no home

When Mu Yunjing smiles, the spring wind turns into rain, so that you can feel the warmth of spring even in the depths of winter.When you love someone, it hurts you to the bone, tender and delicate, but if you don’t love someone, you are more ruthless than anyone else. If you take out your sincerity and give it to him, if he doesn’t want it anymore, then it’s cheap, and you can throw it away at any time , wantonly trampled on.

His love is like the drizzle that a camel in the desert asks for, if it is given, it will save your life, but if it is not given, it will make you perish.

Xia Li waited until a quarter past twelve in the morning, his eyelids were heavy, and sleepiness hit him unbreakably from all directions.

He knew that the man would not come home, but he was used to waiting like this.

In the blur, the blanket suddenly fell to the ground, and he woke up suddenly: "Sir——"

The room was empty, and the crystal chandelier in the living room had been turned to the darkest, so the moment he opened his eyes, he didn't find it too dazzling.

Xia Li raised his head in a daze, his pupils shrank into a pitch-black dot without the slightest focus.

Don't wait, go to sleep, he thought for a while.Before leaving, he accidentally knocked down the white porcelain ashtray on the coffee table, his broken consciousness suddenly regained consciousness, and he was afraid that this not too small noise would wake up other people.

He lifted the ashtray carefully, and checked carefully to see if there was any crack.

Speaking of which, the ashtray that Mr. A has been using is still selected by himself. Spring and autumn, several times of cold and heat have passed, he did not replace the white porcelain ashtray, but replaced his own Omega.

It's not just an ashtray, most of the things in this house were carefully selected by him at that time.

Mu Yunjing's temperament is dull and cold, and the decoration of the villa is also according to his temperament, solemn and solemn, full of depression, without a trace of life.

In the seventh month of their marriage, Xia Li finally couldn't help acting like a baby to Mu Yunjing: "Sir, don't you think there is something missing at home?"

He pulled on a pair of slippers, bent over, leaned his elbows on the desk, and looked at Mu Yunjing with his big watery eyes blinking.

Mu Yunjing raised his head, closed the computer, wrapped Xia Li's waist with one hand, and hugged Xia Li to his lap, resting his chin on the slender neck of this little stunner, and whispered in his ear: "Can you be short?" What? The missing Omega, I have already married and returned home."

"Sir——" Xia Li blushed, "I mean, the family doesn't seem to be living at all."

"Ok?"

Xia Li smiled slightly: "Sir, I want to change the furniture here, as well as the lamp in the bedroom, the light is too cold, and the carpet is so dark, ah, yes, the curtains of the floor-to-ceiling windows are too thick, and the sunlight can see through don't come in..."

Later, Xia Li changed everything from an ashtray with a cloud scene to a crystal chandelier in the living room, even the slippers that two people usually wear, and the water cup for brushing their teeth. Finally some sparkle of life.

Mu Yunjing didn't seem to like it very much, but it was up to him to toss about it. Xia Li later realized that he was a little bit arrogant at that time.

The white porcelain ashtray feels cold to the touch, just like Alpha's palm with thin calluses. At that time, he liked to use his thumb to rub Xiali's glands, which was also the feeling of temperature.

At this moment, he suddenly missed Mu Yunjing very much, very much.

Give him a call, it's nothing, just listen to his voice.

Xia Li hesitated again and again, but finally couldn't hold back, flipped through Mu Yunjing's number, and dialed it in a heartbeat.

The phone rang for a long time before the other side picked it up. Mu Yunjing's voice was a little hoarse: "Hello." He sounded very impatient.

"Sir, it's me—"

With a "boom", Mu Yunjing seemed to have dropped the phone somewhere, interrupting Xia Li's conversation directly.

Immediately afterwards, Xia Li heard a violent crashing sound, and Mu Yunjing was a little annoyed: "What's the matter? Tell me."

Xia Li's hands and feet were cold, and for some reason, his mood sank to the bottom of the lake inexplicably. He opened his mouth slowly: "Sir, I think—"

"Adult~Adult~"

A delicate Omega voice came from afar, piercing Xia Li's eardrums, and his hand holding the phone froze in the air for an instant.

Xia Li's back was stiff, and when he heard the sound of hitting the corner of the table again, it was getting closer and closer to his ear. Xia Li threw the phone on the sofa as if in shock, and covered his ears desperately.

"Don't listen, don't listen, don't listen, don't listen..."

He kept shaking his head and muttering to himself, "It's all fake..."

On the other end of the phone, Alpha seemed to have regained some clarity from the abyss of lust, put the phone close to his ear, and asked after a while, "What's the matter?"

Xia Li curled up on the sofa, hugged her knees and shivered: "I won't listen, I won't listen..."

"Xia Li!"

"Don't kill me, don't..."

Mu Yunjing let go of the Omega under him, and took the phone in another hand, finally exhausted his patience: "Xia Li! Say it!"

Xia Li was terrified by the low growl, and suddenly came back to his senses. After being dazed for a few seconds, he hurriedly picked up the phone again, and begged in a low voice: "No, don't kill me."

Mu Yunjing's heart stabbed, and his voice did slow down: "Well, tell me, what's the matter?"

Xia Li pinched her palms with her fingertips: "Sir, are you going home?" I miss you.

