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Uncle Wang stared blankly at him with a dazed face, feeling that Mu Yunjing's mood at this moment was a little abnormal.

"Xia Li is afraid of pain?"

"Well, ma'am is afraid of pain," Uncle Wang affirmed, "Madam's skin is delicate, and any injuries will leave scars."

Mu Yunjing put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, and sighed deeply: "Oh, so, forget it, Uncle Wang, you call—"

The ear-piercing ringtone of the mobile phone interrupted Mu Yunjing's next words. Uncle Wang hurried to the landline and answered the phone. He didn't know what he said. When he looked at Mu Yunjing again, his face turned pale.

Mu Yunjing's heart sank severely.

Sure enough, after Uncle Wang hung up the phone, he hesitated and said, "My lord, Madam's surgery was successful, but he..."

"The hospital said that his body was too weak, and the anesthetic didn't work. He... just fainted from the pain."

Mu Yunjing's fingers trembled barely, and his eyes were scarlet. At that moment, he felt that a certain place in his heart was empty and dry, as if he had lost something very important.

what is that?

what is it then?

The strength in Mu Yunjing's whole body was emptied at that moment, and he felt a sense of fear that he thought he would never have in his life.

Yes, he was scared, as if he was about to lose something important, so he was scared.

His lips were trembling, and his eyes began to be confused. This arrogant and aloof man, now all his emotions were tied to Omega who was still lying in the hospital.

In fact, Xia Li never threatened him, it was he who took Xia Li as a threat.

Uncle Wang put down the microphone: "Master, do you want to see Madam?"

Mu Yunjing closed his eyes and waved to Uncle Wang. After a while, he regained his composure: "I'm not going."

He didn't dare to see the Omega's fragile body in great pain, and he didn't dare to approach the threat again.He predicted that Xia Li was his biggest and most poisonous Gu.

Over the years, he has been held in a high position, worshiped as a god, and has become a puppet without much emotion. He has always looked down on all AOs except him. His heart has been so cold that even the blade can't break it. , he didn't allow himself to burst out with more emotion, or he just didn't want to admit that he was afraid.

After all, this feeling was too shameful for him.

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Xia Li was lying on a snow-white hospital bed, his consciousness collapsed, and the pain in the back of his neck made him dare not even take the most basic breathing too deeply. Because he did not have anesthesia, he did not fall into sleep, but his physical The pain made his brain a mess.

There was dead silence in his eyes, he stared at the door of the ward dejectedly, perhaps because he had been staring at the door for too long, hallucinations began to appear in front of his eyes, he seemed to see Mu Yunjing, his Alpha, gently pushed the door and entered, his hand Holding a bouquet of blue snowflakes wrapped in gold thread in his hand, he smiled softly at himself.

Xia Li's heart warmed, and he smiled unconsciously, but in exchange for heart-wrenching pain, he frowned, and looked outside the door again, only to find that Mu Yunjing had disappeared.

Xia Li panicked for a while, and even regained consciousness, he murmured weakly: "Sir..."

Naturally, no one responded to him.

He could only shrink into a small ball even more unbearably, his whole body was shaking uncontrollably, it was hot and cold, it tortured him so much that he really wanted to slam his head against the wall to death.

But he is afraid of death after all, and the world is always beautiful, and he hasn't lived enough.Mu Yunjing doesn't love her anymore, but I still have to look at him.

He just thought, if he really died like this, he must take one last look at Mu Yunjing.

Xia Li stayed in the hospital for more than a month. His body was too weak, and such an operation would have cost him half his life.

During that month, Mu Yunjing didn't look at him, Xia Li stared at the door of the ward in a daze all day long, and every time someone came in, he would look with bright eyes, and then they dimmed again.

He wants to divorce Mu Yunjing, but he also wants to see him very much, and feels ridiculous that this is not a conflict.

because……

"At the very least, say goodbye to him."

No matter what, this kind of life is still too difficult. The pain in the glands is accompanied by the instability of pheromones, which tortured him so much that he couldn't sleep all night. Sometimes, he would have the illusion that he really didn't live long. .

Not long after, he developed a high fever. His whole body was as hot as if he had been placed in boiling water. His throat was so dry that he could not speak a complete sentence. The doctor tried to give him various antibiotics and drugs to reduce the fever every day. Injections, Xia Li, who was so afraid of taking medicine and injections, finally let them toss him numbly, only hoping to end this torture as soon as possible.

I don't know if it's because of the severe fever. Whenever night fell and he was the only one left in Nuo Da's ward, various hallucinations would appear in front of his eyes.

And among these many illusions, every scene is all about Mu Yunjing.It wasn't him who was the speaker, but Brother Mu who carried him home on his back under the stars and moonlight.

He had thought about such a scene over and over for so many years.

On a rainy night, he found that his hallucinations had become more serious.

He slept for a day in a daze, and when he opened his eyes again, he saw Mu Yunjing kissing his hair tenderly. The kiss was so real, Xia Li couldn't help stretching out his slender and pale fingers to caress his frowning brows , Mu Yunjing grabbed his hand, with mournful and pitiful eyes.

Xia Li knew that no matter how warm this man's kiss was, it wasn't real, because Mu Yunjing wouldn't look at him like that.

He only looks at him playfully, angry, teasing, and bullying, but never pity him.

"gentlemen……"

"Well, it's me."

Xia Li felt that Mu Yunjing was fake anyway, and her phantom was a little bolder than usual. She stroked his eyebrows, and then pinched the tip of his nose. Mu Yunjing froze, and took his hand away. Come down, eyes flickering: "Xia Li, let me ask you again, do you still want to divorce me?"

A gentle and beautiful smile appeared on Xia Li's tired face: "Sir, Li, everything I said counts."

Mu Yunjing's face darkened for a moment, and he looked at him deeply, as if he wanted to see him into his flesh and blood.

Xia Li slowed down his voice and continued: "Sir, do you know? I'm afraid of pain, it hurts too much to love you." I didn't dare.

"I know, I won't be able to wait for you in my life, and I'm not going to wait any longer, even, even—"

"You told me that you came back, and I will leave too. I don't want to love you anymore. Although it is difficult, I will work hard to quit like a drug."

"And sometimes I wonder, sir, how gentle I must be to be worthy of your favors and exceptions."

I can't get a sentence in my life that you love me, so why bother to torture each other and let you coax me well before hurting me.