The Rationalist's Marriage

"I will continue to love you in the future."

After saying those few words, Ding Ye nodded towards the guitarist, and the music finally started.The guests were overwhelmed by this unexpected confession, and applauded while trying to find another party; perhaps the applause did not last long this time because they were afraid of affecting the next concert.

Qiu Yuening even lost the strength to raise his arms, and his body seemed to be frozen from the inside to the outside.Ding Ye's face and voice were so familiar, but he couldn't distinguish the authenticity of all of them.

He had a dream at the base in Beijing, in which Ding Ye almost revealed the name that once cared about him.Is it a dream now?The person Ding Ye loved for two years became himself?He has made many conjectures, but only missed this possibility, so that when the truth came, his rationality completely failed, his mind was numb, and he passively endured everything.

Burgendy

like old times passing by

is the colourof thetides.

Sweetmemoriescomfortme

and give me the light. (*)

...

The English songs sung by Ding Ye are very soothing, slower than the few songs I heard before.His voice was very low, he slowly surrounded people, and then pulled him into the painting scroll of the setting sun and the sea tide.No wonder he chose to sing here.

With the power of music, Qiu Yuening's wandering consciousness gradually returned to himself, and he began to think about what this meant.

More than two years ago, Ding Ye fell in love with himself at that time. During the days when he was distressed about breaking up, Ding Ye might also be chewing on another kind of frustration.Now that they were truly in love, he should be happy, but he couldn't hide his sadness.

The song only lasted for a few minutes, Qiu Yuening's mood was violently turbulent, and he finally returned to his position. When he saw Ding Ye come down the stage and meet the other party's gaze at close range, he was defeated again, and his eyes were moist and hot.

People are really strange, they want to cry when they are sad, and they also want to cry when they are happy. He wiped his eyelashes quietly; if Ding Ye found out, he would be too embarrassed.In fact, Ding Ye noticed his reaction, and as soon as he lowered his arm, he held the hand under the table.

The color of the sky changed, became deeper and thicker, and tended to dim against the light of the house; however, the picture scroll woven by Ding Ye in singing still remained in Qiu Yuening's consciousness, not because he had forgotten the passage of time, but Is too attached.Those red and purple rays of light, accompanied by the warmth from Ding Ye's palm, all constituted his current spiritual illusion, and he was soaked in it, unwilling to withdraw.

Knowing that Ding Ye wanted to sing in the bar, Qiao Yi organized a band to practice the repertoire he asked for, but he never thought that he would prepare such a confession.Didn't they know each other?It's fine for him to be tricked, but looking at Qiu Yuening, he also looks confused, Qiao Yi doesn't understand Ding Ye again, isn't he playing too much routine?

"What... Are you hungry? I'll let them serve the food." He was so confused that he didn't ask, and he slipped away.

"Yue Ning," Ding Ye broke the silence as there were only the two of them left in the booth, "I have hidden something from you before."

"You mean, you've loved for a long time—" I don't know if it was shyness or sweetness scratching Qiu Yuening's chest, strangling his throat, a few simple words stuck there, unable to move up or down.

"Well, I proposed a blind date just because I wanted to be with you," Ding Ye said, and he felt like he was in a dream, "Do you mind?"

Why should you mind?It is not difficult to figure out Ding Ye's mentality. If he told the truth at that time, he would probably not believe it or accept it.But after Qiu Yuening did fall in love with him, thinking about Ding Ye's past, he couldn't help but feel bitter for him, even though Ding Ye didn't need to be choreographed.

"I understand your concerns," he said, "I... Actually, I also hid one thing from you. I know you have someone you like..."

He told Ding Ye the secret he had heard at the class reunion, but after a while of awkwardness, he kept silent.There is such a ridiculous thing, what makes him secretly envious is his past self.

"You actually heard it..." Ding Ye was a little surprised, observing his expression, "What about you, will you be unhappy?"

