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It's not that Mu Yunjing doesn't know how risky it is to switch glands. It's possible to die directly if the operation is unsuccessful. The body function of the gland itself is determined.

Xia Li's body is so fragile, what kind of torture he went through during this operation, Mu Yunjing can imagine with his eyes closed.

But he was so determined, he was using his own life to draw a clear line with himself.

Mu Yunjing felt that his heart was about to ache, and every breath carried the smell of decay and blood.

His Omega, he didn't hesitate to gamble his own life, wanted to leave him, and no longer loved him.

The end and end he thought had never actually started. He thought that by marking Omega, he could go back to the past, let him rely on himself, and even fall in love with himself again, but in fact, it pushed him further and further away.

He never gave himself a chance, not since he signed the divorce agreement.

So, what is the purpose of hard work and forbearance these days, to cut one's heart open in exchange for a hopeless reunion from beginning to end, to make a clown in front of Omega without love?

Even if...

Even if he becomes a clown so foolishly, as long as Xia Li is willing to come back to him, he will be willing...

But why is his Omega so ruthless, so ruthless, he actually switched his own glands, he is killing his heart...

"Xiao Li, Xiao Li, Xiao Li..." Mu Yunjing called his lover's name over and over again, his voice was filled with grief, and no hope could be heard, "Why are you so ruthless, so ruthless..."

The man yelled at the end, almost choked up, he stroked his face with his broad palm, his whole body was shaking, his bones screamed crazily in pain.

He lost his Omega, he still lost Xia Li, those years spent with Omega, like a passing cloud, finally fell silent in his life.

Xia Li really couldn't bear that the man who had always been superior was so vulnerable in front of her, so she touched his cheek with her distressed hand, but the man clenched his fingers tightly.

"Xiao Li", the man put his hand on his cheek, Xia Li felt the warmth in his palm, shivered in astonishment and wanted to withdraw his arm, but was firmly pinned by Mu Yunjing.

"Little Li, what should I do, can you tell me, okay?"

Xia Li was flustered for a while, as if he didn't expect Mu Yunjing to cry in front of him, such a man who was held in a high position and regarded people as ants, like a god, actually cried in front of him... Is this still Mu Yunjing? ?

However, Mu Yunjing just murmured to him over and over again: "What should I do, how should I do..."

"Sir," Xia Li finally sighed softly, "You don't have to do anything, you, you can't turn back."

Mu Yunjing shook his head, his eyes were scarlet: "Xiao Li, can I also undergo gland switching surgery? Change to a gland that is highly compatible with you, and let's start again?"

He really panicked and started to panic.

Xia Lili stopped: "What are you talking about, sir?!"

Mu Yunjing froze in place, looking at him dully.

Xia Li then softened, and said helplessly: "Sir, can we really go back to the past after changing the glands? The glands are different, I am still that Xia Li, and you are still that Master A? "

"No, not at all, so many things were doomed from the beginning."

Mu Yunjing suddenly let go of his hand, and froze, a few traces of cruelty flashed in his eyes, he quickly stood up, staring down at Xia Li's eyes, the sadness on his face slowly turned to gloom, In just a moment, he seemed to be the speaker who controlled and ruled the rules again.

Xia Li smiled slightly, that's right, this is him.

Mu Yunjing's eyes were so deep that no light could penetrate, he looked deeply at Xia Li, feeling as if he wanted to tear him apart.

The two of them stared at each other silently for a long time, and Mu Yunjing suddenly turned evilly: "Xia Li, I'm so stupid, I don't need you to tell me what to do."

"gentlemen……"

"You don't need to tell, because no matter what I do or how I do it, I can bring you back to me."

Xia Li stared at him blankly, panicked for no reason, but saw Mu Yunjing approaching his cheek, and dropped a light kiss, the sound scratched his eardrums, it was crisp and itchy, different from the ruthlessness just now, and turned to kiss him softly. Gentle, he said: "Xiao Li, don't blame me, don't blame, you are so good, how can I be willing to give you up to others."

Xia Li was in a daze for a while: "Sir..."

"Xiao Li, I'm sorry, I'm the one who deserves to die, I'm the stupidest person, I committed a capital crime with you, but I still think you can give me a way out, save me... I'm fucking..."

"Hehe, what exactly did you do?"

"Little Li, what did I do to make you use your own life in exchange for my life and death, I... how can I not see you, unless, baby, unless, you stick a knife into my heart right now, Only when it dies can it stop beating and stop pestering you..."

