Paranoid actor he wants to have me

Lost in Wonderland/Original Work

Li Qingzhuo didn't have any extra feelings, only pain, from body to heart.

At that time he...

I really can't help but confess to Sheng Xu.

He teased her for several years before he was so generous in making wedding dresses for someone in the future.

Chang Jingyi has lived with Li Qingzhuo as a family member for more than ten years. Li Qingzhuo doesn't want him to enter the entertainment industry. He told Chang Jingyi that this industry looks glamorous, but it also needs to bear a lot.

The flowers and applause are real, and so is the mud and dirt.

He has been in such an environment for more than ten years, and he doesn't want his younger brother to do the same.

Anyway, with him around, they don't have to worry about their food and clothing.

But just like Li Qingzhuo didn't listen to Jiang Yuqiu's words when he was a child, Chang Jingyi didn't listen to Li Qingzhuo's words either.

They all made rebellious choices.

After Chang Jingyi finished participating in the draft and had already shown his face in the public eye, Li Qingzhuo thought to himself, forget it, just enter this circle, as long as he puts his heart into it, he can still protect Chang Jingyi well.

But movies, announcements, publicity, and magazine shooting came one after another, and there was not much time for rest.

Li Qingzhuo is also famous for his penchant for spinning around, he doesn't like to let his time be free.

So without paying attention, Chang Jingyi was called over by the capital at the age of 22, and the purpose is self-evident.

The capital side told Chang Jingyi that night that he didn't have to leave if he didn't drink.

At that time, no one in the circle knew what the relationship between Chang Jingyi and Li Qingzhuo was.

But after that night, someone else found out.

Li Qingzhuo took Qi Tiantu to the box, with a smile on his face, but the smile didn't reach his eyes: "Mr. Fu has been doing pimping?"

Sitting across from him was a 35-year-old man, handsome in appearance, but his behavior made people disagree.

"Qingzhuo?" Fu Zhiyuan saw him, the surprise in his eyes was undisguised, "Why did you appear here?"

Li Qingzhuo sat down without hesitation, and said, "I'll pick up my younger brother."

Hearing this, Fu Zhiyuan paused as he turned to grab the wine glass, looked up at Chang Jingyi who was sitting across from him with an ugly face, and smiled: "This is your brother?"

"It doesn't matter if it's your brother, I invested in his variety show, what's wrong with me buying him a drink?" Fu Zhiyuan had a mocking sneer on his face.

Li Qingzhuo laughed.He picked up the wine in front of Chang Jingyi and rubbed it against the glass, then raised his head and drank it, looked at Fu Zhiyuan and said, "Is it alright now?"

Fu Zhiyuan looked at him expressionlessly.

Li Qingzhuo put down his glass and said: "This circle has always had its own rules. Everyone understands that everyone has their own choice. I don't have that nobleness and energy to take care of Mr. Fu's affairs, but Chang Jingyi , you can't move."

Chang Jingyi shouted from the side: "Brother."

Li Qingzhuo didn't look at him, and continued: "I've been around until today, and I have a lot of contacts. If you really want to die, you can lose both sides. Mr. Fu think about it?" As he spoke, his expression remained unchanged, and he looked at Qi Tiantu who was beside him. , laughing, "Is that right, Xiao Qi?"

Qi Tiantu is the prince of Xingtu Entertainment. Although I don't know why he insists on being an agent, but his identity is indeed here, and he wants his artists to rely on him.

Hearing this, Qi Tiantu, who was one year younger than Li Qingzhuo, looked at Fu Zhiyuan coolly, smiled, and said nothing.

Fu Zhiyuan: "..."

For a little fresh meat, there is no need for both sides to suffer, Fu Zhiyuan chuckled lightly and let them go.

After returning home, Li Qingzhuo's face turned cold. He looked at Chang Jingyi, who was already a centimeter or two taller than him, and said coldly, "Who brought you there?"

Chang Jingyi lowered his eyes and said, "Manager...I don't know him...Brother, don't be angry."

Li Qingzhuo did not have much energy to get angry, he felt uncomfortable and a little hot.

