On the rebirth of the scumbags

It's not that she thanked herself for going, Jiang Zheng's mother asked someone to pick him up downstairs at his house, or the person who picked him up was already on the way before she started talking to him.

When Xie Xie saw Jiang Zheng again, he lost a lot of weight. He was lying on the hospital bed with his eyes closed and on a ventilator. There was almost no ups and downs on the electrocardiogram machine, and his face was so pale that it seemed to disappear in the next second.

……

In less than a month, he was able to turn himself into this half-dead state, thank you for what can I say about him.Private hospitals are not as quiet as public ones. Compared to hospitals, they should be regarded as sanatoriums with an elegant environment.

"Hello..." Lin Shuxian, Jiang Zheng's mother, sized her up and thanked her. "I've seen your photos and know something about you..."

She might want to smile at Xie Yi, but that smile is too forced, her face is haggard and her eyes are still a little red, she looks like she just cried.

"I haven't introduced myself yet, I'm Jiang Zheng's mother."

Lin Shu was the same as in her previous life. After introducing herself, the first thing she expressed was apology. This woman, who was beautiful when she was young and still has an elegant temperament, expressed apology for her son's previous reckless behavior as a mother.

Jiang Zheng attempted suicide many times, and almost died the last time. Obviously his son was like this, but the father of the child was not present. Xie can feel that Jiang Zheng's mother is also avoiding her husband's affairs as much as possible.

This family is really interesting.

"So you called me to..."

Xie Xie is not a doctor, and it is useless to ask him to come over.

Xie Xie saw Jiang Zheng's psychiatrist again. Xie Xie had already talked to him in his previous life, so he knew who it was when he appeared, and stood up first.

Perhaps it is a common problem of doctors, he casually asked a few thank you questions, but he was perfunctory to pass them all.

He had done test questions for himself before, and Xie Xie was very clear about what each choice corresponded to. Anyway, he filled in the middle-of-the-road and guaranteed that the results would be absolutely positive.

At that time, the doctor asked him to fill it out carefully, and thanked him for repeating, "I am indeed filling it out well."

Xie Xie asked about Jiang Zheng's situation. After learning that the other party's self-abuse behavior included not limited to electric shock and corporal punishment, drowning, etc., he seemed to be using pain to force himself to remember or forget something, it was like dying.

The reason for the coma was not that he stunned himself by electrocuting himself, and that he didn't want to wake up. It was for this reason that Jiang Zheng's mother called Xie Xie over.

After listening to Lin Shu's story, Xie Yi wanted to impolitely ask how they educated Jiang Zheng, so that he...

Obviously I didn't do anything, I can't even count how good he is, maybe I said a few nice words when chasing him, maybe even brought him breakfast?I can't remember exactly how much I am thankful. In short, it should be just a little bit of sweetness, is it enough to make him like this?

So how lacking in love is Jiang Zheng?

If Jiang Zheng liked someone else, maybe he would be happier, but it was because of gratitude. You must know that he himself cannot love someone for a long time, and he clearly knows that he is incapable of love.

Jiang Zheng lacks love very much, but he is thankful that love is incompetent.

But the last thank you said was: "Understood, auntie. I will be by his side, so you don't have to worry. It seems that you haven't had a good rest these days. You should take a rest first, over here I watch."

What Xie Xie can do is to stay with Jiang Zheng by the side. He may not come, but he still came, just like before being locked up by Jiang Zheng, he knew that there was something wrong with the drink he handed over, but he still drank it , such indecision is not his style.

I don't even understand myself to thank myself.

The temperature in the room is suitable, and when Xie Xie stretched out his hand to cover the back of Jiang Zheng's hand, it was as cold as touching a piece of ice. Xie Xie's own body temperature was not too hot, but compared with Jiang Zheng's, it was still warmer.

He covered his hands for him, sighing softly.

After knowing that Jiang Zheng was dead before... I didn't really feel much gratitude. It was like reading some social news in the newspaper about where and how many people died because of something. I didn't feel much, I just knew it.