"It's not that I'm unhappy," Qiu Yuening subconsciously retorted, "It's all over anyway, at most it's uncomfortable—" No, he said it anyway, he squinted at Ding Ye, thinking he would be made fun of.

But there was no mockery in Ding Ye's smile at all, and he said with a little regret: "If I know, I will tell you sooner."

Qiu Yuening suspected that he would overheat and melt if he continued, but he couldn't help but want to know more, and wanted to make up for every moment that he had neglected and was focused on by another person.Love makes him happy, and being loved makes him happy.

It's a pity that the two of them didn't have much thought about eating the authentic western food that Qiao Yi prepared for them.On the way back to the hotel at night, Qiu Yuening walked lightly, not drunk is better than drunk.The sky was full of stars, and he was a few steps slower.

Ding Ye also stopped, and was immediately surrounded by arms extending from behind.

"Ding Ye," Qiu Yuening said against the side of his neck, "come and watch the sunrise tomorrow morning."

"Okay." It was to make up for Xia Tian's regret.

Qiu Yuening let go of his arms, stood beside him, and walked side by side.There were quite a few people on the side of the road, but they still held hands and returned to the B&B after 10 minutes.The room I live in is a small suite, the bedroom is not that big, but the log-colored walls and furniture look very warm.

"Do you want to do it?" Ding Ye narrowed his eyes.

Qiu Yuening asked back: "Don't you want to?"

"What if you don't get up tomorrow?"

"Then watch the sunrise the day after tomorrow."

Ding Ye clenched his collar tightly, and his face suddenly approached.The light in front of the bathroom illuminated the bright profiles of the two.

The fact is that they received too much information all night, and their spirits continued to be high. None of them could sleep well. They woke up early, and the alarm clock was useless; when they walked to the beach in the early morning, it was still dark.

From the first ray of morning light in the southeast, to the morning glow dyeing the sky red, Qiu Yuening accompanied Ding Ye to welcome the moment when the sun jumped out of the sea.That moment was quick and powerful, as if it brought not a new day, but a whole new world.For him and Ding Ye, perhaps it was true.

They walked down the beach from the boardwalk.The sun had just risen, and the air was dry and cold, but Ding Ye wanted to take off his shoes and socks.

"Will it be cold?"

"It's okay." The sand will flow in when you wear shoes, which is not comfortable. "Would you like to try?"

Since he was not particular about it, Qiu Yuening let go and took the two of their shoes aside.The feet are smooth and delicate, and with a little effort, the insteps can be submerged in the sand, as if wrapped in silk and satin, with a hint of coolness flowing from bottom to top.

Qiu Yuening took out the selfie stand. He only took pictures of the sunrise just now, but he didn't take a photo with him. It's a pity. He wanted to take pictures with Ding Ye under such a background.He didn't take pictures often, and he had never used a selfie stand before. He was concentrating on fiddling with it when a "click" came from behind them.

As soon as the two turned their heads, Qiao Yi held up the SLR, with the excitement of gossip flashing in his expression.

"What kind of selfie stand?" he said carelessly, "shall I take a picture for you?"

Ding Ye glanced at his highly professional camera, "Did you come here to take pictures for us?"

"Don't be so sentimental," Qiao Yi said disgustedly, "It's rare to get up early, I'll take pictures of the sunrise, I've seen you a long time ago, you two just sat there and ignored me."

Qiu Yuening's ears turned red. Fortunately, they were just joking just now and didn't do anything too much.

"Hurry up, don't wait for the time," Qiao Yi pointed in front of him, "It's best to stand here, make a pose!"

In order to avoid the backlight, Qiu Yuening and Ding Ye picked a suitable angle, with their shoulders touching their shoulders and their heads slightly close together.

"one two Three!"

Their smiles were fixed on the beach with the rising sun.

The author says:

*BurgencyRed

It's not over yet, although there are some less important endings in the end, it will be finished after the Chinese New Year (the Chinese New Year in the text)