But the heat came on very slowly, so he didn't notice it quickly, and when he got to a safe place, Li Qingzhuo was pulled back to his senses by the heat.

"...Xiao Jing, go to the bathroom and put a basin of cold water, it's cold, hurry up." Li Qingzhuo exhaled, feeling his legs and feet were weak, and sat on the sofa.

Chang Jingyi sensed something was wrong, obediently ran to the bathroom to drain the water, then ran out to look at Li Qingzhuo nervously, and said, "Brother, what's wrong with you?"

After waiting for a few minutes, Li Qingzhuo took a deep breath, stood up while leaning on the back of the sofa, and walked towards the bathroom.

Chang Jingyi wanted to come over to help him, but was dodged.

"There is medicine in the wine." Li Qingzhuo's eyes turned red at some point, and he frowned patiently and warned, "Do you know what will happen to you if I don't go?!"

Chang Jingyi was dazed.

"I'll talk to you about this tomorrow. Be honest!" Li Qingzhuo gritted his teeth and said the last sentence, then pushed open the bathroom door and slammed it shut, and stumbled into the cold water without even taking off his clothes.

The faucet in the bathroom was left on all the time, and the sound of cold water and splashing water did not play a soothing role in the slightest.Li Qingzhuo felt more and more uncomfortable, thinking to himself what the hell is this, he couldn't make it through tonight.

At the next moment, only a "click" was heard.

Chang Jingyi pushed open the bathroom door and came in.

Li Qingzhuo's breathing was hot, he could hardly see the face clearly, when he heard the movement, he covered his forehead with the back of his hand, and said in a hoarse voice, "Go out."

Chang Jingyi didn't go out, but came over and stepped into the bathtub.

No matter how delirious Li Qingzhuo was, he knew what had happened. He opened his eyes in a daze, "What are you doing?"

"Brother, I can help you."

"Are you crazy!" Li Qingzhuo sat up with a "plop", dizzy due to the medicine, splashing water everywhere, "What nonsense?!"

"Do you like Sheng Xu?"

Chang Jingyi stared at Li Qingzhuo seriously, their clothes were all wet, and there was an inexplicable astringency in the small bathtub at this time.

He approached Li Qingzhuo who was holding the edge of the bathtub, and said, "But I like you."

Li Qingzhuo was suffocating, his eyes filled with disbelief.

"I like your brother." Chang Jingyi said one by one, which was bound to be heard clearly by Li Qingzhuo, "I love you. Don't like other people, okay?"

"...Chang Jingyi," Li Qingzhuo said in a cold voice, steadying his weak and trembling body, "Get out. If you have something to say, we can talk about it tomorrow."

"You will definitely ignore me tomorrow, I won't see you yet." Chang Jingyi smiled, blinking away the tears in his eyes, "Just now."

After speaking, his eyes began to greedily scan Li Qingzhuo back and forth like a poisonous snake.

He seemed to be thinking about what to do.

Originally, he grabbed Li Qingzhuo's ankle with his upper hand, but after a second he reverently let go, chose to straddle Li Qingzhuo, leaned over and kissed Li Qingzhuo's lips.

Li Qingzhuo has lived for nearly 30 years, and has never been so angry and unable to do anything.

As an ordinary person, when he gets the "antidote" of the medicine, he can imagine it.

That night was really absurd.

When Li Qingzhuo woke up the next day, he said without hesitation that he felt that the sky was going to collapse.

Looking at the sunlight coming in from the window, Li Qingzhuo's heart was never colder than this.

He wanted to beat Chang Jingyi to death, and asked him if he knew what he was doing, but Chang Jingyi had a fever.

None of them had done anything, Li Qingzhuo was passive and angry and didn't care about anything, Chang Jingyi just tidied up a few times by himself, it was impossible not to get sick.

Looking at Chang Jingyi, who was extremely pale, still in a dream but frowning all the time, obviously not sleeping soundly, and thinking that he was the person he raised as his younger brother for more than ten years, Li Qingzhuo felt confused for the first time.

He didn't know what he should do, whether he should call Chang Jingyi up and fight, or with Sheng Xu...

He can't tell Sheng Xu, it's too ridiculous.

He can't be with Sheng Xu either, it's disgusting.

