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Mu Yunjing was probably exhausted to the extreme, and not long after, he fell asleep on Xia Li's leg, and Xia Li patted his back lightly with his hand, coaxing him like a child: "Mu Yunjing, do you want to sleep?" Get a good night's sleep, tomorrow will be a brand new day."

Mu Yunjing didn't sleep deeply, he grabbed Xia Li's hand and kissed it lightly.

Xia Li raised his sore neck and stared blankly at the door of the ward. His heart felt sore and painful, and he was very uncomfortable. He was thinking about something in a daze. Not long after, his upper and lower eyelids began to fight.

In the middle of the night, he fell asleep leaning against the head of the bed, and when he woke up amidst the clouds, he was dozing off like a chicken eating rice.

Mu Yunjing stood up distressed, carried him back to the bed, covered him with the quilt gently, leaned over and kissed him between the eyebrows, took a deep breath, and followed him onto the bed without holding back.

He held the drowsy little Omega in his arms, his heart softened, and the pain and torment of the previous moment disappeared.

Xia Li likes to chase people when he sleeps, and he will keep rubbing against wherever he feels the temperature. For a whole night, Mu Yunjing who rubs against each other is distracted and doesn't sleep well.

At dawn the next day, the sunlight poured through the window onto the pillow thinly and densely, and shone on the eyelashes of Omega in his arms. His sleeping face was covered with a soft halo, as if he had fallen into the world. Angel, cute and charming.

Feeling someone watching him, Xia Li slowly opened his eyes, and even babbled a few times lazily. The soft voice tickled Mu Yunjing's heart, and he said softly: "Little Li, it's too much. Sleep for a while if you are tired."

Hearing what he said, Xia Li woke up immediately, only to realize that he was wrapped around Mu Yunjing's body like an octopus, and most of his little face turned red: "Sir..."

Mu Yunjing couldn't help pinching his nose: "Well, good morning, baby."

Xia Li replied dryly: "Good morning, sir." Then she sat up from the bed with some embarrassment, only feeling her temples throbbing, and her brain was confused, she reached out and rubbed her temples unconsciously, then turned her head, facing her Mo Yunjing's obsessive gaze.

At that moment, the memory of last night flowed into the fault space of the brain, and was pieced together bit by bit. Xia Li's head was in unbearable pain for a while, and he looked at Mu Yunjing with mournful eyes. : "Sir, you..."

"Yeah." Mu Yunjing smiled gently at him, then pulled him back into his arms, kissed his hair, and whispered into his ear: "It's true, what you heard yesterday was true. "

Xia Li froze, raised her eyes to look at him, nervous and worried.

Mu Yunjing touched his cheek: "Don't be afraid, I'm fine, didn't you tell me, you said, you are by my side." At the end, he added, "Xiao Li, you are afraid of me, don't you think? I'm not good enough for you, am I?"

Xia Li shook his head in astonishment: "No...no."

Mu Yunjing smiled lightly: "Xia Li, I am such a bad person who does all kinds of evil. Even if I know that I am terrible, I still want you to stay by my side." Because you never know what you are to me exist.

He held Xia Li's hand and thought for a while: "Xiao Li, I didn't finish talking yesterday, do you still want to hear it?"

Xia Li just looked at him distressedly, Mu Yunjing smiled, and continued to state in a calm tone: "I found out later that the tutor and mother had known each other for a long time, and he had also been a teacher of mother for a few short years. I was secretly in love at that time, maybe, for a period of time, he really loved this poor woman, but in the end he got married and had children, and had his own family, this is love, hehe, I thought at that time, women destroy I spent my whole life just for this kind of love?" Mu Yunjing frowned, "Then, what is her love for me like? In the end, I only remember the venomous look in her eyes, and the fact that she was stabbed by me." The joy and relief of the knife, the memory of her, later became my nightmare, it seems... It seems that when I was very young, she never smiled at me gently, the only time, but wanted to my life."

"A man's love for her, her love for me...hehe, this is love, stupid, hypocritical, shallow, full of lies, why do you think I have it?" When Mu Yunjing said this, his eyes widened. Shady, with deep hatred and disgust.

Xia Li's shoulders flinched, and he called him indifferently: "Sir?"

Mu Yunjing reacted, and hurriedly hugged him a little tighter: "Don't be afraid, Xiao Li, I used to think so, that's why I hurt you again and again, and I'm so stupid that I don't want to admit that I actually loved you a long time ago. I fell in love with you, Xiaoli, I have done a lot of mistakes, how can I beg for your forgiveness..."

"You just think I'm wishful thinking." Mu Yunjing took his hand and covered his face, "The second time I saw you was in a tulip garden. At that time, you were lively and cheerful, carrying a basket of flowers Running towards me, with a layer of sun's rays on your body, baby, you don't know how beautiful you are, I recognized you at that time, not because of the little scar on your ankle, but, Xiaoli, I think You can tell at a glance that this is the lark Omega I met when I was 17 years old, and also my future wife."

