Paranoid actor he wants to have me

Lost in Wonderland/Original Work

Li Qingzhuo's forehead was covered with sweat, and he looked at the ceiling above his head in rapt attention.

I thought to myself, why am I so tired even though I haven’t done it to the end?

"Sheng Xu," he cleared his throat, turned his head to be answered, and said, "I will never hire you again."

Sheng Xu smiled and said, "It's okay, I'll recruit you."

Li Qingzhuo: "..."

Li Qingzhuo was too lazy to spend time with him, so she got out of bed and went to the bathroom to wash her hands, and took another 5 minutes to take a quick shower.

It was already past eleven o'clock in the evening when the two of them finished, Li Qingzhuo said, "I'm so sleepy, go to sleep."

"En." Sheng Xu turned off the bed light on his side, and he dragged him into his arms.

Ever since "living together" with Sheng Xu, Li Qingzhuo has been dreaming every night, until now.

Miraculously, Li Qingzhuo felt that he had experienced a complete life in his dream.

From the time he can remember, to elementary school, junior high school, high school, university... Sheng Xu accompanied him at every time period.

But I don't know why, as he grows older in the dream, although Li Qingzhuo can see his own life experience, he just can't see Sheng Xu clearly.

Every time I know that Sheng Xu is by my side, but they still seem to be far away.

Or, Sheng Xu is far away from Li Qingzhuo.

In the past month, Li Qingzhuo always felt that he heard Sheng Xu say to him in a dream: "You must remember me."

But as soon as Li Qingzhuo opened his eyes, he would forget the scene in his dream last night.

I can remember the others clearly, but the number of times I think of this sentence can be counted on the fingers.

But he must exist.

Today is again, the moment Li Qingzhuo woke up, he heard Sheng Xu say: "You must remember me."

……

Remember, remember what, he obviously never forgot, Li Qingzhuo yawned, raised his hand, and never let go of his grand promise, and said in a voice that was obviously a little hoarse when he just woke up: "It's dawn , shouldn't it be up?"

Sheng Xu frowned slightly, subconsciously replied: "En."

As he spoke, he opened his eyes and fished the phone on the bedside table to see if there was anything he needed to do at work.

After Zhang Zhouchen was deleted, WeChat became much cleaner, and there was not so much nonsense like "you and Kan Jin stay away" every day.

"What's wrong?" Li Qingzhuo noticed that Sheng Xu had been looking at his phone for more than a minute today, and asked, "What's the matter?"

"No," Sheng Xu sat up, looked at his phone carefully to confirm, and said strangely after a while, "Sheng Yu is coming to visit my class."

"Huh? Is your brother coming?" Li Qingzhuo followed suit to wash his shoes, and said casually, "I actually wanted to visit you to see you. How long have you been home and how long have you not seen each other?"

Sheng Xu also replied casually, "Not yet a year."

Li Qingzhuo: "..."

Li Qingzhuo took the toothbrush that Sheng Xu helped him squeeze the toothpaste into, and said in disbelief, "You and your brother haven't seen each other for a year?"

"Nine months at most," Sheng Xu corrected, and said, "I can only go back during the Chinese New Year."

"Your parents don't want you?" Li Qingzhuo was still shocked.

"I went to see them occasionally." Due to the lack of companionship when he was a child, Sheng Xu has not been particularly close to his parents, but blood is thicker than water, and of course the relationship is there. never seen it."

Li Qingzhuo laughed: "So he couldn't help but come to visit the class today?"

Sheng Xu: "It should."

—

It was afternoon when Sheng Yu came, and Sheng Xu's drama was not over yet. After a while, he was going to get the news of Fu Mingyun's death before he died for the country and made preparations.

But it's time to finish what's at hand.

When Li Qingzhuo was resting, he watched Sheng Xu on the recliner for a while, and after Liang Xuan reminded him unkindly, he gave a low laugh, and told him to go out and play when he had nothing to do. script.