……

Later, Chang Jingyi apologized to him, cried bitterly to him, begged him not to leave, and threatened him that you want to fall in love with Sheng Xu like this?Li Qingzhuo didn't say a word, he admitted that he had to consider everything Chang Jingyi said, and before he and Sheng Xu could stop the loss in time, Li Qingzhuo accepted it like a tortoise status quo.

He knew that Sheng Xu must like him, and no one would have an affair with someone who didn't like him at all, but Li Qingzhuo felt that since Sheng Xu was still so young, he probably wouldn't like him too much, he would always be more ruthless. What can make people let go is just a matter of one or two years.

But he didn't expect that in the past eight years, he would have to live again, and everything had changed, except that he couldn't get involved with Sheng Xu. This seemed to be cursed, and nothing could cut it off.

Even more so tonight.

Li Qingzhuo gasped in pain, and said with a wry smile: "Sheng Xu... We have no grievances in the past, and we have no enmity in the present, there is no need for you... to drive me to death."

It was only when the voice came out that I realized how scary it was. It was hoarse, as if the vocal cords had been cut by a knife for several hours.

Hearing this, Sheng Xu looked at him, his black eyes seemed to be able to sink into the deep sea, and he whispered strangely: "...No grievances or enmities?"

I forgot to close the balcony door in the hotel, and the night wind blows in one by one, and the curtains are lifted to chase.

"Li Xiyun," Sheng Xu's lips were attached to Li Qingzhuo's ear, almost gritted his teeth and said, "Li Xiyun...I wish I could eat you alive."

—

In the third year with Chang Jingyi, Li Qingzhuo answered a phone call for him.

Fu Zhiyuan's.

Chang Jingyi has been in contact with him all the time, and nothing substantive has happened, but Chang Jingyi is very smart, and has been hanging on him, asking him to give him resources.

In order to close the gap with Li Qingzhuo as soon as possible, Chang Jingyi had already planned to take a shortcut.

But this is not the most important.

Li Qingzhuo found out that day that both Fu Zhiyuan and Chang Jingyi knew about the glass of wine he drank back then.

When he first found out about this, Li Qingzhuo thought it was ridiculous. He thought, because he was in the entertainment industry, he knew how important fame is to an artist, so even if Chang Jingyi did something like this to him, it was because he was too I like him, it's right to like him, it's people who are wrong, as a family member, he is naturally willing to protect Chang Jingyi's reputation, and he won't say anything nonsense.

But why is this matter with calculations in its true colors?

Huge absurdities filled Li Qingzhuo's life. For a long time, Li Qingzhuo didn't know what else he should do.

He tried his best to make himself forget the original intention of being with Chang Jingyi, and learned to love him not from the perspective of a brother, but from the perspective of a lover. Since they are together, they can't suffer every day, and he has to learn to love him from the perspective of a lover. Angle care, like, love.

He had already lost the enthusiasm of teasing grand promises many years ago, and truly accepted the calm waters of today, but the truth gave him a blow in the head again at this time.

Deliberately not to care about the name of Sheng Xu and the emotion of this person surged over like a rising tide in an instant, soaking Li Qingzhuo's grief and embarrassment all over his body, and his whole body couldn't stop shaking in sadness.

When Chang Jingyi came back that day, Li Qingzhuo slapped him severely.

Chang Jingyi understood everything when he saw the phone, and immediately choked up and said, "Brother, listen to me..."

"Get out." Li Qingzhuo said and walked towards the door. As soon as the door opened, Chang Jingyi rushed over and hugged him tightly behind him, "Brother! I have never done anything, I have never done anything with Fu Zhiyuan!"

Li Qingzhuo's eyes were about to burst, and he said, "Get lost—!"

Chang Jingyi said loudly: "Do you like Sheng Xu? Do you still like Sheng Xu?... How is he good, and how is I worse than him? Obviously I am the one who has been with you all the time!"

"Chang Jingyi!" Li Qingzhuo interrupted him sharply.He just felt that there was something extremely absurd happening to him, and it was the first time he complained unscrupulously: "I seduced Sheng Xu when he was only 18 years old, do you know that I am shameless first?" ?!"