Knowing the news of a person's death from text is completely different from seeing a person's weak signs of life with their own eyes. At least at this time, the gratitude at this time is really moving for a moment.

Why bother?Xie Xie held his hand and stuck it to the side of his face to keep him warm, his hand was so cold.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but the undulating arc of the ECG monitoring line seems to be faster. Thank you for not talking, but it is said that talking to the patient can help you wake up faster.

Thank you for not having anything to say, and just nag a little bit about what happened to them when they were in school. At that time, Jiang Zheng hadn't become what he is now, at least he was still a normal person.

Although he didn't know when he liked him, Xie Yi discovered it by accident, and found that as soon as he got close to Jiang Zheng, he would become at a loss.

It was funny like that, thank you for trying to tease him.

At the beginning, it was really meaningless, and the development of things became more and more uncontrollable later on. Xie Xie feels incredible now when he thinks about it.

He had been entangled with another man for two lifetimes.

On the third day of the Lunar New Year, Jiang Zheng woke up leisurely, at what time did he wake up, and his thanks are not clear, anyway, when he woke up, what he saw was Jiang Zheng, who had already awakened, by his bedside using an almost counting Greedy eyes looked at him.

His voice was a little hoarse: "Xiaoyi... why are you here..."

This tone sounded as if he still didn't want to see Xie Yi, if it wasn't for Xie Xie, seeing him subconsciously clenching the quilt tightly, and the viscous and substantive affection in his eyes couldn't be concealed.

Maybe Xie Xie believed it, and believed that he didn't want to see himself.

There were messy footsteps and a surprised female voice outside the door.

Ms. Lin Shu, who learned that he had woken up, rushed from the door to the bedside and hugged him. Jiang Zheng was stunned for a moment, facing his mother, but he acted like a stranger.

"Are you guys going to get a divorce? When?" He twitched the corners of his mouth and showed a mocking smile, "I said you should leave as soon as possible, don't keep talking about me because of me, don't use me as a cover..."

Xie Xie is not a person who is gossipy and curious about other people's family affairs. At this time, he naturally exits the room consciously and gives the space to their mother and child.

Leaning in the corridor outside and waiting for a while, it didn't take long for less than 10 minutes. Lin Shu came out, and she still looked haggard.

She is a very polite woman. Except for the action of embracing Jiang Zheng excitedly at the beginning, she nods her head and lowers her eyebrows when she speaks, and walks in a reserved and restrained manner. When she leaves the room, she will gently close the door.

"It stands to reason that I shouldn't talk too much about the matter between you." Lin Shu hesitated for a while, "Although I haven't been with Zhengzheng for a long time, I was born after all, and I can feel that he really likes you... ..."

"It's our parents who failed to set a good example for him. Some of his behaviors may be wrong, which caused conflicts between you...but..."

Lin Shu was about to say something else, but Jiang Zheng's voice of thanks came from the room.

Thank you and said to Lin Shu, "I can understand your feelings, and I will seriously consider your words..."

When Fang Jie saw Jiang Zheng, he probably wanted to get up, so Xie Xie walked over naturally and helped him get a pillow for his back, so that he could lean on it more comfortably.

"She asked you to come here, but you don't have to worry about her..."

Jiang Zheng said the last sentence let him go in a very low voice.

"If Xiaoyi doesn't leave, maybe I will immediately regret not letting you go." Because he had been lying on the bed for a few days, Jiang Zheng's complexion didn't look very good.

Thank you for seeing that his lips were a bit dry, so he poured him a glass of water.

Jiang Zheng's Adam's apple twitched slightly, but he took the glass of water he was grateful for, but he didn't drink it. Holding the glass, he murmured, "This is too much, rejecting me, and doing this at the same time, always giving me a little hope..."

"If you don't leave, you really won't be able to leave," he said threateningly, "I'll count by dozens, and if you don't leave, I'll ask someone to come over and guard the door to prevent you from leaving."