Sheng Yu came at this time.

It came quietly, without disturbing anyone, and even the clothes were the most ordinary casual clothes, which would not attract special attention.

"When will he end?" A deep magnetic voice suddenly sounded beside him, and Li Qingzhuo looked up subconsciously.

The eyebrows and eyes of the two brothers of the Sheng family are somewhat similar, anyway, one can tell that they are related by blood at a glance.

There is no difference in appearance, each has its own advantages.

But Li Qingzhuo thinks that Sheng Xu is the prettiest.

"Mr. Sheng." Li Qingzhuo stood up, shouted, and said, "Teacher Sheng will probably take a while."

In the previous life, they were not familiar with each other, and they hadn't met a few times, and maybe it was because they entered the interest field early, Sheng Yu seemed very unkind.

As if he could only negotiate with money.

However, Sheng Yu didn't know who he was, and if he acted too calmly, he might not be able to justify it, so Li Qingzhuo stood up and planned to give way to Sheng Yu, but before he moved, Sheng Yu said: "You Sit there."

As he said that, he went to pull a stool not far away, and sat next to Li Qingzhuo.

Seeing him coming to sit, Li Qingzhuo was a little puzzled, and a little speechless, thinking, the two of them have nothing to say, and they don't know each other well.

But wouldn't it be weird not to talk?

Li Qingzhuo was thinking about whether or not to speak, or how to speak, when Sheng Yu said first: "Let's have a good time together."

Li Qingzhuo: "..."

Li Qingzhuo: "???"

Li Qingzhuo's eyes were shocked, thinking what did Sheng Xu say to his brother?They are not in love.

"Ah?" So Li Qingzhuo expressed his doubts, and whispered, "What are you together?"

Hearing this, Sheng Yu's brows furrowed slightly with naked eyes, and he was also very puzzled: "Not yet together?"

Li Qingzhuo felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't grasp it: "What do you mean?"

There was disapproval in Sheng Yu's eyes, and then he said as if remembering something, "You lost your memory?"

Li Qingzhuo couldn't understand what Sheng Yu was saying at all, but something seemed to be slowly unfolding, and he subconsciously replied: "I have neither amnesia nor amnesia."

"Sheng Xu said you don't remember him," Sheng Yu reminded, "it was just..."

"When did you come?" Sheng Xu turned on the water that his assistant handed him, walked up to Sheng Yu, and asked, "What did you say?"

Sheng Yu raised his head, his eyes were cold: "If I don't come, you won't visit me?"

Sheng Xu said, "You're busy."

Sheng Yu sneered: "I'm not busy and I didn't see you coming."

Sheng Xu said, "I'm busy."

"..." Sheng Yu stood up, his displeasure was very obvious, "I haven't seen my parents for a long time."

"En." Sheng Xu handed Li Qingzhuo a bottle of water, unscrewed it thoughtfully, and said, "The movie is almost finished, and I will go home."

Li Qingzhuo took his water, but stared at Sheng Xu's hand almost absent-mindedly.

Sheng Xu noticed that he was not in the right state, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Huh?" Li Qingzhuo looked up at the person and said, "It's okay."

Sheng Xu glanced at Sheng Yu, who did not avoid his eyes, and said, "Call me if you have anything to do, and if you have nothing to do, just pretend that I am not there."

"I don't even need you to accompany me, why do you still want me to accompany you?" Sheng Xu was puzzled, "Who is brother?"

Sheng Yu: "..."

It's really been a long time since I saw each other. Although they are angry when they meet, it also proves that their relationship and feelings are here.

In front of his family, Sheng Xu's true emotions can still be revealed a lot.

Li Qingzhuo looked at them with a smile for a while, and didn't intend to disturb their conversation, so he went to read the script by himself.

But Sheng Yu's words had already planted the seeds in his mind, what exactly did those words mean, why did he ask himself if he lost his memory?

