no home

——Never prepared to give me or him a chance to start over.

"This is far more firm than my vacillation." When Xia Li said this, his eyes sparkled, Shen Yanxi stared blankly, and it took him a while to recover: "Xia Li, I really saw you right. "Master A will suffer a lot in the future.

The two chatted for a while, and Shen Yanxi asked him to go upstairs to rest.

Xia Li smiled and said good night to him, turned around and walked upstairs, just took a few steps, when she saw a tall figure standing at the stairs, her heart sank suddenly.

"Yes... sir?" Xia Li asked in a low voice.

Mu Yunjing said calmly, "Well, it's me."

"Why are you here?"

"Wait for you", Mu Yunjing turned to look at him, the light was too dim, Xia Li couldn't tell the real expression on his face, but he could clearly feel his emotional grief and impetuousness.

The two were silent for a while, and Mu Yunjing suddenly said, "Xia Li, are you telling the truth?"

Xia Li was startled: "What?"

"Don't give me or you a chance", Mu Yunjing took a deep breath, "Is it true?"

Xia Li paused, and answered honestly: "Really."

Mu Yunjing immediately looked gloomy, and approached him step by step. The air pressure around him was terribly low, Xia Li's heart skipped a beat, and his feet stuck in place.

Mu Yunjing said calmly: "You smile happily at others, Xia Li, why can't you smile at me like that?"

Obviously, when you looked at me before, your eyes were filled with light...

Xia Li replied: "Sir, I smiled at you like that before."

A person who refuses to say goodbye if he can't consume all the expectations, how lively and bright he was when he came to see him, how lost and hurt when he left.

The corner of Mu Yunjing's mouth pulled a helpless and somewhat miserable smile: "I... forgot?"

"No, you haven't seen it at all."

You have other young and beautiful Omega in your arms, you haven't played enough of the favor game, how can you see an old Omega's admiring and loving smile at you.

Mu Yunjing felt Xia Li's sudden alienation, and said with some embarrassment: "Xiao Li, why don't you still smile at me like that now? I promise, I will definitely watch it, and I will only look at you."

Xia Li shook his head slightly: "Sir, let's end it here. If the mirror is broken, it is broken, and if it is repaired, there will be cracks."

Mu Yunjing stopped approaching him: "Xiaoli..."

Xia Li turned his face away and stopped looking at him, disturbed by the heavy atmosphere, felt that he couldn't stay with Mu Yunjing like this any longer, so he turned around and said, "Then, I'll go up first."

After finishing speaking, he stepped on the steps of the stairs, and just stepped on the first floor, and was pulled into his arms by Mu Yunjing.

"Sir, let me go!" Xia Li said angrily.

Mu Yunjing hugged Xia Li deeply from behind, supported him on the armrest with one hand, and stared at him directly.

"Xia Li, I'm about to be driven crazy by you. I'm already like this. Are you so cruel that you don't even give me a chance? Damn... I've never been like this before..." Stupid.

Stupidly chasing after an Omega, fearful, looking forward and backward, lowering his high neck again and again, and lowering his posture again and again, he thought that as long as he could coax the Omega back home, it would be fine, but...

But why Xia Li is so stubborn, he can't help wondering whether the little Omega who has been wrapped in his arms countless times is someone else, who was so gentle and fragile in the past.

Mu Yunjing put his head on Xia Li's shoulder, and murmured almost beggingly: "Xiao Li, trust me again, I really want to spend the rest of my life with you, I just want you to be my Omega, count me in... ...I beg you..."

He enjoys the most noble worship among AOs, is named a god idol, has stayed in a high position for a long time, has money and power at his fingertips, has lovers and pets, and they all come and go when they are waved.

Does he want anything, and why does he need to fall from the altar to the clouds to humblely beg...

But now, I begged, the aloof Master A was willing to let go of his figure, and begged with a tight neck... But the person he begged was too cruel and decisive, even if he was so bad that he couldn't get even a chance.