He counted 10 in a low voice, then vaguely took the number in the middle and went straight to 1, barely giving Xie Xie time to react, he rushed over and hugged Xie Xie's waist, "You really can't get away now..."

"This time you delivered it yourself..." Jiang Zheng's voice was muffled, "Actually, Xiaoyi came to see me because she was worried about me, right? In fact, I still have a place in your heart, right..."

In fact, from the moment I received the call from Lin Shu, Xie Xie felt exhausted and helpless.

It's like a long-distance traveler returning to the original point of getting lost again. He doesn't even want to struggle to identify the direction anymore. He doesn't think about anything, just want to sit down and have a good rest.

He didn't struggle either, he simply didn't hug Jiang Zheng too tightly, but to the extent that he could break free. He was grateful to know that Jiang Zheng was listening, "Promise me a few things first."

"Well, you said."

Thank you for a pause and continue to say the following, "First of all, you must actively cooperate with the treatment..."

Take medicine when you are sick, and see a doctor if you have a problem. This is the truth that children understand.

Jiang Zheng's face turned pale. He looked very repulsive and resistant to seeing a doctor. Just hearing the name, he would subconsciously frown.After thanking him, he didn't force him to agree, but he obviously waited for his reply.

In the silence, Jiang Zheng nodded slowly. "Um."

The reason why Jiang Zheng feels pain with gratitude is also a stress reaction. This is not uncommon. As long as the treatment is carried out step by step, it is hoped that it can return to normal. Of course, this requires the cooperation of the patient himself.

Thank you for coaxing children like coaxing:

"Secondly, it's not a good thing for you to rely on me all the time. Of course, it's not good for me, and it's not good for yourself. You see, your family will worry about you. The subordinates of your previous company also came to see you the day before yesterday. , you can't... torment yourself like this. Can you understand what I mean?"

The phrase "willfulness" that hesitated to speak was still not uttered.

Jiang Zheng hugged Xie Xie tightly and pressed it against his chest, as if listening to his heartbeat. Xie Xie lowered his head and could see the whirling hair on his head. It might not be possible to do it overnight, "Let's take it step by step first."

But one thing must be made clear.

The tone of thanks is gentle, but the words that come out are not gentle.

"I don't like you, or I can't respond to your liking..."

Jiang Zheng didn't say a word.

"However, I will try. Although there is no guarantee that I will do well... But I can promise you that during your treatment, I will not have any ambiguous relationship with anyone. If you have any requirements, you can also discuss with me ...As long as it is not too much, I will try my best to promise you."

To be precise, thank you should be bisexual, or asexual, and have no specific preference for men or women.

"You only act like this now when you're sick. When you get better, let's talk about the future, okay?"

Jiang Zheng couldn't refuse such a slightly soliciting tone.

"..." He still thought he was hallucinating, "What did you say just now?"

Xie Xie didn't intend to repeat it. He knew that Jiang Zheng must have heard it. He continued, "I see the doctor regularly every week. Of course, I will go with you."

If aversion therapy is to associate people you like with pain, then it is enough to cover it up. It may take a while, and it needs the cooperation of gratitude.

Thank you: "What do I need to do then?"

"You don't have to do anything, as long as you are willing to stay with him, you know, you are his medicine."

Jiang Zheng said this himself, but hearing it from someone else gave him a different feeling.

Why does Jiang Zheng like him so much, it can even be called an almost abnormal obsession with him.

In the last life, after entering the work of Xie Yi, I came into contact with a term in the field of commercial finance called sunk cost, and there is a similar term called gambler effect.

Thank you for unilaterally guessing that maybe Jiang Zheng only liked him four or five points at the beginning. When he was sent to the same place and forced to forget him, he had no hope and was in fear and pain day after day. , Jiang Zheng can only recall himself over and over again, and his feelings for gratitude have increased to a full score of [-] points, so he has become his spiritual pillar, right?

Probably so, Xie Yi thought.

He didn't put in the cost, of course it was easy.

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