Li Qingzhuo's eyes read the words on the script, but his mind is full of the life experience of the past 30 years. From the kindergarten he remembered to the day he died, his memory is intact and there is no problem.

Not to mention amnesia, he was killed in a car accident and did not damage his brain.

He felt that he still had to have a few words with Sheng Yu alone and ask him clearly.But I don't know why he and Sheng Xu talked so much, the two brothers of the Sheng family didn't separate for a second, and Li Qingzhuo didn't even want to "get in the way".

In the end, Sheng Yu left, and Li Qingzhuo didn't find a chance.

Looking at Sheng Xu who sent people away with his eyes and his body was still, Li Qingzhuo looked at him from behind, covered the script on his face, and let out a long sigh.

Hearing the sound, Sheng Xu looked over, rubbed his cheek with the back of his finger, and said, "Why are you sighing?"

Li Qingzhuo pulled the script away at once, and asked resentfully: "Do you have so much to say to your brother? Are you reluctant to part for a while?"

Sheng Xu's brows twitched: "He insisted on telling me what it has to do with me."

"Oh... I want to talk to your brother." Li Qingzhuo's eyes became more resentful.

Hearing this, Sheng Xu's brows and eyes were no longer calm, and he asked strangely: "What do you have to say to him?"

Li Qingzhuo looked down at the script, tantalizing: "I won't tell you."

Sheng Xu took away his script, pinched his chin with the other hand so that he had to look up into his eyes, and said, "What do you have to say to Sheng Yu?"

"You guys knew each other well before?"

Li Qingzhuo: "..."

He felt that Sheng Xu really had the potential to be coquettish. Is Sheng Yu an outsider?Can't say two words?

Li Qingzhuo didn't take away the hand that was pinching his chin, just maintained this posture, and said, "I asked you something, but you don't know how to say it."

"I won't tell you what you ask?" Sheng Xu continued indifferently.

Li Qingzhuo nodded and said, "When did you recognize me?"

"..."

Li Qingzhuo said again: "What kind of contract did Zhangzhou Chen get?"

"..."

Sheng Xu let go of his hand and said, "It's useless to ask Sheng Yu."

"Start work." As he spoke, he pulled Li Qingzhuo up with a movement of his hand, and the two of them were immediately revealed under the camera.

Li Qingzhuo lost his temper even if he wanted to.

Yang Qi saw that neither of them came to him, they were just flirting there, so he had no choice but to go over to talk about the play himself.

"Sheng Xu, when you saw Fu Mingyun's car exploded, you must show the shock and sadness that you should show, but you can't show it, but you must not show your emotions," Yang Qi said. There are Japanese, for the sake of the country, you must not have the slightest mistake."

"What did I see?" Yang Qi, who usually would get nods when he talked casually, was about to turn his head and leave when he heard Sheng Xu's question in doubt.

"..." Yang Qi turned his head again, inexplicably, "The car exploded."

Sheng Xu's fingertips trembled almost imperceptibly, but no one noticed because of his concealed posture.

Seeing him stunned, Li Qingzhuo leaned over curiously, and said with a smile: "You read scripts all day long, did you miss this part?"

There is a smile on his brows and eyes, the smile in his eyes is more obvious, the richness seems to be overflowing, it is a living, flesh and blood Li Xiyun.

Sheng Xu stared straight at him without blinking. He stared at Li Qingzhuo so hard that he raised his hand to touch his face, and said, "Is there something dirty?"

"No." Sheng Xu withdrew his gaze and began to brew emotions.

……

Boli and Fu Mingyun have separated, but the Japanese do not know where they got the exact news that the two had an affair.

When he knew that Boli was going to put all his eggs in one basket, the chief who had always been with him, suspected him and had no evidence, gave Boli a gift.

In order to test Bo Li's sincerity.

Fu Mingyun's car going to the south exploded right in front of Boli's eyes.