Mu Yunjing became more and more sad as he talked. At the end, Xia Li worried that he wouldn't cry with his face in his hands like before. After all, he was soft-hearted. Couldn't bring myself to trust him again, to be with him.

A person who has experienced life and death will always become life-saving and timid. It is too extravagant to love someone, and now he has long lost the previous desperate passion.

The heating in the room was fully turned on, and the whole ward was filled with a dizzying temperature. Perhaps it was because of the antibiotic injections that were given with some sleeping ingredients. Xia Li's eyelids became heavier and heavier, and his consciousness gradually became blurred.

Mu Yunjing held his hand, kissed him piously, seemed to stop talking, and only stroked the corners of his eyes with his fingers, coaxing softly: "Xiao Li, go to sleep, I will always accompany you By your side."

Xia Li nodded vaguely, and closed his eyes heavily.

Mu Yunjing looked at him obsessively, feeling distressed and moved.He was annoyed at Xia Li's injuries because of him, and immediately realized that in the seven years they were married, had he rarely hurt Xia Li?

"Do I deserve to stay by your side when I'm so bad?"

Mu Yunjing leaned down and kissed his forehead, between the brows and the tip of his nose lingeringly, and finally touched the soft lips of Omega, touching them like a dragonfly, lest he would wake him up, he raised his head quickly.

He stared at Xia Li obsessively, the bitterness in his heart was so strong that he couldn't get rid of it, Omega, who had been in love with him all this time, so what if he admitted that he loved him, he had to push him further and further away.

Up to this moment, he finally understood that the entanglements these days were all illusory and beautiful bubbles, castles in the air without any construction, no matter how much he pestered Xia Li, it was useless, since he pushed people into the operating table. Out of this relationship.

Is he worthy of begging for forgiveness from his lover?It turned out that the one who never gave them a chance to get back together was himself, never Xia Li.

He can no longer pester Xia Li casually, he is not worthy, but also...

Mu Yunjing scrubbed Xia Li's beautiful sleeping face with his fingers, such a beautiful Omega, such a good lover...

But you can't let go!

The corner of Mu Yunjing's mouth pulled a gentle and doting smile: "Xiao Li, I know I can't stand in front of you now, you must hate me to death, I dare not let you look at me again, be good, wait Me, I will become what you can accept, and make you fall in love with me again."

Mu Yunjing stood up slowly, every movement was slow and stiff as if in slow motion, he opened the door of the ward, took a last look at Xia Li, and called Uncle Wang: "Order me a Air ticket back to City S early this morning."

In the winter of Phuket Island, the temperature is very low at night, and the cold wind is blowing on the face. It is cold and biting. Mu Yunjing wrapped the collar of his coat tightly and walked towards the hospital gate with big strides. Just a few steps away, a bunch of dazzling cars The headlights hit him directly.

Mu Yunjing stopped, and the car slowly drove towards him.A few minutes later, the car door opened, Xiao Zhe looked at him unceremoniously, and got out of the car calmly.

"Sir, where are you going?" Xiao Zhe looked at him anxiously about to leave, and his heart turned cold, "You just left Xiaoli in the hospital alone?"

Mu Yunjing gave him a cold look, and said in a harsh tone, "It has nothing to do with you." Then, he walked past him, rubbing his shoulders.

Xiao Zhe was stunned for a moment under the oppression of this low aura, and seeing that Mu Yunjing was about to leave, he stopped him: "Lord Speaker, I want to tell you something, do you have time to listen?"

Mu Yunjing turned back to look at him, his eyes darkened: "Say."

Xiao Zhe breathed a sigh of relief: "Sir, I know that Xiaoli won't like me. I can't make him fall in love with me in this life, and I know that." He paused, "He has never forgotten you, if you -"

"If you really get together again in the future, Mu Yunjing, it's definitely not because of how earth-shattering and enlightened you are. It can only mean that Xia Li still loves you. I don't admit it. No matter how inferior I am to you, I lose to Xia Lizhi's love for Mu Yunjing, so please treat him well in the future."

Mu Yunjing's expression changed slightly, as if he didn't expect Xiao Zhe to say that, and he was speechless for a moment.

Xiao Zhe sighed helplessly and relievedly: "Sir Speaker, please take care of yourself."

Mu Yunjing's eyes were dark and dark, he twitched the corners of his mouth, looked at him for a while, and replied leisurely: "Please remind me, I will remember."

Xiao Zhe wanted to say something more, but Mu Yunjing turned around and left the hospital without looking back. When his figure completely disappeared into the night, Xiao Zhe rushed to Xia Li's ward.