"Why is it so difficult..." He sighed helplessly in Xia Li's ear, "The way I'm pestering you...I feel ugly..."

"But what can I do? Xia Li, I don't know what to do. I just want to get along with you. If you look ugly, just be in front of you. You won... baby, look, I just can't leave It's up to you, you win..."

Mu Yunjing raised his head and kissed his ear: "Xia Li, trust me one last time, okay?"

"Sir," Xia Li paused, "You have said this many times."

Mu Yunjing was startled: "What?"

"If you want to live a good life with me, there's more," Xia Li replied softly, "Let me believe your words, sir, you really said it many times."

But that time was not the gentle and charming calm before the storm. By now, I don't believe it anymore.

Xia Li slowly broke free from his embrace, stood still, raised her head and looked at him: "My Mr. A, our end has come to this point, it has come to an end completely, I am living a very good and happy life now, I also hope you can find your own happiness.”

Mu Yunjing looked sad: "Xia Li..."

Xia Li interrupted him as if thinking of something: "Or is it because you can't find an Omega that suits you?"

"what?"

"That's why I think it's better for me. I'm more obedient, so I'm willing to be patient and coax me."

Mu Yunjing's face turned gloomy and cold for a moment, his eyes were tightly attached to Xia Li's body, like maggots attached to his bones, and the fire in his chest became more and more intense, he tried his best to endure it for a while, and finally approached Xia Li step by step, grinding The back molars asked: "You think so?!"

Xia Li's shoulders shrank unconsciously, and he didn't continue to answer, but raised his chin and looked at him awkwardly.

One second, two seconds... At this moment, the time was cumbersomely prolonged, and Xia Li's hands and feet felt cold.

Is Mu Yunjing going to lose his temper?Is he going to kill himself again?Xia Li's bones were screaming with fear.

This feeling seems to be the same as when he called Mu Yunjing countless times but caught up with him sleeping with other Omega, very scared, hurt, and wronged that he was fierce and impatient with himself.

Xia Li was in a daze for a moment, then shook his head dully: "Sir, don't...don't kill me."

Looking at the little Omega who was frightened like a rabbit, Mu Yunjing stopped, and the anger in his heart dissipated immediately: "Xiaoli..."

Xia Li came back to his senses and looked at him in astonishment, but the shock on his face didn't abate at all.

There was only a throbbing pain left in Mu Yunjing's heart: "Is it true that I can't coax you well?"

"I...hehe, what kind of Omega do I want, Xia Li, they are much more obedient than you, how could I not find it...how could it be!"

Mu Yunjing held his heart, as if this would relieve the piercing pain: "Hehe, I was wrong before, you are really capable."

Xia Li lowered his head and stopped looking at him, and there was another silence between each other.

After a while, he eased his gloomy mood and said to Mu Yunjing: "Sir, we don't need to make it like this, let's rest early today."

Mu Yunjing didn't make a sound, he hid in the dark place of the light, and the expression on his face gradually blurred. Seeing that he didn't respond, Xia Li turned around and went upstairs.

After returning to the room, he closed his eyes deeply, opened them again, took off his shoes and curled up on the sofa, with Mu Yunjing's words lingering in his mind.

"Why can't you coax me..."

Xia Li hugged her knees tightly, buried her face in her small palms, and the bitterness in her heart became stronger and stronger.

It's not that he is difficult to coax, but that he doesn't want Mr. A to coax him.

He was so looking forward to begging for a candy from Mu Yunjing, and Mu Yunjing was not stingy to give it to him, but before the sweetness could be tasted, the bitterness and pain had already tortured him so much that he dared not go any further. Eat, and dare not expect any more.

And the waiting that has entered into the expectation is another form of cocooning.

【Speak】

The readers of my little angel asked about Xia Li’s picture, it’s a work of personal interest, if you want to see it, you can join the group, the group number is in Chapter 41.