But at this time, Fu Mingyun had followed Bo Li's footsteps and walked forward. He knew that he was in danger, and he took precautions to escape in time, and he did not die.

But Boli didn't know.

"Mr. Bo, we have been cooperating for so long. I have seen your sincerity, but I still plan to give you a gift." The chief holding a saber stood on the street where there were not many people because of their aggression. With a genuine smile.

Bo Li stood beside him, and nodded slightly when he heard the words: "Then I will wait and see."

Immediately afterwards, a car passed by on the empty street opposite, and Boli subconsciously raised his eyes to look over, the light in his eyes was suddenly inconspicuous.

Fu Mingyun in the car looked across the street, and happened to meet Bo Li's eyes.

None of them spoke, but it seemed as if each of them had said a thousand words.

"Peng—"

When everyone was caught off guard, the fire suddenly appeared, and huge fireworks bloomed deep in the pupils, but Bo Li didn't even blink his eyes.

Li Qingzhuo followed the scene of the man-made car accident and retreated behind the scenes in time. The explosion just now lifted the soil and fell on his head.

He walked to the director's side, watching Sheng Xu continue to act, Yang Qi and the others held their breath slightly.

Sheng Xu didn't respond, not the slightest bit.

Yang Qi waited for a while, feeling that he didn't seem to be in good condition today, picked up the horn and was about to call the card to start again, when there was a sudden pause.

Under the close-up of the camera zooming in, Sheng Xu blinked his eyes in confusion, as if this could preserve the last moment when he saw Fu Mingyun just now.

The blood on his lips suddenly began to fade bit by bit, and after a while, perhaps because of the cold, the blood became clogged, pale and blue.

"Can this be controlled?" Yang Qi looked over in surprise, and Sheng Xu's face turned pale.

But Li Qingzhuo straightened up bit by bit, frowning and staring at Sheng Xu who entered the arena.

Sheng Xu's face was very calm, he looked at the ruins in the distance, suddenly smiled and said: "It's really an excellent gift."

His identity has not been revealed, he can't cry bitterly, let alone tear his heart, he can only watch his beloved die indifferently.

Not even the bones remained.

But his hands began to tremble uncontrollably in places where no one could see, and the calmer his face, the more violent his hands trembled.

Sheng Xu clenched his fists and couldn't stop the trembling.

It's not from acting, this kind of interpretation will be too much if you are not careful under the camera, but it's all like this, Sheng Xu's light occlusal muscles are proving that he is trying to endure something, this is a real reaction.

"No." Li Qingzhuo patted Yang Qi on the shoulder in time, his eyes fixed on Sheng Xu, "Director, call card, Teacher Sheng is not in the right state."

This can be passed here, Yang Qi was overjoyed to see the reaction of the person he wanted the most, and called out.

It's just that he didn't expect that as soon as the "click" sound landed, Sheng Xu suddenly and quickly walked to the corner of the studio, bent over and vomited in pain with a pale face.

But it was already evening, and the little food he ate at twelve o'clock at noon had already been digested without a trace, and he didn't spit out anything at this time.

Only the veins at the temples stand out from the force of the stomach cramps.

This is obviously an excessive stress response.

The crew and Sheng Xu's assistant rushed over, but Li Qingzhuo arrived at Sheng Xu's side before anyone else.

He squatted down｜to support Sheng Xu, and asked eagerly, "Sheng Xu, Sheng Xu... what's wrong."

Sheng Xu grabbed Li Qingzhuo's wrist fiercely, and said hoarsely, "Li Xiyun."

Li Qingzhuo's heart ached, and he quickly responded, "I'm here."

Sheng Xu still shouted "Li Xiyun", but at the same time his hands were still shaking uncontrollably.

For some unknown reason, Li Qingzhuo's eyes suddenly turned acidic. His confused brain didn't know what to do, and he couldn't think too much. He just leaned closer to Sheng Xu and said over and over again: "Sheng Xu, I'm here."

