

It's all for him, he has to strive, he has to be obedient, and he must repay them well in the future.

This invisible shackle has been oppressing him out of breath.

"Yes, we are the relationship you think of."

Xie's mother was stunned for a few seconds. At first she seemed a little unable to respond. She repeated what Xie Xie was talking about, but what Xie Xie said was repeated.

After realizing what Xie Yi was saying, he suddenly burst into tears. Xie Xie's father seemed to want to say something. Although he couldn't do what Xie's mother did, his eyes obviously didn't approve.

The person of Xie Xie's blood, grabbed Xie Xie's arm, as if trying to shake him awake, accusing Xie Xie of wanting to make Xie's family last forever.

Hearing this sentence, Xie couldn't help but retort: ​​"Isn't my sister's child the Xie family's child?"

Xie Xie didn't wait for a fucking response, and continued to say calmly, "Besides, you said before that as long as I am admitted to University B, I can do whatever I want in the future."

She did say it, but how could she admit it at this time.

The always obedient son actually started talking back to her?

At this time, the words of gratitude ignited her anger even more.

"I was fortunate enough to send you to college and raise you so big. Didn't I let you go astray?! Didn't I let you hang out with those messy people and do these shameful things?"

"You have always been very obedient. Did he lead you into trouble? It must be him!"

Mother Xie, who was still a little friendly to Jiang Zheng just now, looked at Jiang Zheng as if she were an enemy, "You called and asked if your classmate's house is with him? Did he tell you something?"

The middle-aged woman who was somewhat similar to Xie Xie held Xie Xie, and her tone was a bit pleading. She called Xie Xie by a name she hadn't seen calling him since he was three years old:

"Xiaobao, why don't you go back with mom? Let's not associate with this kind of person in the future, okay?"

"This kind of person is not a good thing, they don't know how many viruses they have..."

Xie Xie was thinking about what it was like when Jiang Zheng came out with his family.What will Jiang Zheng's parents say to him, are they saying that he brought his son to the ground?Will it also say that he has a virus?

The thankful mother, Ms. Liu, cursed at homosexuality, and pointed the arrow at Jiang Zheng, almost pointing her finger at his nose. She scolded him for being immoral.

Cursing and knelt down to tell him something to let him let his son go.Anyway, inside and out, his son is not gay who likes men, it's all Jiang Zheng's infection.

"Xiao Yi, let's go see a doctor, okay? We'll cure this disease." Almost at the moment of hearing this sentence, Jiang Zheng, who had been keeping his eyelids down and not saying a word, suddenly raised his head.

He said excitedly: "No, no. No, Auntie, your son is normal. He's fine, and he's not sick."

Jiang Zheng's face was visibly flustered, and he repeated:

"It's me, it's me. I'm the one who is sick. I took the initiative to be with him. In the future, I will be separated from Xiao Xie."

Asked him to repeat a sentence, "Thank you that he is not sick."

In fact, as early as the beginning, there were a few passers-by eating melons not far away, especially after Ms. Liu cried and shouted, there were even more people watching.

Gossip is human nature.

I am grateful that I can even hear the gossip of those people. It is not very pleasant. In fact, even though homosexuality is no longer considered a mental illness internationally, the deep-rooted thoughts are not so easy to get rid of.

"Okay, let's go up and talk about what's going on, and show people a joke here." Xie Xie's father said, and he looked at Xie Xie, "After you go up, tell me what's going on with you."

Xie Xie walked over to hold Jiang Zheng's hand, this action was seen by Ms. Liu again, and when she was about to attack again, Xie's father took a look at her.

Jiang Zheng's strength to break free was almost non-existent. He thanked him in a low voice and told him to admit his mistake and then said that he was talking nonsense before. They didn't have that kind of relationship.

Xie Yi glanced at him: "Didn't you say you want to be with me? Are you afraid?"

Jiang Zheng: "I'm not afraid, I'm..."

Of course, Xie Xi also knows that he is worried about himself, but firstly, he is an adult, and secondly, the situation now is completely different from what he was then.The reason why Jiang Zheng reacted so strongly was because his own shadow was too deep.

When the two underage people had not experienced so many twists and turns, they once talked about their parents together.

The teenagers at that time always had a kind of courage that they didn't know where it came from. They naively thought that they would be able to convince their parents that they would talk about all kinds of wild plans in the future.

Xie Xie said with a smile at the time that his parents were fierce and might beat someone.

At that time, Jiang Zheng, a young man who didn't know the heights of heaven and earth, came over to express his thanks, and without thinking about it, he said, "Well, let them fight it, anyway, I will definitely not back down."

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