"I think, I'm going to marry an Omega. You are so obedient and charming, and I like it very much. I took your tulip and thought about it in my heart. Soon, I will carry a big sedan chair. I took my Omega home. Xia Li, you are so kind, beautiful, and gentle. I have been deeply fascinated by you for a long time, but I can't be fascinated... I can't love, what is love, stupid and hypocritical, people Falling into hell, going to perish... But why are you so good, no matter how badly you are hurt, no matter how badly I neglect you, you will always wait for me to go home, no matter how painful you are, you will never really leave me, you will only Scratch my heart with soft little paws. Xia Li, I really thought that you would never leave me in this life no matter what. You are so easy to coax. I have fallen into struggle countless times, hurting you and loving you. I want to keep you but I don't want you to control me... Hehe, Xia Li, I'm so fucking stupid..." Mu Yunjing held his fingertips and intertwined with him, "There are so many good things in this world. Omega, such a gentle little fence...how could I be willing to lose him?"

Xia Li felt distressed for a while, staring at him with clear and clean eyes, and asked: "So, sir, do you dare to love?"

Mu Yunjing paused for a moment, then seriously replied: "Don't dare." At the end, he added: "I just love you."

"I've been a light sleeper over the years, and I've always had the same nightmare over and over again. I always dreamed of my Omega mother, that stupid woman, who stretched out her hand from the pool of blood, asking me to save her, and to pay for my life. ... At first, I would feel fear, guilt, and pain, but later, I gradually got used to sleeping in such nightmares for a long night, but Xiaoli—"

"You made me afraid of such a nightmare, and made me not want to continue to fall into the abyss. You are so good, I suddenly... suddenly want to break free from this filth, I want to wash off the blood on my hands , I want my heart that has been exhausted and cold to start beating again, I have committed a lot of sins, I killed my mother, killed many people, and trampled on so many lives that were once alive, I looked down outside the rules of AO, I enjoy the pursuit of everyone who treats me like a god, but where is my god? Who is willing to save me?"

"Save me, who is an evil ghost?"

Mu Yunjing smiled lightly at Xia Li: "Xia Li, are you willing to save me?"

You don't know how much I want to catch you when I look at you. You are not the light that shines into the abyss. I just saw you from outside the abyss. I think the light is so beautiful, so I broke free from the darkness and peeled off my ugly soul. I want to be close to you, to be you.And you, never know what kind of existence you are to me.

It's... an existence that I can't live without.

"Xia Li, are you willing to accept my love that is too late, crazy and paranoid, and goes against nature?"

Xia Li was in a daze for a moment, and his interlocking fingers trembled slightly.

"Are you willing to save me and be my god?" Mu Yunjing continued to ask.

Xia Li's heartbeat stopped suddenly at this moment, and the time seemed to be stretched longer by the gradually brightening sky outside the room. He looked up at this man, just like he did every time he looked up when he was begging for his favor.

However, this time, the person he looked up to fell from the cloud into the soil, holding a star in his hand.He is no longer a puppet idol revered by himself, but a husband with a heartbeat.

Xia Li's eyes were moist, and after a long silence, he withdrew his hand, gently held his face, and rubbed his eyes with his lips: "Sir, I am willing."

Mu Yunjing froze, thinking that there was something wrong with his ears, and asked incredulously, "Xiao Li, what did you say?" Afraid that Xia Li would say something he didn't want to hear, he hurriedly replied, "Oh, since you said After passing, no matter whether it is true or false, it must be counted."

Xia Li's eyes were soft, and he said seriously: "Sir, I won't come back to you just because I pity you—"

Mu Yunjing paused, his whole body stripped of his soul, and the expression on his face gradually froze and stiffened: "Xiaoli..."

"But because I love you, I will give us another chance to start over. I will never mention the past. No one can go back to the past, but we can try to move forward together." Xia Li looked at the nervous Mu Yunjing, with a gentle smile on his face, "Last night, when you fell asleep on my lap, I thought a lot."

"I'm thinking, Mu Yunjing, what kind of relationship is there that lasts forever, hurts so badly that you can't let go...Maybe, no, flowers will wither, rain will rain on cloudy days, all love and hate will part Everyone has their own answers and decisions, and I also know that I have to leave when I am injured, and it hurts when I bleed, but—”

"I can wait for someone with pain, and he is willing to be hurt for me, why should he let go? What we have to do is not to continue to hurt and torture each other, but to hug each other to heal the wound, isn't it?" I can't love anyone else, you just happen to have to be me, and neither of us is greedy.

"So, my Mr. A, would you choose to hug me?"

Mu Yunjing stared at him blankly, as if he was relieved, he felt that he was born to death in just a few minutes, and returned to the human world from purgatory.

"Little Li, what you...are you saying is true?"

Xia Li nodded to him, and before he could open his mouth, Mu Yunjing pulled him in front of him and held the back of his head, his eyes widened: "Sir?"

Mu Yunjing's voice was low and hoarse: "Don't talk, close your eyes, I want to kiss you."

Xia Li was stunned for a moment, then she closed her eyes deeply as she said.

Mu Yunjing raised his chin with his fingers, and gently touched his lips.

This kiss was soft and lingering/sentimental/pathetic, without any eroticism and his almost crazy possessiveness. While kissing, he lingered and bit his ear soft/flesh/: "Xia Li, this is what you said , don’t go back on your word, when I beg you, don’t go back on your word.”

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