At this moment, Xiao Wang, Sheng Xu's assistant, called to Brother Sheng to hand over a bottle of water, and Li Qingzhuo took it and quickly opened it and brought it to Sheng Xu's mouth.

"I'll take care of it, you guys go get busy, don't worry about it." Li Qingzhuo whispered to the people who approached.

Speaking of which, Li Qingzhuo dragged Sheng Xu back to the nanny's car, where there was a private space, no matter how extreme Sheng Xu's reaction was, he would not be interpreted indiscriminately.

"...Are you in the play?" Li Qingzhuo held his hand, "Why are your hands so cold?"

"Sheng Xu," he said, wanting to make people play, "You are not Boli, and Boli's lover is not dead."

Sheng Xu closed his eyes, his face was still pale, his hands were still trembling slightly, and he said after a while, "Xiyun...I have a stomachache."

It was so convulsive that I vomited, so it's no wonder it didn't hurt.

Li Qingzhuo started rubbing his stomach, hugged him actively after rubbing, and laughed at him pretending to be relaxed: "Are you really into the drama?"

Sheng Xu rested his forehead on Li Qingzhuo's shoulder, but said nothing.

But his fragility seemed to be on the verge of breaking down at the touch of a button, Li Qingzhuo didn't dare to make jokes anymore.

After an unknown amount of time, Sheng Xu said slowly in a very low voice, "I heard...an explosion."

Li Qingzhuo's body froze, and he didn't even dare to breathe for a moment.

But Sheng Xu said again: "...on the phone."

Li Qingzhuo stared blankly at the car window, his body stiff and motionless.

Sheng Xu's hands were still shaking, but he couldn't control it: "I... can't say no to you at all."

The memory that was deliberately buried can no longer be disguised as an exquisite illusion, and it is peeled off with blood.

After answering Chang Jingyi's phone call, Li Qingzhuo's brain twitched, and he really wanted to say sorry to Sheng Xu.

But he also felt that he was not qualified and had no way to call, but when he realized it, he unconsciously ordered the mobile phone voice assistant to call Sheng Xu's number.

But he obviously yelled to hang up, he obviously... hung up.

"...You took it?" Li Qingzhuo's voice was extremely difficult, his vocal cords felt like a knife had been swallowed, and it hurt.

That was the third year of the breakup between Sheng Xu and Li Qingzhuo, and they never contacted each other on the phone again.

Not to mention the phone.

So when he suddenly received a call from Li Qingzhuo, Sheng Xu's hands trembled.

At that time, he was still thinking, did this person come to scold him, after all, he got used to it after a few years.

But even if it's a scolding fight, he will answer it.

It's just that he said "Hello", and there was only the sound of cars on the phone, but nothing.

He called "Li Xiyun", but no one answered him.

Immediately afterwards, there was a car collision and an explosion 1 minute later.

After the news broke out and was confirmed, everyone seemed to be able to express their emotions without any scruples, only Sheng Xu, who didn't even have a stand to cry.

He and Li Qingzhuo are not friends, and he has no position to regret. He is not Li Qingzhuo's boyfriend, and he has no position to shed tears.

He can only be calm, the eyes of the paparazzi's camera and netizens are all staring at him, and his emotions cannot be leaked in the slightest, otherwise any detail may be interpreted as a deadly enemy celebrating the death of his deadly enemy.

But Sheng Xu never thought of celebrating.

The word "celebration" was supposed to be cheering, but at this moment it became a sarcastic word.

Sheng Xu was afraid to avoid it.

He just thought that the moon in a person's heart can rise high or fall hard, and his moon was smashed to pieces in the crashing accident.

But he would rather that he was always on top, even if he never looked at him again.

The author has something to say:

Sheng Xu: As long as I don't tell, no one will know.But I want to show weakness properly so I have a wife (bushi)

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