Mu Yunjing didn't speak. After a long silence, he coaxed, "I won't be back today, it's too late, and there's an important meeting in five hours."

"Oh, oh, that's it." Xia Li pulled a strange smile from the corner of his mouth.

"Xia Li, speak well, don't use this kind of tone." Mu Yunjing straightened his expression, "Be good and go home tomorrow."

"gentlemen--"

"Okay, hang up."

Before Xia Li came, he was in a hurry to say something, Mu Yunjing really hung up the phone, he just stood there in a daze, and opened his mouth, sir, but I miss you.

But he couldn't say it in the end, Mu Yunjing seemed to be like this all the time, he didn't even have the patience to listen to him finish a sentence.

Xia Li looked down at the palm of his hand that had been pinched with red blood marks, and felt the pain. He raised his hand to his mouth and blew gently: "It doesn't hurt, Xiao Li, it doesn't hurt."

He is most afraid of pain. His skin has been delicate since he was a child. Injuries can easily leave marks, and his sense of pain is much more sensitive than ordinary people. Even the smallest wounds will be difficult to heal.

Once, when he accidentally cut his hand while cooking, Mu Yunjing raised his hand to his mouth and blew gently like he did just now, nervously saying like coaxing a child: "It doesn't hurt, doesn't it hurt?" It hurts, Xiao Li."

His Mr. A no longer loves him, so naturally he is no longer afraid that he will get hurt.

Xia Li picked up the old blanket that Mr. A had covered his legs with a dazed expression, and returned to his small storage cabinet. That small space was his safe haven.

He pulled the blanket and wrapped himself in it, trembling unknowingly, what's wrong?too angry?It's not the first time this has happened... He touched the back of his neck unconsciously, his heart skipping a beat.

Could it be...the fever period has arrived.

Xia Li's fever period has always been stable, and sometimes it only comes once a month or two. Thanks to the smooth and orderly pheromone, he can suffer less.

Because he couldn't get Mu Yunjing's mark every time he had a fever, he could only spend the most painful time by injecting inhibitors or Mu Yunjing's clothes.

Xia Li was trembling all over, his body was scorching like a big stove, the tingling pain in the back of his neck made his numb and sluggish nerves wake up a lot, he pushed open the small door of the storage room with his trembling fingertips, and held on to the cabinet , stood up with difficulty.

There is still an inhibitor in the drawer, there is no way, during the febrile period, his Alpha will not pity him, and bestows on him a tiny bit of soothing pheromone, he has to carry these cold drugs all year round.

But he was very afraid of pain, just thinking about piercing the slender needle into the flesh, he was trembling with fear.Therefore, in many cases, as long as he can still grit his teeth and endure the situation, he usually chooses another way - secretly takes a coat that he often wears recently from Mu Yunjing's closet.

A little bit of his pheromone will inevitably be stained on the coat, and Xia Li survives every fever period by holding Alpha's clothes in his arms.

However, the pheromone smell on the clothes was too faint, and he still had to suffer a lot. In the long dark night, he hid alone in a cramped and narrow locker, covered his head tightly with the coat of Mu Yunjing, and endured the pain. The burning fire and the aching, dry torment in the bones.

He's in so much pain already, he's exhausted from loving.

When he was relying on a pheromone jacket to survive the difficult fever period, his Mr. A was sleeping peacefully in the arms of other Omega.

He would give Omeag a warm goodnight kiss.

Also presses his head into his chest.

Will also say to Omega: "Baby, good night."

He used to do that to himself.

Xia Li curled himself up a little bit, put his nose close to the button of his jacket, and couldn't help but rub the smooth surface of the button with his fingers, once...

In the past, when they were still in love, when Mu Yunjing was wearing a suit meticulously, Xia Li would stick out his small head from the bed, his chestnut brown hair was disheveled and curly.

"gentlemen……"

"Well, good morning, baby."

Xia Li bounced off the bed in a jerk: "Please come here."

Mu Yunjing walked towards him very obediently, Xia Li knelt half-kneeling, hooked his fingers nimbly on his clothes, and fastened the buttons one by one.

At that time, Mu Yunjing looked down at Xia Li from a high position, with unresolved tenderness in his eyes, Xia Li slightly raised his chin, which was a very suitable position for kissing.

So, Mu Yunjing really put his arms into his arms, gave him a gentle good morning kiss, and whispered in his ear, "Honey, you are so charming."

Xia Li is indeed beautiful, this point, he has interpreted it countless times from Alpha's envious eyes, his eyes are flowing, his brows are expressive, his skin is as white as snow, and his smile is as gentle as a bright moon hanging from the corner of the sky , he has a waist that can be hugged with one hand, and a thin white ankle that Mu Yunjing likes to hold in the palm of his hand.

Therefore, out of Alpha's violent possessiveness, he made a specific Choker for this little stunner, covering up his fragile and clean glands in the most private way.

But now...

"Right now, I'm wearing it properly..."

Xia Li hid in the deepest corner of the locker, trembling, and muttering to himself: "Always be obedient, wearing it..."

How long will it last, Xia Li sometimes asks herself, maybe she doesn't love her anymore.

Slowly learn not to love it, and stop wearing it.

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