"I am seven years older than him. I am afraid that he will fall in love with me directly when he gets hot-headed. He will always be sad when he wants to regret it later. I don't want to make him sad, let alone make him regret. I think I will give him enough time to think about it, so I am willing to wait for him to grow up, but it is not the reason for you to count me during this period of time!... I can't help being with him anymore... But you do this, let me Just looking at him makes me think he's a cheapie, cheating!"

Li Qingzhuo's eyes were red, he raised his hand to cover his eyes, not to let the wet layer of fragility be exposed, his breathing was rapid and heaving.

A desperate thought suddenly filled my heart at this moment.Li Qingzhuo thought, I seduced Sheng Xu when he was 18 years old. I seduced him for three years because of the so-called waiting for him to grow up, and then hurt him for three years. What should he give to make up for these six years?

How to make up for it.

Can you use your life?

……

"...I really wish I could kill you." Sheng Xu's hateful voice rang in his ears again, "I hate you to death, Li Xiyun."

The illusion of peace will be broken sooner or later, whether you hate it or not, it shows that you care.

Li Qingzhuo tilted his neck slightly, his eyes could only look at Sheng Xu instead of the ceiling, so his eyes always fell on the gray ceiling.

Hearing this, he sighed helplessly, smiled very lightly, and said, "Okay, it's up to you. Everything is up to you."

Li Qingzhuo reached out and patted Sheng Xu's shoulder, and then touched his head, as if coaxing: "Don't be sad. Be good."

—

When Li Qingzhuo woke up, his eyes were extremely dry and he couldn't focus.

Li Qingzhuo didn't quite understand why physiological tears flowed so violently.

And maybe it's not all... biological.

After reacting for a while, Li Qingzhuo felt that his eyes were gradually becoming clearer. Sheng Xu walked over in his pajamas and said, "Get up, wash and eat."

Li Qingzhuo: "..."

He looked at Sheng Xu's clothes from top to bottom, and said, "Didn't you go to work?"

Li Qingzhuo's face darkened as soon as he opened his mouth, he really has a "nice" broken voice.

"It's six o'clock." Sheng Xu asked Li Qingzhuo to sit up, put a soft pillow behind him, and handed him a glass of warm water after work.

Li Qingzhuo took it and wanted to drink it himself, but Sheng Xu didn't let go, so he drank it directly in this posture, and said, "Six o'clock in the morning? It really shouldn't be working. Then you go out later?"

"Six o'clock in the afternoon." Sheng Xu said, "I'm back from work."

Li Qingzhuo: "..."

Li Qingzhuo leaned on the bed and looked at the sky outside the balcony. The curtains were drawn and it was difficult to see. He said sincerely: "Sheng Xu, I thank you for not killing me."

Sheng Xu didn't speak, but poured him another glass of water.

It's all over now, and if we agreed to go back to the set today, we definitely won't be able to go back.

Li Qingzhuo looked at the hand that was handed over and thought about life, then raised his eyes and said: "Why don't you be more aggressive and kill me directly."

Sheng Xu said, "Because there is a next time."

Li Qingzhuo: "..."

What happened last night again?Li Qingzhuo felt that killing him was more practical, and there was no need to save his life this time.

Li sneered, and said forcefully: "If you can't learn to be gentle, don't even think about it."

"Okay," Sheng Xu put the water glass on the table, "then you can start the next time now."

"..."

Li Qingzhuo was so frightened that he hurriedly turned over from one side to the other side of the bed, and felt his waist was paralyzed when there was a lot of movement.Seeing Sheng Xu's big hand stretched out to this side, Li Qingzhuo dodged a few times, seeing that he couldn't dodge, he quickly said: "Okay, okay, there is a next time, there is a next time. Is it okay next time? Next time, next time, Let me go first."

The author has something to say:

Sheng Xu: Come, Xiyun.

Li Qingzhuo: Help, I'm really scared.

On the first day of writing this book, I wrote the [Reading Guide] in the copywriting, and the second article is: Shou has a love affair in a previous life, it is 1

Haven't so many angels read the brief introduction? (I got down on my knees jpg.)

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